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Posted: 12 years ago
hi ina,

long time, good to see you here.

would you like me to pm you when we have a new thread. think i need to add horizon, and yo in the list.

anyone else?

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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: Katelyn

Wow, thanks for sharing, Chalhov! He knows we called him "hotwa"! 😆 He should also know his other nicknames the fans have for him like "our sexy boy" or "sexy Sobti"! I bet he would be blushing!

Thank you so much for sharing this Chalhov. Lovely interview. I liked this line of his, 'It is better than not getting love at all.' So true.
Kate, the poor guy is already blushing a lot with the terms that he's already heard about. 😆
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Posted: 12 years ago
@indi
Loved your take on epi 111. It simply took me on a poetic ride, the journey laden with micro details. I so agree with you about these Diwali episode being award worthy. I am not much of a movie watcher or reader. The Arhi sequence specially amidst the bustling party appears to directly unfold from a novel. I would just like to assume that such layered, lengthy and engaging romance between two fully dressed actors is unseen on celluloid. When the actors are partially dressed, the objective tends to hint to sexuality. Through the fragile and intricate nature of these episodes, Sanaya and Barun have established themselves as king and queen of romance for me and no further proof is needed. Rest depends on the creatives and directors.
Arhi's mutual pull is awakening, arousing and numbing. The burning desire in A's eyes is consuming K, yet it's undeniably empowering. She ventures into the forbidden anticipating a sweet release, but the tension had to snap. Her dagger questions expose his raw wounds. He decides to turn into a chameleon. A chameleon only on the exterior, but the one who cries within.

Love to peek into this beautiful thread. Great job everybody.
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: viv04

@indi
Loved your take on epi 111. It simply took me on a poetic ride, the journey laden with micro details. I so agree with you about these Diwali episode being award worthy. I am not much of a movie watcher or reader. The Arhi sequence specially amidst the bustling party appears to directly unfold from a novel. I would just like to assume that such layered, lengthy and engaging romance between two fully dressed actors is unseen on celluloid. When the actors are partially dressed, the objective tends to hint to sexuality. Through the fragile and intricate nature of these episodes, Sanaya and Barun have established themselves as king and queen of romance for me and no further proof is needed. Rest depends on the creatives and directors.
Arhi's mutual pull is awakening, arousing and numbing. The burning desire in A's eyes is consuming K, yet it's undeniably empowering. She ventures into the forbidden anticipating a sweet release, but the tension had to snap. Her dagger questions expose his raw wounds. He decides to turn into a chameleon. A chameleon only on the exterior, but the one who cries within.

Love to peek into this beautiful thread. Great job everybody.



viv,

thanks so much, and i so enjoyed your beautifully assessed thoughts and words up there. the lines in pink make me want to ask you to please drop in and write your thoughts here sometimes. fantastic. yes, the chameleon that cries inside, not the tormentor who plays with an innocent heart.

my reading has virtually stopped, movies coming back slowly thanks to these two actors and what they released in me. those "fragile" delicate days of diwali, you could be wroite, out of a novel where you turn the pages slowly, relishing each word.

in red, so true, and quite the norm nowadays, without anyone seeming to care that the real thing is getting lost... our feelings too diverted to the purely carnal, minus the soul. here fully dressed they captured both the physical, the emotional, and dare i say, the mystical elements of love. something outside the three dimensions all the time.

sanaya and barun... some day maybe a real assessment of what they achieved and how it changed things. thanks for reading us. look forward to see you.

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Posted: 12 years ago
http://telegraphindia.com/1130504/jsp/entertainment/story_16856187.jsp

Interview of Barun in todays Telegraph. Just in case you have not read it !😃
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Posted: 12 years ago

Episode-111

Her beautiful foot is still resting on his knee. He gets the payal out from his pocket and shows it to her with a guilt look.She is astonished, looking at him incredulously. He delicately puts the anklet around her ankle. There is tenderness, care and lots of emotions in his eyes. She drops her saree down and pulls away her foot from his knee. He slowly stands up , takes a step back, but still can't take his eyes from her. Khushi looks at him with eyes full of questions, but she is also spell bound. He intends to go, but turns back, he just can't leave her out of his sight. A gentle wind blows, makes her errant locks touches her beautiful face. He is mesmerized, wishes to touch those tendrils. His amused look makes her wriggling her hand in anticipation. the ambiance becomes rife with the passionate note of Jadu hai nesha hai. He starts to walk towards her prowlingly, causing her to take a step back involuntarily. He keeps moving towards her, she is stepping back. Finally he plasters her on the glass door. Her bosom is heaving in anticipation, her luscious lips are quivering in desire. she is looking like a seductress. He can't take his eyes off from her for a single moment. He lifts his hand and cares her tendril gently. she looks at him. She can't see the yearn in his eyes. She closes her eyes involuntarily. He starts to care her soft cheek with his rough hand.They both want to indulge in forbidden fantasy. His gentle cares makes her edging towards a chasm. He leans towards her quivering lips, she is clutching her saree in perturbation. His sensuous touch causing chaos and disorder in her already uneven hear beat. He cups her angelic face and delicately lifts it a little upward. He has been longing to seep the nectar since the day she fell on his lap in seesh mahal. He has been vulnerable since that day. He tried so hard to hate her, throw her out of his life, yelled at her,humiliated her. But he is lost against her own self. today his lady love in red is burning him in aphrodisia. He can't resist himself to taste those rosy lips, he has to seep the nectar of her, cause he is feeling a billow of love for this girl.

Things have changed drastically after the Nainital trip. so many things happened in their lives. He felt her importance in his life more than ever. Her reliance on him at her most distressed moment, his affability towards her, all of their recent encounters brought them more closer to each other. She also found the reason of her dhadhak that Arnav didn't cast a spell on her, but her heart pounds for him, cause she is in love with him. She is also ready to give him the pleasure. So she is also pampering her desire. when he cared her delicate skin with lots of passion herbody automatically ignites from his eternal heat. They are quite oblivious of the rest of the world creating a gentle cadence that beat in harmony with their thumping heart.

But the outside world is so imprudent that can't let them alone for so long. The shrill ringtone of his phone throws him to the real world instantly. He snatches away his hand from her face in a jolt, he is flummoxed at his action. He slowly steps back from her, turns his face and closes his eyes in anticipation. Khushi is still tremulous .He gives her a last look and huddles away from the place. She is still perplexed, "what is just happened?" She is blaming herself to get weak, but still can't get the answer, why her payal is with him!
pause: Both Barun and Sanaya was outstanding in the scene. And honestly I never witnessed such a romantic, intense passionate scene never in my life. And of course Sarun made it special with their brilliant acting and magical chemistry. Gautam Hegde is absolutely right, they are the missing pieces of each other.

In the hall, a sardonic man closes his eyes in convulsion. His mind is whirling in vortex of emotions, "How could I do it? what happened to me? why did I become weak?" ASR can't get weak for a girl, he can't fall in love, cause where there is love there is deception, what he learnt from his distorted past of his parents. He doesn't want to face the girl who makes him weak. but the girl is valiant, she needs to know the answer. She comes and stands right beside him. He turns his face to look at her. There is lot of questions in her eyes. But he doesn't let her speak and leaves the place.

Arnav joins the party. Khushi is following him. She needs the answer badly. But La intervenes her, "where have you been Chamkili?". She wants to take Khushi with her. But nothing is more important than talk to arnav now. When their eyes finally meet, Arnav avoids her.

Mami is chitchatting with some guests. They ask her where is Akash? By the way where is Akash bituwa, why he is absentia from the partiya! I think he is coochicooing near GH! Anyway the guests ask about his marriage. Mami brags that he will marry Miss India. Suddenly their sight goes to Khsuhi. they get amused at her beauty, 'who is this beautiful girl?" Mami teases, "she is phatti saree." Gosh mami, torn saree or whatever you have to admit, she is sparkling like a diamond in the party.

Anjali notices Khushi's tension "are you upset that you are getting late? don't worry we will drop you home." Khsuhi is lost in some other world, cause her eyes is groping for Arnav. Finally she finds him standing by the poolside.She rushes towards there left Anjali flabbergasted.

Arnav's mind is whirling with conflicting emotions. so he needs some isolation. When he saw Khushi is coming towards him, he pretends to talk on the phone. Khushi speaks with bravado, "I know you are not on the phone."
He understands that he is caught, so he gradually gets the phone down from his ear, "i don't want to talk to you.".
Khushi is no less," you have to."
I must say, she has all the qualities to be a perfect Mrs. ASR in every aspect. Khushi starts her queries
"when and where did you get my anklet? how long it was with you? why didn't you return it to me? why you decided to give it today? answer me."
He looks up at her. Anger is raising in his voice,
"don't you understand the words I told you once? just leave me alone. i don't want to see your face. don't you understand?"
Khushi is indignant, "nahi understand. you make me understand."
He is fuming, " go from here."
he intend to go, but Khushi blocks his way, "plz make me understand. why did you keep my Payal with you? why didn't you return it before? what does it mean? And that thing?" She means his attempt to kiss her. He looks at her intently.
She is incredulous," or what, that happened a while ago?"
Arnav says with a big grin on his face, "I said just leave me alone."
Khushi tries to speak more. But he holds her vehemently, grabbing hold of both her upper arms tightly. She gets tremulous in fear, tries to vacillate, looks at his grip on her arms, tears well up in her eyes. He can't see tears in her eyes. He wanted to avoid her for so long, but she keeps provoking him. He extricates her slowly but closes his eyes in perturbation. She looks at him with heavy heart. He says scathingly, " I don't need to answer you."


Back in the party, some mean guests mock La. They accuses nani to shelter a damsel in their house. they crosses all the limits by directly hitting her, " you talk about marriage, customs and rituals, but left your grand son with a girl without marriage." (pause:gosh I never saw such mean guests in my life, comes to the party and insults the host! Is it happen in real life!) A terribly disturbed Arnav enters the party hall, grabs La's hand. All of the people around them get stunned to see the sight.The mean lady gets another chance to insult the family, "look what is happening under your nose?' Arnav stops her mouth right then. "I'm going to marry. Khushi turns in consternation. Anjali is confused. Arnav assures her that he is going to marry La. Khushi feels a scorching pain in her heart, as if someone bereaved everything from her. Gosh I'm crying again. It's to painful.😭Anjali, nani, mami la, everybody's face glint with a smile. La's happiness knows no bound. But sorry dear i can't feel happy for you. Arnav assures nani, she sure will marry La. but he is saying it looking straight to Khushi. why man, what joy you are getting to hurt an eighteen year old orphan girl, whose life is already laden with pain and anguish! Anjali tells both la and Arnav to take nani's blessings. They hug nani, but arnav sight is fixed on Khushi, as if enjoying her grief. La leans her head on his shoulder. He smiles back at her half heartedly. Rabba vey in piano, Khushi's pensive state, her tears, heaving my heart. My heart is too weak. i can't take it any more. Arnav keeps starring at her, ramrod, measuring every bit of her pain, how relentless you are Arnav! You are not my sexy boy any more. You are bad and I hate you.

The family are exulting in happiness, they are hugging each other, guests are congratulating Arnav. But another distressed damsel is noticing everything with teary eyes. her heart his heavier than the rain laden clouds. La is so happy, she needs to gratify the person who is responsible for her happiness today, "where is chmakili?' Anjali is delectable, "I'm so happy for my brother. My chote will soon become a groom.' Mami, nani all are showing their love to him and sharing their happiness.. Finally all of their wishes came true. Arnav seems in despondent state of mind. He is gesturing the greetings perfunctorily. He is checking Khushi's sad face incessantly. He is literally mortifying her. Khushi can't take the torture any more. She turns to leave but looks back to see him for the last time.

A heart wrenching gazal of chitra sing is resonating in my years
"mera dil bhi shauk se todo
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=UIvCTVYmx98[/YOUTUBE]

My Arshi VM for today is another Gazal of my mom's favorite singer Mehedi Hassan.
thanks to sheena to make a vm with this gazal
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=psXwz3LctDg[/YOUTUBE]


Edited by sohara - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: samin6

Episode 107 - 109
The way chemistry progress and conveys messages
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8vDu-C7u1Q
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8vDu-C7u1Q[/YOUTUBE]
In this song I have my heart rate going up because the environment surrounding Raj kapoor and Nutun seem to reflect that. It is what I call everything surrounding them seem to know they love each other.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bViqXniUHSg
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bViqXniUHSg[/YOUTUBE]

Now look at our ARSHI when the sand enters Khushi's eyes. I know we can not keep our eyes away from them but I think it would be worth reading the language of the surrounding and get our eyes away from them. The environment seem to portray their love, at times movement on leaves of Arnav's trees seem to reflect his heartbeat, they seem to shake him when he is dazed with emotion to bring him to senses from his trance. The breeze seems to blow subtly to make ARSHI stare at each other at another fraction of a second. The waves on his pool which are reflected on the wall behind seem to move and invite others to them and wake the trees from their sleep. The flowers seem to bloom more with all the purple hearts in Arnav's garden in full bloom. The waves want as if to make the heart beat faster as it does when someone watches the waves of an incoming tide. 👏This is too good.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XgdY_s1LsZc[/YOUTUBE]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XgdY_s1LsZc
I love the way Shahrukh wants to awake the feeling he has for his wife , who is oblivious to the his feelings, the way he nurtures his love and awaits patiently for her to understand his feeling
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ul7zDI2l75Q[/YOUTUBE]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ul7zDI2l75Q
ARSHI and their Jaadu tona and the humerous reflection of love was similar to what Shahrukh was feeling . Of all the things our Khushi had to think of Arnav trying to cast a spell on her which has worked. Arnav finding Khushi fiddle with her feeling for him seems also to amuse Arnav. He looked like a cat after eating a fish when Khushi described her feelings and he seemed pleased that Khushi had fallen in love with him. 😳 To hide his self-satisfaction he further admonishes her for her childlike thinking. At the same time he was daydreaming and thinking of her and having a feeling of jameis vu- with her presence surrounding his thoughts

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-uAaE8ZiQ8
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-uAaE8ZiQ8[/YOUTUBE]
This song has something which makes me always want to just look at Meena Kumari and the words make me happy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OpzmIGGCQYw
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OpzmIGGCQYw[/YOUTUBE]
I think of the Diwali scene of Khushi and Arnav with Diyas around them. I want to look for the moon too. I was wondering what it is doing and watching them when we can not. So the lamps each seem to be reflecting one moon.👏 Wow, what a thought. I was also looking around for a moon. Khushi was looking so beautiful that I wanted to tell to her- Aapko chehre se parda na hata na tha. Then when Arnav kept looking at Khushi and she was feeling ashamed thought - Arnav should not look so intensely at Khushi- she is becoming self conscious. - Aisa ulfat ka jadu na jaga na na tha..

Our ARSHI really can define timeless chemistry and make me remember this song
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ZxivtLxYlY[/YOUTUBE]


Samin, 🤗 thank you so much for this ensemble of songs and videos. Too good. 👍🏼. Loved them all.
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: wiwy

http://telegraphindia.com/1130504/jsp/entertainment/story_16856187.jsp


Interview of Barun in todays Telegraph. Just in case you have not read it !😃



read it 😆. wondered about a phone call. oh the turmoil around that one. gah, i need a call.
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Originally posted by: indi52

episode 111

before the owner could think or even knew it, the hand rose in a hypnotic arc slowly and touched the playful lock of hair on her cheek, her forehead, pushing it back slowly, wondering, caressing behind her ear. and then the hand stayed there, just holding her cheek, just wanting to stay there, not leave.


the other hand went exploring too, and ever so gently cupped her right cheek. he was holding her face in his hands, his eyes looking intently at her, at her quivering pearl pink lips, there was an air of such utter concentration on his face, his whole body, as though this is all that there was to life, nothing else existed in the whole universe.


she was alive to his electric touch, its effect coursing through her entire being, she clutched her sari... what was that, anticipation? and she never turned her face away. never said, "stop, no." she stood there her back against the wall, waiting, just waiting for him to finish what he had started.

maybe there was nothing else in the universe at that moment.


beside this very pool, on another night of festivities, he had asked her rough, abrasive, "tumne to kaha tha tum chali jaogi... hamesha ke liye," you'd said you'd leave forever? he'd never understood why it had thrown him asunder to think she was going forever... leaving, he would never see her again. he knew he'd never let any woman matter to him, not like that. but he didn't know perhaps it had already begun to be a little too late. he'd seen her sitting in his cupboard that day, a shattering meeting, his world rocked by the effect of her presence. she'd run away. but he'd found her here and made sure she couldn't escape. not again. the violence in the air was it a sign of something else, he refused to think as he jerked her to him and began his tirade... only this time he didn't let his insult about miney go all the way. when lavanya walked in she took the chance to escape, but not before a part of her had flung itself right here on the poolside as though it didn't want to leave.

do we do such things when our conscious and our subconscious argue? leave behind telling clues? he had left a key with her. she left back her payal.


he had spent many minutes that night alone, when all had gone to bed, here by the water... with that streak of gleaming silver, touch of her along its surface, sound of her in its tinkling, feel of her in the air. why had he never returned it? did he even know? but tonight he'd heard it was her amma's. the only sign of her mother and he knew what he had to do.


when he saw her amid that circle of flickering, inviting diyas, a resistance he'd worked on assiduously for years began to give way. it came on the back of so many feelings for her that the recent days had aroused. her father was terribly ill, the fear of loss ravaged her, he knew about that fear, and wanted her never to feel it, he wanted to protect her, he wanted to lighten her heart's burden, he wanted to see her happy, he wanted to make sure her eye wasn't hurt, oh god, he did want to touch that lock of falling hair... then there was that crazy concoction drinking she did the other night, something about black magic... magic... what the. and there she sat now, innocent and lovely, and seductive in red. the last part she was completely unaware of which made it even more impossible to look away.

the party began but all he could look for, sense, yearn for was her, and only her. he could sense her, only her everywhere. and she him. when that became too much to bear, she left the room and went to the poolside... but he had to find her there.

why did he come?

before he could even begin to answer that, she fell; well he wouldn't let her. and he sat her down on his lounger, and lifted her foot and placed it almost reverently on his knee. part of her, her bare skin, her perfect arched foot on him, a beautiful gift almost, the way he touched her skin, her ankle, stroking, gentle. till that hurt had to be given. she clutched his shoulder and let out a small scream of pain. ab theek hai, he said. but he didn't let go of her foot.


he had the payal in his pocket, he drew it out and showed her. she had been riven by feelings she'd never felt before the whole evening, and now his silent offering of her mother's only sign left with her. one she thought she'd lost. she watched speechless, as he with complete right, put the ornament around her slight ankle. he lifted up her saree deliberately but with deference so he could reach around her leg... the absorption in him as he did this delicate task of hooking on a sliver of metal, surely arnav singh raizada doesn't do such things every day. is there anyone else in the world he'd do it for. but he just wanted to make her feel whole again perhaps, give her the joy, and maybe he just had to do it himself just because he had to... i want to put your payal on you, your bangles i will buy, maybe a bindi? i want to be with you, i want to be the one... primeval desire, put the shackles on my woman, keep her with me forever. you can't run away... ever.

when he was done, he paused and gathered himself a bit, a sweet innocence in him, didn't she want to reach out and stroke his hair, there at her feet, a powerful self made tycoon known for his arrogance, his gussa, yet so tender so gentle so respectful just for her. but she wasn't thinking of course, how could she? and then looked up at her. in her eyes such a storm, so many questions, and that thing however hard you try to deny you can't.


he thought he was done, he got up and stepped back, one two steps, but he had to stand there just staring. no choice, he just had to. she slowly came to her feet, a heat was rising around the cool cool water. and it wasn't from the lamps.


she couldn't bear it perhaps, so she turned away, a conversation ending? he perhaps took it as a cue, thinking he could indeed escape and made his way toward the stairs. yet he did have to stop, have to turn around, have to look at her and let himself go, go and take in all that beauty into his heart, into his gut, into his every single part, somewhere along the way.


had to just be there in that moment. where time will stop having any meaning... this was pure unadulterated chaotic mind altering magic.


and intoxication. of innocence of lustre of beauty of sheen of a hidden burning flaming untried unspoilt unmarred desire. how her gaze hid its truth, how her fidgeting hands, her heaving bosom revealed it anyway, how he yearned to gather it all close to him, against him, all of it, only his.

he was drowning in it, but was he alone?



he had to walk back and right up to her, no words were needed to make his intentions clear, she had a choice to walk away, but she couldn't, instead backward she stepped, almost pulling him along with her, no one had any thought or volition in this matter. she had to go further back, he had to go wherever she went.



swirling winds and stirring music mixed with the first notes of "jadoo hai nasha hai," and desire as we'd see it onscreen got redefined in one long take and what was to follow. my ears feel their heat, my hands tremble almost touching their passion. my head loses all thought as theirs do too. long time ago in a movie called poltergeist, they had this story of a creature from television coming out and grabbing a kid. well, one may laugh at this, but honestly, this scene has had that effect on me every single time i have seen it. poltergeist. that's what it is.


the incredible detailing, the framing of shot, the magnifications played with, the direction, the choice of shots, the lighting, camera, sound, and of course those two people, it all has created a classic scene that spells desire and passion and the losing of one's mind to it like nothing i've ever seen before. deserves an award. a massive mention in the history of indian tv when that gets written finally. Agree completely.

a few fairly cliche things: woman in red, night, flickering lights, water, two good looking people, the right kind of music, passion being drawn by a director and his actors. we have seen this before. but ever like this? i am full of admiration for the art and complete understanding of a moment by each and everyone involved.


a man and a woman and a sensation that is too powerful to even begin describing. tonight it broke limits and the ocean breached the shore flowing over and the shore melted, merged and said, submerge me.

when she came up against the wall, she stopped. and quivered, and trembled and waited. the longest moments of desire burgeoning, just with eyes emoting, a face swooping, eyes losing focus, getting inebriated, lips half open asking, begging, yes frightened. something unknown something unbelievably exciting on the way.


satyr ears, mesmerizing eyes, a set of pearly lips, a hand clutching red.

and the phone rang.

she is startled. his eyes flash. return to here and now. and its trauma. its unending questions.


in classic asr inflection, he closes his eyes, when they open and he turns his gaze on her you can already see the fear, the disbelief dawning...

if aman hadn't called tonight, the kiss would not be where it would have ended, it would have gone all the way to him lifting her up and taking her to the bed visible through the glass doors, and her holding him tight, close, fingers running through his silken hair, never ever dreaming of saying no. Indi, you think it would have gone that far. Well, perhaps. Or maybe, the trance would have been broken as soon as he kissed her. Well, neither was to happen anyway.

perhaps that thought also rattled them so.

"yeh kya hua... hum iss tarah kaise? aur... arnavji ke paas humari payal? matlab kya hua ye sab ka... hume pata lagana hoga... poochna hoga hume." what happened now... how can i?... and my payal is with arnavji? what is the meaning of all this... i must find out... i will have to ask. she is determined to know what's up. about the payal, but more about all that... wo sab.

"kaise kar sakta hoon main ye... kya ho gaya tha mujhe... kyun... kyun kamzore pad gaya main." how can i do this... what happened to me... why did i become weak. he has sworn never to let a woman matter, never let her anywhere near her heart. he walks away to seeking a sanctuary, find his calm, feel strong... not so kamzore. in his eyes this is hell, how could this happen.

if only she had let him be. but then again, she needed her peace, and she thought that was in those answers, the ones only he could give her. a relentless pursuit started.

he avoided her eyes, he disappeared from her sight,
but she found him by the place of emotions that are just so theirs. the poolside. Of course it is, the most eventful place in IPK.

"hum jaante hain ki iss waqt aap phone pe nahin hai..." i know you are not on the phone, she said standing behind him, as intense as he was only minutes ago.

"hume aapse kuch baat karni hai," i need to talk to you about something.

"mujhe tumse koi baat nahin karni," i don't want to talk to you, in his clipped, contemporary lingo.

aap... tum. two worlds... two mindsets... one driving need.

"karni padegi... aapko humari payal kahan mili... kabse yeh aapke paas thi (he swallows, but resolutely quiet)... aur.. aapne hume pehle wapis kyu nahin diya... sirf aaj hi kyun" you have to tell me, where did you get my payal... why didn't you return it to me before? oh, that innocent childlike lilt in her voice at the end...

"bataiye.. jawab dijiye...
," tell me, answer me... she is insistent, peremptory almost... it's all getting too much for him...

'ek baar kahi hui baat tumhe samajh nahin aati hai? just leave me alone,' he snaps, with a nasty twist to his lip... don't you understand what's been told once to you?

"in fact, tumhari shaql bhi nahin dekhni hai... do you understand." in fact, i don't want to see your face, do you understand?

she's hurt, shocked at his vicious clipped tone, but still persistent.

"nahin understand... aap samjhaiye hume," don't understand, you make me...

"nikal jaao yahan se..." get out of here...

he wants to leave... she stops him. aggression in her, picked up no doubt from him, and from all the burning sensations within, the fire moving from desire to rage. changing energy, growing bigger at every stage... pure physics.

"humne kaha samjhaiya hume... bataaiye kyun aapne humari payal apne paas rakhi... kyun ab tak wapas nahin diye.. iss sab ka kya matlab hai..." i said make me understand... tell me why did you keep my payal... why didn't you return it till now.. what's the meaning of all this? her voice is rising voice rising, strident...

"aur wo sab," her voice loses edge, lost suddenly... and all that?

pause...

music gets dense, his face, half turned away, he raises his eyes to her face

"aur usska jo... kuch der... pehle..." and that ... which.. a little while back...

unbearable for him.

"i said just leave me alone..."
he is struggling. he needs her to stop this inquisition, he is way outside his place of ease, he is breaking, badly... yes,

she doesn't read the signs, for she is beside herself too, everything is roiling within... what's going on...

"hum..."


and he lunges forward grabbing her shoulders, teeth gritted, hissing in anger almost...

"ek shabd bhi ekbar bola na toh..."
if you say even one word now... i think that's what he rasped out, so angry so helpless.

the tears form in her eyes... he just stares, melting breaking ending falling shattering inside... rabba vey, the saddest most forlorn call to the eternal... two people going under, no fault of either, just that it had to be so.


she is crying, squirming at his roughness, his eyes can't watch this any more, they close, a storm of emotions in him... he lets go of her shoulders... he steps back... he can't meet her eyes, maybe he won't , maybe that's when in that agonised state of mind he would take a decision that would lead only to heart break.

this was the evening of decision, after all.

"aap iss tarah bina humara sawal ka jawab diye nahin ja sakte." you can't laeve like thsi without giving me an answer...

"jawab? mujhe tumhe koi jawab dene ki zaroorat nahin hai..." answer? i don't need to give you one.

"aap..."

and he leaves.

layer upon layer, word by word, feeling by feeling his discomfort and anger is rising... he has lost complete control over his feelings. this hasn't happened before... ever... kamzor... kissi ladkise koi faraq nahin padta,.. then what was this? had she left it alone and walked away things might have gone a different way. but just as she was perturbed so was he... both in difficult places, the more she pushed him, the more he had to hurt her... she had to be told she was of no consequence... he had to tell himself that... no he had to convince himself... his very life seemed to depend on it... so many years' resolve... a decision that had helped him survive... that said, pyaar bakwaas hai... for he had seen its consequences on his mother... he would never let that happen to him... no girl would ever matter, then why... why was this happening, why was he becoming weak... he had to push her away... stop it... but she isn't going away...where did you get the payal.. why did you keep it, why are you returning it, why today... he had turned back at the pool without any thought, as he'd looked at her, lovely lissome arms in bright diwali bangles, fingers clutching, a tremulous air making her even more lovely, her smooth girlish bosom covered in deep passionate red, now heaving as she breathed heavily looking torn, questions in her gaze, her long throat, a gold necklace enhancing its beauty even more and those lips, small, innocent, glistening in pearly pink, a little parted trembling as she tried to come back to reality, he couldn't stop himself, he just walked back to her, and as she took her steps away, backing away, he followed as though a magnet pulled him... when she came up against the wall and stopped, he just stood their gazing, eyes riveted to her sweet innocent face, it's sensuality seething underneath, his hand came up when he didn't know, oh the touch of her hair, her gentle curve of cheek, he just wanted to be here forever, the other hand soon followed, her cheek rested in the cup of his palm, innocence against knowledge... he could only stare into her eyes and go near... she didn't stop him, he didn't stop himself, he wanted to just tonight he just so wanted to feel those lips against his, this once, now here now... all sound cut out, he began to swoop toward her, to make her his, to become hers.

how could he lose control like that?

and now she is saying make me understand... he can't... he must push her out out of his life.

how?

and he walked straight in to the bustling diwali party to the girl who felt safe, with whom he never lost control, who'd always put him first and take what he can give... lavanya. he held her hand and said... "shadi kar raha hai," getting married... he looked at no one as he said the words. he'd turned his entire position on marriage, but it wasn't because he loved his girl friend and wanted her to be part of his life... it was because he lost his bearings entirely on the issue of letting anyone, any girl matter to him in his life, yet there she stood outside the glass door and all he wanted was her her and just more of her. how could such a thing have happened.


her world shattered as she saw him do what he did... 18, in love, with a mysterious, broken man, who aroused her as she never knew one could be, kept her payal safe, put it on for her like a lover would, made her want to be held and smothered with hard passionate kisses, confused woh sab.


and now he is marrying the girl he said he never would. a girl who had become a friend of hers...

tu hi bata mere maula..

his eyes never left her, her tears just flowed on.


this was a night like no other night.

Indi, Aapne to kaha tha, you won't use pictures, you will give the reviews without them?
But, you did use pictures! Thank you for not listening to yourself. Each and every pic here is breathtaking, awesome, can't take eyes off them. ⭐️ Oh, and the last collage is mindblowing.
I'm so happy Aman did not call you, or else you wouldn't have written like this. Still wanted it to go on. The whole review is wonderful. Loved everything in pearly pink (yes, matching Khushi's lips) and the underlined even more. 👏Thank you so so much for this. 😃
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: indi52



read it 😆. wondered about a phone call. oh the turmoil around that one. gah, i need a call.

Yes, Wiwy, read it. And my thoughts too wandered to an eventful day on our thread. 😉

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