Part 46
Maan ' wat do u see in them
it was quiet obvious it was her reflection... she just looked at those dark ones silently
maan ' tumhe abhi bhi lagta hain I love Sam?
She looked away knowing there was no point saying anything to this stubborn person.
Her walking away only angered him further. Javab do Geet he pulled her into his arms.
She pushed his embracing hand & looked at him in pain. Kya javab doon
kya jana chaten hain aap?
Yeh ke mujhe aap ke ankon main kya dhikta hain
she inched closed fearless
yehi ke main humren rishten ko mauka kyun nahi deh sakti?
He had surpassed the understanding already
Geet - dena chathi hoon mauka.. main koshish bhi kar rahi hoon
lekin jab bhi aapko dehk thi hoon.. mujhe mera Maan nahi Sam ka MK dhikta hain
agar aap shaadi wali raat mujhe aaken kahten aapko yeh rishta nahi nibhana.. tho main shayad aapni puri zindagi bita dethi aapko apna bane main
lekin jis roop main aap merin samne aayen main uss roop ko kaisen bhool javoon. Aap ko maine humesha se Sam ke saat dehka hain. I have seen ur togetherness. I have seen u guys happy, sad.. fighting, playing.. I have seen u as a one. In sab main tho kanhi bhi nahi
Agar ek pal ke liyen maan bhi lo ki wo sab sach nahi tha
tho phir yeh sab sach hain yeh kaisen maan loon
he stood still confronting each word as it only hurt only bleeding him.
She turned to leave
he just hugged her from behind
Maan - mano tho sab.. na mano tho kuch bhi nahi. He spoke dipping his head in her hair soaking in tears
she stiffened
Geet - itna aasan bhi tho nahi Mk
Maan - mujh main aur tum se door rahne ki shamtha nahi
I can't bear all this any more. Tum shayad
he took a deep breath thoughtfully
nahi, mujhe yakin hain, mujhe aapna bana lethi
lekin main he scooped her in his arms & took her to the room. Mujhe.. mujhe he dipped his head defeated in her shoulder
main tho his tears wet her as he undid her shirt.
She gulped her saliva & looked at him. He looked doomed. She had not seen any one like this ever.
I.. main..
tumse his words repeated as he crossed every barrier. Their togetherness was very opposite to his kiss. But it was filled with pain. Every trust was accompanied with his whimper.. his cry.. finally breaking down in her arms panting.. still stuck with words that failed miserably to express how much he loved her.
All she could feel was his pain. She was not sad giving in, but felt burden carrying this sadness. This pain that surrounded them was so poignant.
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Silence traveled across the house as she packed lunch & he prepared the breakfast. Even while having the breakfast nun spoke. She was about to sip her coffee Maan forwarded her an envelope. She opened it & looked at him puzzled.
Maan - Sam & Azaan r getting married next month
she wants us to help her out with the arrangement. She is bit nervous & very excited because it will be typical their style wedding. Azaan ke abbu & aami wants it to be special.
Before Geet could absorb everything
maan spoke meaning every word ' Sam is very happy & thats all I ever wanted for her.
It was very different for Geet. She was brought up in a village conservative family. She couldn't think of another guy.. be with some one & finally marry some one. All that was beyond her understanding, though she had seen all that happening. People move on.. yes.. it made sense then.
Especially in Dev's case she herself wanted him to move on with Meera but with Maan she was not able to digest.
She couldn't understand how Maan was so genuinely happy.
The storm between them had taken a different turn. Maan had turned very silent since. He didn't force himself, nor did he let her leave her plain life. His advances were minimal & it hurt feeling her stiff but he stopped reacting. It sunk into him some where it will never be reciprocated. He did everything to take care of her dearly. But the longing to be loved.. the togetherness, 'hum' in her words all he longed for now he knew will never be part of his life.
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muskan
Edited by muskanp - 12 years ago
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