CHAPTER 2
I felt a heavy pain in my heart. The truth from I was running was now in front of me. The worst time i ever had was the time I spend with virat. I know this will be hard foe me to face him again. Coz I dont have strength to hear his taunts. I wish this was a nightmare. Some with come n pinch me n everything will be vanished. Even what virat did. I was always weak to balance the synchronization between my brain n my heart. They both can never met like my n virat. Virat! I still love U. But can't trust U. No one can fill that emptiness in my life. But I dont wan to die every morning I wake up n every night I sleep. I can't sleep at night coz I dont wann to see u anywhere. Ur face ur voice just reminds me that pain u gave me.
Every day I had to face that man in front of me. But i knew there was still Love in that hate. But I have to act practical. Manvi! He just want to take revenge by hurting U. But U R not an emotional stubborn. Just concentrate on ur work. I moved towards my cabin n zayra entered.
"manvi ma'am"! Prem sir wants to meet U"! Right now"! - she said n left.
"Ufff"! Now what he want"? - I stand irritatedly n pushed his door n entered his cabin.
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"Now"? What U wann"? - I asked him.
"Manvi"! These are some old files"! If U please telly this"? Virat wann them tomorrow"! - he said n handed me that bundle of files.
"Prem U know"! I have an appointment with Doctor in evening"? N still U wann me to do all this"! - I said throwing my hands in air.
"I knew that"! I told virat too"! But he said he dont care"! He just wann these files tomorrow itself"! - he said n send those files to my cabin.
Grrr! Oh god"! Save me"! - I said n started my work. It was 6 o'clock n I got a call from my Dr. Rita Malik.
"Hello"! Manvi"? Its 3 time U missed ur regular checkup"! U know its important for U"! How can U be so careless"? - she yelled over me.
"Dr actually its an important meeting"! N i had loads of work"! I'll meet U soon"!
"Manvi"? Are U okay"? Dear"! Please take rest U know ur body isn't that capable after ur Miscarriage"? M telling U"! As a friend not as a doctor"! Please take ur medicines on time"! - she said.
"Dr. But i have a request please! Dont tell anyone about me"! I mean here no one knows i was married except u n Prem"! But still he dont know what u know about me"! N don't worry"! I'll have my medicines"! Thanku so much! - i said n hang down my phone. I was almost done with my work n i went to Prem's cabin to handed him those files. It was 9 o'clock n i haven't ate anything yet. this was annoying.
"God"! Why ur going this"? That person is my boss, whom m working for late hours"! - i said looking at the sky n walked off towards Prem's cabin n entered holding those files which i put on his table.
"Prem"! M done with my work"! Its already 9 n i told U i have to rest at home"! So, may be I'll not come to office 2mrw"! I did overtime"! N m not attending 2mrw's meeting"! So bye! Cya"! - i said but he didnt utter a work was just still his back facing me.
"Are U listening to me"? Or should i talk to us a
Secretary foe this"? - i said turning his chair n my jaw dropped when i saw Virat sitting there.
"What are U doing here"? - i asked in fuming anger.
"Great! So if u'll do an hour overtime"! Then u'll take a leave"? Knowing that U R the only Law person in this company"n interesting"! - he said raising his eye brows n threw his pen on the table n stood. N he was close to me but i back out before I'll lose control over my emotions.
"Ya! Temmi"? Is it so"? Its a company"! N that of Virat Vadera's"! I'll get every work done from U if U like or Dont like"! - he said bending his knees n looking towards me. I could feel his double meaning talks. I pushed my thoughts away n back out my feets.
"I have to go"!- i said in a low voice n moved towards the door. But when i tried to open that it was locked.
"Itni b jaldi kya hai"? - he said leaning against the wall.
"Virat"! Please..! Dont create any drama here"! Its all over"! Now U R just my boss"! N U can't do this"! Just open that damm door"! - I said pointing my index finger towards him.
"So, I don't have a rights on U"? - he said raising his damm eye brows.
"No"! Coz U R nothing to me"!
"Don't worry"! U can't ignore me"!
"I m"! N i will"! N kis right ki baat kr rahe ho tum"? U lost every right that day"! - i said fuming in anger.
"Itna gussa"? Hot shot manvi vade...!
"Manvi Chaudary"! I told U before m not ur wife"! - i said pushing the door to move out.
"Don't"! Its locked"! Just Wasting ur energy at wrong place"! - he said holding my hand.
"Virat Vadera"! U can't touch a girl without her permission"! - i said jerking my hand away.
"Oo"! But ur still my wife"! Divorce kaha hua hai abh tak"? - he said coming closer to me.
"Virat"! Just stay away"! Don't ever dare to come near me"! - i said moving backward.
"Why"? Scared of me"? So Wild cat is scared of her husband"?
"Virat"! Just stay away"! - i said pushing him away. I felt tears in my eyes.
"U R crying"! Maine toh abhi tak kuch kiya bhi nahi"! - he said pretending like he cares foe me but I pushed his hands away.
"Virat"? Open the door"! Please"! I said open the door"! - I screamed over him n he unlocked the door n I walked off to the corridor. I ran towards the parking aley but I bumps into someone. I pulled back n saw Prem.
"Manvi"? Ur crying"? What happened"? N ur still here"? I thought ur gone"? - he said, I stared at him a Min.
"No"! Actually I did a mistake"! N Boss scolded me"! U know na"? I can't handle that"! N never did any mistake like this that"! So may be"! - I said wipping my Tears n moved towards Parking aley.
Next day I took an appointment with my doctor. Dr Rita Malik. Its been about 7 months m continuing my treatment. So many complications due to miscarriage 1 year before. I always wanted to have kids who'll call me mamma. Virat daddy. But I lost every hope after that accident. I lost everything on that day. My love n My life. That smile is not real. I never wanted to be a double faced person but situations made me. If my smile can bring happiness on someone's face then its better to think about there happiness. But life is playing with me. God..! U don't have someone whom u can irritate like this?
Prem always come with me. Yeah! Its seems weird but still he cares foe me being a friend. N the biggest thing i can trust him. I told him everything happened with me but not his name. Virat..! Never. He picked me up asusual n waited outside in his car.
It Was my Number. Dr Rita Malik a Gynaecologist.
"Manvi"! Kaam apni jagah hai"! N health apni jagah"! U can't compromise with ur health"? - She asked me.
"Doctor..! M really sorry"! Actually its difficult for me"! Coz I live alone"! - I said.
"Manvi"! Get married to someone! Kab tak Virat k baare meh sochti rahogi"? I mean just think about it"! Ur health issues"! N U live alone"! That's not good"! What if something happens to U"? That day if Prem wasn't there"! U know what could had happened"! - she said.
"Doctor..! I really don't wann to get married"! Coz m already married to virat"! I can't love anyone"! Ek baar m dhokha kha chuki hu"! Agar doosri baar aaisa hua toh m jee nahi pahungi"! M trying my best to move on"! I really wan to live alone"! If Mom dad get to know about my conditions, they'll call me back"!
"Okay"! But manvi"! Just think about it"! - she said n i moved out.
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"Thanks Prem"! - i said.
"For what"? - he said in an amusement.
"For doing so much foe me"! If u were not here with me"! I could have di...!
"Shhh"! Dont dare to say that"! - he said cutting my words. I just smile over his gestures. I don't know how I'll pay back to him. But if he'll ask me foe anything I'll give him.
I Was weak, nor just mentally, physically too. That accident ruined my body n virat ruined my life. So many problems neither I can live them nor I can leave them. My stomach pain is worst then anything. That pain reminds me about my baby. About that hurt virat gave me. I always wanted to forget the life. But whenever I see a baby I felt my heart sink. That was my mistake. i wish i could get back to my past n fix everything. But may this was a sign that me n virat can't be together. That's why god took away my baby. Our baby. I was sitting on the bench under the tree. Whenever i think about my baby i come to this orphanage, spend sometime with children here. I can't give birth to a baby. My internal injuries are still green. But i was happy coz i have too many babies here. I love to play with them. Just love! Every one is fulfilling there life. I wanted to be a mother. N they wanted a mother. There smile just make my day. Today is my day. I take them for a picnic every Sunday. Just me n my kids.
"Manvi di"! We wann to go foe a ride"! - some of them came to me.
"Okay"! Ummm"! But just one condition..! Who all will give me a kissy"! I'll take them all"! - I said making funny faces. N all came together on me. I laughed out loud. I took all of them to the ride.
Next day again office. I was better now. My health was constant too.
"Hey manvi"? How R U"? - Tanya asked me.
"Yea! M fine"! - I said n started walking.
"Acha sun"! M too coming with U"! - she said n come to me. U know"! Our Chairman is Married"! - she said n I looked at her in a thunder speed.
"who said"? - I asked her acting normal.
"No one"! But m just thinking about that lucky girl"! His wife"! I mean itne sexy bande ko patana"! - she said.
"Tanya"! U R a girl na"?
"Any doubt"? - she asked me with a confused expression.
"I mean"! Why U always think that ek ladki hi kisi ladke ko phasa Sakti hai"? N who knows is it her bad luck or good"! - i said moving out of the lift.
"Why U R overreacting"? U behaving like U R that girl"! - she said.
"I dont want to me"! - i said turning.
"Acha"! Listen"! U know U are getting promotion UNEXPECTEDLY"! - she said n i looked at her joining my eyebrows.
"WHAT"?? Who said"?
"No one"! just red in that file which Prem left on my table.
"Are u serious"? - i asked her.
"Yea! M serious"! Its Chairman's decision"! I Mean u just joint 6 months back n here no one got promotion before 1 year"! Strange"! - she said.
"That ridiculous"! - i said n walked towards Prem's cabin.
"what's going on"?? Why i got promotion so fast"? - i asked him.
"U should be happy"! - he Said smiling.
"Prem"! U know! Mr. Kapoor was getting that post"! He's working from last 6 years"! He was the right person"? - i said throwing hands in the air.
"I don't know about that"! Virat kuch zada hi meharbaan ho gya hai tumpar"! - he said.
"Shut up"! U know what people are talking about"? That m Virat ko phasa rahi hu"! To get promotion"! - i said.
"I dont know sweetheart"! Ask him"! - he said.
"What the F "! - I walked out into my cabin.
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What he wann actually? I should finally talk to him about this. Manvi just stay calm. Don't panic. I lean down my head on my chair n closed my eyes. I opened my eyes n moved towards Virat's cabin.
"What the hell is this"? - I said louder.
"What"? - he said turning his chair towards my side.
"My promotion"! U know very well"! What that means"! - I said pointing my finger towards him.
"I'll do whatever I can"! M THE Chairman of this company"! I know what m doing"! I dont need any advise"! Okay"! - he said.
"Mr. Vadera"! What ever happened in our personal life"! If U really wann to take revenge of that U can't do this in ur company"! Being a financial advisor its my duty to say something in This matter"! N being an employee I have aright to ask a proper reason about My promotions n demotions"! - I said.
"Revenge"! So u are talking the chairman of this company like this"? If i wan i can do whatever"! I can demote U foe any work n U R compel to do that because of that contract"! But U R talking like a wife to me not an employee of my company"! - he said coming closer to me.
"M not ur Damm wife"! Humara Rishta kabka khatam ho chuka hai"! Now U R just my boss n m a 9-8 employee"! Get it"? - i said n was about to leave he blocked my way n locked his door.
"Virat"! Lemmi go"! - i said.
"Shhh"! U know mentality of the people outside"! What they'll think if U scream like this"! A husband wife should need a privacy"! U know what i mean"! - he said.
"Shut up"! U jackass"! - i said raising my hand to slap him but he held that n twisted that behind by back.
"Itna gussa"? Wow"! Wild cat ready to bite"? Itsnt"? - he said laughing.
"Virat"? Leave me"! - i said struggling to ungrip his hands.
"Itni Jaldi Kya hai"? - I whispered in my right ear. "Manvi"! U know U R really changed"! U never struggled like this ever"! - he said twisting me n then I was facing him.
"Virat"! Leave my hand"! Don't challenge my patience"! Leave me"! - I said.
"Ohh Manvi"! Ur husband is standing in front of U"! N ur saying to leave U"? Why say"? - he said coming closer to me.
"I can sue U"! For touching me without my consent"! - I said.
"Hawww! U'll sue ur husband"? U will not feel bad"! I thought U don't want me to reveal our truth"? Do U"? N I think U better know when its about a huge businessman"! Media is also involved in it"! U wann all this"? Temmi"? U wann"? - he said making puppy faces.
"Virat"! What U wann more"? What just temmi"? What"? Kya vo kum tha jo tumne mere saath kiya"? U ruined my life, Broke my heart n after that U wann to take revenge"? Virat"! If U think anything is left in me"! That U could take"? Then m really sorry"! U broke that manvi into pieces"! M not ur personal wh**e"! Understand"? Roz Marti hu m tumhari shakal dekh kar"! Roz"! Now U wann beyond that"? But I m not even left to satisfy U"! - I said crying badly.
I dont know why he was doing this. Nor he wann to give me divorce n nor he loves me. I ran out of his cabin crying to my cabin. N i think that was really bad day foe me. I was fuming in anger n i threw paper weight, i don't know why? But it broke the glass of my cabin. N i was still like a poker face. I was controling my anger from past days but this was a limit. I have to do something. N i saw everyone was standing near that broken Glass wall. N Prem entered my cabin.
"Manvi"?? What's this"?? - he asked in a surprise.
"Prem"! M sorry"! I'll pay foe this"! But m really not in mood to say anything"! - i replied him. N suddenly Virat entered my cabin n my glare shifted to him. He was looking at my face then the broken glass. I had no other way so i dragged Prem outside my cabin. My eyes met with Virat foe a second then i could feel his glare at my hand which was holding Prem's hand. I dragged him to the parking aley n when i saw from corner of my eyes, virat was still glaring at me. I could feel his anger level would have rose when i held Prem's hand.
Precap
"Manvi"! What U wann to say"? - Prem asked me. We were sitting at the beach of the huge sea in front of us.
"Prem"! U wanted to know name of that guy, i mean my husband"? - i said looking at him.
"Yea! I wann know"! - he said waiting foe my answer.
"That was virat"! He was the one who spoiled my life"! I trust U"! That's y m telling U"! Prem i suffered alot in my life"! But now i wann him to suffer"! - i said. Prem help my hand.
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"Manvi"! I have a plan"! U wann virat to leave U"! - he asked
"yea! I wann"! - i said.
"Marry me"! I mean pretend that U wann to marry me"! N u'll get divorce too"! M not compelling U"! Just an idea"! I mean what will be Better then this"! He came here to hurt U"! What if U pretend like U R happy"? - he said.
"Prem"! I need to think about it"! - I said n stood n hugged him n left foe my car. But I could feel someone staring at us. I turned but he/she pulled on the mirror of that car. I ignored that moved towards my car.
Edited by vibhubebo3 - 12 years ago
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