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The day I won my love back!
~ RK
*** Day 1*****
The day I won my self respect back!
I hurt her, I broke her, I told her what she lacked
I jeered at her, I laughed at her,reminded her of the slap
Took her down the altar and left
Forever and never to look back again
She would fear the earth, the water, the fire and the sky
Madhubala Shamsher Malik .. you would lifelong cry!
Four days of my insult, I revenged today
A failed wife, a failed human, lost pride and a shattered heart
No trust ever in your life ...be it june or may
This is the day, when I won my self respect back!
***Thereafter*****
I laughed, I smiled, I enjoyed and tried to merry
Everyone thought so, but I knew something was freaky
She is not here and I crave for her
I see her on the set, and I despise her
She ignores me the world comes to an end
She challenges me and I want to hurt her again
Her eyes, i still get lost in them
Her eyes, i hate the confidence in them
Her hair, the fragrance lingers on.. in my heart, my mind and my room
Her hair, I hate the sheen in them
Her skin, radiant as ever.. makes me feel good
Her skin, radiant as ever.. How dare it be so good!
Her face... the serenity calms me down ..
Oh hell yes, I am in love with you!
True love as they may call.. Madhubala Malik I hate you!
I love you, I love you so much..
Just come back .. for you are my soul mate
You ought to know how clueless I am
I fear the earth, the water, the fire and the sky
Madhubala Shamsher Malik .. you are only mine!
*** The redemption: I love you , I want you!***********
The broken trust, the shattered heart and the crushed dreams
My love! I will fix this.. whatever it might take me
You will trust me, You have to trust me..
For I can't live without you ..
Not in this life not in another .. or ever without thee
You worried about your decency that day
You were scared of the darkness that prevailed
You got drunk and tripped
I was there, I will always be there to guard you .. my life!.. night or day
He tried to hurt you
You landed yourself in trouble with the goons
But fear not, I was there and will always be there to save you
You almost met with an accident another day
Do you know, who saved the bus from falling that day?
Your family is happy that is my first step to redemption..
But bringing back smile in your life is my only ambition
I love you, I want you, I need you!
I told you I regret it, forgive me
Just come back .. for you are my soul mate
You ought to know how clueless I am
I fear the earth, the water, the fire and the sky
Madhubala Shamsher Malik .. you are only mine!
*** The redemption: I love you , I just love you!***********
You are not happy, I can see that
I hurt myself each night
I die each moment
Knowing I am the reason for the tears in your eyes
I know you love me.. a lot
That causes you pain
I know you can't dislike me
That causes you pain
I know you want to be angry but are not with me
That causes you pain
I know my proximity bothers you
That causes you pain
I know seeing me unhappy
That causes you pain
I know you want to come back but can't
That causes you pain
You know that I love you .. insanely
And that causes you pain
I saw you with his kid, the only time you genuinely smiled
I know 'He' likes you.. loves you and will keep you happy
But you can't fall for anyone else... not in front of my eyes
It kills me to think of losing you..
But if love asks for sacrifice.. for you .. I will go through
But I know it won;t come to that
For I will propose marriage to you..
You would love the earth, the water, the fire and the sky
Madhubala Shamsher Malik .. you will be mine!
********The Proposal***************
You like the beach and here is the dinner table right in
You like red and white.. I have the roses covering the entire sight
You enjoy the fragrance of a dewy night... artificial rain has got that right
You wanted this music on your perfect night .. here it plays.. mesmerizing and gay
You like honesty and thats what I have..
To give you - today, tomorrow and as long as we have
You wanted my love.. you already know you rule my heart
But today, I will convince you .. a test that I must pass
I hear the footsteps.. you are here!!
The wait finally over..
I love you, I love you so much..
Just come back .. for you are my soul mate
You ought to know how clueless I am
I fear the earth, the water, the fire and the sky
Madhubala Shamsher Malik .. you are only mine!
If your answer is still no .. then I would step aside..
If you don;t, I would find love for you ..
and have you walk into the sunset married and happy
But Madhubala Shamsher Malik..
I will not let you suffer or cry
And she smiled..
That's the day I won my love back!
***** The answer********
~ Madhubala
I smiled
I could see the effort and the love
The realization was here
The solitaire glittered
Drenched in rain he looked dear
I walked up to him
I smiled
" You want to find love for me.. that would never happen
What you have done, you rendered me incapable of feeling
If it would hurt you to see me suffer..
Then I would make sure to make my life miserable"
" But then, you know that I don't hate you
The earth, the water, the fire and the sky
Stand witness...that.. Rishu
Yes.. I would marry you"
He smiled.. He seemed so happy ..
" ha ha,.. Did you really think I would fall for that.
The tricks are getting old Mr. Kundra
Try something new..
Revenge for the 5th slap.. such an elaborate exercise.. I so pity you"
That's the day I won my self respect back!
Copyright : ME
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First attempt from my side..
For folks who are genuinely good at writing.. please let me know of your honest feedback!!
For other poems:
1. Die to Live Just one day: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/madhubala-ek-ishq-ek-junoon/3547687/die-to-live-just-one-day
2.How do I mend my broken heart: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/madhubala-ek-ishq-ek-junoon/3566867/how-do-i-mend-my-broken-heart
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