VIRMAN ||TERE ISHQ NE MOHE RANG DALA| epilogue upt - Page 4

We made our way to chaudhary niwas n after 5 long years i met mom n dad. I ran up to dad n hugged him... U know i am also a daddy's girl u see... He loved pampering me n i loved being pampered by him n my mum she is the sweetest of all... n only because of her, i am here... At my place after long five years... She is unwell n she wanted to see me n meher... She has just seen a pic or two of meher... All thanks to bhai n bhabhi...

I dont know when the whole day passed by... Being with the ones who love u is just a bliss... i spent my whole day with mum... Mom asked me whether i was happy with virat n his family...

I told mom that i was never so happy in my life n vanshika maa has always loved me so much that i never missed mom even for a minute... Mom was elated n told me that they were right in choosing virat for me... I smiled n agreed with mom n meher seemed to be enjoying the new atmosphere... Her mamu n mami are giving her all of their time, attention n love...

Few days passed by n now i am really missing virat n everybody back at home... Virat n his condition is also the same... He calls me four to five times a day n meher... She is just like her daddy... Missing him like hell... She murmurs papa all night n its very difficult to handle her. I was making meher eat her lunch when there was a bell on the door. Bhabhi opened the door n it was arohi... Arohi singhania...

My best friend... She came inside n meher ran up to her n held fistful of her kameez. I was numb for a moment n then i went towards her only to take meher in my arms. "mannu" she called me n i turned around n donno why my eyes got teary... I will just be back i said n took meher in the room. I made meher sit on the bed with her favourite cartoon channel on. I turned around n saw arohi standing on the doorstep n i faintly smiled at her. " she is really beautiful... Whats her name...???" arohi said. I replied " thank u n her name is meher... Meher virat vadera". I cant be rude n went towards arohi n hugged her. She hugged me back n said "i missed u mannu" n i repled " me too".

That night all i can think of was arohi, our friendship, our bond n shabbir... Arohi's brother... My first love... Me, arohi n shabbir grew up together... i went to my almirah which seemed to be untouched afrom fter the time i left... i opened my favourite novel n took out his photograph which was still there...

I donno when me n shabbir started sharing a bond that was beyond everything... A relation that had no name but still was the most beautiful n precious one. I started dreaming of my future with shabbir. I started planning about our marriage unaware of what was in store for us... one day shabbir came n told me that he got admission in the most reputed college' he wanted to become a pilot n I too wanted the same thing'. Actually I wanted shabbir's happiness n arohi was the one who knew everything about us' everything' soon shabbir left n then we saw less of him' initially he used to call me n tell me what all happened in the day in detail' he used to write letters to me expressing how he was missing me n how much he loves'. But very soon those letters also stop coming' I used to write to him, email him, or even call him, but he never bothered to reply to anyone of them. One day arohi came n told me that she went to meet shabbir n he has changed' he himself said that he doesn't want to be with me any longer' he cannot be with a small town girl who might not match out with his lifestyle'. He has suddenly become like those social animals who worry only about their image n status'. He has changed n the only thing he gives important to is money n only money' so in short he broke up with me without even saying a word to me' he broke my heart into million of pieces n never returned'. He left me like I was nothing for him' my first love broke my trust n most importantly he murdered my love for him n my soul' he killed me because I had never thought of anybody but shabbir. But today that guy feels ashamed of being with me, this very fact made me lose my self-confidence n I became a quiet person. I donno when vanshika maa came n chose me for virat' I donno when I got married n left shabbir, this place n his memories'. But today I feel those memories return to me' I am reliving each n every moment I spent with shabbier' those silly fights, those leg pulling sessions everything'. What am I thinking'.??? I shouldn't be thinking like this'. I am a married woman n I cannot betray my husband who loves me beyond everything'. I cannot betray virat' I love him' I only love him' shabbir isn't the one for me n I shouldn't be thinking about him' he is nothing but a closed chapter of my life'. A chapter which I cannot erase from my memory n my life'.

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