After watching today's Sharey scene this came into my head.
This work is completely from the top of my head.
So forgive me if it doesn't make sense.
It's the way I pictured the scene in between Rey and Sharon after Taani leaves.
Ignore the grammatical errors please.
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"I didn't mean it. I didn't mean a word of what I just said, Sharon." Rey said while breaking down completely. He collapsed onto the floor, held his head in his hands and began to sob uncontrolably. I sat down next to him and put my hand on his shoulder and said, "I know Rey. I know you didn't mean it."
"I love her Sharon!", he said. "I love her so much. Never did I think I would have to say such things about her. I hate it! I hate doing this to her. I'm breaking her heart. I'm hurting her. I've hurt her so much. It hurts me more, knowing that I've hurt her, on purpose. It hurts. But I don't have any other choice. She probably hates me." he rambled, and I let him, because I knew that he needed to get this out of his system. He needed to speak his heart out.
"She hates me, Sharon. The girl I love, more than my life, hates me. You know how that feels? It feels horrible."
Did I know how that felt? I didn't. But I knew someone who might have felt this way. Rey's current condition made me think about him.
"Is this how he must have felt when I told him that I hated him?"
I immediately hated myself for doing that to him. He had gone through that alone. He had gone through the pain of thinking that the girl he loves more than the entire world, hates him. Rey has me with him right now, to listen to him speak his heart out. Rey has me to talk to.
Swayam had no one.
A sense of immense guilt and hate for myself overtook me.
"She hates me, Sharon. Just the thought of that breaks my heart. She should hate me, and it should break my heart. I deserve to have my heart broken. I've caused the girl I love, so much pain. I deserve to be in pain. What's worse is, my best friend hates me! Swayam also hates me. I've unknowingly hurt him so much. I've hurt two people that I care about. I've hurt two people I love. I hate myself. I hate myself for hurting her, for breaking her heart. I hate myself for hurting him. He's my best friend, and she's my girlfriend, and I've hurt them both so much!"
Saying this he buried his face into my lap and cried. I gently stroked his hair, letting his pain ease out through his tears. The feeling of guilt and witnessing Rey in this condition mixed together, overwhelmed me, and before I could control it, tears ran down my face.
I composed myself before Rey could see me cry. I had to be strong, for him.
I cleared my head and thought about the situation, while continuing to gently stroke Rey's hair.
I was going to fix this. But for that I would have to break the promise I made to Rey. I would have to tell Swayam about the plan. I know that he would get hyper, and he wouldn't want Rey to break up with Taani, but I also know that I'm the only one who can convince him to let things go the way I plan. I was going to fix this, and that also without it coming down to a point where Rey and Taani had to break up. I was going to help her find her passion, and keep her relationship with Rey intact.
And I was going to make up for having put Swayam through the pain that Rey was going through right now. I was going to tell Swayam, first chance that I get, that I'm in love with him.
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