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            link to the previous chapter CHAPTER 19   virat : what am i supposed to say then...??? that u sacrificed the life of my baby because u cared for him... manvi : virat it was our baby... virat : our baby...?? but u took all the charge and didnt even tell me... i know whatever u heard that night, made u think that i am a jerk... but for god sake, did u even trust me for a minute after that... did u...??? then how can u only blame me for all this...?? did u never feel that i love you...?? did u never feel the love i have for you... i know it took time for me to understand my own feelings but that doesnt mean that its all my fault... tumne bhi toh wohi kia na... tumne bhi toh mujhe jhooth bola... tumne bhi toh mujhe dhokha hi diya tha manvi... manvi : i never betrayed you... i didnt... just think of my situation virat... think of what i must have gone through...??? i was in a relationship with a guy who demanded every right on me but hadnt even confessed his love to me... he owned me like i was his private property... he suspected me sometimes thinking i was the one who wasnt loyal... and then came the unexpected... i was pregnant with his child and that too without marriage... initially i was scared but then i thought that no matter what my boyfriend will support me because he loves me beyond everything... the moment i thought about him and his love towards me, all my fears vanished... i was then happy thinking that another life was taking shape inside me... but then what i heard broke me from within into numerous number of pieces which were impoosible to gather and put back together... i was holding onto him in that delicate situation but u know what i was betrayed by him only... maine jispe vishwaas kia tha ussi ne mujhe meri zindagi ka sabse bda dhokha diya tha... main kya karti virat...??? kya karti...??? humare bacche ko iss duniya mein leke aati taki log usse na jaane kya kya kehte... i didnt wanted my child to be known as an another love child... no i didnt want this for my child... u can never understand how painful it must have been for me to kill my own baby... the baby who was an epitome of our love... virat : i know all this manvi... but think of me... i thought my life so perfect... i had everything i wanted... you were there with me, beside me, for me... but then next moment... my life became a nightmare... i lost u suddenly... and amazingly i wasnt even aware why all this happened with me... the girl i loved disappeared like air... after 3 years i saw her, saw her in front of me in my arms... i was so happy thinking that at last i found u but then next moment my world shattered again... the girl in my arms was the same girl my brother loves... you were getting engaged to my real elder brother... do u have any idea, how did i feel...??? something that i desired was now my brothers reason of living... my love was my brother's to be wife... destiny can be cruel... very cruel... i learned this that day... i was the one who was tricked by destiny... but you... you seemed happy and that smile of yours killed me... i was jealous thinking that u were happy with bhai... the smile which i only brought on your face was now for my real brother... i burned in anger... think about me for a minute manvi... u know na i even hated to share the sandwich u used to make for me, so just think how must i have felt when i realised that i was sharing u with my brother... oh cmon... sharing...??? no... u were no longer mine... u didnt look like the girl i loved... i saw something in your eyes for bhai but i refused to accept it every single minute of my life... but now i think i dont have any right to come between u two... i cannot love you the way i did... i was crazy for u manvi... but now i couldnt ignore the fact that a single misunderstanding ruined everything we had between us... manvi : so lets clear it na... tell me na what exactly happened... i dont want to spend my life thinking what could have happened that night... i dont want to regret for the rest of my life... ~~~flashback~~~ virat : " manvi... she belongs to me... she is my personal property... but why do i feel so special when i am with her...??? why when she is close to me, i cannot think of somebody else...??? she makes me feel the way no other girl can make me feel... why do i get attracted to her like a magnet...?? why has she become my addiction...?? why being away from her kills me... kills me hard... why seeing her with somebody else burns me from within...?? why do i behave like a mad bull, when i see her looking at some other guy except me...??? why do i feel like burning the whole world if she even talks to some other guy...??? i saw her hugging u angad... i know u are her best friend's boyfriend but still i felt jealous... i felt like punching u hard... but somehow i controlled myself... u know what guys being with her makes me feel like i am alive... i feel like being myself and i love that feeling... i just want her to be with me... for always and always... " smith : that means u love her...?? angad : yes nutshell... virat loves manvi... virat : love...?? i dont know... angad : this is love virat... you love her... u are in love my friend... virat : is this really love angad...??? angad : aur kya...?? stamp paper pe likh doon kya...??? virat : oh i mean me being jealous n protective means that i love her... i am in love... i thought manvi was my addiction, me need, my drug... but no... she is my girl... my love... thanks guys n smith go n get maria before its too late... smith : hmmm... for sure... thanks guys... this all really helped... virat : but i need time guys... i need time to understand my feelings and then say this to manvi... by the way where is she...??? its already 9... angad : cmon dude... she must be outside... lets go out... virat : yeah... cmon guys... lets party... after 10 minutes virat : krips...??? kripa : what...??? virat : where is manvi...??? have u stolen my gf...?? kripa : no no... i have my own bf... why dnt u call her...?? virat : hmm... i will just call her... ~~~falshback ends~~~ virat : i called your number... once.. twice... thrice... four times... five times... i atleast called u 20 times, but there came no reply... by every passing minute my anger grew thinking how could u ignore me... in my anger i gulped down many shots and sat near the bar waiting for u to come... my eyes were not ready to leave the door... my eyes were glued to the door thinking that any moment u would come in, hug me and apologise... but u didnt come... u didnt... angad saw me and came to ask me the reason for me being lost... i told him that u werent picking up my call... he called u and then the number was unavailable after sometime... then after an hour, i decided to go to ur apartment... i reached n found that the door was locked... i was clueless and numb thinking where were u... thank god angad was with me, we both went for searching you... whole night we searched for u... we went to every single place we had even visited once... but we couldnt find you. u were no where to be found... then i took my mobile to call u when i saw that i had recieved a voice sms... i was least interested in opening it but still i opened it n got the shock of my life... you left me... left me without even saying anything... you abandoned me... you broke up with me... that message literally shook me n broke me into pieces... few hours back i realised that i love you n now i was standing in the middle of nowhere... everything ended in the blink of an eyes... my world crashed... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ps : hope u guys now have no reason to hate virat... i was feeling bad to make u all hate virat... so here is nother twist... 😊 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
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