BEAUTIFULLY FLAWED
With her mind now engrossed in its own battle, the fight between raw white lust n flimsy rationality, she had stopped moving. Even with her protesting Maan wouldn't have left her. He knew she wanted him as much as he wanted her and he would make her admit the fact.
When her lids opened there was no sunlight in the room like the first time when she had woken up at the same place but in a different situation.
She wondered if she was still in the same old world because it certainly didn't felt like it. Beautiful girl in white looked down upon her with a stunning harp in her hands n big, creamy wings on her back. She played the instrument softy and the almighty in golden waved at her with a big grin while she floated in clouds going up and up and up.
He stirred beside her n her reverie broke but this reality also wasn't that bad. After all, he was no less than any god. She let out a sigh. He was laying on his stomach his hand strewn over her belly.
The night had been amazing. They had sex again n again so many times that after the third round she lost the count or was it forth.
Bad luck, it would have to end now. But the single experience was fantastic.
If she'd had even the smallest idea that it would so pleasurable to make her forget everything she wouldn't have denied ever. He was not one of those dominating men who only knew to take. He let her take charge sometimes, didn't only seek for his own pleasure but thought about her also. He was harsh yet she felt tenderness n... care in his touches, kisses, thrusts.
Over the years she had been accustomed to selling her body but sex always repulsed her. If in her hands she would have stayed away from men, the most disgusting creature. Miraculously a man like Maan also existed in this cold-blooded world. She still hadn't figured him out yet but something in her said he wasn't like others.
Was she committing a mistake? Perhaps he had some hidden motives? No, not again. Didn't she decide last night to give her mind a break n just go with the flow? There was nothing she could lose anyways. Already she had fallen as low as to enjoy having sex, finally it seemed her soul had died completely as if she had one.
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