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have written this days ago
anything that came to my mind😆
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pics not mine...credit of these beautiful pics goes to the owner😃
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Teri har adaa mohabbat si lagti hai..
ek ek pal ki judaai muddat si lagti hai
Pehle nahi socha tha, ab sochne lagi hun
zindagi ke har ek lamhe me zarurat si lagti hai..
bas yahi ilteza hai ke
rehna mere saath, aakhri saans tak..
meri dhadkan me..!!!
Aarti was moving too and fro inside her room..looking at the napkin in her hand over and over again..not able to control her excitement..overwhelmingly happy over the thought..the smile not at all leaving her lips..if allowed she would jump and dance around the room..but she couldn't..she kept her hand over the belly..wanting to share her excitement with the symbol of their love..thinking about the last few days..what yash was trying to say was clear..she knew he has started loving her long back..but still the excitement to hear those three words was something different..she felt like a teenager once again..feeling the butterflies dancing in her stomach..ur love confessing to you..the feeeling was absolutely out of this world...she lied on the bed..her legs bent down..the napkin with the magical words cluthed tightly in her hands..smiling and laughing to herself..rewinding the last few days in her mind..how yash ji was trying to confess his feelings through poetry..uff..he looked too cute when he fumbled, confused with the poems..trying all possible ways to open up his heart in front of her..she laughed..waiting for him..lost in her thoughts, dreams...
Yash gets inside the room with slow steps..it looked as if his life has stopped with the truth that came in front of him last night..he felt highly betrayed..there were no tears in his eyes..but his heart was weeping.. his life, those emotions,that love, that care, those speaking eyes, the feeling of love..everything felt meaningless now..he did give that napkin to her seeing the excitement in his families eyes..they were happy unaware of the storm in his life..he didn't wanted them to be affected..they has suffered along with him in his tough time...now he didn't have in himself to snatch their happiness..he entered the room to see aarti smiling to herself..lost in some dreams..she looked happy..maybe she is thinking about prashant..he thought sadly..but the thought did pained him..stuck like a needle in his heart...it was too painful..
He walks towards her.. sensing footsteps.. she too stands up to face yash..the dazzaling smile adorning her face..but yash's distraught expression disturbed her.. Before she could say anything, yash says"aarti ji, there were some troubles and misunderstndings that clouds our this seemingly perfect relationship and even if we want to see, there is something in between us.." Aarti was quite surprised with the pained expression on his face..she asks what in anticipation..
Yash answers"its our first love, aarti ji.." Aarti is confused and somewhat guilty too..for hiding such an important truth of her life from yash.. yash goes on to clarify"i was right aarti ji,love happens just once..that feeling can't be recreated..those emotions can't be felt again.."aart was taken aback with his words..not able to believe..she clutched the napkin tightly in her hands..tears cascading down her eyes.. He takes the napkin from her not able to read her eyes..what does the tears meant..still he continued" second time around its only a compromise aarti ji.. that we did for the sake of our family and their happiness...for giving our kids the much deserved love.. but this compromise cannot be named as love..it can't be love.." arti tries to intervene..trying to compile her strength for her love.. but he cuts her short saying" i may have taken out arpita's photos from this room, but her memories still reside in my heart which can't be erased.. Thats the difference between paintings and memories...memories can't be forgotten aarti ji..these memories are embedded not even in my heart but also my soul.."
He continues ignoring her expressions turning to other side.." i was right that love happens only once..and we both have experienced it in our lives already.." arti is too hurt listening to his words.. He says that his family tols him to confess, hence he wrote on the napkin but she doesnt have to take stress due to that and disturb her health and the baby's...He assures her that whatever she wants would happen and he would always care about their child..He stands up, wiping his tears.. crumples the napkin brutally and throwing it on the floor, he leaves...
Aarti comes out of her thoughts..she picks the napkin, kisses the words written on it..she ran towards him, closing the door and standing between him and the door, facing him..Yash turned his face to other side thinking why she's making the situation all the more difficult for him..aarti came to him..she cupped his face, wiping his tears...letting her tears flow down.."nahi yash ji, aap galat hain...pyaar ha yash ji, beintehaan pyaar hai..the misunderstandings are cleared because our relation was strong , to overcome these troubles..it is bound by true love.." few tears fell from his eyes..now it all seemed an illusion to him..
He walked towards the window for some fresh air..it was all so confusing..suffocating..aarti ran to him, hugged him from behind.."yash ji, we did marry for our kids and family, but now our relation..its not a compromise..the love, the care that isn't forced..its all due to love..love has crossed our paths once again...
I'm not saying that u have forgotten arpita ji..she was ur wife..a part of you..the memories can never be forgotten..but they will be replaced by new ones.. i never tried to take her place.. you urself had given me my place in ur heart..in ur life..and that reflects with ur worry for me, ur care and the symbol of our love... "
Yash tried to absorb her words, closing his eyes trying to believe her..but his heart pained when his mind revived the flashes of last night.. he just left from there..aarti was shocked..she sat on the floor..thinking why was he behaving like that..once again she can't see her love leaving her alone in mid of nothing..this time she'll not be able to collect herself..she just sat there staring at nothing..
Yash sat in the garden analysing her words..one day she says..she never thought of loving someone other than prashant..and now she says she loves me..one side she says that she was forced in this marriage..she couldn't think of anyone else in her life and other side..she..she says, this marriage is bound by true love..he closed his eyes..not at all caring about the tears flowing down his eyes.."why are u doing this aarti ji..!! when u couldn't think about anyone else than prashant, then how can u love me.." he needed to clear this all..he can't control this mess now.. "aarti ji will have to decide.. what she wants.!!.if she still loves prashant, i'll never come in her way..."wiping his tears..
He entered his room to find aarti sitting on the floor..her eyes blank..he nudged her..she came out of her trance and looked at him wth her eyes full of love..she doesn't have much strength in her to speak anything in her favour now..he sat parallel to her on the floor...looking at her..she kept her head on his shoulder.."yash ji, i really love you.." she said in a soft and meek voice..
"and what about that you said last night.."aarti looked at him confused..what last night..she didn't talked to him anything..he was still looking straight..
"last night..???"
"ji..u only said na, u can't love anyone else than prashant..u were forced in this wedding..u can't think of any other as ur life partner.."aarti was shocked with his words..he looked straight in her eyes..aarti averted her gaze, knowing that now he knew everything about her life..she just stood up not able to digest the fact that everything came in front of him in these circumstances..when she was not ready to face the truth so early..she wanted time to confess everything to him..but at time when she could fully explain her situation at that time to him..she was really scared, how will he react now..she won't be able to tolerate mistrust in his eyes..
Mohabbat har insaan ko azmaati hai..
kisi ko khushi to kisi ko beintehha gham de jaati hai..
mohabbat cheez hi aisi hai
kisi ka kuch nahi jaata, kisi ka jaan hi chali jaati hai...
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some words from the written update of PV..😃
for the first time..written something on punar vivah..
will have another part for sure😳..love story adhuri achi nahi lagti na😃
but don't know when
do tell me how ws it..😛
Thanku..
moni..
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