There is this weird blank feeling that Im having ever since our show ended officially yesterday.. Dont know whether to cry or to be happy..
Tears are not coming because all tears have been shed when the news that our PV is going to end came out.Whole day of sobbing and crying😭.. Now..just numb feeling...
During kidnapping track,I was glad show was ending because I could not handle the torture of Yash Aarti having misunderstanding but now they seem so happy and in love and I desperately want to see their journey even more😔..
I just realised that yesterday was the end of everything that made PV so special..
1) "Yashji!!" by Aarti and "Aartijiii!!" by Yash...I will forever miss the way Yash says Aartijii in a very cute way.. The GC KS may do other shows and fans might be happy to see them again but they will never be our beloved characters again...
2) Ansh-Aarti, Ansh-Yash, Aarti-Palak and Payal bonding... I always loved the amazing bond shared by Ansh and Yash and how he used to call Yash "nayi papa"...And the beautiful mother daughter relationship which I wished was explored even more..PV will always be special because to a large extent child actors were not really used as mere props👏
3)Pankaj-Yash-Pratik bonding...Gonna sorely miss their amazing bonding and teasing each other... How Pratik sees Yash as his guru in everything ..And also the amazing transformation in Yash where just a year ago he refused to have fun with his brothers because of Arpita memories now he is a completely changed man having all sorts of masti with his bros...😭
4) Vidhi-Aarti sisterly relationship.. loved how Vidhi always teased Aarti and Yash regarding their relationship...Vidhi constantly pulling Yash's leg about Aarti😳..And also Pratik and his gundi Bhabi bonding...
5)Shoba ma.. She is the main reason why this PV happened and I already started missing her back in February itself..wish they had brought in her character for the final time...
6) No more SBB/SBS/E24 segments,performances,interviews,LFS... Argh..I dont know what Im going to do without seeing GCKS again forever..I hope they do a show again but Im not sure about that..
Hmm..feeling really nostalgic typing all this😭.. As a person who rarely watches Hindi soap,PV is the first one which I properly watched and got hooked to..and got hooked pretty badly..
Eventhough I was a silent reader in the forum,for the past 11 months,not a single day went by without visiting the forum and reading everyone's post..My whole day revolved around PV since June 2012..Every night,I used to stay up until 1am to watch live streaming or read the live updates .The first thing I do after waking up is reading the DC and also the main forum to see what is everyone's reaction to the episode... Then around 5pm(my country) I will wait for any segments in the show...😳..then recently I started to wait for the LFS pictures and then wait for 1am to watch new episode...Now all that are mere memories and Im wondering what I shall do when the clock hits 1am😭...
I just hate the fact that I got soo attached to PV and now suffering from it but at the same time,I will always cherish the amazing memories the show gave me...So many beautiful episodes that will always be remembered...❤️
Anyway,Im sorry guys for this extremely long post.. I cant help it but to share my feelings with people who I know feel the same as me..None of my friends or family know that Im crazy of PV so I cant tell them all this😆 ..Thanks alot everyone who made this forum such an addictive one..Hopefully everyone will still visit the forum and be active... 😊