"What are you doing? Write properly." Kid'"Ya..aa.. mam'sry."' "Its been 1hour and you have written just a single para?" 2 nd kid'"Mam actually..um..sry'" This is enough for today. Come tomorrow with all your work finished! All the kids said in unison'"Okay mam."
After stepping out of their tuition teacher's house...they took a breath of relief. "Hitler..uh." "No no'we already have a name for her'Kajal Bhai!" "Oh ya ya..kajal bhai! An Arrogant Lady Don!"
They all went home after bidding goodbye to each other.
"Mom do you have something? I am hungry." Saksham threw himself on the couch and closed his eyes as he was tired for the day. "Hey smarty pants'how was tuition?" Saksham opened his eyes and saw his big brother standing infront of him. He was quite proud of himself being his small brother as everybody admired him and loved being in his company. "Bhai don't even ask'that kajal bhai i tell you'" "Woah'kajal bhai'hahahaha are you serious?" "Ya don't laugh'I am serious..she is a don." "Its been a week you are going there and you have observed so many things! How can a teacher be don?" "She is bhai'she is..!" Saksham stood and went inside to take a nap leaving his big brother in a confused state. "Um..weird. Don?"
Next day. Bye mom I am going tuition and please make sandviches for me when I return. "Hey little bro wait I will drop you today." Saksham stopped at his doorstep and turned '"Little? Who little? I am cool dude now..okay?" "Ya ya fine'come I will drop you." Dropping was a technique to find out what's with the don lady..thing!
He parked his car infront of the tuition and thought to wait outside. "I shouldn't disturb the class'i should rather wait for it to get over so that I can have a word with my brother's teacher." He was improvising in his reasons and was making himself believe that he is here to have a serious conversation about his brother's studies. Nothing Else. He was roaming outside and practicing words.. "Hello I am saksham's brother'can we talk?" noo..it seems so short. "Hey I am saksham's brother'would you mind to talk to me?" What the hell'is she a queen or something' "Hey I am.." and he stopped in his tracks when he saw her image through a glass which was covered with curtains but a spot was left uncovered'he saw her'just a glimpse though. He observed her in peculiar. Sun rays were trying to get a hold on her but she being the emperor hushed them off. Her short hair made her look cuter in appearance. She was wearing black jeans and a Blue Tshirt.
Class got over and everybody came out..she was standing on the door and giving instructions to all the kids when she saw a guy blankly staring at her as if she was the last creation of god. Duh..! She marched towards him. He was still affected by her persona and was sweating.. "Why she is appearing to be so close?" He said to himself and started looking down as if searching for some wheels or something which was pushing him towards her.
She came in no time and stood before him. "Excuse me? May I know who are you?" she said with an eyebrow raised.
He looked at her and his Throat was caught in his breath'oops breath was caught in throat..! All the preparation and words juggled and he managed to say'"Hey I am Wow." For a second even she couldn't remember what she heard. "What?? Who are you??" Her expression got puzzled. "Umm'actually I am not that'you are'I mean we are! I mean I am sorry!" And he ran out of her sight. She got freezed for a minute there and got confused as to what was that guy saying. She looked in the direction where he ran and said'"Mad guy." She got inside and was locking her door when she saw a guy quietly opening a car's door and driving it fast away. Wait! It was him! Oh my god...he ran from here without knowing that he left his car behind?? And she laughed her heart out at the doorstep "Omg Hahaha sucha Weird Guy!" and closed the door.
Her mom asked'"Beta what happened? Why are you laughing? And you have fever remember...come take medicines." "Oh mom'wait let me recollect what actually happened'hahahahaha'oh god my stomach is paining now'" And she left for her room while talking to herself.
Mom shouting from behind--"Arre antibiotic toh leti jao betaaa"
Bhagwaan jaane kya hoga iska!
On the other hand the guy entered his house trying to act normal. "Hahahhahaha" And he saw saksham laughing all aloud. "Um..why are you laughing? Gone mad or what?" "I saw you running like a freak near my teacher's house! I told you she is a don." "Oh shutup! I was not running because of her' umm I just forgot to do my running exercise so I was doing that." "Really bhai? You didn't even met my teacher'I was about to introduce you but you only excused. Did you got feared of her?" "Crap. Tomorrow I will meet her and talk. Okay and now shut yourself!" And he threw a pillow on saksham and went inside. In his room--"Hell. What on earth was I doing? I just ran and scrumbled nonsense infront of her? Damn Man." He went and sat at the window. He looked at the sun dripping behind the mountains'yellow orange combination so pretty! He thought'suddenly her face flashed infront of his eyes'that image when she was brushing her hair off her face. So soothing yet bright,so simple yet effective. He closed his eyes and slept there.
Next day morning rays fell on his face and he slowly opened his eyes'her vision came in front of his eyes. He jerked and sat there "What is happening to me? Since the very moment I saw her I am acting like a guy casted in a rom com movie! Jeez." He went outside wearing his track suit and started his running exercise. He settled his earphones and switched on the music. He listened to fast beat songs and avoided listening to those mushy mushy tracks which saksham loved. He did three rounds and out of no where a girl popped infront of him. tin tiding tiritin tin ti tin tiding'.DAMN! His ipod played pehla nasha and his ears blasted! "Why now?? He thought. Why infront of her??" He emphasized. "Hello?? Are you there?" The girl waved her hands. "Oh..ya ya Hel..helllo!" He quickly removed the earphones and smiled. "So..you love running?" she asked him with a slight smile in his eyes. He was full of guilt "Ah..no no I just'" "Hey its oke you don't need to answer this. As I already know that you love it." And she smiled widely. It was like a bunch of fresh water spilled on his head while watching her smile. "You look cute." He spilled out. She stopped smiling. "Um..thanks'uh I gotta go." And she turned hastily and walked. He smiled to himself'all of a sudden his expressions changed and he ran towards her. She was embarrassed as it was the first time that a guy was weirdly reacting towards her and that too in a different way. God knows who is he.
"Hey I am Swayam!" She Stopped in her tracks and spinned around! There she saw him standing. "Oh..hie swayam'nice to meet you." And they handshaked. "Um..and you?" "Oh hie I am Sharon." "Nice name." he was trying to impress her anyhow. He insisted her to run together and she agreed shyly. Their running became jogging and then just walking.
Sharon was not paying attention to him during the exercise but was surely affected by his presence whereas swayam just told her about him and saksham being bro's.
He said goodbye finally and went to his home where his brother was getting ready for school. He saw swayam coming and he smirked and said--"Bhai aap aaj tayyaar rehna Kajal Bhai se milne jaana hai" Swayam'"Aye don't call her that otherwise I will tell bubbly aunty that you like her daughter and she will then make you her son in law' hahahahhaha'saksham weds guddi'saksham weds Moti!!" and he started roaming around his room while making faces and singing this. "Bhaiyaaa! I hate you!" and saksham ran out of the room. Swayam laughed and then went to his room.
On the other hand Sharon was acting weird throughout. She came from jogging and went to her room in her own world lost. She laid on her bed and recollected the moments spent with swayam. "Naam pucho toh kuch aur bolta hai'car hone ke baad bhi paidal bhaag jaata hai'fir next day confused hoke hello krta hai and den ekdum se bhaag ke apna naam batata hai" Phewsh..this guy is weird..But Cute.
Anyways why I am thinking so much about him? Umm Maybe because nobody has ever reacted towards me in this way? So weird..confused..cute..! Why I get a feeling to meet him again? Something which I want to know..behind his unusual behavior..!"
Okay now enough for today! Now I should shut my mouth!"
Swayam on the other side was going mad after meeting her...
What is happening to me Lord!! I dun noe but i want to know sharon more! Whats behind that cool tomboyish teacher nd kajal bhai? I am sure there are many things nd i will find it out.
*IDEA*
It was 6'O clock in the evening when a door bell rang.
Sharon's mom opened the door.
Swayam--"Namaste" and he joined his hands.
Mom--"Namaste...aap kaun beta?"
Swayam--"Main actually tuition ke baare mei baat krne aya hu...Miss Sharon hai?"
Mom--"Oh..par beta woh toh abhi tuition le rahi hai...ek ghanta lag jayga...tum ruko mai bulaati hu"
Swayam---"Arre nahi nahi aunty rehne dijiye...aise disturb karna...acha nae lagega mujhe...padhne dijiye unhe.."
Mom--"Uhm...theek hai toh aap andar toh aaiye.."
Swayam--"Um..thank you aunty.." and he stepped inside.
Mom--"Ha beta toh kya naam hai tumhara? Yahi ke ho?"
Swayam--"Jee aunty swayam...swayam shekhawat..abhi ek week pehle papa ka transfer hua hai yaha toh isliye.." He replies with a smile.
Mom--"Oh acha acha...toh beta kya puchna tha tumhe sharon se? Mujhe batao.."
Swayam--"Uhhmm...jee wo aunty ye puchna tha ki itne kam time mei unhone mere bhai ko itna sincere aur intelligent kaise bana diya hai..!"
Joke.
Mom--"Oh haha achaa..arre beta ab kya bolun mai iske baare mei toh...teacher hai wo..masterni hai ghar ki.."
Swayam--"Haha masterni..? Jee mai kuch samjha nahi.."
Mom--"Ismei samjhna kya hai beta..pure ghar ki leader hai wo...
sabka khayaal rkhna..kbhi kbhi bachhi banke zid krna...toh kabhi zaruri kaam mei help krna...order deti rehti hai...kabhi bhi mujhe aisa nhi lagne deti ki wo meri beti hai..Beta banke rehti h.."
Swayam Oo..toh miss sharon Mr. Beta hai..
Mom--"Bass ek baat ki fikr rehti hai mujhe...apna khayaal bilkul nhi rkhti..idhar ke udhar ke kaamo mei apni sehat bhi toh zaruri hai...
Arre beta so sorry maine toh paani ke liye bhi nahi pucha aapko...ruko abhi laayi"
Swayam--"Nahi nahi aunty mai theek hu...infact ab mujhe chalna chahiye..mai fir kabhi aake mil lunga unse..Nice to meet you" he joined his hands to show his gratitude.
Mom--"Oh..acha theek hai beta...aur aana...acha laga tumse milke.." And she waved him bye and he smiled and went out of the house swiftly.
"Mom ek glass paani dedo please"
Sharon's mom looked at her daughter and gave her water..
"Beta koi swayam aaya tha tumse milne.."
Sharon's eyes halted right there in shock and her mouth bursted with all the water spilled out!
"Swayamm??"
Mom--"Aaram se!! Haan swayam...bada hi Susanskaari Suvichaari Aur Sulakshan waala hai wo ladka...puchne toh aaya tha apne bhaai ke baare mei par maine baaton mei uljha diya...hehe..."
Sharon by now was left fully confused.
[What is this guy upto?? Chahta kya hai wo? Meri mom ko bhi impress karke chala gaya? Matlab..hadh hai...um wait did i said Bhi impress? Am i already impressed?
Umm...i am actually...quite..little...penny like...but yes. I am.]
Swayam whose mission got succeeded in knowing about sharon was laying on the roof of his car and thinking about the pretty girl.
[First time i met her...didn't knew she could have so many facets linked to her aura...stubborn face which can leave you mumbled in seconds can hide so many emotions from anybody who wants to come close to her..]
Next day held so many questions and answers within both swayam and sharon...A stubborn Girl and A Sweet guy were coming close to each other.
Swayam reached half and hour before the class started at sharon's house.
He wanted to talk to sharon only so he texted her.
Come outside your house.
Swayam.
And i got your number through saksham as i am a responsible brother :)
She read the text and ran outside carefully.
Sharon saw swayam standing there and this time she could feel herself sweating infront of him.
She took small steps as she saw him coming too. He stood with his hands free.
"Would you mind to teach me?"
Sharon's eyes shot up.
She blankly stared at him.
[He wants a tuitor?? WTH.]
Swayam--"Umm maths maybe?"
Sharon was still staring at him in confused state.
[Maybe? He is not sure what he wants to learn? Mad Guy!]
Swayam--"Okay okay what about chemistry?"
Sharon by the time was ready to bring her insider Kajal Bhai out!!
[Iska muh tod du toh pehchaan lenge gharwaale?]
Swayam was so enjoying this torture and was laughing to death from inside! After sensing her expressions he said it.
"Or Anything where 1+1 means 1?"
Sharon's expressions changed in fraction of a second. She lowered her stare and smiled through the corner of her lips.
He came closer to and strengthened his gaze over her.
She slowly looked at him and opened her mouth to say when..
She saw kids coming!
Oh tuition.
She stepped backwards leaving swayam in her awe.
Saksham came and stood between them--"Bhai she is my teacher Miss Sharon. And teacher he is my elder brother Swayam Shekhawat."
Swayam was looking in her eyes absorbing all the emotions that came in their way.
Saksham got a bit confused and spoke--"Bhai aapne puch liya jo puchna tha?"
Sharon looked at swayam.
Swayam--"Haan puch liya..Bas answer nhi mila.." and he looked at saksham with a slight disappointment on his face.
Sharon--"Yes"
Swayam Froze.
"What?" he said in light tone.
Sharon--"Yes i would like to teach you Chemistry"
and she managed to hide her grin but somehow she failed.
Swayam was on the ninth cloud! He was extremely happy and mad. He smiled widely.
Saksham--"But mam you don't teach Chemistry! Right?"
Sharon--"Uh..come come saksham we are late already!"
And she took him with her inside.
Swayam was going gaga all over the street! And was still standing outside her house hoping she would show..just to say Bye..
But she didn't and he just smiled and looked down...calming himself with thoughts that she is at work and its very early to expect anything.
He saw the last time to check but again no show.
But Wait!
There he saw her!! Through the same curtains...same sun rays dripping! But this time emperor swayed the walls itself :)
I discovered the true way to walk when I was one and a half year old. Then when my father came in the evening, I would run to the door to meet him, and he would take me up in his arms and kiss my face lovingly.
But the brightest summer also has winter behind it. I still have faint memories of that illness. I was sitting in the car with my mom and a truck was speeding towards us .I was too young to realize what had happened. After that I do not remember anything that happened. When I woke up, I found that all was dark and still. Gradually I got used to the darkness that surrounded me.
When I was a little older my father told me that I had lost both my mom and my eye sight in that dreary accident, two of the most beautiful blessings which God had given me.
But all was not lost! My father he was still with me and with that I began to take interest in studies.
I always felt that am not capable of feeling any other bond except the one which drew me to my dad, until swayam came into life. I could never see his face but I could feel his presence. Whenever he is around it seems as if the tumultuous beating of my heart would stop my breath. I had felt his face that is how I remember people. His eyes very small compared to mine as big as saucers' , high cheek bones, a funny nose ( for some unknown reason I found his nose funny) , tender lips ( as soon as I touched them I felt a sudden desire of crashing my lips upon his, I wanted to know how will they feel against mine) and I mentally kicked myself for thinking like that. I and swayam can never be anything more than friends, our Worlds are different, and this is what I keep saying to swayam in an attempt to push him from myself. But often thoughts pass through my mind like what if swayam like a ray of light would flash through the darkened chambers of my soul? Would my heart, over weighted with sudden joy, stop beating?
The touch of some hands is impertinence. When I first shook my hands with swayams' it gave me genuine pleasure, a feeling I have never felt before with anyone else except dad. His grasp warms my heart. I feel a twinge of pain in my heart, when people don't regard me as one of themselves. But swayam never did that .He has always made me feel like I am no different instead better than others. He possesses a pure heart which contains immense love for me. But I can't reciprocate his feelings, he deserves better. I had to unwillingly push him away from myself. More than that I regret losing swayams' friendship. After what I did today I know he will never show me his face again as he says: my wish is his command.
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na phone pe bulaoge
Na shaam ki karaari chai, labo'n se yun pilaoge
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na din dhale sataoge
Na raat ki nashili bye se neendh mein jagaoge
Fresh tears made their out of his chocolate brown orbs as his knees came crashing down to the floor. He cursed himself, his cruel fate, everything around him. What had he done to deserve all this? What little had he wanted? Since the time he had first laid his eyes on her three years back all he wanted to do was make her happy. He wanted her to see the World through his eyes .he wanted her to come and rescue from this pain.
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, yeh raat baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, saath baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye hum tham gaye har baat baaki hai
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun
He wanted to stop her as she made her way of the rehearsal hall. in AN ATTEMPT TO WALK FAST SHE TRIPPED ON HER OWN FEET, AN IN AN INSTANT HE WAS BESIDE HER HOLDLY HER CAREFULLY and helped her stand on her feet .but she immediately shoved him away. She didn't want his love nor his help and he stood there watching her retreating figure.
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na dooriyaan dhikhaoge
Na thaam ke woh josh mein yun hosh se udaoge
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na jhoot se sunaoge
Na rooth ke sirhane mein, remote ko chhupaoge
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, yeh raat baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, saath baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye hum tham gaye har baat baaki hai
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun
He stood their crying waiting for her to come back to him and take back those dreadful words back. that she didn't want him, but she didn't come. He was left all alone with his mental pain and agony. He knew that Sharon did feel something for him. They had their own intimate moments and knowing sharon she wouldn't have LET HIM EVEN COME CLOSE TO HER IF SHE DIDN'T HAD ANY FEELINGS FOR HIM. He just wanted a chance to make her fall in love with him. But she was just not ready to listen to him.
Aankh bhi tham gayi, na thaki
Raat bhi na bati, na kati
Raat bhi chherti marrti
Neend bhi lutt gayi, chiin gayi
Raat bhi na sahi, na rahi
Raat bhi laazmi, zaalmi
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, yeh raat baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, saath baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye hum tham gaye har baat baaki hai
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun
He felt his eyelids drooping as the pain and agony took over him. His lifeless limbs gave away as he fell into a deep slumber.
Sharon's behavior towards was indifferent from when she had returned back from Delhi…This made Swayam to wonder…that is he so easy to forget…he was completely broken down…But then he realized he cannot give up so easily…after all she is Sharon…!! If he has struggled for so long…overcome so many insecurities, so many hurdles…then why lose now…he decided to tie up all loose ends…confront Sharon…ask her.
Today she told her that he needs a break…but still we would find it all. He set out from his house…it was late evening…with lot of questions in his mind..he had determined to get answers this time.
He entered through the window as usual…he quickly and carefully jumped in…and to his surprise he didn't find Sharon there… he found lights and fan on…and he found room in a mess too..
He went towards the bed, he found some papers….later he realized those were letters…
There were so many letters…he later came to know that those were letters for him…which Sharon used to write daily… he was completed shocked… speechless would be underestimation of his still state…
He picked up as much he could gather…he touched them…felt them..tears were flowing from his eyes..he was astonished…he found his name in the letters and he moved his fingers over it…later he moved his fingers through Sharon's name too. He took few of them and arranged them according to date…
He began reading them…
(SwaRon sharing the stage for first time, Sharon slapping Swayam.)
Swayam,
I know, that it is too early and quick to make some opinion about someone, but I don't know why I felt like writing this to you.
The way you always look at me…makes me a victim of ur innocence, I might have seen you once or twice may be, but still you had effect on me… I will never accept this though.
Many guys like Sharon Raiprakash, the diva, the dancing diva….but you.. you liked THE SHARON…
Firstly, I am surprised, how come you recognized that inner Sharon inside me..? No one as yet was able to do…
You came in my life…and suddenly I started feeling vulnerable…Am I that crystal clear to everyone…or that clarity is due to purity of ur heart…is the question running in my mind..
But I guess, second one is correct.. only you are the one who can understand me…
I really m scared with the thought…Swayam..dont try to know me…I am one complicated species…and you are an angel…You and me should stay away from each other…
And I took first step in keeping you away..I slapped you! I hope this works..
I know this is too too early to say all this,.. and I am thinking of far ahead future. Ab tak toh hamare beech thik se baat bhi nahi hui..
.But as you can love me, know me, understand the innocent Sharon better than aggressive Sharon.. then even I can recognize you…I am good at face reading and usually correct! I have come to know that you are a different guy…not like the other ones who love me or pretend to love me for what I have..
But you love me for what I am..!
Wont say Love u..but would say..thank you.
Thank you swayam.
Love… umm no..
Regards,
Sharon.
He was stunned…he couldn't believe his eyes..his emotions started taking form of tears…he took the next one…
(Burning the gifts.)
Dear Swayam,
Got to see ur new side today….I had come with the fake reason of returning back ur gifts….but the real reason was to show u, that how special they are to me….all were my priced possession. I do not know…where my ego is taking me….but one thing is for sure that it is destroying me…I am killing myself…
But the real thing is you have hurt me swayam today…I really really thought that those gifts meant a lot to u…
And I also know that I was correct in thinking so..they mean a lot to u…and a lot se bhi jyada to me…
But u burnt them….I am so so so very sorry…I can understand the pain you must have gone through while doing it… and I am the sole culprit for that pain in ur eyes… how u must be feeling while destroying that dress,,,… which wasn't just made of fabric…it was made with ur pure emotions, it was made with ur true love..for me… it was made with that care and affection…which u always have for me…
How stupid and weird I behave…. I myself came with my fake ego… which forced you to burn those gifts…but that caused a cribbing pain in my heart…as if a fire is raging in my heart… I myself compel you to hate me…but I am terrified with the thought of u detesting me.
I couldn't speak up to you…voice my heart in front of u…but at least here..I am able to do that..!!
I couldn't see my priceless gifts flaming…so I tried to take them back…but unfortunately could collect only few… U left me there… But if for a second u would have waited I would break down…
I really really love you Swayam….I don't know wat is it…that has kept me holded … and I have hidden this from u…but I am in more pain than you are…
I wish to stay…with you forever…wake up each morning to the rhythm of ur heartbeat…and I know…u too feel the same.
Love, and lots of love,
Yours and only yours
Sharon.
Now, he couldn't control himself…he was happy …and taken aback…with this new side of Sharon…he quickly jumped to the next one..
(Shivam fiasco.)
Dearest Swayam,
A day with hectic and heavy events. I was there in the party with Shivam…..I could clearly see that his intensions are not proper..but still I allowed him to come close to me…I gave him the right to hurt me…as well as hurt you..
Nicole kissed you with concern and she liked ur sense of integrity and commitment towards me…but to me it seemed some thing else… and I took it as ego…and therefore, I was with Shivam to show you..that even I have someone.
The time, when shivam came forward instead of u..I thought you would wipe away that food remnants…but Shivam did it…and I could see the hurt in your eyes.
Later..Shivam misused my trust….he tried to impose himself on me…but at that moment, I remembered you…all the moments spent with you…a fear took away my senses.. fear of losing you when you come to know about this…
And this thought terrified me…so I backed away… I returned back home crying…because my heart and conscience pricked me…it was like I betrayed you…and I hurt myself in the process…
But the main thing, which is above all these things…is that I am happy.
Happy because the work, I couldn't complete….was completed by my actions. I was never able to mouth my feelings for u…but my actions did that..! I am happy actually. I never told you how important you are to me….but my deeds did that magic. Let me tell you how.!
I was friendly with Shivam…but the reason- to show YOU..that if u can be friendly with some other girl…than I can also do the same.
I talked to him, praised him – to show YOU that he has some standard,… and Sharon Raiprakash has good choice.
I was with Shivam in the party reason- to make YOU understand, that I am not happy with the fact that you came with Nicole..
Thus, even if I deny your importance in my life.. my every action screams and yells only one thing- THAT YOU ARE DAMN IMPORTANT, I WANT YOU WITH me.
Knowingly or unknowingly all my actions and reactions have YOU in it…that's why I am happy. Atleast, if not me, my heart and soul has accepted YOU…
I never understand how can you love me..and why you love me…but yet regardless I love you the most.
Yours and truly yours
Sharon.
He then hurriedly took the next…
(Another showdown
Where swayam calls Sharon as easy girl.)
Dear Swayam,
And yet another slap today…. It felt like life slapped me…my fate slapped me hard… so hard that it left marks on my heart…
So finally an outbreak…. Thank god…. You showed ur emotions…you finally expressed something…u were behaving so cold…after Shivam's party…I always feared the inner turmoil that u must be going through….
Though, the outburst was sudden and way of expressing was wrong…
The way you said about my character in front of everyone really hurt me… u called me an easy girl…just because I had given myself up to u… I wish that moment was completed….
But nevertheless, m happy that you came up with ur feeling… ur pain took form of anger…and u let it out…thus ur heart must have become lighter. From so many days…that fire was burning inside you…I was scared…that this fire may end by eating u up…but thank god, it erupted today….at least u spoke up…. From past few days…we hadn't talked.
The pain in ur heart must finally be reduced now…m happy that you let out all your filthy thoughts.
I don't really care about my pain…because I know I am solely responsible for it…I hope we sort out our differences soon,,,, and have a stable relationship status.
I love You swayam.
Love,
Sharon.
He couldn't control his tears… He then moved little further on the bed..and found a letter…it was looking fresh.. On having a look he realized that it is wet too..with the tears…it was incomplete letter…and tear- stained…
It read…
(Back to square one incident..!)
Dearest Swayam,
So, finally I saw you today…I returned back from delhi..and you gave me surprise, you won the basketball match..wohoo.. So my Swayam excels in sports too.. hmm interesting…
It took much pain today to face you, not because I had to avoid you or something like that…. But because, seeing you after time, my heart, it started doing sommmersaults..It was pulling me towards you, It wished to take you into bone – crushing hug… I so so wanted to be there today..in your arms.
But I don't know why…life always plays with me…. At first, when everything was fine..I missed the chance of being with you, when I was with you finally, …again life has provided me the reasons to stay from you……
But from all the words I said today…I did not miss you…I guess this hit you the most..but only that was true.. but we only miss the one's who are'nt with us…and u never left me..u were always with me…in my heart. Never there was a moment when u were not with me.. u were always there in my thoughts , my dreams , my aspirations!!!
And it was incomplete further…and all wet with tears…
Swayam was amazed..completely confused…he was smiling and crying at the same time…completely shattered as well as elated at the moment.
Swayam speaks to himself…Sharon..U love me….U love me Sharon…, he got up and stood near the window…he said crying… So today onc agin I realized that I was right… you aren't THE SHARON RAIPRAKASH….as others call you… U are my little angel Sharon… Siren Sharon too wouldn't today work…I mean Sharon.. how can you hide this from me…oh… What should I say…Ohh God.. this girl is so Crazy.. he said as his salty tears were making way to his mouth..
He was speaking as well as wiping away his tears…Suddenly he heard the door sound.. and Sharon entered…with washed face and glass of water … She kept the glass on the table.. and turned…to find Swayam there… She moved towards him…She asked him..u here..at this time she questioned…
He said.. I was here to talk to you..But I spoke and heard everything from your letters…
Letters? She said puzzled… oMG letters.. she rushed towards her bed.. How dare You swayam to read my letters without my permission…
Ur letters.. they weren't your Sharon…They are mine…Haq hai mera… he came towards and said, tears continuously flowling.. You kept me away from this Sharon.. AWAY from this… I couldn't believe it… You deprived me of my rights…
There Sharon, too broke down..tears made its way to her cheeks…she came closer to Swayam…and said, No Swayam..these letters are bitter truth of my life..
Whatever it was was.. Sharon..They may be bitter to you..but for me..They were the sweetest words I have ever heard..He said cupping her face…wiping away her tears with his thumb..I may even get diabetes.. he completed.. chuckling along tears…
Crazy ho tum Swayam…She said smiling…
Tum se jyada nahi…he completed..grinning…
I am Sorry Swayam..Sharon said by lowering her eyes…
No, I am sorry sSharon..I always boasted that I knew Sharon..in and out..but I was wrong..I said so much to you..I burnt those gifts..I called you an easy girl..
Shh..Swayam..You did all that because of me…I was responsible for it...I am sorry..
No Sharon, I am sorry…
I am sorry Swayam..
I AM SORRY SHARON.. He said a little louder.. both are holding each others hand…
No, Swayam.. I am sorry…She said sobbing..
Both looked at each other for a second..and realized their foolishness…They both smiled widely.
Sharon..tum hamesha Siren hi rahogi..He said grinning.
He hit him playfully and lightly on his chest…And hugged him..
He too caught her..They stayed like that for some time...experiencing ecstacy..And then Sharon kept her palm on Swayam's face and said..I love You Swayam.. I love you a lot..
Swaym, kept his hand above her hand…and said I love You..and will love you forever..till my last heart beat..
Sharon glared at him for saying that…He cupped her face and leaned a bit forward...She immediately..closed her eyes..waiting for his soft touch..
He slowly leaned a little more forward..She could feel his hot breath..He slowly kissed on her forehead..
Sharon smiled…still closing his eyes..He was very slowly moving back..sharon put her hand his hairs, stopped him lightly, moved forward a bit..And immediately pecked him..and left of within a millisecond, smiling and shying..
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