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Sw : ek min...kr par tum ab achanak se wapas Mumbai mein..? I mean kab se? N aunty maan gaye ...?
Kr becomes serious again..she did not have the guts to answer this question now...she was finding difficult to reply...
The voice comes " I will tell u guys"
Part 9:
All turns towards the source of that voice...all are shocked to see the person infront of them...no actually not shocked but are confused...how does she know about kr and her reason behind coming back to Mumbai?
Sw : Sharon how do you know about kr? And tum yahan aise? (Sh was not in touch with him from past more than 10days...only she sent couple of replies to his messages...he thought she is still in Delhi with her father..)
Sh just ignores all the questions n glares from her friends...right now in her life if any one is important, that is the person standing infront of her...with tears n smile both on her face...kriya...sh goes n stands infront of kr...yes kr had tears n smile both at a time on her face when she saw sh...and sh too had tears in her eyes...she looks kr for a minute then turns to face the gang...
Sh : will tell you guys(after a long pause) ke iske(kriya) dehradun jaane ke baad kya kya hua(she avoids all eyes on her)
Sw : par tum kaise jante ho ye(rey holds his hand n stops him)
Rey : was concerned about his bestie sh now...he saw her tears...her puffy eyes and understood that she has been crying from past few days...the pain n restlessness was clearly visible on her face...if sw was concerned about kr then rey is no less...he too was concerned about his bestie sh...
Sh :(didn't bother to answer sw or look at any one) kri(could not take her name...shuts her eyes tightly...tears started to flow from her eyes but she immediately wipes them n composes herself) iske(kriya) dehradun jaane ke baad, things between her n mom, started getting worse day by day...initially she tried a lot to be strong but soon she lost her strength n the guilt because whatever she said to rey, started haunting her...wo day by day silent hoti gayi...mom observed this and said her whatever she did to rey was right...he is not the mr right for kri...for kriya (almost whisper)
(Kr was really happy at that moment...finally sh took her name...kr wanted to hug her there and then but things between them yet to clear...so she controls her happiness )
Sh : and that was the limit...kr could not control her temper and started defending rey...day by day these fights became routine...mom used to say " rey ek casanova hai...wo ek hi ladki ke taraf loyal ho hi nahi sakta...amir(rich) ghar ke bigada hua ladka hai ...etc etc" n kr used to defend arguing " rey Casanova nahi hai...he belongs to rich family but andar se ek simple sa innocent insaan hai...etc" aur dheere dheere ye fights itne bhad gaye ki one of them used to go out from the house at the end all frustrated...then 3 months back it all got ended in a massive way...(sh shuts her eyes...this time she couldn't able to control her emotions)
Kr slowly goes and puts her hand on sh's shoulder...kr was standing behind sh...kr didn't get any reaction or any movement from sh so she was about to take her hand back but sh turns toward kr n hugs her tightly...both were crying...arman slowly wipes his tears n smiles...all others were confused...they still did not know the complete truth and on top of that sh n kr hugging each other...it was hard to digest for them...
Arman who observed this, puts his hands on sh n kr's head...caresses...
Arman : hey girls stop crying now...they all are waiting for the truth...
Then krisha composes themselves...kr was about to open her mouth to tell what happened 3 months back but sh holds her wrist n shakes her head in negation...
Kr : wipes her tears completely n smiles - sh batana tho padega na? They have all the right to know whatever happened in my life...
Sh : you are not strong enough to tell all that...I will tell them later...you plz dont hurt yourself by remembering all those bitter incidents...plz...you are still not recovered completely...
Kr : smiles - no sh I want them to know right now...agar abhi inhe face nahi ki tho fir kabhi nahi karpaungi main...I want to do this...tum ho na ab to take care of me...
Sh : wipes her tears. - fine...then u just be with me n I will tell them everything...I can't let you suffer once again n moreover I can't see you standing infront of every one helplessly n head down...I will tell them...plz zidd mat karo...you are still weak...
That's it...it was the limit for sw's patience...he couldn't control himself anymore...
Sw : ho kya raha hai ye sab? What happened to kr? Why she is weak?
Rey :(puts his hand on sw...rey too was getting worried by each word of sh but he did not want to interfere between them...he was trying to understand the situation...because he knows sh very well...n if she is so much worried about kr, he thought then definitely there must be a very strong reason behind it...) sh kr plz... aap log hume aur dara rahe ho...plz tell us baat kya hai...we promise will be there for you guys...n trust me will not let any of you get hurt or suffer...plz
Sh : 3 months back jab kr aur mom ke bich roj ki tarah fight horahi thi tho kr lost her temper and
Flashback:
Smriti : tum samajte kyun nahi ho? Wo ladka tumhare lie sahi nahi tha...main kya tumhare dushman hoon jo jaanbuch ke tumhe kissi se door karungi(shouts at crying kr) uske dance uska rich hona uspe girls ka fida hona...no itz not right...he z not right for you...agar usne tumhe future mein apne family ke kehne pe chod dia tho? U belong to a middle class family...sirf talent hai tum mein...aur uske paas talent ke sath sath paisa, naam sab kuch hai...uska tumhe pasand karne se kya faida? Uske parents tumhe nahi apnaaye tho?tu yahan pe aise hi lifelong roti rahegi aur wo apne parents ke sath kush rahega...
Kr : jaise papa ne kie the? Right mom? Basically aapko rey se nahi balki aapke sath jo hua usse problem hai...hai na mom? Aapko lagta hai agar kal rey bhi apne parents ke kehne pe muje chod dia tho...? kahi meri bhi life aapki tarah na ban jaye right mom?
Smriti : (shouts) shut up kriya...just shut up...tum apne papa ke barein mein kuch nahi jante ho...he was not like your rey...
Kr : laughs loudly (though tears were flowing continuously )..after few secs controls n says - huh...thanks mom...aap itna tho mante ho ki rey mera hai...wow...atlast aapne maan hi liya...
Smriti : dont you dare call him yours...y dont you understand kriya? He is not right for you...
Kr : really mom? Kis base pe aap ye keh rahe ho.? Aap rey ko kitna jante ho? Kya pata hai unke barein mein aapko?
Smriti was taken aback by kriyas questions n behavior...she understood that aaj kriya chup nahi rahegi..
Kr: kuch nahi jante aap unke barein mein...kuch bhi nahi...mom I really wonder apko rey se problem hai bhi ya nahi? Ya aap sirf apne insecurities ke waje se muje rey se door kar rahe ho...aahan correction...(looking straight into her moms eyes) muje rey se DOOR KAR DIA...
Smriti : insecurities? Do you think ke jo bhi mere life mein hua, aise mere beti ke life mein na ho ye sochna meri insecurity hai?(shouts)
Kr : (shouts back) haan ...ye aapki insecurity hai...aapko lagta hai rey bhi muje chod dega jaise papa ne aapko choda tha aur muje bhi aapki tarah akele hi life jeena padega...
Sm: kriya dont you dare say anything against your dad...unhone muje nahi balki main unse door hui thi...isme unki koi galti nahi thi...
Kr: right...jaise main rey se door hui...unki bhi koi galti nahi thi isme...
Sm : accha hai...accha hai ki tum abhi se usse door hue...agar bat aage badne ke baad door hue hote tho lifelong meri tarah akele bhatakna padta tumhe bhi...
Kr : tho aap mante ho ki aap apne life me jo hua uske waje se muje rey se alag kia...?
Sm: han...you are right...main nahi chahti mere life mein jo hua wo tumhare sath bhi repeat ho...isilie maine tumhe rey se aur dance se door kia...hamesha ke lie...samje.?
Kr : aur aapko lagta hai ki aapne sahi kia..? Aapke aise karne se main kush rahungi? Main rey ko bhool kar apne life mein aage badjaungi?
Sm: was unable to answer...she knew kr is just like her...she will not be happy without dance and...REY...
kr : nahi mom agar aap aise soch rahe ho tho galat soch rahe ho...main rey ke bina bilkul kush nahi rahungi...ye koi teenage crush ya attraction nahi hai mom...he is part of my life...THe MAJOR PART OF MY LIFE(stretching each word)...aur dance another part of my life...tho socho mom agar aap mujse ye dono hi alag kardengi tho bacha kya mere life mein? Kuch nahi...
Sm was in a dilemma now...whether she is doing right with kriya or its just her insecurity as kriya said...?
When kr did not get any response from her mom, she got frustrated...
Kr : kyun mom? Kyun aap sochte ho ki jo bhi kuch life ne aapke sath kia wahi mere sath bhi hoga? Aapne apne in insecurities ke waje se muje apni identity , meri dance se door rakne ki koshish ki hamesha...aur ab unhi insecurities ke waje se muje mere pyar se bhi alag kia...why mom..? Every mom wants her daughter to possess the talent she has...every mom wants her daughter to achieve the things which she wanted to achieve in her life...aap kyun aise nahi chahte mom? Aap khud ek bahot hi talented dancer thi na? Tho kyun muje dance karne se rokte ho hammesha? Aap bhi bahot kuch achieve karna chahte the na apne dance kI talent se ? Tho muje kyun rokte ho dance field mein kuch achieve karne se? Aap kyun baki moms ki tarah nahi chahte kI jo cheese life mein aap achieve nahi kar paye wo aapkI beti achieve kare? Kyun mom..? Kyun?
Smriti was very hurt to listen such things from kriya...somewhere in the heart she felt kriya is right n she was wrong...
Kr : aur mom rahi baat mere pyar mere rey ki tho... mom agar kisi mom ko unke pyar na mila ho life mein, tho wo kya chahte hai usually? Yahi na ki unki beti bhi apne pyar se unki tarah alag na ho kabhi? Unki tarah apne pyar se door hokar lifelong suffer na kare? Tho aap kyun chahte ho ki main rey se door hojaun jaise aap papa se hue the? Aakhir maine bhi wahi kia na ki unke dil tod kar aagai...hamesha ke lie unse door...jaise aap papa ko hamesha ke lie chod kar aagaye the...
Kr : wipes her tears...mom insab mein papa ya rey ki kya galti thi waise? Muje tho samaj mein nahi araha hai...papa ne aapse khud se bhi jada pyar karte the...aisa nahI tha ki wo cheese teek karne ki koshish nahi kar rahe the...papa was trying to make things normal between u n his parents...wo tho aap the ki haar maan ke, ussi mein unki kushi samaj ke unhe unke parents ke pas chod kar hammesha ke lie unse door hogaye...ye tak nahi socha ki wo aapke bina kaise jeelenge ya ye bhi nahi socha ki insab mein unki kya galti thi ki aap unhe itna bada punishment dekar aagaye? The same way, rey ki bhi koi galti nahi thi...he loved me wholeheartedly...supported me always when the whole college was against me...he changed himself for me...aur badle mein maine kya kiya? I left him hamesha hamesha ke lie...he didn't even know ki unhone aisa kya kiya tha ki maine aise kiya unke sath...basically jo aapne dad ke sath kia, wahi muje rey ke sath karne pe majboor kiya aapne...kyun mom? Feelings sirf aapme ya mujme hi hai...?papa ya rey mein nahi? Pyar kya sirf aap aur maine hi kiye the? Papa ya rey ne nahi? Jab feelings hai , pyar hai aur care karte hai ek dusre ki tho kyun hum door hue hai apne pyar se mom? Insab se kisko kushi mil rahi hai? Aapko? Papa ko? Muje ya rey ko? Koi kush nahi hai mom...koi kush nahi hai...suna aapne...koi kush nahi hai aapke faislo se...(saying this she stormed out of the house taking her cycle...)
Next thing she remembered was when she opened her eyes she was in hospital bed...set of medical equipments making their beep beep sounds in silent room...she didn't know after how many hours or dayd, she gained her consciousness n opened her eyes...or how she reached hospital bed...she didn't have the answers for all these questions...she slowly scanned the room n there she finds her mom standing in a corner n crying...smriti observes kr looking at her...she takes a step towards kr but kr immediately shuts her eyes n turns her face the other side...n due to major head injury, her head starts to pain...all doctors again starts their work ...shouting on sisters to bring medicines n injections fast...the silent room again becomes the operation theatre n dr sends smriti outside the room...
Flashback ends...
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