Heyya guys.. I'm kinda in a grumpy mood.. and Work sucks.. heheh.. kinda penned down these lines.. 😊 Hope you guys like it.. As this is my first ever OS.. 😊 It's a bit depressing.. so let me apologise first.. 😆 But please do let me know what you'll think about it.. 😃
They say... You don't know what you've
got till it's gone... Rishabh Kundra hated himself. He hated himself for being
the egoistic bas***d he was. He hated himself for being blinded by his ego. He
hated himself for not trusting her. He hated himself for making her life a
living hell. All those times when she
had saved him, all those times she had risked her own life to save his, played
right in front of his eyes like a movie..
Memories of Madhu tumbled inside his
head, the way that they used to be, the things that they said... He felt the
guilt eating him up.. The way she used to hold him, the way she looked up to
him.. he had destroyed everything which she had... which they had..
"The moon and the stars don't mean anything
to me if I don't have you in my life RK..." He recalled her words, as she said
bright eyed.. How she had told him that
she won't hesitate to cross any limits as she trusted him. He had heard of selfless people, people who
would go up to any extent to make others happy, but he had never really thought
such people existed until he got to know the real Madhubala Rishabh Kundra.. She was his miracle..
Madhubala was willing to leave
everything behind for him.. Wealth, friends and family, her everything, "Material things mean nothing to me... Ma,
Malik and Didu mean a lot to me.. But you, you mean everything to me'" she had
said, He couldn't get the ringing of the words out of his ears.
He knew the only way to get revenge
from her was to make her fall for him... make her fall real hard for him... Love is a woman's biggest weakness, But what
he didn't know was that Love, was actually a man's biggest weakness as well..
But he couldn't love her, after the
humiliation she put him through, how could he forget the four slaps, "Four
pheras, for four slaps..." he thought to himself, disgusted... She deserved more...
she deserved to be loved, she deserved to be given all the happiness in the
world, she deserved better.. someone so much better than him'
He hated himself for not being able to
give Madhu what she deserved.. for being a dutiful wife, for being a dutiful
daughter' to her parents, and to Ma as well..
"Are... You' all right, R...K..??? Are
you hurt...?" She whispered as her eyes
slowly started to close, He slowly tried
to shush her, Saying, "I'm all right Madhu... I'm all right...Why Madhu'? Why
did you do it..? Why did you save me..?"
He couldn't help but cry as Madhu was lying
lifeless in his arms.. He felt his whole world crashing down as her pulse
started to get weak... "Get the damn car... NOW.!!! Don't you get what NOW
means dammit..!"
Rishabh Kundra hated himself... For
doubting Madhu... The only person who had faith in him.. He hated himself for
not trusting her.. He hated himself for taunting her about the new man in her
life.. If only... If only he had known that the new man in Madhu's life was a
six year old kid.. But now it was too late...
It had been an entire month since
Madhu had left him forever.. But somehow the pain felt good..." The pain I feel
now is nothing compared to what I put Madhu through..." He thought to himself...
"Madhu.. I know I have wronged you in
many ways.. I've hurt you in a worst way imaginable.. But that night.. at the party..
when we were drunk... I meant every single word I said... I do... I do have a heart... A heart that only
beats for you.. Please forgive me Madhu...
I Love You..!!"
"It's true
what they say... You don't know what you've got till it's gone... I let my ego
get the best of me... lost the love of my life... Lost myself... You can
forgive one's faults... but not one's sins..."
Promises made are promises broken,
Promises made always
cause pain'
Promises made are
promises broken,
Promises made, promises
broken'
Tangled in dreams, Ooo
in lonely hours,
Of silent screams,
And in the heart of
darkness,
I break down,
I feel the spirit of
you,
All around..
- Promises Made (By Tiffany)
Okaaayyy... so.. there goes my FIRST OS people.. :D please feel free to share your views.. Aaand pleaaase hit the LIKE button.. :D
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