MG FF - PARINEETA THREAD 7 - Page 19

ash waitingg
r u planning to update today??

Originally posted by: ramyayuppy

ash waitingg
r u planning to update today??

i am typing right now...if i complete it..i will update today or in the evening

Originally posted by: kawaii_geet

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i am typing right now...if i complete it..i will update today or in the evening

Balle balle

N u did not respond to my inquiries

Originally posted by: Water.

Balle balle

N u did not respond to my inquiries

inquiries?????😕 did i miss sumthing???😕 sholly

waiting waiting

ohhh i missed sooo many updates
just finish reading them

wonder when will maan open up fully
but love the way that he did not regret their little close up
i was biting my nails when i was reading that update

hayee dia and namla calling angel mom
sooo sweet

congrats for the new thread

Before she could speak, gayathri spoke up, "itni badi baat humse chupai aapne… aur kiske kehne se aapne aisa kiya maaji? Anisha ki zindagi tho barbad kardi is ladki ne..ab aur kitni zindagiyan barbaad karne aayi hain ye yahan?'

[you hid such a big thing from us… and who told you to do this maaji? This girl destroyed anisha's life..how many more lives is she going to destroy?]

Geet was shocked to hear that from gayathri..but she was thinking all wrong.

"nahi aunty aap galat soch rahi hain…"

[no aunty… you are thinking wrong…]

Gayathri didn't even let her complete. She was too broken at the turn of events. She just gave her a disgusting look and walked away.

Dadima looked at Geet and then at the door…everything went silent! Yes it was wrong on her part that she didn't tell anything to gayathri..but she was sure she was missing something. She looked at a broken Geet…standing numb like that!!! She shook her shoulder and looked into her eyes!

"Geet…is there anything that you are hiding?"

She just kept on looking at dadima..like a statue…million of memories flashing infront of her eyes..anisha's love for her, her changing behavior, her confession to anisha that she loved Maan…. Anisha's pain.. everything. had she not told anisha her love for Maan.. nothing could have gone wrong… had she gone away from Maan the moment she realized she didn't exist between them..nothing could have gone wrong.

"Geet…hum aapse kuch pooch rahe hain? Aisi kya baat hain jo gayathri aapse itni nafrat karti hain?"

[Geet.. we are asking you something…what is that gayathri hates you so much?]

She didn't even get a reply. She just asked nakul to serve the kids and went back to her room, hiding herself in one corner, reflecting on her words.

Flashback

She stood in front of anisha wearing a pretty white colored lehenga and in front of her stood the bride herself..anisha in her deep red wedding attire. Her eyes were red..probably she was angry… yes she was and crying! Her makeup was getting spoiled due to her incessant tears but she didn't care about it at all. Before she could say anything, anisha raised her hand up in the air, holding something, indicating her to stop!

"do you realize what is this Geet?"

Geet's eyes widened, recognizing her dairy in her hands. where the hell did she find that? The last thing in this world Geet wanted anisha to know was about her diary. She thought hard… and realized she must have left it here when she had been staying at her place, for all the wedding preparations. Strange as it may sound..she didn't want to face Maan. She really couldn't have stopped her tears..so it was better to stay with anisha and pretend as if nothing was wrong and go with the flow. With Maan..it was extremely difficult to hide her emotions.

She looked down..unable to meet anisha's accusing gaze. Anisha..for her it was like the end of her dreams. She was so shocked…beyond words..and then realization hit hard! This was what her mother was trying to tell her.. and she trusted Geet more than her mother. Every time gayathri spoke about Geet being in love with Maan..she ignored it. she knew Geet could never ever do this..not to her. and even if she did…she was sure she'd at least tell her. not that she'd have hated her..but what seemed the situation right now…she was completely broken. The baraat was going to arrive any minute…and to know something like this when she is dreaming of a life with lots of love and joy…it was heartbreaking for her. she had been a little suspicious about Geet's behavior for the past few days… she was a little irritated with her too… gayathri's words were affecting her but never for once did she think that Geet would really do something like this..to her! she wanted to ask her so many things..why did she do that… every word in her diary just told her how much Geet wanted Maan… but given the circumstances, she took it all in a wrong sense. She believed what she was shown..she believed what she was told…. That Geet will take away from her, forever..leaving her all alone. And with things turning around like this, she didn't have any other option but to believe her mother's words.

Geet dipped her head low…what will she tell her? she could take on the whole world but the mistrust of her loved ones… be it anisha or Maan! She took a deep breath in… it was probably time to face the world. She had noticed anisha behaving a little rude towards her..was it because she doubted her intentions?

"do you love him Geet?", her sharp yet a broken voice hit her ears.

She didn't know what to say… or what to think! Yes, she loved him…like a mad..but she wasn't sure how to tell this to anisha..well she knows everything now.

"answer us honestly Geet…. Do you love him? Look up at us and speak!", she screamed. It was strange on her part to shout…but she did that too.

Geet breathed in sharply…there was nothing to hide anymore. It was tough to hide her feelings….and the pain within!!!!

"look up at us Geet….", she heard her command!

She clutched her dupatta by her sides and dares to look into anisha's eyes…which had pain and betrayal written in them…the pain that Geet did that to her….but Geet spoke, "yes…I do!!!"

Her one simple answer shattered anisha and all her dreams… she recalled how many times gayathri had told her about Geet and Maan..but every time she had fought back that Geet could never do something like that to her!!!! it's a human psychology that no matter how good you are, but when the fear of losing your loved one engulf you, you tend to stop him from leaving at any cost.. you don't care about being selfish…you don't care about being someone who you never were. Fear and helplessness can make you do things you never had imagined.

Present

And it was that day anisha had taken a promise from Geet that she'd never ever meet Maan…. Tears rolled out of her eyes… wish she hadn't told that to anisha with that much strong determination! She knew anisha was never wrong in asking her to leave..anyone would do that…. And she was reminded of anisha's words from the diary…she could probably comprehend she felt all alone even being with Maan.

She could have sat there and lost herself in her memories if she had not heard Maan calling out to her. at first she thought it was all her imagination..but as his voice got louder..she realized it was indeed him nearing her room. She quickly wiped her tears and put up a little smile on her face and looked at the time. He was back early..and that was strange for Maan singh khurana. Before she could do anything, he just barged into her room, held her hand and pulled her out.

"Maan…hum kahan ja rahe hain..and..and…"

[Maan..where are we going..and and…]

He didn't even let her complete, "Geet…I have to show you something…chalo mere saath…"

[Geet….i have to show you something… come with me]

"but Maan……"

He dragged her down the stairs…the kids were clapping at the scene infront when dadima stopped him.

"Maan..rukiye..hume aapse kuch zaruri baat karni hain.."

[Maan..stop.. we have to discuss something important with you..]

Dadima had been too disturbed with the morning events and she really wanted to speak to Maan about this. He stopped with a curious look on his face, still holding Geet's hand tightly. He was so excited to share about his new venture to hee. The moment dadima opened her mouth to speak..her eyes fell on Geet..and she just stopped right there. The pain in those eyes..the hurt..and her head shaking for a no. her words got stuck in her throat…as her eyes looked at Geet.

"dadima… jaldi kijiye… I have a lot of work today…"

[dadima..hurry up… I have a lot of work today…]

Dadma looked at Maan and then again at Geet who pleaded her not to tell him anything about what happened..and dadima just couldn't deny. She breathed out and spoke, "umm..nothing..its not that important…we can speak later.."

Maan rolled his eyes and dragged Geet out towards the lawn. Geet looked at dadima once again, pleading her not to tell him anything. Thousands of cracks developed in her heart added another…so I guess it probably didn't bother anymore. She looked at him..so excited..he looked so happy… she just smiled with the flow as he made her sit on the swing in the lawn and plonked himself beside him. She was happy…with him…was she? Yes she was…as he opened his laptop and talked all about his latest venture and the deal he had finalized with one of the biggest American company and so on. She just smiled and listened to all of him…. She was very happy for him…but the million death she was dying within was painful… he saw her lost somewhere. He held her hand and gave her a gentle squeeze, "Geet..you okay? Kahan khoyi ho?"

[Geet..you okay? Where are you lost?]

She looked at him..and those chocolate brown eyes… they looked so excited and probably so happy… with her…. his gentle touch was enough to soothe her aching soul….at least for the time being. She smiled back at him and shook her head for a no. she looked at him, still holding her hand. She smiled once again.. and involved herself with him. Probably that was the best thing happening to her in the entire day. She lost herself completely into him. His talks..his touch… his laugh.. they were like a temporary refuge to her.

Dinner passed away with lot of fun with dia and namra but Maan was amazed to see them calling angel mumma instead of angel. He'd have asked but he got an important call from office so he had to leave the dinner table right away. Geet preferred not to tell him anything at all. The kids decided to sleep with their papa that night. For a change Geet liked it. she really wanted some time alone with herself. Maan saw her very quiet the entire time..wondering if something was wrong with her.

dia and namra made themselves comfortable on Maan's bed and pulled him between them, tickling him…laughing and jumping over him. He was missing this fun for a long time…. He was so enjoying with his daughters. He realized he had a lot of work pending but he kept them aside just to be with his angels.

"acha ye batao..ye angel mumma ka funda kya hain?'

[now tell me..whats the logic behind angel mumma?]

The kids got alert with their question and namra immediately stood up, telling how her friends in school were teasing her and how angel said she was their mumma too…of course they never remembered all details about the round round thing. For Maan… probably that was something too touching. The respect he had for her multiplied each time..how does she manage to take care of everything around him?? And he did realize even she makes things work with him too. He probably wanted to hug her once again…thanking her for everything…keeping her close to his wounded heart that seemed to calm down in her presence…

It was late at night and he was up with his laptop. Dia and namra were fast asleep. So he decided to finish his work. It was already 1am when he finally decided to sleep. He kept all his things properly and was about to switch off the lights when his eyes fell on something outside the window. He went closer and looked out…only to see Geet sitting on the swing..all alone… in the middle of the night…he didn't feel it right! Something was surely wrong with Geet…and something in him just told that she needed him more than anything else. He put on the bed lamp, closed the door and walked out.

Geet couldn't sleep..the thought that everything was her fault was killing her within. If she could have just kept her mouth shut… she felt someone sit beside her..and she knew it was him. A sudden warmth surrounded her… but nothing could do anything to soothe her. she held back her tears feeling his warm hand around hers. She breathed in sharply..still not looking at him.

"Geet..you are cold!!"

She heard that velvety voice..sending shivers within her. yet she just didn't have it in her to speak anything.

"is anything wrong?"

She felt a tug on her hand. She just couldn't hold back anymore. She turned and hugged him tightly, burying her face in his neck. She was so disturbed…so tensed and there was nothing but he himself who could just soothe her hurting soul. The emotions were heavy on her heart….she just wanted a little solace. He saw her too emotional… something he had probably never seen..may be once but that was it. his Geet was never this emotional or upset..but if she is today..then there must be something bothering her. he entwined his fingers around her and his other hand went around her waist, pulling her closer to him.

"mujhe batao kya baat hain..?'

[tell me whats the matter?]

She just didn't reply and buried herself closer. He thought probably she doesn't want to speak now. She wanted some time and he'd give her. they sat there, listening to the silence for god knows how long but they couldn't hold back their feelings for each other for long. Their hug soon became passionate with his hand caressing her back…up and down…gently making her shudder. Her cold lips touched his bare shoulder as the reality sunk in. he was in his vest and tracks and she was probably sitting on his lap right now. She slowly lifted her head to look into his eyes… and was amazed to see the same passion in them that she had been experiencing. There was no talking..there was no need for permission…his head dipped into her neck automatically taking in that sweet aroma of hers…losing himself to the moment seeing that longing in her eyes..that painful expression and her loneliness.

She quivered as his lips gently touched that pink skin around her neck, her hands snaking his back..slowly making their way into his hair. Her mind went blank and so did his! That attraction that flared between them was dangerous she knew it perfectly well… but she couldn't stop herself and neither could he. He has come in terms of the fact that Geet was affecting his senses in every single way and it was strange that he didn't fear the closeness. Her skin was cold yet sweet..as he slowly moved his lips across…eliciting a sweet moan from her.

He stopped..hearing his name so sensuously from her lips…. It sounded sooo loving and longing… he dipped his face further into her, giving into that sweet little sin. Her fingers clutched his hair tightly….pressing himself closer and closer. She opened her eyes for a moment..everything was blurred… as pleasure took over her senses but slowly the reality sunk in… view in front of her getting clearer…and the hard truth!!! She stopped right there… her fingers loosened around him…. No..it was wrong… it was so damn wrong…tears rolled down her eyes!!!

He felt her not responding… her fingers going lose around him..was she alright? As he realized what they were doing, with her almost on his lap, the sleev of her kurti pulled down and then her detachment… did she think him wrong? Fear coursed through his body..feeling his bare shoulder get wet with that warm liquid…he pulled himself away… only to be pulled back in her embrace. She closed her eyes tighter and hugged him with all her might. It was wrong..yet she didn't mind giving in..she knew it was unfair for anisha.. yet she didn't mind getting closer to him… it was so wrong…. Will he hate her after this?? Will he? She just held him tight with the fear of him hating her.

Her all assumptions went wrong when he held her back closely in his embrace..not even speaking a word yet his every gesture screaming but that he never ever regretted this! She just stayed in his arms for long time…and probably dozed off too.

Slowly when spirit began returning into her numb soul..she found him carrying her to her room. She put her arms around his shoulder and rested her head on his chest. He gently pushed the door open and placed her ever so lovingly on the bed. He tucked the blankie around her comfortably and turned to leave when she held his hand. He turned back to look at her pleading face..

"please don't go…"

He didn't know what power she had but her every word seemed like a command to him..a command that he could never deny. He nodded softly and plonked himself beside her. she looked so vulnerable..and so upset. She held his hand and rested her head on his shoulder…still fighting within.. still blaming herself..yet still giving herself to him.

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