Part 17
He pulled her behind the side wall & thruster a painkiller in her mouth.
She looked at in with questioning eyes
pain killer hain
she refused to eat
I am not asking u he greeted his teeth
he forcefully made her drink water & left her at once. Before she could say anything he had made to the group.
A certain restlessness why he always forces his way on her began to play in her mind. How much she tried not to think over it.
Rest of the journey was uneventful, since Geet dossed off, effect of the painkiller. She opened her eyes for the dola baja sound for Pari's reception at the gate. Few ladies came out with diya & thal to take Pari's arti & welcome her in. All the guest was adored with garland & teeka. Geet smartly escaped the both. She went in the wash room & settled herself in the guest room. She avoided dinner saying she was tired.
Mk got held up catching with Pari's dad. He had avoided confronting him knowing his obvious questions on things he didn't want to be reminded off. As expected his little chat left him devastated. He went to his room & had couple of drinks. He hated everything abt his past. He didn't want to remember anything. Flashes of memories made him gulp down more & more. He was totally not in senses when Sam came after getting over senti abt the talks outside.
Like Mk even Sam was very close to Pari's family. They had always seen them together. Pari's mom & aunties threw their usual questions at her of their wedding.
Pari's mom ' beta kab shaadi kar rahen ho tum log?
Pari's aunt ' phelen tho uski responsibilty thi
pari's mom ' lekin abhi tho job bhi teehk taak hain
pari's aunt ' tum bhi tho job karti ho
sam ' ji aunty, I am with xyz company
pari's mom ' phir kya problem hain
pari tried to calm them ' mom aap tho Mk ko janthe ho na
pari's mom ' aur koi baat tho nahi hain na?
Sam sighed, she herself was not sure. But then how could he let him down ' nahi aunty ji, he needs some time.. she paused I guess.. musing on her own words.
Sam usually blush & feel shy. But now days she began to feel insecure with Mk's behavior. Initially she thought he needs some time. But since few years he has began to keep aloof. She had never been like this between them. They shared every little thing abt each other. He didn't even seem like her frd he used to be.
After his parents death, she had been his sole pillar of support. He would never seemed to be so disturbed even then.. when the phase of life was toughest.
She sat beside him on the bed lost in her own thoughts not realizing he was so drunk. She did see him drinking but was not aware of his state.. she herself was in a all time low state of mind. All she needed was a little assurance
she caressed his arms & rested her head on his shoulder Mk she said in s shaky voice
aabhi nahi sam he greeted his teeth stiffening with her touch
phir kab Mk she broke down
why can't u understand he got up pushing her away
she got up irritated & held his collar aakhir kab taak Mk, kab taak tum mujhse kuch nahi kaho ge
main bhi insaan hoon!
I am fed up with all this
I fed up with ur indifference
I don't understand wats wrong with u? Wats gone into ur head?
I have been waiting my whole life for u
"I never asked u to" he spoke jerking her away loosening her grip
thats when she saw his disturbed face. She closed her eyes knowing this really was not the right time to speak to him. She knew, she has rubbed him in total wrong now, but she was herself in need of his support. She was tired supporting him all along.
"main ne tumhe phelen bhi kaha tha aaj bhi kah raha hoon I can't"
she lost it completely "why can't u?"
hum tho shaadi karne walen the na?
Sab kuch tho fix hogaya tha na.. tum bhi tho yeh hi chaten the she spoke losing all her hope
main nahi tum yeh chathi thi
she spoke meekly then why did u agree
for u.. I didn't want to hurt u
but u did
u always have been
phir chod kyun nahi deti apni zid
just forget me sam
just forget me.. he slammed the door & walked into the next room.
He tippled over something that was on floor & landed on her. Before she could scream.. she felt him lifelessly sink on her taking in her fragrance, dipping his face closer to her hair.
She took a deep breath ..that had the strong sting of alcohol.
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