#2 Forever Yours-A Swaron FF chp 21 pg 65 28th may'14 - Page 33

"Come on guys! Last time, take it from the first!" Sharon said, as she did the steps with her students. Her students had been practicing for this competition that was going to be held soon. They had been doing a wonderful job, never letting Sharon down. After the routine ended, Sharon asked everyone to leave. "Okay, class. You can leave now. See you on Saturday. Till then, keep practicing kay?" Sharon said, as her students left. After they left, she was packing up. While she was packing up, she played her favourite songs. She was playing "Be-Intehaan" her new favorite song. She was in love with that song and never used to get bored of it how many ever times she listened to it. She was releasing her hair from the bun she had made when she heard someone coming into the room. She turned to look and saw Swayam. She was surprised because Swayam never came here after their breakup. But her surprised look went off as soon as she saw Preetha behind him. She had a small smile on her face before that. "What are you doing here?" Sharon asked. "Well, I just wanted to see you and asked Swayam to drop me." Preetha said,smiling at Swayam.Swayam smiled back at her. "I don't understand why you have come now. I was leaving." Sharon said,making an attempt to leave. But Preetha stopped her. "Do you know that Swayam is an amazing dancer?" Preetha asked. Sharon was going to say NO but before she could, Swayam answered the question himself."Ofcourse she does. Inface we danced together for this competition in school." Swayam said. Sharon glared at him. Swayam shrugged. "What? I am telling the truth." Swayam said. "OMG! That's awesome. Why don't you dance and show me?" Preetha said. "No, that's not such a good idea, preetha." Sharon said. "I don't know. You have to show me." Preetha said. "Yea, we'll show you." Swayam said. "Swayam?" Sharon said. "Yes, Sharon?" Swayam said. "Are you like kidding me? Is this a joke?" Sharon asked. "No I'm actually talking about dancing with you." Swayam said. "No Your not. We are not dancing." Sharon said. "Yes,we are."Swayam said. Just then Preetha's phone rang. She went out of the room to speak. "So now what? You don't want to dance with me?" Swayam asked. "Dancing before was different. We were together. But now we're not. It'll be weird." Sharon said. "SO?" Swayam asked. "What do you mean so??" Sharon asked. "Hey, guys. I'm so sorry. I wish I could see your dance but I have to go somewhere urgently." Preetha said, coming in. "Oh okay. Do you want me to drop you?" Swayam asked. "No thanks. My friend's coming to pick me up. But I'll definitely want to see you dancing some other day." Preetha said. "Sure." Swayam said. Preetha left. "Now that Preetha 's left there's no need of dancing." Sharon said. They were standing near the music player. Swayam played the song from the beginning and didn't let Sharon go. "I'm not leaving you until we're done.." Swayam said.

He pulled her by the waist closer to him.

Suno Na, Kahe Kya Suno Na,

Dil mera Suno na, Sun lo zara

Teri Bahon mein mujhe rehna hai raat bar,

Teri Bahon mein hogi subah..

When he pulled her to him, Sharon was lost. She was reminded of the past, all the memories of them. But she didn't want to let go of him at the moment. She wanted to be with him, to cherish this moment.

Be-Intehaan,Be-Intehaan,

Yoon Pyar kar, Be-Intehaan,

Dekha karoon, saari umar,

Tere Nishaan, Be-Intehaan'

Koi kasar na rahe, meri khabar na rahe,

Choo le mujhe is kadar, be-intehaan

Swayam was thinking about the same thing. He loved Sharon as much as he did before even though he didn't show it. He held her close to him as much as he could and wanted to hold her like this. He always wanted to be there to protect her, to take away all her pain. He took her hand, and kissed it.

Jab Saanson mei teri, saansein guli toh,

Phir sulagne lagi,

Ehsaas mere, Mujhse kehne lage,

Haan Bahon mei teri, aake jahaan do,

Yoon simatne lagi,

Sailab jaise koi behne lage,

Khoya hoon mai, Aagosh mein,

Tu bhi kahan ab hosh mein

Makhmali raat ki, hona subah,

Be-Intehaan, Be-Intehaan

Yoon Pyaar kar Be Intehaan

Both of their breaths were anxious, nervous, as if they were meeting for the first time. They felt like their feelings were burning them'those emotions of love, firing up and not allowing them to escape. When they were in each others arms, it was as if two different worlds had collided into one. One world where only the two of them existed. They were lost into each other, not in their consciousness. They secretly wished for this night, this velvety night in which they were two pearls to never end. They wanted the other person to love them without any limits.

Gustakiyaan Kuch tum karo,

Kuch Ham kare, is tarah..

Sharmake do, saayein hai jo,

Muh pher lein humse yahan

Swayam twirled her around, and then pulled her by the waist from behind that her back hit his chest. He ran his fingers down her arm, sending shivers down her spine. Everything around them could see that they were so much in love, even their own shadows. Their shadows turned their faces away unable to face their intensity.

Haan choo toh liya hai ye jism tu ne,

Rooh bhi choom le,

Alfaaz bheege bheege kyun hain mere

Haan yoon choor hoke, majboor hoke,

Qatra Qatra kahe,

Ehsaas bheege bheege kyun hai mere'

They were not really dancing. They were in a different world. Where they were happy, and not caring about the others. Swayam knew that he couldn't live without her, she had touched his soul and she was part of him. Whenever he saw her in pain, every element of his pained and his feelings were always drenched.

After some time the song ended, still they didn't come to earth. They were in an embrace, lost in each other and not wanting to let go. But suddenly realization dawned on them and they let go. Sharon was blushing but she was blushing in embarrassment. "Sharon.." Swayam called out softly, making Sharon look at him. "What happened now was wrong'You said you don't love me. What happened now was wrong'" Sharon said. "Sharon, it was'" Swayam started but Sharon didn't let him finish. "I have to leave..right now." Sharon said. "But Shar...Okay do you want me to drop you?" Swayam asked. "No thanks. I have my own car." Sharon said, taking the CD out of her player and running out, leaving Swayam standing there.

"Omg! Did I really do something wrong? Sharon never runs away like this'. Atleast till now." Swayam said to himself. "She didn't even let me talk to her." Swayam said, and then left.

Sharon was still in a daze. She wasn't able to digest what just happened. No one would have such intimate moments if they didn't love each other. Either Swayam was lying that he doesn't love me, or it was all just a dream. Sharrr!! You are stupid. Swayam made it clear that he didn't love you right? Then why keep thinking about him???

Sharon went home and flopped onto the bed after changing into her pj's. She tried so hard to not think about what had happened earlier that day. She switched on her laptop and then took her Vanilla Latte which she had bought from Starbucks on the way. She went into her room again and started doing her work on her laptop when she saw an IM. She opened it to see Swayam's message. She replied as she didn't want to be too rude to him.

Swayam: Hi..

Sharon: Hey..

Swayam: Kya kar rahi ho?

Sharon: Bahot dinon ke baad hindi mei baat kar rahe ho. Office ka kaam. Tum?

Swayam: Hamesha office ka kaam!! Thoda rest bhi liya karo!

Sharon: Tumhe kya? Bahot saara kaam hai. Mai rest kar loongi. Tumhe fikar karne ki koi zaroorat nahi hai.

Swayam: Accha baba. Aise hi bola tha.

Sharon: '

Swayam: Shaadi ki date fix ho gayi hai.

Sharon's heart sank.

Sharon: Congrats. Kab hai?

Swayam: Bahot time hai. Agle saal hi hai.

Sharon: Tum kush ho na is shaadi se?

Swayam: ''..Haan bahot khush hoon. Kyun?

Sharon: Aise hi pooch rahi thi.

Swayam: Teekhai.

Sharon: Tum mere bare mei bilkul bhi nahi sochte na?

"If a flower bloomed everytime I think about you, the whole universe would be filled with flowers. There's not a moment when I don't think about you." Swayam thought to himself and wanted to reply but instead he wrote:

Swayam: Obv nahi sochta hoon.

Sharon: Tumne kabhi mujhse pyar nahi kiya?

Swayam: Kabhi nahi.

Sharon: Toh 11 saal mere saath the hi kyun?

Swayam: Everyone wants to be in a relationship na, that's why. Tum purani baton ko kyun yaad kar rahi ho?

Sharon: Kyunki mujhe abhi bhi yakeen nahi ho raha hai, abhi bhi I can hear you say those words- 'We have to break up Sharon..' Mai kaise bhul jaaon? Itni saari memories...

Swayam: Dekho. Pata hai, maine tumhe hurt kiya tha par ab mai kisiko hurt nahi karoonga kyunki mujhe apni life partner mil gayi hai..

Sharon: Mai jaanti hoon ki tum kisi ko hurt nahi karoge, Jaise mujhe hurt kiya tha'

Swayam: Sharon'

Sharon: Do saal pehle. Bina actual reason bataye,ab toh bol do.

Swayam: Mujhe na koi purani baat nahi karni..

Sharon: Kabhi nahi bologe na? Okay, have fun. Enjoy your life. TC.

Swayam: Ek toh mai baat karne ki koshish kar raha hoon aur tu attitude dikha rahi hai..

Sharon: Mai attitude dikha rahi hoon? Mai?? Tujhe paagal khane mei hona chahiye tha..Swayam, agar tumhe lagta ki ye attitude hai, toh attitude hi sahi. People badal jaate hain..

But tumne jo abhi kaha, I cnt believe.

Maine toh sirf reason poocha tha. You know what your doing? It's like hurting a person so badly and then going and saying hello how are you?

Swayam: Sach mein, tum bahot badal gayi ho Sharon.

Sharon: Nahi Swayam. I haven't changed. Tumne mujhe teek se dekhna aur samajna chod diya. Mai wahi old Sharon hoon, jise sab log bubbly aur talkative kehte hain'

Swayam:'

Sharon: This is pointless. Bye. Your happy getting married na. That's what I want.

Swayam: Ruko Sharon'Don't go offline.

But to his disappointment he read,

Sharon is offline.

It had already become late.Swayam took his phone and tried calling her. But she didn't answer. He texted her. Lots of messages.Finally Sharon replied, but asking him not to disturb her.

Please stop texting. 'Sharon.

Swayam didn't know why but he didn't throw his phone down or react. He knew Sharon would say this. So he just left it and went to sleep..

Next day, Sharon went to Kria's house. Rey was not in town and he wasn't going to be returning for another week. So she got the list for groceries from Kria. On the way her car had a flat tyre. She got very irritated but she looked out of the window and smiled on seeing a service station over there. She gave the car to them, telling she wants it the next day. And began walking to the store. Wow, Kria had a long list of things to be brought. She called Kria and asked if she wanted some particular brand. After getting all the items, she walked back carrying two huge bags with things in it. A car stopped near her. For a second she was startled, but then she saw that it was Swayam when he rolled down the window.

"Hey why are you walking? What happened to your car?" Swayam asked. "Flat tyre." Sharon said. "I'll drop you.Sit." Swayam said. "No thanks. I'll walk." Sharon said. "Sharon, I wasn't asking you if you wanted to sit. I was telling you to sit in the car." Swayam said. "Well, I don't want to. What is your problem?" Sharon asked. "Well you not talking to me is." Swayam said. "I don't want to talk to you." Sharon said. "Fine. Don't. But sit in the car." Swayam said. "I don't want to." Sharon said. "Sharon. SIT.In.The.Car." Swayam said. Sharon had to sit. It was a silent ride. Very. Neither of them spoke a word to each other. Swayam stopped the car in front of Kria's house. "Do you want me to carry the bags for you?" Swayam asked. "No thanks. I'll do it myself. And thanks for the ride." Sharon said, and walked off. Swayam watched her walk away into the house. "Sharon'no goodbye. No see you soon. Nothing. You've changed so much Sharon. So much. Maybe not for others. But for me you have." Swayam said to himself, as he drove away.

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