Rk and Madhubala ki mohabbat '. A silent saga '. A quiet endeavor.
Mohabbat kay kitnay roop hai, pyar kay kitnay andaaz. Yeh tu hum sab nay million times dekha hai, lekin pyar ki yeh ada, wah ' wah ' wah '.
I know I know guys, a million of you would say, o my God, that male chauvinist pig, that arrogant man, how can one ever support him. I used to feel the same. I had the same feelings for him till a few days ago. But today, he changed all of it. Today he redefined himself. Today I felt his whole body shouting the following '.
Kya kahoon tum meri kya ho
Kya kahoon tum say kya nata hai mera
Bas itna janta hoon
Tum bin main adhoora hoon
Tum bin main tanha hoon
He lifted her in his arms because he knew she couldn't walk. He knew she was weak in her knees because of his nearness. Because of his uncalled for passion. He saw he tears, he saw her pain, he saw her agony and I bet he wanted to kill himself for what pain he had caused her. He looked at her with trembling eyes; he touched her with a trembling heart, and took her to a quiet corner. Why? He wanted to feel her and make her feel him. I know I know, he doesn't deserve it, and what not, but what he said took my heart away: "kaha na mein nay tumhain rang laganay aaya hoon .. sab say pehlay; kuin kay tum rang laganay ka haq mera na hotay huyay bhi sirf mera hai." Lovely '.. though I was still not convinced whether he should put color on her or not but then he filled his hand with color and said, "kuin rang lagana chahta hoon ' I don't know' all I know is, this is only my right '" lovely '. Lovely ' according to me he accepted his defeat right there and then. He accepted his love for her right there and then. All what is left is a statement "I LOVE YOU" otherwise all is said and done.
And then the highlight of it all, he lifted his hand to apply color on her but he did not. He waited, waited for her consent, waited for her approval, waited for a little something from her which could assure him that she still belongs to him. And that's exactly what happened. She closed her eyes and submitted herself to him. And that's when he put color on her forehead and her cheeks, all the time have her tremble and shake under his passionate touch. He could feel her love, he could feel her submission but above that what I felt today was, he could feel his own love, his own submission. Today he was not RK, today he was just a man madly and deeply in love with a woman. The only problem is, his ego doesn't let him accept it.
Uff the way he touched her and the way she trembled at his touch, mind-blowing. DD and V .. Hats offf to you guys for giving tears to my eyes ' lovely '. And then he said those words; words which could melt any woman like wax and burn any woman into ashes, "is tarah tumhain rung laganay ka haq sirf mera hai '.. aur meray chootay hi yun kampnay ka haq sirf tumhara ' Holy mubarak ho ' Biwi ''.." ufff, what can I say '. when a man possess a woman like that with love and passion, its like a dream come true ... RK was mind-blowing '..
And it didn't stop here. He asked her, very subtly, yet very passionately, "mujhay holi wish nahi karo gi '." As if he knew, if he wouldn't say say it she will be reluctant to do so. He held her hand and guided her to the colors, and all he wanted was one touch of her fingers on his face with lots of color. He left her hand when he reached the colors, not pushing her at all, but by then she was alll willing, she was alll ready ' she wanted to do it, she wanted to apply holi rung on his face. That little smile which gently touched her face was heavenly and as if mesmerized by RK's such gentle and loving avatar she picked up some color '. But as fate would have it, she saw the people who were after Sultan and Aryan and ran away to save him. And in the meanwhile, she hurt the one man who is trying sooo hard to accept his love for her. He sees her applying color on Sultan and this broke his heart. A hurt I am sure he won't let go so easily.
I loved today's epi and above all I loved RK and his love today. he was sooo sure of his feelings today ... he knew she belonged to him and he also knew he belonged to her; that came a as a breath of fresh air. I know he is mean and arrogant and rude, but he is in love. And let's think, jis ki ego itni strong hai, woh jab pyar ka izhaar karay ga tu us ka pyar kitni shiddat ka ho ga '.. ufff I am dying to see when RK will Accept his love for Madhu ' that's where his true passion will begin '..
Its been after a long time that I am posting friends, but today I couldn't resist. Please do reply with your opinions.
Love,
Kashish
Tum Se Tum Tak
Sampoorna
Jhanak
Shiv Shakti
