The highlight of episode-111 last part to 113 probably are
- Khushi saying- uska kya matlab hai- jo thori der pehle.
- Anjali saying- Yeh Khushi ji ne banaya he tumhare liye
- Arnav saying- " To tum Khush ho- and tum kuch puch rehi thi.
toh tum khush ho." so you are happy. husky, flat.
if there's one dialogue that meant the episode to me, it was this.
he doesn't believe her of course, but why does he want to push her with this question, what is it he yearns to hear?
"hum bhi toh yahi chahte the..." the smiling one says, that's what i wanted...
"oh really," a deadly drawl. he is freaking out.
"tum yahi chahti thi..." you wanted this, like hell i believe you.
he watches her with her heart breaking plastic smile saying what could be of greater happiness than this... that he and la are getting engaged.
"thodi der pehle tum mujhse kuch poochh rahi thi," a little while back you were asking me something... oh he wants to really give her some more hell, how dare she enter his sanctum sanctorum, ( credit to Indi)
Arnav mockingly and sarcastically , "oh really so you wanted this…..
Khushi trying diverting the subject,"Why wouldn't be I happy….and its good you are leaving me home…Amma and Bauji will be happy to hear that too…." He can feel the complexity of her pain as she wants to be with her parents and it brings one layer on his face but he is on mission to gain control of ASR over Arnav so he does not stop there.
Arnav pinning her down to find the answers ,"Todi dair phele tum Khuch pooch rahi theen…..apni payal keh bare mein"[you were asking me about your payal ]
Khushi with affliction and throes and trying hiding the severity of it,"Oh ! that ..that is nothing] (credit Arshi)
- "apni cheeze yaha, waha chhod ne aadat hai tumhari, jaise apni payal mere pool pe chodi thi...tumhari payal mere paas thi uska koi ghalad matlab nahin nikaalna, yeh mat soch na ki ek amir aadmi tumhari payal ko apen seene se laga kar baitha tha...mujhe iss sab se koi farq nahi padta, shaya tumhe padta hoga" shaking his head, "doesn't mean a thing
- "leaving you stuff here and there is a habbit of yours, just like you left you payal on my pool, don't make anything of the fact that your payal was with me, don't think that a rich guy was holding it to his heart, all of this doesn't make any differenc to me, maybe it does to you, doesnt' mean a thing" (credit to Ami)
Khushi saying- Koyi matlab nehi. this is the first time in her life she's had this sort of a sexual, sensual, emotional encounter with a man. not his first time, but hers... and this is its denouement... and the first man to make her feel like this is saying this to her... that meant nothing, she means nothing. ( credit –Indi)
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- Arshi's jolting to the pain they had to go through. Khushi jerks /jolts up at the slam of his car door( credit Indi and sohara). He stops the car and leans his head on the seat. he is in the turbulent ocean of pain. The divulge of guilty feelings is gnawing at his heart ( credit sohara)( Could just imagine her heart breaking into a million pieces and the one who broke closing the door)
I think in these episodes Sanaya and Barun 's acting was totally out of the earth as I was reading through the comments. I loved the analysis as below. The collages of Supri
As Ami said
The girl with the mega-sweet tooth swallows it like a bitter pill that it really is... She simply couldn't say no to Nani who was feeding her in celebration of Arnav's engagement announcement. The very announcement that in an instant made a billion pieces of her heart.
she associated the word "pyaar"(Love) with him when she saw him everywhere, she felt the sitare(stars) from the sky with him nearby. He made her dream. And for the first time today he gave her a high like nothing she ever experienced before, and after that phone call came her first heartbreak,
Always good at hiding her pain and problems from her family, who gave her so much after her parents died, but for Khushi forcing a smile has never been harder than today. She goes into her special mode that makes Arnav question "kis mitti ki bani hai yeh?" later on. (This was what I was thinking through the episode too).
Maybe this is how she's dealt with pain since she was 8, self preservation mechanism perhaps...block it all out and pretend all is fine, eventually the mind will follow. (I was almost planning to cuddle Khushi away from that scene if possible. It arose all my maternal instincts)Today the pain is unbearable. When she acts similarly after he reveals the reason for the forced marriage, again she is also incredibly hurt that he could think so low of her. This is how Khushi lives up to her name. (Yes and as I would say- that is my Khushi for you. No wonder loved her. It was her eternal optimism. We know she could have fought at that moment. She was no shrinking violet. She could have hidden and screamed like a normal person. But she did none.She even in those painful moments to her understood why Arnav did what he did and why. It was to save di and the Raizada family from being humiliated and she was not going to add to that humiliation. Remember- the last line in JAdu hain Nasha hain- Rasta hain yeh katin par- iss safar mein Kabhi na hongi aap duriya.- So start of the katin Raaste)
He leaves, he has to make sure she's safe. koi ahemiyat nahi hai?...she has not importance huh? (Come on Ami- by now we know regarding Khushi- what he says maybe is what he means. Kyunki as he said" Mera dil hi mera baat nehi maanti) He is her protector no matter what. a part of herself understands him being here after all that's happened?
oh really? tum yeh hi chahti thi? (this is what you wanted?)"
I feel like he wants her to admit her true feeling even after he's crushed them to pieces. Why ASR why, you hurt her so she would hate you then why do you want her to still admit otherwise?? (I think he also wanted to see if she was really OK. After all he had evidenced her feeling for him and she his for her. They would have continued if reality of Raizada mansion and guests had not intervened. He knew she understood why he suddenly announced his engagement. He knew as Khushi said" Hum jaante hain ke aap saab thik kar denge hamesha ki tarah." However her being understanding did not decrease his pain or hers, neither did either knew what to do)
thodi der pehle tum mujhse kucch pucch rahi thi (you were asking me something a bit ago)" ...so now he's ready to answer the question.
Thats why he was pushing her to ask again about the payal, so he could tell her and emphasis how much she doesn't make a difference. clever as always, but he still didn't answer one question Khushi asked earlier. "Why didn't you return the payal earler, aaj kyu? why today?" He knows she has deep feelings for him and uses them against her, also once again playing the gold digger card just to hurt her and push her away even more.
As Sohra said
Khushi's pain knows no bound. the night of diwali should be the happiest night, but khushi is drowning in the ocean of grief. She is shredding lonesome tears. How it goes unnoticed by Arnav! He is also reeling under the effects of a complex melange of emotions that are making him deranged. he is also crying, breaking into pieces from inside. When their eyes meet Khushi gets more vulnerable. people's incessant congratulations are piercing her heart with severe pain. she was so happy for the past few days! the diwali also started with laughter and happiness, but why it ended like a devastating storm! she couldn't salvage anything to move on. First she got rejection from the man she loved for the very first time. then got victimized by the devil shyam and butchered by the inexorable buaji.
Arnav stops, may be he is thinking "thanks for what". ( I think he was thinking- thanks for coming back. I was wondering he came after her thrice. First when she was leaving, second to pick her up and third to return her purse- makes me wonder , maybe he wanted her to say- faraq padta hain and she is not happy with his engagement announcement- or at least some indication that she can also vocalize her feelings for him)
Arnav huddles fast from their patio, gets in the car and bangs the door shut. Khushi jolts hearing the bang. ( I jolted too and of course with masochism- because at that moment Sarun's acting, the direction, cinematography, background score and picturization was out of the earth. It takes several jolting and watching that several times to catch the snapshot chemistry of that second)
buaji, how cum you are so ungrateful! a young girl who is trying so hard to earn for the family, to make them happy, you are accusing her that she doesn't care her parents! Shyam is so important than your niece!
As Indi said
"how long does it take to reach heartbreak, bataiye hume?"
"just two episodes, especially if you take the suv. shut up and sit in the car."
two taut, densely constructed episodes with performances that completely stole the show, brought me to the edge of the tumult and left me in the dark, navigation systems downutter attraction and a heart thudding high, and then now, devastation. beautiful writing, screenplay, direction, music.
and undoubtedly the finest acting( I just looked at SARUN. No wonder IPKKND CVs put so much importance to them. Their acting esp Sanaya's would have been a good answer to those who say why they get importance. It is because they have worked to deserve it).
two people sitting next to each other in an suv cabin, a few dialogues... and this level of communication of a feeling, have i ever seen? has just a slow turn of eyes, or a quiver of a set of lips said so much ever. it felt as though barun sobti and sanaya irani held the air around them in sway with their intense delineation of two people slowly dying, their pain ricocheting off the hard glass panes and metal and wooden surfaces. a feeling of claustrophobia rising.
she herself had refused to look at the truth although soemwhere she knew it all along. (I thought he did to bring the situation in control. And if he had not - Khushi would probably have asked him to. After all she made all the arrangements like making La propose to him and all)
life will put you through the toughest tests won't it? and even if life relented, love surely wouldn't.(Remembering Jaadu hain Nasha hain song- raasta hain yeh katin par- who knew it would be this hard- that too so soon after they had given up all inhibitions)
in the car, a tense silence, they look at each other... such a superbly felt scene, she looks at him first, she has no need to hide her eyes and she hasn't inflicted this pain. i wonder will he look at her. then, so very slowly and with the slightest little movement, he does. he needs to see her.
As Arshi said
What a night!? a girl who felt the amorous touch of her beloved first time and got an annulment as well on the same night but not the first time [as he is being doing that for a while].,the night for which she dressed up in red saree and prepared sweets ,lit brightness around but her own "choti si Duniya"[her small life] couldn't get a glimpse of it and became more darker.
I love this girl here as her cold attitude and ignorance now making him to seek the real Khushi behind this mask as no one can fool The Mighty ASR.Love the taste of your own meds now.
Pause here:"yeh tou Khushi keh aansoo hain Lavanya keh aansoo tou Lavanya ki ankhon mein honge".[yes these are Khushi's tears because La's tears will in la's eyes] Future indication … (Sure ASR is expert in breaking hearts)
He just gulps down her unanswered painful questions which are flowing through her tears but there is a hint of surprise …"kiss mitti ki bani hai yeh" [what kind of girl is that]as she is delivering sweets under smilely mask of vivacious and chirpy KKG.He was seeking he real Khushi behind the mask.
Khushi did fool everyone but Arnav while freezing in front of him and he wanted so alone time with her at that moment…..and at the top she gets more chirpier when Arnav found out she made special sweets only for him which showed him the extent of Khushi's concerns and care for him.[at this point he knows she loves him]The expression on Arnav's face when Khushi leaves without even looking at him ..closing the door of paradise on his face!
As Durga said
Jaane anjaane dekha jo sapna, ek pal mein usey tod diya
Palbhar ke liye jise samjha tha apna, ek jhatke mein muh mod liya
Pehle jin baaton ka tha talash, ab yun baaton ka talab nahin
Par chaunk gaye jab ye suna, un sab baaton ka koi matlab nahin
As Cynthia said
The car ride is awkward with Kushi babbling to hide her pain and he is asking her don't you want to know about your payal? He has come up with some crazy excuse for having it I am sure. She is congratulating him on his engagement and she is happy for them.
Oh, really?
He stops the car soon after. I said get out!
They are outside her house, she didn't realize. She thought he was throwing her out of the car again. She tries to unbuckle her seat belt, has difficulty, as always and when leaving her dear dupatta doesn't want to leave him she is holding on. Kushi struggles aqnd as she does her wallet falls into the car. Ah yes, that is why our lovely little dupatta held on; he must return to her again and say all those nasty little lies.
She is at home, her life will never be the same. The whole family is in the living room and Buaji is pressuring Kushi for an answer to her marriage with Shyam. Garima asks Kushi if she wants some tea. A true mother she is to Kushi, she notices her tension and wants to calm her.
She has to have a good reason why she shouldn't marry him. And her reason knocks on the door.
I had your payal don't thionk otherwise. Don't think that I held on to the payal as a mememto to this rich man. It doesn't matter to me.
It doesn't mean a thing."
She pictures what happened at poolside questioning,"it doesn't mean a thing?" She saw his face as he placed her payal so reverently on her ankle, she saw the intensity of emotion when he tried to kiss her, "Doesn't mean a thing?" That's not true and she knows it deep in her heart. He does too but he must stop the thoughts. "Maybe you do and you thought you would change your life forever." He walks forward, here it comes, "All that happened, doesn't meant anything at all to me. It doesn't mean a thing." The final slap in the face and kick her when she is down, she deserved it for making him reveal himself and his feelings. Now he shouldn't feel anything for her, now it will be over.
He leaves. The slamming car door makes her jump. He speeds off and she slowly sits on the steps crying. She is devastated.
e is in his car. She is in his head. The psychiatrist couch of his car is not going to help him out of this mess he has gotten himself into. (Mr ASR I think goes to this mode because that is what attracts Khushi to him)
Kushi is blamed and now she is forced to accept his proposal for her family's sake and dignity. So disgusting and so sad for our Kushi especially after the night she has had.
Both Arnav and Kushi are fixed to be
ENGAGED...
But not to each other.
As Arshidiehardfan said
Remember Arnav told Shyam (when nani was looking for a bride for ASR) that he would never give someone so much importance/love in his life that living without that person becomes impossible (sorry I don't remember the exact lines. But he said something like that). That's what he said to Anjali also that if such a person comes then he would keep her away.So this almost kiss was a warning to his uncontrolled emotions. He feared that he is becoming weak that he may not be able to live without Khushi. He feared to love her to that extent, but already he has. So he thought to marry la to stop his growing feelings for Khushi
As viv04 said
By the end of the evening, it's speaking a different language, of a bleeding heart, of a budding rose crushed, and of an underlying fire of hope never to cease. How these episodes have covered the entire spectrum of positive and negative emotions associated with the color red. What a night and the lady in red.
All the analysis were simply beautiful.
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