My Personal Thoughts on 30th March episode

Hello Buddies.
How are you all?
I hope you all fine fine...

The weekend that just finished(30th March and 31st March),made us cry,laugh and emotional,a lot.

It is just my personal thoughts for the 30th March episode.

Aap log kya sochoge mere baare yeh post parhne ke baad,i dont know,but,i felt,i need to let out my pain.

When I saw the opening scene of the 30th March episode,it made me cry,made my heart bleed a thousand times.Roshni ko jab dekha jab usko chaku se var kiya jaraha thha,wahi scene maine sapne mein bhi dekha.I was so scared and started crying in my sleep.I felt like as if someone was being snatched away from me,and,i couldnt save her.
The whole day,my mood was off and that particular scene kept replaying in my brain,continuously.
Arjun's pain is much more.He lost his wife.I could understand his pain.
Uss din ke episode ke aakhir mein Arjun ke shabdo ne zor se mujhe hilake rakh diya.
It was so true and pure.
I felt like going to him and hug him tightly and protect him from all the mean things of this world.

When Roshni died,i felt like I have lost someone who was really close to my heart.
I cried...
But,nothing could soothe my pain...

I will pray to Allah,so that,mujhe future mein Arjun Suryakant Rawte jaisa ek humsafar mile,jo mujhe pyaar karega,mujhe samjhega,etc etc...

Sorry,if I have bored you all with my post.
It was that,I was feeling very low and bad,that is why,I shared my pain with all of you.