I am strong on the outside
but inside I am falling apart
You hurt me so badly that
there are scars on my heart
I act like I am fine
while my soul is dying
so when I tell you I am fine
remember I am lying
I am holding everything in
you dont suspect a thing at all
you wont know that I am crying
or that I want to scream but I keep it in
You won't know that the only one to catch my tears
is the pillow on which I sleep
you will not know that deep inside
there is so much pain I keep
Till morning till sleep
I will smile and show you that I'm not weak
You won't see the pain no more
if you look into my eyes
You will see only fire
this will be my disguise
you hurt me in ways
I can't even describe
so while you are laughing you think I'm dying inside ...
When I'm the one laughing you will be dying inside ..
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