Zindagi ..kaisi yeh paheli hai..!! Kabhi toh hasaaye..kabhi yeh rulaaye..kabhi yeh man murjhaye..kabhi mile sapnokesaaye..kabhi mile geheri khamoshi..chale jaaye sapnonse aage kahan..Zindagi ..kaisi hai paheli hai..kabhi yeh hasaaye..kabhi yeh rulaye.."
Mere haath kaamp rahe hain...mein actually yeh sab kuch kaise likh rahi hoon mujhe khud nahin pata..shaayad mera Apu ya Dev se juda....unconditiona..unexplainable...pyaar hi hoga..!! warna I am out of energy ..fuly trembling with DEv's passion..Dev's deep deep love..Dev's commitment..Dev's devotion..DEv's unselfish LOVE..!! He is a guy who is born to be adored ..and loved forever..and what a fate that he has still not got..any LOVE in the proper sense..!! Phew I can feel the tremors..the tremors in his voice..asking Kaajjal to get up..NOW..for heavens sake Kaajjal..GOSSSSSSSHHHHHH..that was PULSATINGLY AWESOME MANNNNN..!! It was just terrific..picturisation...I mean ..it was just..mind blowing..TH EWHOLE EPISODE>.but...that LAst scene..Dev alone in ICU with his..life..lying down..fighting to LIVE..!! Awwwww..what expressions. guys..Apu has surpased all the recorsd that he himself has..made..He is just ultimate..today..No where not even in any movie have I seen such an intense..way of expressing helplessness & pain..As it is his voice is enough to Churn & Twist my heart..bleed..over to it..his expressing eyes..and mannerisms..drain me out of myself..!! Superb mann..I really am struggling with new words so I am trying all permutations & combinations of words..together guys..forgive me..But its just that..I want to scream..SCREAm to the world..That ..LOOK HERE..Look here beyond those..saas bahu's and those glossy make ups and those eye blinding gawdy sets..adn unbelivabele situataions..and COME HERE ..to see what is called REAL EMOTIONS..!!And Outstandinbg performances..!! I really feel helpless at times..as to..what can I do to show the world..What Apurva Agnihothri is..YEs he is ..knwo..very very well know..but I feel it os very very little whne compared to the quality of a actor & a person that he is..He needs...loads & loads more than ..what he is getting now..God..!!
God..the way he initially felt helpless..begging everybody in hospital asking for Kajjal..and the way he looses his temper at the receptionist and then atthe nurses & the doctors..Awwwwww..How true..How natural..anywhere and anybody will be facing this same situation ..here in India..in suc tarumatic situataions..actually no one will know where they near & dear ones are admitted & it is such a pain to find out first where they are..are they safe etc etc..adn that emotion..is just..FANTABULOUSLY..portrayed by Apurva...I bet..no one could ever..get ..!!And the side actors are also ..so good.no one was just casual..everyone even that doctor was gracious..in calming down the Furious..volcanic erruption of Dev Pratap Singh..which mellowed down like a small flame....burning inside..!!!.Ahhhhhh..the way..he shut hsi eyes...and controlled his pain..MUAHHH,...!! was worth...dying for..!!
Andi want to kiss that doctor...for asking such a Muh mein Ghee shakkar question.."WOh KAajjl Behl aapki wife hai na..woh Icu mein hain..",,? and for the first time our Sheru was taken aback suddenly..'Wh Woh meri empolyee hai..meri wife nahin.."awwww..jhooth hi sahi.."Wife"..karke naam toh aaya...bass kuch aur intezaar karenge hum..jab aap khud hi usko "Biwi"..keheke bulayenge..!!Awwwwww..I get blushes even when I think..Dev & Kajjal..Hubby & Wify..awwwwwwww..cho chweet..just imagine..Awwwww..!!
Adn I loved the way..he doesnt forget his responsibilities even in such..groase situtations..He sooooooo..obidientyy informs Kaju;s house..and in such..concerned way..awwwwwww...!!hai mein marjaava..!!!
and then ..the way he says...Why?Why?..God it hurt me very deeply..I could make out what & whom is he asling..that question..It is like..Yeh hamesha mere saath hi kyun hota hai..why..why do I have to suffer..adn My loved ones ..have to suffer..Why am I soooooo..choosen one for..all the bad luck inthis world..!!..ohhhhhhhh..that expression..and the way..he was about to touch her..and he gets back his hand..areeeeeee..baaba..usko chuna tha na..Immediately currect lagjata usko..aur woh uthjaati yaar..!! Gosh..I really am getting restless..I am feeling like I can go on & on..the whole night..and at the same time I am I am getting shudders..of feelings..whenver I am thinking of that last scenes..specially..and the dialouges..that voice..of DEV PRATAP SINGH..adn his lady love lying down there calm ..and cold like a Ice maiden..!! Goshhhhhhhh..what a classic of all the classic s episode guys..worth watching at least a billion times..!!!
..."Tujhsenaaraaz nahin Zindagi..Hairaan hoon mein ,Hairan hoon mein.tere masoom sawalonse..pareshaan hoon mein haan pareshaan hoon mein..Jeena keliye socha hi nahin..Dard sambhalne honge..Muskuraye toh muskuraneke..karz utaarne honge..muskuravoonkabhi toh lagta hai..jaise hontope karz rakha hai..!!!
Aaaj agar..bharaayi hai..boondein baras jaayengi...kal ky apata inkeliye..ankhen taras jaayengi..jaane kab gum hua..kahan lhoya..ek aansoon chupa ke rakha tha..Tujhse naaraaz nahin zindagi..hairaan hoon mein.."
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