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As-salaaam-u-alaikum!!
bahut dinon se aapse mulaqt nahiin huyi...kaise hain aap sab...main toh bindaas hoke
apni tea enjoy kar rehi hun...(well not exactly...main pani pii rehi hun...par that's ok!!!)
I never thought I would write a fan fiction myself''whenever I used to read fan fictions I would be like'why mess with the story..let the storytellers do their job''but today''it feels different'.a strange and equally beautiful urge to say something which I would not be able to write through normal non-fiction posts''so here it goes '..read and please tell me what you feel about it
*I would love to know what you 'think' about it too'but what I want to know sooo much is how you "feel" so please share that in the comments
Sunooo sunooo sunooo
Zoya ke deewanon, asad ke deewaane, Asya ke dewaane...in fact sabhi tarah ke chaahe aap kahiin se bhi ho kuch bhi sochte ho'..jahaan tak aap Qubool hai dekhte aaye hain'aap huye humare mehmaan'..aur is naadaan kaneez aapka dil jeetna ka pura pura koshish karenge''
Saare mehmaan chale gaye'..aapi aur jiju aur baaki sab nikaah ki taiyaariyon ki bhaagdaud mein lage huye hain'..kitne khush hain who!! Khush kyon nahiin hongi'..aakhir meri nikaah ke khwaab jitney maine nahiin dekha hoga utna unhone dekhi hogi'lekin kise pata thaa ki yeh sab aisa ho jaayegaa'..ek nikkah se bhaagke main dusri mein aa padungi ''meri marzi toh khair in donon mein kisi ne nahiin puchha tha'..lekin is 'na-marzi' se shuru huyi nikaah mein shaayad kismet ki manjoori hain'..
Allah Miya!! What is wrong with me!! Aaj itna kuch hua aur main yeh sab melodramatic cheezein soch rehi hun'..philosophy keh rehii hun'..
Aaj toh'..in fact kuch lamhe pahle meri zindagii ka sabse haseen sabse ahem baat unhone keh dii''aur kuch palon ke liye main tham sii reh gayii''.khush toh main humesha hi rehti hun'lekin itni khushi'itni khushi'..Allah Miya..kahiin yeh sapna toh nahiin..nahiin''wais eek baat toh maanne padega ..
'Khwaab toh mere haseen hote hii hain
khwaab toh mere haseen hote hi hain
Lekin yeh kya khwaab se bhi haseen yeh baat jo keh dii unhone"
Aur Zoya khud hasne lagiii'..jab aapko khushi hoti hain toh kya karte hain
'..are is mein kya sochna'.app muskurate hain.. 
usse bhi badii khushi huyi toh??? Toh aap haste hain'
use bhi badii huyi toh (jaisi ki main mostly rehti hun)'..main toh do-teen shaayari karti hun''aur apna ear plugs lagaake naachne lagti hun..aur agar Mr khan nahiin dekh rahe hain toh bed pe sofe pe kisi pe bhi chadke ek do baar khushi se kuudti hun!!! Jhumti hun'.. aur issse bhi zyadah khusi huyi toh ''Haay Alllah!! Main kya karuun'.jhumuun??naachuun??has haske paagal ho jauun?? Sharam se apni muh chupaaon ya phir chaat pe chadke zor zor se chillaun, "He said it'He finally said it..." Oh My god'again the words hit her senses'.He actually said them'he actually loves me'Oh my God'.He does'.
And she slowly decended to the ground''her eyes went up in gratitude''for giving her all the happiness of the world in a few moments''and they fell on the moon'..and wait Oh my God!! Tutte huye tare!!! She just could not believe it 'instinctively her eyes closed and palms folded'..and she wished'..well what she wished''we would never know(any guesses?????)
And there gazing at the moon''tears rolled down her eyes''.they did noy stop'..nor did she wish they would''.ab pata chalaa hain ki usse bhi zyadah khushi jo humse sambhalii nahiin jaati, jiske aagey sab kuch pheekah pad jayein, waisi khusi milein toh'' use jab humarii hasii, masti aur labz bayaan nahiin kar paate, toh hum kyaa karte hain'..that is when tears flow''and trust me trust me 'that feels like heaven'''
Zoya in lamhon ko puri tarah jeena chahti thi'..aur is khushi mein itni khoyi huyi thhi ki use Dilshaad ke paas aane ki aahat sunaayi tak nahiin diya'..Dilshad kept her hand lovingly on her 'chand ka tukda bahu'(correction 'modern chand')
"phoophie
'aap kab aayi'main '.woh main'aapi jiju ke saath hogi'main abhi bulati hun'aap'mere saath zameen pe kyon baithi hain'.khudah na karein Mr Khan ne dekh liya toh phir se 'saaf safaai' jung shuru karenge..aap..aap"
"zoya'zoya..bas..itne awkward feel karne ki zarurat nahiin hain'.main tumhiin se milne aayii hun'.dekhnaa chahti thi ki Aapke Mr Akdoo Ahmed Khaan ne apni dil ki baat kehne mein kaamyaab hua kii nahiin'.kahiin is mein usne koi gadbad toh nahiin kar dii'lekin tumharii yeh aansu aur sharamati huyi chehra mujhe sab bataa diya'.bhai mere bte ne toh meri ummed se badhkar yeh kaam kiya' itne ache se iya'.he really deserves a jam toast..nahiin??" Dilshaad asked in her hallmark teasing tone
"kya phoophie aap bhi''(blush'..haiyye Asad ko dekhna chahiye thaa yeh scene!!)'.Allah miya'ek minute'..aap ke ummed..matlab'.Mr Khan ne aapke kehne pe yeh sab kiya'..well right..unse aur ummmeed bhi kya kii jaa sakti hain'.mujhe pata thaa'.warna''"zoya again went into her hysterical mode
Well aap sabki jaankaari ke liye yeh bataa dun'.ki koi hain jo saans-bahu ki is anokhi baatcheet ko chupke se sun rehe hain'nahiin re'..not Tannu this time..Oh my God'Oh My God'.is it asad??(I can hear you asking)yeah..it is'. (dekha, khud scriptwriter hone ka bhaydah,,,apni saari wishes hum instantly quboool karwaa sakte hain..waise kitna achha hota agar humarii zindagii ki scripts bhi hum hii likhte..nahiin??)
Back to story'.
Mr Khan wanted to explain to Zoya'but then he could not..Ammi had sternly warned him not to interrupt their conversation'beta Asad, is Miss farrukhi ki chakkar mein tumne kya kuch kiya'.jhut tak bole'ek nahiin 'kai saaree'..aur airport waali baat toh'aur abhi dusron ki conversation chup ke sun rehe ho'.very bad'.and Asad smiled'.u know the shy, coy, cutest smile in the world'.
(oh my God'.mujhe pakdo'I am fainiting )
And then dilshaad caught zoya's turbulent hands and aid, "zoya'.tum toh jaanti ho asad ko use in sab maamlon mein thodi madad chahiye ..u know he is a bit emotionally"
"challenged???!!!!" zoya screamed'.and both went into fits of laughter..
Asad could not help but hold his head thinking ki ab aisa hain toh phir nikaah ke baad yeh donon milke pata nahiin kya kya karenge'main toh gaya kaam se!! shayad ammmi ko mujhse bhi zyadah mohabbat karne waali biwi maangke maine koi galti toh nahiin kardi'ab bhugto!! again smile (ok ..u got to stop smiling..asad..it drives me crazy)
"toh ab kya??" dilshaad asked
"kya kya phoophie main samjhi nahiin" zoya replied
" achha toh main samjhaati hun'toh asad did what he needed to do aur jo bahut pehle karna chaahiye thha'.lekin der aaye durust aaye,,'ab tumhaari baari hain'apna jawaab Jahapanah ko kab dene waali ho aap"
And Zoya's eyes lowered'..Oh my God'she felt so shy'she just wanted to run away..lekin phoophie mere haath pakdii huyi hain'..i just want to hide my face''..
Well Dilshaad said, "dupattaa chahiye'.muh chiipaane ke liye??'..meri bahu itni sharmiili hain main nahiin jaanti thii''Zoya tumhaari aankhon ne mujhe jawaab de diya'aur tumhaari haalat dekhke mujhe nahiin lag reha ki tum asad ko yeh baat jaldi keh paogi''.tum donon ka koi bharosa nahiin'kehna kuch aur chahte hain aur keh kuch aur daalte hain'.toh I guess I will have to play the role of messenge r'..dekha Zoya,,tum kitni khush naseeb ho'aisi saans toh tumhein puri duniya mein nahiin milegii'.i need to go tell this to asad'.mujhse ab uski bechainii dekhii nahiin jaati"and she started to get up'tabhi zoya's hands stopped her''.and she looked at her'..dilshaad readily understood that there is something else'her glance spoke a lot
"kya baat hain zoya"
"phoophie'baatein itni aasaan nahiin hain jitni aapko lag reha hain'..main ..mujhe nahiin pata main kaise kahoon'aur jo kehne jaa rehii hun..aap who samjhengii ki nahiin main'"
Dilshaad looked at her reassuringly'..they sat together, this time, on a bench nearby''
"phoophie'..main maanti hun main Mr Khan ko pasand karti hun'.bahut bahut..but"
And asad's heart missed a beat at the 'but''..
"Zoya main jaanti hun'..tumhein pyaar hain ussee'tumhaari aankhein yehii keh rehii hain'par shaayad tumhein iska puri tarah ehsaas nahiin hua hain'which is okay..hum auraton ko waise bhi in sab maamlon mein thoda waqt chahiye hota hain'..it is more gradual"
"shaayad aaap jo keh rehii hain sahii hain'.may be this is the thing''lekin dekhaa jayein toh jis tarah ka Mr Khan ka mere saath bartaaw reha hain,,,nahin phoophie mujhe kehne diijiye'..i know we are so very different from each other''.think differently..have different principles and values''..and I also know that in love you don't need to be alike each other, it would get so boring then nahiin( zoya's hallmark smile)'..but it is necessary to be for each other'.and this decision is not made by us'.I know"
"but what zoya??" both dilshaad and asad asked together'''well asad was hidden '.sso zoya could not listen to his
"phoophie baat yeh hain ki abhi tak Mr Khan ne jo bhi kiya hain ya kaha hain mostly I mean in most instances '.who sab mera dil jeetna toh door ki baat hain dil todne ka hii kaam kiya hain '.and aaapne dekhaa na kaise kuch dinon pehle tannu ki bloodsample wali instance'I cannot tell you phoophie who kitna badaa shock thha mere liye
'.pehle main apne dil ko tasalli deti thi ki who saare unka hurting behavior was all because he did not know me'..waqt ke saath he will understand me..par yeh jo abhi hua usse mera who illusion dur ho gaya'Mr kahn ke man mein abhi bhi mujhe lekar bahut sii misunderstandings hain phoophie''on the one hand he says he love me'and then when he misunderstands I wonder how can he evn think of me that way'." And zoya began to weep 
Dilshaad knew not what to say'her words were true'.only then it dawned on her that if that is how Asad behaved with zoya in front of her imagine jab who akele hote hain toh khudah jaaane usne zoya ko kya kuch kahaa hoga''aur bechaari toh who sab kisi ko bataayegi bhi nahiin''.dilshaad lovingly caressed zoya's head
"it's just that I know what he had been through'.i understand him'lekin kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta hain ki kahiin Allah mujhe signs toh nahiin de rehe hain ki yeh jo pyaar ka rasta jis pe main chalna chaahti hun us mein aage chalke''" she could not say futher 'even thinking in that way sent shivers across her spine
" nahiin zoya'.."
Asad, there, had gone blank'..tears were flowing across his face''.
"isi liye phoophie chahhe mera dil Mr Khan ko kitna bhi chaahein''lekin main apni dil ko pyaar karne ki ijaazat tab tak nahiin de sakti jab tak who mera pyaar, bharosa aur mujhe jeet na lein''main unko tab tak apne aaap ko nahiin saunp saktii jab tak who mujhe jeet na lein'har maayine mein'.aur jab tak mere andar unpe bharosa naa karne ki zara si bhi gunjaayish na bachein..tab tak nahiin''it is about me phoophie'.my life'..kyonki main jaanti hun..ek baar maine yeh phaisla le liya toh phir taa umr nibhaungi''Aur phoophie..main jaanti hun aap Mr Khan ki ammi hain'aapke liye yeh sab samjahna thoda mushlil hoga lekin ek dafa bus ek dafaa unki ammi na reheke meri phoophie hoke meri dost hoke sochiye phoophie aur mujhse kahiye kya main galat keh rehi hun??"
Dilshaad found no words to say''..truth in all its intensity had hit her''>>:
"phoophie'..iske liye chaahe kitna bhi intezaar karna padein main taiyaar hun''lekin main apni parivaar ki neenv bharose aur pyaar ke bal pe hi banaungii'jaldbaazi mein aisi koi galti nahiin karna chahti jisse aagey chalke Mr Khan ko ya phir aap sabko ya phir mujhe dard naseeb ho''phoophie aap kuch keh kyon nahiin rehi'.maine kuch galat kahaa'"
Tears were flowing from dilshad's eyes '''and in between them she relpied, "nahiin zoya'.maine humesha se hi asad ki mohabbat bharii zindagii ke khwaab sajti aayi hun''lekin mujhe nahiin pata thha ki meri apni mohabbat ke swaal jo mujhe humesha se hii satate aaye hain unka jawaab mujhe uski dulhan se hii milega"
Zoya could not grasp what dilshad was saying'neither could Asad''.this was getting unbearable to him'.the two women he loved the most in this world whom a few minutes before were laughing their hearts out were crying with so much pain '.and the realization that he is the reason behind their pain'..he could take no more
"tumhein shaayad pata nahiin zoya..lekin Rashid jab se humein chhodke gaye the tab se mere man mein yeh sawaal humeshaa satate aaye hain ki aakhir kyon'.aakhir meri galti kyat thi'aakhir meri pyaar mein aisi kya kami reh gayii thi 'aaaj mujhe tumse yeh baat pata chalii hain ki mera sawaal hi galat thaa''aaj mujhe samajh mein aaa gayi hain'barson pehle meri aur Rashid se kya bhoool ho gaye the'..meri pyaar aur bharose mein koi kami reh nahiin gayii thii'..khata yeh tha ki jo tum aaj soch rehi ho who main tumhaari umr mein nahiin sochha tha''maine yeh zaruri hi nahiin samjaa tha ki apna dil, pyaaar, bharosa yahaan tak ki apni puri zindagi kisi ke naam karne se pehle mujhe sabr karna chahiye thha'..mujhe is baat ka pura ehsaas hona chahiye tha ki who iske laayak hain bhi ki nahiin''love is as love does'..hain naa?"
"phoophie'."
"nahiin zoya'.tumne mujhe rulaya nahiin hain'these are the tears of relief..agar aaj tumne yeh baat nahiin kehii hoti toh inka bojh leke main pata nahiin kab tak jiti rehti''you healed me today zoya''..you healed me" and she hugged zoya ''..they were both crying''both of them wondered how could someone understand me this well''.for when they share or choose not to share their pain the other understand so well'.
And Dilshaad relpied, " haan Zoya'tum bilkul sahii ho''Let him win you'.Let him win your heart, your love, your trust'..Let Him win you my angel''this is right for both of you'and I am sure he will,,''.He will zoya.."
And again both of them smiled''.
And here asad had received the shock of his lifetime'
yahaan janab lo lag raha thha ki pyar ka izhaar karke unhone pyaar ka imtehhan jeet hi liya tha''.lekin yeh kya'asli imtehaan toh abhi baaki hain'..but hearing the words of Zoya he realized in him a kind of unique reverence for her''.you know the kind of pride he felt whenever he thought of how lucky he was to be born as his Ammi's son''.a similar kind of respect''.and passion stirred in him''.something he never knew he had''.a new Asad(u know meaning: sher) woke in his heart'one who wanted to win his love'..win her for all she is'..win her with all her happiness and consent''.and he felt grateful for the choice Allah made as his life partner, "I don't know whether I even deserve you Zoya'.but this I know tum hii meri kismet ho'zindagii ho'..aur main tumhein har haal mein paunga"''.and again smile
( uff!! Asad..please don't!!! agar aap aise hi muskurate rehe toh zoya ke saath aur bhi bahut sii ladkiyaan (including me) pat jayengii..and trut me Mr Khan u really can't afford to make Zoya jealous again)
Toh yaaron???? How 'was'..it'.?? Do reply..itna lamba chauda post aapne itni shiddat se padaa'I am honored'thank you so much!!! Just take a breath and close your eyes'..i am sending you all lots of love ( and flying kisses''pakad lena!!)''DO REPLY''please'okay'mera puppy face dekh ke toh tars khao aur reply karo'!!!!
bahut dinon se aapse mulaqt nahiin huyi...kaise hain aap sab...main toh bindaas hoke
apni tea enjoy kar rehi hun...(well not exactly...main pani pii rehi hun...par that's ok!!!)
I never thought I would write a fan fiction myself''whenever I used to read fan fictions I would be like'why mess with the story..let the storytellers do their job''but today''it feels different'.a strange and equally beautiful urge to say something which I would not be able to write through normal non-fiction posts''so here it goes '..read and please tell me what you feel about it
*I would love to know what you 'think' about it too'but what I want to know sooo much is how you "feel" so please share that in the comments
Sunooo sunooo sunooo
Zoya ke deewanon, asad ke deewaane, Asya ke dewaane...in fact sabhi tarah ke chaahe aap kahiin se bhi ho kuch bhi sochte ho'..jahaan tak aap Qubool hai dekhte aaye hain'aap huye humare mehmaan'..aur is naadaan kaneez aapka dil jeetna ka pura pura koshish karenge''
Saare mehmaan chale gaye'..aapi aur jiju aur baaki sab nikaah ki taiyaariyon ki bhaagdaud mein lage huye hain'..kitne khush hain who!! Khush kyon nahiin hongi'..aakhir meri nikaah ke khwaab jitney maine nahiin dekha hoga utna unhone dekhi hogi'lekin kise pata thaa ki yeh sab aisa ho jaayegaa'..ek nikkah se bhaagke main dusri mein aa padungi ''meri marzi toh khair in donon mein kisi ne nahiin puchha tha'..lekin is 'na-marzi' se shuru huyi nikaah mein shaayad kismet ki manjoori hain'..
Allah Miya!! What is wrong with me!! Aaj itna kuch hua aur main yeh sab melodramatic cheezein soch rehi hun'..philosophy keh rehii hun'..
Aaj toh'..in fact kuch lamhe pahle meri zindagii ka sabse haseen sabse ahem baat unhone keh dii''aur kuch palon ke liye main tham sii reh gayii''.khush toh main humesha hi rehti hun'lekin itni khushi'itni khushi'..Allah Miya..kahiin yeh sapna toh nahiin..nahiin''wais eek baat toh maanne padega ..
'Khwaab toh mere haseen hote hii hain
khwaab toh mere haseen hote hi hain
Lekin yeh kya khwaab se bhi haseen yeh baat jo keh dii unhone"
Aur Zoya khud hasne lagiii'..jab aapko khushi hoti hain toh kya karte hain
'..are is mein kya sochna'.app muskurate hain.. usse bhi badii khushi huyi toh??? Toh aap haste hain' use bhi badii huyi toh (jaisi ki main mostly rehti hun)'..main toh do-teen shaayari karti hun''aur apna ear plugs lagaake naachne lagti hun..aur agar Mr khan nahiin dekh rahe hain toh bed pe sofe pe kisi pe bhi chadke ek do baar khushi se kuudti hun!!! Jhumti hun'.. aur issse bhi zyadah khusi huyi toh ''Haay Alllah!! Main kya karuun'.jhumuun??naachuun??has haske paagal ho jauun?? Sharam se apni muh chupaaon ya phir chaat pe chadke zor zor se chillaun, "He said it'He finally said it..." Oh My god'again the words hit her senses'.He actually said them'he actually loves me'Oh my God'.He does'.
And she slowly decended to the ground''her eyes went up in gratitude''for giving her all the happiness of the world in a few moments''and they fell on the moon'..and wait Oh my God!! Tutte huye tare!!! She just could not believe it 'instinctively her eyes closed and palms folded'..and she wished'..well what she wished''we would never know(any guesses?????)
And there gazing at the moon''tears rolled down her eyes''.they did noy stop'..nor did she wish they would''.ab pata chalaa hain ki usse bhi zyadah khushi jo humse sambhalii nahiin jaati, jiske aagey sab kuch pheekah pad jayein, waisi khusi milein toh'' use jab humarii hasii, masti aur labz bayaan nahiin kar paate, toh hum kyaa karte hain'..that is when tears flow''and trust me trust me 'that feels like heaven'''
Zoya in lamhon ko puri tarah jeena chahti thi'..aur is khushi mein itni khoyi huyi thhi ki use Dilshaad ke paas aane ki aahat sunaayi tak nahiin diya'..Dilshad kept her hand lovingly on her 'chand ka tukda bahu'(correction 'modern chand')
"phoophie
'aap kab aayi'main '.woh main'aapi jiju ke saath hogi'main abhi bulati hun'aap'mere saath zameen pe kyon baithi hain'.khudah na karein Mr Khan ne dekh liya toh phir se 'saaf safaai' jung shuru karenge..aap..aap""zoya'zoya..bas..itne awkward feel karne ki zarurat nahiin hain'.main tumhiin se milne aayii hun'.dekhnaa chahti thi ki Aapke Mr Akdoo Ahmed Khaan ne apni dil ki baat kehne mein kaamyaab hua kii nahiin'.kahiin is mein usne koi gadbad toh nahiin kar dii'lekin tumharii yeh aansu aur sharamati huyi chehra mujhe sab bataa diya'.bhai mere bte ne toh meri ummed se badhkar yeh kaam kiya' itne ache se iya'.he really deserves a jam toast..nahiin??" Dilshaad asked in her hallmark teasing tone
"kya phoophie aap bhi''(blush'..haiyye Asad ko dekhna chahiye thaa yeh scene!!)'.Allah miya'ek minute'..aap ke ummed..matlab'.Mr Khan ne aapke kehne pe yeh sab kiya'..well right..unse aur ummmeed bhi kya kii jaa sakti hain'.mujhe pata thaa'.warna''"zoya again went into her hysterical mode
Well aap sabki jaankaari ke liye yeh bataa dun'.ki koi hain jo saans-bahu ki is anokhi baatcheet ko chupke se sun rehe hain'nahiin re'..not Tannu this time..Oh my God'Oh My God'.is it asad??(I can hear you asking)yeah..it is'. (dekha, khud scriptwriter hone ka bhaydah,,,apni saari wishes hum instantly quboool karwaa sakte hain..waise kitna achha hota agar humarii zindagii ki scripts bhi hum hii likhte..nahiin??)
Back to story'.
Mr Khan wanted to explain to Zoya'but then he could not..Ammi had sternly warned him not to interrupt their conversation'beta Asad, is Miss farrukhi ki chakkar mein tumne kya kuch kiya'.jhut tak bole'ek nahiin 'kai saaree'..aur airport waali baat toh'aur abhi dusron ki conversation chup ke sun rehe ho'.very bad'.and Asad smiled'.u know the shy, coy, cutest smile in the world'.
(oh my God'.mujhe pakdo'I am fainiting )And then dilshaad caught zoya's turbulent hands and aid, "zoya'.tum toh jaanti ho asad ko use in sab maamlon mein thodi madad chahiye ..u know he is a bit emotionally"
"challenged???!!!!" zoya screamed'.and both went into fits of laughter..
Asad could not help but hold his head thinking ki ab aisa hain toh phir nikaah ke baad yeh donon milke pata nahiin kya kya karenge'main toh gaya kaam se!! shayad ammmi ko mujhse bhi zyadah mohabbat karne waali biwi maangke maine koi galti toh nahiin kardi'ab bhugto!! again smile (ok ..u got to stop smiling..asad..it drives me crazy)
"toh ab kya??" dilshaad asked
"kya kya phoophie main samjhi nahiin" zoya replied
" achha toh main samjhaati hun'toh asad did what he needed to do aur jo bahut pehle karna chaahiye thha'.lekin der aaye durust aaye,,'ab tumhaari baari hain'apna jawaab Jahapanah ko kab dene waali ho aap"
And Zoya's eyes lowered'..Oh my God'she felt so shy'she just wanted to run away..lekin phoophie mere haath pakdii huyi hain'..i just want to hide my face''..
Well Dilshaad said, "dupattaa chahiye'.muh chiipaane ke liye??'..meri bahu itni sharmiili hain main nahiin jaanti thii''Zoya tumhaari aankhon ne mujhe jawaab de diya'aur tumhaari haalat dekhke mujhe nahiin lag reha ki tum asad ko yeh baat jaldi keh paogi''.tum donon ka koi bharosa nahiin'kehna kuch aur chahte hain aur keh kuch aur daalte hain'.toh I guess I will have to play the role of messenge r'..dekha Zoya,,tum kitni khush naseeb ho'aisi saans toh tumhein puri duniya mein nahiin milegii'.i need to go tell this to asad'.mujhse ab uski bechainii dekhii nahiin jaati"and she started to get up'tabhi zoya's hands stopped her''.and she looked at her'..dilshaad readily understood that there is something else'her glance spoke a lot
"kya baat hain zoya"
"phoophie'baatein itni aasaan nahiin hain jitni aapko lag reha hain'..main ..mujhe nahiin pata main kaise kahoon'aur jo kehne jaa rehii hun..aap who samjhengii ki nahiin main'"
Dilshaad looked at her reassuringly'..they sat together, this time, on a bench nearby''
"phoophie'..main maanti hun main Mr Khan ko pasand karti hun'.bahut bahut..but"
And asad's heart missed a beat at the 'but''..
"Zoya main jaanti hun'..tumhein pyaar hain ussee'tumhaari aankhein yehii keh rehii hain'par shaayad tumhein iska puri tarah ehsaas nahiin hua hain'which is okay..hum auraton ko waise bhi in sab maamlon mein thoda waqt chahiye hota hain'..it is more gradual"
"shaayad aaap jo keh rehii hain sahii hain'.may be this is the thing''lekin dekhaa jayein toh jis tarah ka Mr Khan ka mere saath bartaaw reha hain,,,nahin phoophie mujhe kehne diijiye'..i know we are so very different from each other''.think differently..have different principles and values''..and I also know that in love you don't need to be alike each other, it would get so boring then nahiin( zoya's hallmark smile)'..but it is necessary to be for each other'.and this decision is not made by us'.I know"
"but what zoya??" both dilshaad and asad asked together'''well asad was hidden '.sso zoya could not listen to his
"phoophie baat yeh hain ki abhi tak Mr Khan ne jo bhi kiya hain ya kaha hain mostly I mean in most instances '.who sab mera dil jeetna toh door ki baat hain dil todne ka hii kaam kiya hain '.and aaapne dekhaa na kaise kuch dinon pehle tannu ki bloodsample wali instance'I cannot tell you phoophie who kitna badaa shock thha mere liye
'.pehle main apne dil ko tasalli deti thi ki who saare unka hurting behavior was all because he did not know me'..waqt ke saath he will understand me..par yeh jo abhi hua usse mera who illusion dur ho gaya'Mr kahn ke man mein abhi bhi mujhe lekar bahut sii misunderstandings hain phoophie''on the one hand he says he love me'and then when he misunderstands I wonder how can he evn think of me that way'." And zoya began to weep Dilshaad knew not what to say'her words were true'.only then it dawned on her that if that is how Asad behaved with zoya in front of her imagine jab who akele hote hain toh khudah jaaane usne zoya ko kya kuch kahaa hoga''aur bechaari toh who sab kisi ko bataayegi bhi nahiin''.dilshaad lovingly caressed zoya's head
"it's just that I know what he had been through'.i understand him'lekin kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta hain ki kahiin Allah mujhe signs toh nahiin de rehe hain ki yeh jo pyaar ka rasta jis pe main chalna chaahti hun us mein aage chalke''" she could not say futher 'even thinking in that way sent shivers across her spine
" nahiin zoya'.."
Asad, there, had gone blank'..tears were flowing across his face''.
"isi liye phoophie chahhe mera dil Mr Khan ko kitna bhi chaahein''lekin main apni dil ko pyaar karne ki ijaazat tab tak nahiin de sakti jab tak who mera pyaar, bharosa aur mujhe jeet na lein''main unko tab tak apne aaap ko nahiin saunp saktii jab tak who mujhe jeet na lein'har maayine mein'.aur jab tak mere andar unpe bharosa naa karne ki zara si bhi gunjaayish na bachein..tab tak nahiin''it is about me phoophie'.my life'..kyonki main jaanti hun..ek baar maine yeh phaisla le liya toh phir taa umr nibhaungi''Aur phoophie..main jaanti hun aap Mr Khan ki ammi hain'aapke liye yeh sab samjahna thoda mushlil hoga lekin ek dafa bus ek dafaa unki ammi na reheke meri phoophie hoke meri dost hoke sochiye phoophie aur mujhse kahiye kya main galat keh rehi hun??"
Dilshaad found no words to say''..truth in all its intensity had hit her''
>>: "phoophie'..iske liye chaahe kitna bhi intezaar karna padein main taiyaar hun''lekin main apni parivaar ki neenv bharose aur pyaar ke bal pe hi banaungii'jaldbaazi mein aisi koi galti nahiin karna chahti jisse aagey chalke Mr Khan ko ya phir aap sabko ya phir mujhe dard naseeb ho''phoophie aap kuch keh kyon nahiin rehi'.maine kuch galat kahaa'"
Tears were flowing from dilshad's eyes
'''and in between them she relpied, "nahiin zoya'.maine humesha se hi asad ki mohabbat bharii zindagii ke khwaab sajti aayi hun''lekin mujhe nahiin pata thha ki meri apni mohabbat ke swaal jo mujhe humesha se hii satate aaye hain unka jawaab mujhe uski dulhan se hii milega"Zoya could not grasp what dilshad was saying'neither could Asad''.this was getting unbearable to him'.the two women he loved the most in this world whom a few minutes before were laughing their hearts out were crying with so much pain '.and the realization that he is the reason behind their pain'..he could take no more
"tumhein shaayad pata nahiin zoya..lekin Rashid jab se humein chhodke gaye the tab se mere man mein yeh sawaal humeshaa satate aaye hain ki aakhir kyon'.aakhir meri galti kyat thi'aakhir meri pyaar mein aisi kya kami reh gayii thi 'aaaj mujhe tumse yeh baat pata chalii hain ki mera sawaal hi galat thaa''aaj mujhe samajh mein aaa gayi hain'barson pehle meri aur Rashid se kya bhoool ho gaye the'..meri pyaar aur bharose mein koi kami reh nahiin gayii thii'..khata yeh tha ki jo tum aaj soch rehi ho who main tumhaari umr mein nahiin sochha tha''maine yeh zaruri hi nahiin samjaa tha ki apna dil, pyaaar, bharosa yahaan tak ki apni puri zindagi kisi ke naam karne se pehle mujhe sabr karna chahiye thha'..mujhe is baat ka pura ehsaas hona chahiye tha ki who iske laayak hain bhi ki nahiin''love is as love does'..hain naa?"
"phoophie'."
"nahiin zoya'.tumne mujhe rulaya nahiin hain'these are the tears of relief..agar aaj tumne yeh baat nahiin kehii hoti toh inka bojh leke main pata nahiin kab tak jiti rehti''you healed me today zoya''..you healed me" and she hugged zoya ''..they were both crying''both of them wondered how could someone understand me this well''.for when they share or choose not to share their pain the other understand so well'.
And Dilshaad relpied, " haan Zoya'tum bilkul sahii ho''Let him win you'.Let him win your heart, your love, your trust'..Let Him win you my angel''this is right for both of you'and I am sure he will,,''.He will zoya.."
And again both of them smiled''.
And here asad had received the shock of his lifetime'
yahaan janab lo lag raha thha ki pyar ka izhaar karke unhone pyaar ka imtehhan jeet hi liya tha''.lekin yeh kya'asli imtehaan toh abhi baaki hain'..but hearing the words of Zoya he realized in him a kind of unique reverence for her''.you know the kind of pride he felt whenever he thought of how lucky he was to be born as his Ammi's son''.a similar kind of respect''.and passion stirred in him''.something he never knew he had''.a new Asad(u know meaning: sher) woke in his heart'one who wanted to win his love'..win her for all she is'..win her with all her happiness and consent''.and he felt grateful for the choice Allah made as his life partner, "I don't know whether I even deserve you Zoya'.but this I know tum hii meri kismet ho'zindagii ho'..aur main tumhein har haal mein paunga"''.and again smile
( uff!! Asad..please don't!!! agar aap aise hi muskurate rehe toh zoya ke saath aur bhi bahut sii ladkiyaan (including me) pat jayengii..and trut me Mr Khan u really can't afford to make Zoya jealous again)
Toh yaaron???? How 'was'..it'.?? Do reply..itna lamba chauda post aapne itni shiddat se padaa'I am honored'thank you so much!!! Just take a breath and close your eyes'..i am sending you all lots of love ( and flying kisses''pakad lena!!)''DO REPLY''please'okay'mera puppy face dekh ke toh tars khao aur reply karo'!!!!
Cricket
