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...Par main tujhe na pa sakoon.
Tu itna badaa emotional khacchar hai,
Aakhir main karoon bhi to kya karoon?😡😆
Zoe
She lies to herself and the world - the only thing, the only person, the only power who kept her back in India is Asad. Her attachment to Asad stopped her from returning to her beloved Aapi and Jiju. She chose Asad over her foster but bound-in-love family. She is happy, she is glowing and she is slipping into a fairytale - very slowly but very firmly. When she sees his number flash on her phone, the erstwhile abrasive and sarcastic Zoe goes out and an in-love , blushing , bashful coy Zoe walks in. The girl who used to hop around the whole house while talking on phone in a loud voice , now 'excuses' herself from the crowd and finds a corner so that she can hear Asad's voice in peace. And then, Asad breaks her heart by asking her in a cold-cut-restrained voice that when should he pack her off to New York- Zoe's babyheart droops and tears well up in her eyes.The anger of a woman scorned rises and she emotionally vents on Asad - pack and send me now! What are you waiting for? New Year? She walks back to her room, cries, rages and rants as she does physical attyaachaar on her clothes and suitcase - how can Jahaanpanah send me back? What a show off he is! If he could he would drop me personally in New York. Unke dil mein seena nahiin... an awwable flashback of Asad... unke seene mein dil nahiin patthar hai.
Zoe doesn't want to leave Asad. She cannot leave Asad and go back to her Big Apple life. And since the kiddo has no realization that she is truly, deeply and madly in love with Asad, the dense and intense emotions come out in form of unexplained tears, cranky anger, impulsive reactions. Often happens when we are unable to comprehend 'what' we are feeling - even though we know exactly 'how' we are feeling in that moment. Infact, if you see all of Zoe's scenes today , she was in the Asad bubble. From talking to Dilshie-Tamaatar-Salwaar Kameez to being coy and blushing while talking to Asad , to cribbing and ranting over Asad to tearfully taking the tickets from Asad's hands.
We have always said this, haven't we? Gaffur was and is just a roadmap with its share of hurdles , turns and gorges. Zoe's home, her destination and her destiny is Asad. So, if your home asks you to leave and shuts its door , you will feel as if life has abandoned you. That is exactly how Zoe felt at the end of today's episode and how she felt in the precap- life, not Asad ,seems to have abandoned her. Zoe could never stand being rejected by Asad even in initial days. And where she has come today , she cannot live with the thought that Asad can reject or abandon her. She cannot leave her home - even when she feels she is being pushed out of her house, she has a flicker of hope. That she will turn to leave and Asad will say - Mutt jaao, Zoya.
Humzie.
Does Humzie deserve what is happening with her? Is it ethically and emotionally okay that Razia and in a twisted manner , even Ayaan have turned her into a limited edition commodity who has been sold by the latter and bought by the latter for Rs.1 crore? NO. I want Humzie and Ayaan to be together because they are soulmates but like this? Where Ayaan is swallowing her like a bone in his throat and Razia is writing her destiny? Where her pristine and flawless love is being shuttled like a shuttlecock between Razia and Ayaan? NO.
Humeira has been Ayaan's best friend, his confidante, his support , his moral guide. If nothing else, at least that beautiful soul deserves to know that Ayaan and Razia bartered her for 1 crore and Rashid's freedom. That girl deserves at least that much of respect. Today, when you see her cry in tears of happiness that Ayaan has proposed marriage to her , you feel even worse. Such innocence and transparency of heart and soul. Its better if she lives with the truth of Ayaan and Razia instead of a fairytale that doesn't even exist.
Humzie was always a woman of honour, dignity, self respect , pride. She could live with Ayaan's indifference of love and her feelings - she had it in her because her love is selfless and unconditional. She can still deal with Ayaan's refusal and rejection. But to betray a heart of that kind of valour and yet sensitivity, is a sin.
Remember Humzie had haughtily and playfully told Ayaan once - " Jaaiye Ayaan Miyaa. Hum kya paagal hain jo aapse Nikaah karenge? "... I hope she tells the same to Ayaan again.
The day Ayaan marries Humzie should be the day when he truly loves her and realizes that just why he used to call her 'Humeira Begum' all the time,
For the rest of the episode:
1. I don't think Razia is wrong in arm twisting Ayaan ( strictly the deal and not the layer of buying Ayaan for Humzie). Razia kept her honesty in her villainy and gave him the money he wanted. Business is business. If you make a deal, you keep it. If you don't, action will follow.
2. Shireen raised a valid point today when Badi Bi wanted to question Razia.Don't play behind so many masks that you come to a point that you get caught in your own game. Razia is an ace but you are not.
3. The way Ayaan aggressively proposed or rather declared his Nikaah to Humzie was frustration unlimited. I hope Humzie reads it and tells both Razia and Ayaan to get lost.
4. Asad's face lit up like a night lamp as a smile spread on his face when he heard from Dilshie that Zoe doesn't want to leave. It was like life returned to his face. Rest assured, this man will always find tickets to New York very disturbing all his life.
5. If Tanveer makes Kheer one more time, i will put her in the garnishing instead of almonds and cardamom. Abbe! Koi kitni kheer khaa sakta hai ek din mein?
Precap: Abb agar Asad keh de- Mutt jaao, Zoya, toh apni Zoe kaise jaa sakti hai? She is tied to him. He just has to pull the thread a little and she will explode into him. 😉
P.S- Oh, how i loved Razia's expression when Gaffur looked in her direction during the Ayaan-Humzie Nikah show. She was like - "Baby, am perfection. Deal with it!"😎😆
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