1#Arshi FF:NEVER WISHED YOU TO BE MINE...parts 1-8 - Page 35

i loved it sooo veryyy much...aarushi n aarav r sooo adorabl...jst lyk our arnav n anjali...plzzz continue soon n plzzz pm me d next tym u update...

Originally posted by: vajram

😆😆😆res

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hey hi

sorry for being pretty late

hope u understand me

thanks for the pm darling

loved the update

it is cho chweet to read abt Aarav and Arushi

it have given me a pleasent atmosphere

as i am on forums after a long gap

thanks for a beautiful update

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i loved aarav & arushi soo much

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they are really very cute

i am not just talking abt their outer beauty

i am talking abt their bond & relation with each other

i loved their cat-fights

wow

arushi- aarav just share a bond as their dad & bua shares

sooo it means

aarav resembles his father

arushi resembles her___________{ mother / bua (plz ans this que yar)}

l loved these things very much that

***he was very much possessive when it comes to Arushi and his mother

***he can never see tears in his mother's eyes or Arushi's eyes

***he instantly caught his ears'tilted his head a bit'.and said SORRY DI

***she hugged him tight'.and said'.it's okay chottey'.I am no more angry on you

these things are very simple but these things contains a lots of emotion hidden in it

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she was Sheetal

the sole owner of Sheetal group of companies

what is this yar??

i am really confused now !

enti nenu guess chesindi correct annav kada

malli total phase shift chesav enti na guess ni story

i want to ask you some thing that

when u r writing the above sentences

did any one have asked ur name😆😆

i think this is the reason of that name🤣🤣🤣🤣

it should be khushi

for 100000000000000%

bcz none of the qualities is there for that girl you have mentioned

(she is just opposite to our sheethal)

i think there must any specific reasons to change her name

lets see what will be the secret behind it !

&

now whom did she see in the TV??

i am very much confused to guess

who is it?

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u r superb duperly awesome yar

you use a simple lines

to write a story but

that simple lines gives us a fantastic emotion & joy

to read the update further

i love you darling

i have got fantastic darling writers as my frndz

i am very happy & proud of my self

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plz yar pretty fast

update soon

eagerly waiting for the story

to cont...

for my VAJRAM baby too...lol
will unveil slowly...😉
i got my pc repaired...yahooo😃

Originally posted by: anamika90

for my VAJRAM baby too...lol
will unveil slowly...😉
i got my pc repaired...yahooo😃

Originally posted by: Shimmer_Vani

<font color="#ff99ff">Aww just read everything now <3</font>

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<font color="#ff99ff">Beautiful fic :D</font>

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<font color="#ff99ff">So wanna see ArHi in the same frame soon :D</font>

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<font color="#ff99ff">Aarav and Arushi are adorable <3</font>

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<font color="#ff99ff">Thanks for PMing me the link Ana :D</font>

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<font color="#ff99ff">Vani</font>

AWWWEEE...
...MY BLABBERINA WAS HERE 😃

Originally posted by: vajram

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ya...
baby you can..😆

Originally posted by: anamika90

ya...
baby you can..😆

NEVER WISHED YOU TO BE MINE….

Writer's note:

First let me thank all of you…all wonderful people over there for liking this FF of mine…and giving your precious word of appreciation to me…they are very much needed…as it's my first FF and I am writing something for the first time…it is much needed…

Ok moving towards the update:

1. Guys don't bash me with tomatoes and slippers….

2. Warning: keep your tissue papers ready…as you need them…

3. And the song I used her is from Anjaana Anjaani movie….so the credit goes there…

Ya….if you want to pain…and those beautiful lyrics…..and heart touching music….then here is the song…..listen to it…and ya…this video is not owned to me….thanks to the up loader…

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZnzksjbeK0[/YOUTUBE]

Important announcement:

This part I want to dedicate to my buddies….bestie ones…..

Sugar di….it's for you as it's your birthday gift from my side…I know you love Ranbir and Priyanka…so what's better than giving a song of their movie…and yaa…this song suits the situation at its best…

Saran…now you got na what's the twist…I tried to mix their emotions…I know I am not that good….but still I tried…hope you like it…

Kuts..vajram..shivi..aayu..Love you guys…

Part4:

Skandia hotel: (don't know guys if it is actually present somewhere…….just gave a random name….)

One of the luxurious and magnificent hotels in Delhi….meant for only high profile people….today was a very big event organized in the hotel….

Every personnel of hotel rushing….yes…they have to…because this party was high profile party….everything should be perfect….Almost all the tycoons….politicians…celebrities….riches…royals were attending this party…

The AR designs again declared as the no.1 fashion house in India….and Mr. ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA was the BUSINESS MAN OF THE YEAR..And this was his success party…

Media people just want the coverage of this event to telecast on their respective channels….

Here he comes…

Descending down the stairways…in his charming way…there he comes Mr. ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA…spot light was on him…he was accompanied by his beautiful wife….Mrs. Pia Singh Raizada…they married three years back..

Introduction:

Before marriage he was the most Eligible Bachelor of India…the reason was simple he was son of Raizadas …..They were a very well known people…their business was no.1 and Arnav joined his father's business when he was just 18…

Yes his companies were successful…but as soon as Arnav joined his father's business it started to flourish in all better ways all across the world…

Not all that Raizadas were Royals too… they belong to royal family of warriors and they lived in Sheesh Mahal…

Sheesh Mahal is a beautiful palace that hold a great importance in history…it was huge and beautiful…a big garden in front of the entrance used to add beauty to it…and a water fountain in the center of that garden adorned the beautiful picturesque..

Pia was beautiful and intelligent…she was his childhood friend…she always loved him and wished to marry him from her childhood…she was spoiled brat and whatever she wished for was given to her…

Jhas and Raizadas were neighbours and friends too…Amar Singh Raizada and Shekhar Jha were friends and Anjali got married to Shyam Jha …son of shekhar jha and brother of pia jha…

Arnav didn't ever wish to marry pia but pia was adamant…she wanted to marry him…he never considered her more than his friend but because of Anjali…his Di…for her sake and due to family pressure he married her….

p.s: hmphh….enough of his past relevation…moving towards the story…😡

All were enjoying the party…but Arnav did never liked this celebrations…of course he was surrounded by people who belonged to him…who were happy for him and his success…but he never rejoiced these moments…he doesn't have her with him…he wanted to share his life with her…every happiness and every success with only her…but it is impossible…he thought while he was standing on the bar counter …gulping down his wine…

The party was on full swing but he was only present physically…his mind was somewhere else…when he felt someone's hand on his shoulder…he turned to find his wife…

She came to him to say something…when media people saw them and asked if they can have a picture of them…so that they can print it on page3…

She entwined her arm with his arm and tilted her head over his shoulder to pose…the photographer took the photo and left the place…he cannot do anything except to fake a smile…

He cannot take anything more now…he felt his heart stabbed because everyone is happy when he was so sad and upset…he was heartbroken…

He again moved towards bar counter and gulped down many drinks which made him unsteady…he was fully under the effect of alcohol…he moved out of the party with a bottle of wine in his hands…

He walked along the empty streets of Delhi…his eyes all red…walking all drunk…eyes filled with tears…heart filled with sorrows…he again tried to gulp some wine…only to find the bottle empty…

He got furious and threw the bottle rashly…bottle shattered in many pieces…just like his life…

YES…HIS LIFE…IT WAS LIKE BROKEN AND SHATTERED GLASS PIECES….WHICH CAN NEVER BE BOND TOGETHER….HE WAS BROKEN…HIS SOUL WAS TORN APART….

HE WAS LEADING HIS LIFE JUST LIKE A GLASS PIECE…WHICH MIGHT SEEM TO BE SHINING…GLITTERY…AND HARMFUL…YES HE BECAME HEART LESS AFTER THE LOSS INCURRED TO HIM…

THAT JOVIAL AND ADVENTUROUS MAN DIED LONG AGO…WHEN HE WAS RIPPED APART FROM HIS SOUL MATE….HIS AND ONLY HIS KHUSHI…

He shouted "KHUSHI"at the top his voice…and feel on his knees….

Same time in London:

After seeing him again she felt a rush of happiness in her heart. She always admires him the way he is…

THE WAY HE LOOKS…

HIS EYES….

VERY MUCH INTENSE….YET VERY SOFT…

HIS GAZE…

CAN MAKE YOU DIE…YET CAN MAKE YOU RELIVE…

HIS VOICE…

WHICH HOLDS POSSESSIVENESS….YET MAKE YOU FEEL FREE….

HIS EMBRACE….

VERY MUCH TIGHT….AS IF HE IS SAVING YOU FROM EVIL OF WORLD….YET YOU FEEL FLYING IN YOUR SKY OF DREAMS…

HIS HOLD…

MAKES YOU FEEL AS YOU BELONG TO HIM…

HIS SMIRK…

YOU CAN DROOL OVER IT…(LOL….SORRY ITS ME…MOVING TOWARDS THE UPDATE…HEHEHE…😛)

MAKE YOU FEEL SHY….AND LOST…

HIS TOUCH….

CAN GIVE YOU THE ETERNAL AND ULTIMATE FEELING OF BEING ALIVE…

YES IT WAS HIM…ITS HER ARNAV….

She loved him a lot then and also now and it will last forever…

She was possessive about him but she never showed it…for her he was her life…but now he doesn't belong to her…

She moved towards her room…and made her way towards her balcony…and felt the softness of those red roses bloomed in her terrace garden…

She saw them and her eyes welled up…she couldn't control more and she started to cry her heart out…

As she was crying these were the lines playing in the background….explaining the way she is feeling now….

Naina lagiyan baarishan
Te sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye

My eyes got raining,
and even the dry dreams got wet (in tears),

HER EYES WERE CONTINOUSLY CRYING…..SHE SAT ON HER KNEES….SOBBING HARD….COVERED MOUTH WITH HER HANDS….
Naina lagiyan baarishan
Rove palkan de kone vich neend meri

My eyes got raining,
my sleep cries in the corners of eyelids,

SHE MISSES HIM A LOT…EVERYDAY SHE CRIES…EVERY NIGHT SHE CRIED FOR HIM TILL DATE…EVEN AFTER BEING IN FAST ASLEEP…SHE CRIES IN HER DREAMS…
Naina lagiyan baarishan
Hanju digde ne chot lage dil te

My eyes got raining,
Tears fall and heart gets hurt

HER HEART FILLED WITH WHIRL WINDS OF EMOTIONS….

Naina lagiyan baarishan
Rut birha de badlan di chhaa gayi

My eyes got raining,
(and) It's weather of separation's clouds,

BUT ALWAYS FAILED TO REMOVE THIS GLOOMY CLOUDS WANDERING AROUND…SPREADING NOTHING BUT SORROWS AND GRIEFS….

Delhi:

These lines were playing in the background….Arnav was feeling this way….

He was unable to control himself…he doesn't know where to go…

He was walking alone in the dark streets of the city…

Kaali kaali khaali raaton se Hone lagi, hai dosti
Khoya khoya inn raahon mein Ab mera, kuch bhi nahi

With black, black, blank nights, I'm getting friends,
Lost in these ways, I have nothing my own,

HIS LIFE….FULL OF DARKNESS…HOLLOW….VOID…WITHOUT HER….

HE IS LOST HIS WAYS….UNAWARE OF HIS PATH…UNAWARE OF HIS DESTINY…

He sat on the bench along the street and hide his face with his palms…try to forget…

Har pal har lamha, Main kaise sehta toon
Har pal har lamha, Main khud se, yeh kehta rehta hoon

Every moment, how I bear,
Every moment, to myself, I keep saying,

EVERY MOMENT HE BREATHE…FEELS LIKE SUFFOCATION….HER MEMORIES ALWAYS OCCUPY HIS THOUGHTS…

I AM ALWAYS TRYING TO FORGET YOU…

Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh

I have forgotten you,
I've forgotten you,
I've forgotten u,

I MAKE UP MY MIND TO FORGET YOU…BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE….ITS IMPOSSIBLE…I CANNOT FORGET YOU AS LONG AS I AM ALIVE…

His eyes again filled when he saw her…as he closed his eyes…

Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya

Then why did your memories
make me cry,
make me cry..

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Her:

All memories flashed in front of her…she spent with him…she cursed the fact…why they are apart…

Teri yaadon mein likhe jo lafz dete hain sunayi
Beete lamhe poochte hai kyun hue aise judaa Khuda,

The words written in your memories do I hear,
Passed moments ask why (we) got separated like that, God,

I ALWAYS HALLUCINATE YOUR PRESENCE…YOUR VOICE ALWAYS ECHOES IN MY EARS…

EVERY MOMENT I SPEND WITH YOU…THOSE MOMENTS ALWAYS ASK ME…WHY WE ARE APART…

She stared at the sky with her teary eyes….and she questioned to the almighty…

khuda mila jo yeh faasla hai
Khuda tera hi yeh faisla hai
Khuda hona tha woh ho gaya
Jo tune tha likha

God, this distance (I've) got
God, it's your decision only,
God, it has happened,
that you had written..

SHE BLAMES THE ALMIGHTY…FOR THE DISTANCE THAT'S IN BETWEEN THEM…

ITS YOUR DECISION…TO MAKE US APART…EVERYTHING HAPPENED…AS YOU DESTINED FOR US…

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Him:

He was thinking…how they meet…and how they parted….

Do pal tujhse juda tha
Aise phir rasta muda tha

For two moments I was attached to you,
Then the path was turned such

THEY BECAME ONE FOR SOME TIME…BUT NOW THEY ARE FAR APART…

He remembered everything…how he lost her…who belonged to him…

Tujhse main khone laga
Juda jaise hone laga
Mujhse kuch mera

(that) I started getting lost from you
Like getting away
was something mine from me..

I LOST EVERYTHING…THE MOMENT I LOST YOU…MY SOLACE SNATCHED AWAY FROM ME…

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Her:

Still staring the sky…she questioned…

Tu hi mere liye ab kar dua
Tu hi iss dard se kar de juda

You only pray for me now,
You only part me from this pain now,

HER DAYS AND NIGHTS SPENT ALWAYS WISHING HIM…TO BE WITH HIM…

LET US MEET….OR KILL ME…AS I AM NOT ABLE TO TAKE THIS PAIN OF BEING ALONE…

She uttered….I am yours…still I am not…

Tera hoke tera jo main na raha
Main yeh khud se kehta hoon

Being yours, when I did not remain yours,
I say this to myself,

I AM YOURS…AND ALWAYS WILL BE….BUT I AM NOT WITH YOU NOW…

I SAY TO MYSELF…THAT I CAN FORGET YOU….BUT I CANT…

I try to forget you always…

Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh

I have forgotten you,
I've forgotten you,
I've forgotten u,

Then why your memories…occupy my mind…

Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya

Then why did your memories
make me cry,
make me cry..

She cried the whole night and dozed off in the balcony itself…

Note:

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My thought:

You know why love is beautiful relation….because it is bound unconditionally…

Love Anamika…

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