"Sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between two people".
I think this one sentence describes the on going ups and downs in Shiv-Gauri's relationship impeccably. The turmoil of watching our favorite couple go through unrequited love, the passion of silence that lingers on for minutes but seems like seconds to an average viewer, the anticipation of watching the male protagonist (Shiv/Iqbal) walk into a scene and make our hearts go insane, the elegance and innocence of a love (Gauri/Pallavi) so selfless and unconditional that it will bear anything but won't allow a doubt or secret to ever shatter its foundation.. Indeed, this is a journey so pure and simple at its core between two people that it will rope us into watching Karam Apnaa Apnaa every night and undergo withdrawal sessions when it's not telecasted on three days a week. This is a journey between two people so smitten with each other that they may refuse to acknowledge the depth of their devotion to one another but cannot refute each others' care and protection in their eyes even if their lives dependant on it. Undeniably, this is the greatest journey that I ever got a chance to witness, even if it's merely based on fiction. As if without their shared journey, the very meaning of love would cease to be. This is how strong and powerful their bond is that it makes them embark on a journey together without knowing where the destination is or how far they will have to test the waters. All that matters is that they're together."Shiv, ager aap kuch sach jaantey hain tu mujhey mat bataiye ga aur ager nahi jaantey tu pata bhi nahi kareye ga..Kiyun key merey liye is sach se barh ker aur kuch nahi hai kay mai aap sey baihad pyar kerti hoon. Mai ney apni ek choti si duniya bana li hai Shiv jis mai hum dono kay ilawa aur kisi ki bhi jagah nahi hai, chahay wo shaq hu ya koi raaz!!"
Alrite, so coming back to the episode today, I don't need to repeat how amazing it was and how it made my frustration from the last two episodes disappear in a second once I started watching it. Suspense, thrill, deceit, lies, love, guilt, hurt, challenge, care. You name it and every emotion was present in today's episode. I am so happy to see Gauri-Shiv's footage today as it definitely made up for the previous episodes.. And I have to say that today was Iqbal's turn to rise and shine one more time. His intense emotions, his powerful grasp of a character torn between remorse and love, his defeat as a man who once claimed he would never be in love with his wife, his broken ego for a love that is so wholesome that it can't bear the thought of hurting Gauri's feelings and is killing him from deep inside.. It was simply marvelous. Iqbal's breaking down scene in the shower was definitely one of his best heartfelt and a tearjerker scenes of his career. It is as if his eyes did all the talking and we no longer needed words to watch how hurt Shiv was on the very thought of breaking Gauri's trust and faith in him through this secret. Only a man in love would give in to crying this badly about someone that he has learned to respect and care for over the course of time and Shiv Kapoor is definitely a man in love!!
Nikhila's claims of choosing Gauri over Shiv while she was talking to Gauri and giving absolute happiness to Gauri in the house while she was conversing with Shanks makes me all the more certain that this woman NEEDS Gauri to stay married to Shiv. She will do anything to hide the secret and her very own confession that she can stoop to any level for the sake of her family proves that this secret has to do something with Shiv's life (hence, the kundali aspect of it).
In this episode, Mahen did come out as a person in the dark but I wonder how long that is going to be for. Call me paranoid but who talks on the phone in a loud tone with his door opened if this person is so adamant on keeping his conversation private? I know I always close my door and lower my voice when I am gossiping with my friends (lol). But he did the exact opposite of that. It is as if he wanted Gauri to hear the conversation and Nikhila to plan out this diversion so that Gauri can get off their case and not suspect them. He's too good to be true, if you ask me. I am sure he's aware of his wife's attempts and if he's not, then he is in for a rude awakening.
Now coming back to the rest of the episode, I am amazed that a secret that was supposed to be known to "only two people" is now known by everyone except for Gauri. If it was only between the guru ji and Nikhila, then how does Shanks know about it? Ok, let's for a second assume he does because he overheard it somewhere. But how in God's name does Devika know about this plan behind Gauri's marriage when she does not even meet the Kapoors or Nikhila? And if Shiv knows about it, was he a part of it with his will or without it? Beats me..
The end scene was awesome between Nikhila and Devika. So both are sure of their convictions. But don't you think it would be completely outrageous and shocking to see Shiv spill all the beans in front of Gauri out of his guilt and care for her? It will be a slap in Nikhila's face for sure. The very Nikhila who was so determined to have this secret remain hidden that she went to the very lengths of kidnapping a person. What will that Nikhila do when the apple of her eye tells her secret to Gauri? Ah, that would be a rocking scene if you ask me. Wesai tu Shanks and Devika can reveal the secret as well but is may wo maza nahi jo Shiv ki baton may ho ga. Something different and extreme will push the TRPs to climb up even more!!
One thing is for sure.. Gauri's love will test its convictions and strength in tomorrow's episode when the secret is revealed to her. Her response is what will gear a shift in the storyline. How the future episodes will shape out will depend on this secret and supposed betrayal. But in reality, the serial will move in a direction that will be goverened heavily by Iqbal's decision to leave the show and whether or not KAA will be re-slotted or put on hold while KBC starts its reign..
Song Dedication: (To Self)
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
you could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that I'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when ya shoved it in my face
explain again to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
when ya shoved it in my face
everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
you could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that I will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing
I wonder where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you where to run away
no body told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you where to run away
explain again to me!!
you take it all
you take it all away...
explain again to me
you take it all away
explain again to me
take it all away
explain again
Ciao, Sana~