Expressive Words Column Part.L @74 Note 76page 17th.Nov.2015 - Page 2

She was sleeping peacefully when her cell phone buzzed and after few calls she picked it up without opening her eyes and without looking at the number as she knows it must be her bestest friend Nikkita Abhimanyu Modii aka nikki as they always called each-other to wish each-other new year so before nikki can say anything riddhima speak up wishing her

R:''Happy New Year Nikki Wish You A Very-Very Prosperous And Healthy New Year With Abhie Jeej And All The Mental ness And Hopless ness With Me A Very-Very Happy New Year To You Nikki Love You Sweetheart Very Much''

She said wishing her as she is her best friend and their relation is of long 15 years they are friends forever and as they are most important in each-other's lives after their families and parents and so as she wished then next moment what she heard that literally makes her shocked and surprised as she heard one voice saying to her that

She said to herself more than nikki she is worried and then her trance breaks with nikki's voice as she just

N:''oye kya bolii tuu riddhima tuu theek tou hai nai naa yar mujhe bahut fikar ho rahii hai''

She said worrying for her friend as she never behaved like this only

R:''han nikki I am fine chal leave this thing wish you a very-very happy new year to you and abhie jeej and may your romance too reached high in this new year more and more may god bless you and me with making me massi''

She said while teasing her and wishing her not to spoil her new year as it's her first new year after wedding and nikki too blushed hearing her as the phone is on speaker hearing this abhie giggled too while wrapping her in his arms and

R:''so jeej you enjoy with your wife I will call you later on and wish you a prosperous new year and romantic new year with my sweet-sweet friend and nikki you too enjoy with jeeju happy new year once again''

N:''riddhima yar''

She said as she is blushing her badly and abhie replied to riddhima

Ab:''yea saali sahiba wish you a very happy new year too bye take care''

And they hung up and riddhima smiled but she is damn confused if not nikki who called her first on new year and that too on armaan's name and on top of that she speak all her stupid feelings hearing and thinking must be nikki and then she

R:''mai kis se baat kii aur kya tha yeh sab aagar kisii ne mere saath mazak kiyya bhi tha tou armaan kee hii name par kyoon jabki yeh baat sirff mai aur nikki hii jaante hai yahan mai ose bhulne kii koshish kar rahii hun aur aaj new year kii pehli hii raat ooska nam mere saath what is this aur mai kaise dekhun kisnein mujhe call kiyya mai bhi yeh nahin soch sakti kii oosnein galti se call kiyya hogaa kyonki clearly he said riddhima mera sar ghum rahaa hai dekhun zara kiska call tha''

She said to herself reminding the caller's words and thinking who must be he and then she opened the received calls page and saw it was some unknown number and she did not know what to do her sleep completely flew away as soon she discovered that it's not nikki who is playing a prank on her but it's may be off course someone else and as she saw the unknown number she was thinking to call back but then diverted her mind she usually go with the idea of calling back but then she dropped the idea thinking of consequences and it may be dangerous too and moreover she thinks that

R:''nahin mujhe iss unknown number par call nahin karna chahiye aur pata nahin kaun hogaa duniya meiin akeli mai hii tou ridhima nahin hun naa hii ek vo akela armaan hai so it must be someone else armaan who is calling to his riddhima aur aagar nahin bhi tha tou it's fine aagar kuchh aur baat hotii tou he will surely call me again aab mai bhi iss baat ko yahin par band karti hun koi faida nahin hai iss number par call karke check karna yeh dangerous bhi ho sakta hai so forget this thing naa aur vaise bhi maine aapnein man ko smajha liyya hai naa kii jo mai armaan kee liyye feel karti hun vo pyaar nahin hogaa aur aagar hai bhi tou vo kaunsa mera ho sakta hai mujhe tou pata bhi nahin where he is so no chance aur humari kaunsa koi love-story adhoori hai jise poora karne vo aayega humenin kabhie ek-doosre se baat tak nahin karii haii aaj tak naa achii naa boori kabhie bhi baat nahin karii ose shayad yad bhi nahin hogaa kii ooski class meiin koi Riddhima Gupta bhi padhti thi aur mujhe bhi kahan yad tha jab merii shaadi kii baat hui jaane kyoon ooska khayal pehle aya man meiin khair I should forget it aisaa kuchh nahin yeh sab mera vehem hai and I guess I should go to sleep now kal new year hai so mom pakaa bolengi mujhe kuchh meetha banane ko aur jab subhh mom dad jaldi aayenge ooonhein door bhi kholna padega so have to catch some sleep I am so tired after all aaj kii new year eve par humnein kal kii shopping jo karii hai aur kal tou partu bhi hai so I need really my sleep and I have to catch it so Happy New Year''

And with her own thoughts she just put her phone on side again pinned it for charging and then covered herself with comforter once again slipping in it buried her face in pillow and she closed her eyes ready to sleep but actually today the sleep is far miles away from her as just his name brings back the vague reflection of his in her heart which tell her while screaming that she is deeply in love with him how much she denied or let herself understand but she loved him that too madly he is in her thoughts all the times yes she did not remember him yet remember him she always remember him somehow not forgets him as she maybe forgets her own other school friends, she still remembered how much he is irritating they just studied 2 years together in same class in 9^th and 10^th standard and they never talked with each-other he is so much irritating in her eyes, always studied hard and knows everything what the teachers taught and this is good quality but that is the actually the one which irritates her the most, it's not like she is bad at studies that's why his good and intelligence makes her getting irradiated by him it's just he is always her competitor, having a severe and neck to neck competition for position in both standards and that really pissed her but they never fought about this thing and even never talked with each-other not a single exchange of words and then in 11^th standard when she opted for Commerce line as she wants to do he opted the Non-Medical line they were together in school but not in same classed and she off course saw him but no feeling for him in her heart and time passed and with the passing of time she almost forget about some Armaan Mallik who used to be her competitor in school for two years but not really forgets him completely naa and as today she completes her M.Com. degree and whenever all school friends catch up and reminds the memories of school his name use to come from her mouth only but she never cared actually, but from past year as her parents now wanted to start to pursue their search for groom for her and when this thought comes the first name comes in her mind was no other than Armaan Mallik and she never understands this thing but she pushed her thoughts aside thinking just as a mere thought his name comes in her mind and heart but no there is something else in this matter as from that time he never leaves her thoughts for a single moment, she used to remember him almost every day, thinking the most weird fantasies with him and she did not knows what is happening with her the person whom she taught barely was taking a toll on all her thoughts and her heart and she even thinks about the damn precious relation with him only imagine with him the wrong relation before marriage and the beautiful relation after marriage in the eyes of society she start dreaming about that damn Physical Relation with him and that's it that day when she thinks him about like this she actually cried she thinks she is going completely mad and she has to stop herself thinking about like this she does not even know where he is and wherever he is she does not know why she actually start thinking him like this and she never find the answer of this very question and those days of her life was something worst days of her life off course when you did not sure about some feeling of yours for specific person and what you think just about him and that too an extreme level relationship the Physical Relationship it really scared her she thinks she is just went she makes her understand thinking it's just part of her age as her hormones changing but still somewhere she is not convinced because if that is the reason why only Armaan Mallik comes in her mind and heart there can be someone else too but no help but then she tried to recover herself but she knows how much she is trying she is falling very badly and the she finally completely shattered thinking about him from past 6 months and on that time nikki is also facing very big problem in her life as she is in with love Abhimanyu Modi who is one year younger to herself and her dad is not all agreed on their marriage as he is not in side of Love Marriage and nikki has no courage to talk with him she was thinking to broke her relationship with Abhinmanyu but here riddhima comes and plays her best friend role fully though she is herself passing from bad state as she can't think straight why he Armaan Mallik who she did not meet from so many years let alone met she does not even saw him is always in her mind and heart but still she talked with nikki's dad and convinced uncle aunty both as aunty is not in their favour too and it takes almost six months to let them agree on their marriage, she remembered that day nikki and abhie were so happy and she is happy seeing that million dollar smile playing on her best friend's face she can do anything for that after all nikki is one of her heart's cord as she loved her so much same with her their strong relationship but that day as she solved nikki's problem and brings that smile on her lips but that days she pushed herself in big trouble as she hugged nikki and congrats abhie when they met in evening after all the happiness comes in their lives for the celebration abhie

Ab:''jinhein hum din meiin bahut bar yad karte hai aur jo kabhie humare khayalon se jaa naa paayen oonse hum sache dill se bahut pyaar karte hai aur vo bhi dill kii gehrayioun se aur aisaa pyaar jiskaa koi rup aksar nahin hotaa hai naa jaise mai aapni nikki se beinteha karta hun pyaar aur aab ise rup bhi milne vaala hai and that's all because of you riddhima thanks so much sali sahiba aapnein mujhe merii zindagi dii hai I owe you sali sahiba thanks so much sachi mein''

He said while pulling nikki in a hug and riddhima is shocked she just nodded with a smile and she left from there after making an excuse to let them spend some time alone but her mind is just ringing abhie's words and she did not forget ' jinhein hum din meiin bahut bar yad karte hai aur jo kabhie humare khayalon se jaa naa paayen oonse hum sache dill se bahut pyaar karte hai aur vo bhi dill kii gehrayioun se aur aisaa pyaar jiskaa koi rup aksar nahin hotaa hai naa' kya vo bhi armaan se pyaar karti hai isi kaaran se vo ose din raat aapnein khyaalon meiin mehsoos karti hai ose aapni oon deep dark desires meiin share kartii hai kya isi vajah se jo sab ooski umar kii har koi ladki aapnein jeevan saathi yaa fir aapnein prince charming kee liyye kee saath share karti hai aur vo oon sab jagah par kya isiliyye armaan ko feel karti hai kya kii vo oos se pyaar kar baithi hai tabhie tou aaj bhi armaan ooske saath naa hokar bhi saath meiin hai kisii Ankahi Baat kii tarah aur oose bhull kar bhi nahin bhulli hai kissi Ansooni Mohabbat kii tarah, she reached her home thinking all this and that day she realized the most important truth of her life that heck those feelings which were deep buried in her heart from long time in her heart she is not realizing that what she is feeling from past few days and it was damn Love heck yes she has to admit that she is madly in love with Armaan Mallik her long love which she discovered at this stage only and she herself did not knows when her tears made their way finally she got answers all the questions which were troubling from long time but heck today after getting answers to those she is not at all happy she is damn sad as they did nothing just actually let born the new questions in her life, she does not know he loved her or not where did he at this time, this is all forgotten and too far she even did not know did he remember her even or long forgotten her what a irony she can't even happy finding that she is in love the most beautiful emotion of this world created by God but then she cried over her fate as knowing how will she find him in this big whole world and what if he did not responded her feelings she just cried her heart out she even did not remembered how she looked now as when she saw him all those 6 years back he is tall wearing spectacles but that's nothing matters but she knows she may not able to get her first ever love and she just cried the whole day and the whole night, and after that day she does not even know what she do about this, she is all helpless and crestfallen actually, she did not as her usual self since that day when she realized that she is in damn in love with him but how much she tried to hide her emotions she can't hide it from her best friend nikki though she tried not to make her worry when she got finally her happiness her abhie but she guessed it and that day really she tell her everything and first nikki is angry with herself that her best friend is going through so much and she is not able to read her while riddhima always read her like a open book and she is angry on riddhima too as she did not tell her about her feelings but then she knows she is riddhima never be open up about her feelings and then finally when they cleared all their things nikki knows she has to help her friend and has to do something for her and from that days she start finding Armaan Mallik from the places where they can, she searched on Facebook, Gmail wherever she can in their friend's list even their teacher's list too but no response she did not find him and riddhima already has no hope she stopped nikki knowing it will not work but nikki tried to find him for her friend's happiness they did not know where he lived and they can't checked their school records what they will say there why they needs Armaan Mallik's records and address so nothing and riddhima stop nikki saying it will surely not going to worth it as he is not in her destiny and maybe her love is only one sided which is always remained 'Ankahi Baat Aur Ansooni Mohabbat' ankahi baat jo vo kabhie chah kar bhi nahin keh paayegi aur ansooni mohabbat jo chah kar bhi ooska dill nahin sun paayega and nikki ultimately has to agree with disheartened with her friend and she too stopped searching him but she deep in heart knows riddhima wants him and wants to search him at least wants to see his face once only but she could not able to do anything for her friend and in all the mean time nikki gets married to abhie and now happily married and whenever nikki again said riddhima to find armaan again as she loved him so much riddhima always rejected the thought by saying to her that

R:''kahan dhundhna hai nikki tujhe ose fir se social networking sites par tujhe pata hai naa kitna bada padhakoo hai vo ose kahan se inn cheejon meiin interest honein laga leave it naa kyoon time waste kar rahii hai aur vaise bhi achaa hii hai naa nahin milla nahin tou kaise nibhati yar humari kahan mai social parties and get together all aur kahan vo boring sii personality so please aab tuu bhi bhull jaa ose mai tou bhull hii chuki hun aur aaggee bhi badh chuki hun aapni oon feelings se may be vo pyar tha hii nahin aisee hii mere khaylon meiin aa gayya may be its nothing yar so leave it yar nikki naa sachi meiin aur mujhe lagta hai kahin naa kahin he does not love me may be ooski shaadi bhi ho gayyi ho yar''

And as riddhima said these words to her nikki knows she just speak these words to let her heart set to peace and understands her feelings nikki knows riddhima did this only so that her heart believed that they will not be together so she used to say these kind of things to control her feelings for him she knows her friend she always control her emotions when it comes to herself and she actually hate and love this thing of her at the same time how she actually is so strong to pull herself out from these emotions which nikki herself can't do but she hates too as she always locked herself and did not let come closer to her heart and let them understand her emotions and her but this time she knows she loves Armaan Mallik so very much. And how much she tried to avoid herself closed herself and tried to control her feeing about him she is this time falling badly each time but still she managed to put the strong riddhima. And from that time though nikki knows riddhima loved him and she tried to convince her too about her love but riddhima did not saying it's just waste of her time as she knows these emotions are baseless and that's why riddhima always said there is no way of her love and she said it's may not love either but the truth is actually it is love which is ankahi baat and ansooni mohabbat in riddhima's words till now.

And riddhima wakes up all sweating as her mind rang the deep husky voice which she just heard a few years back which managed to play all her memories of 9 years run back in her mind and heart and as she sits on her bed while taking a glass of water she try to calm herself she feels so much hot in that cold night and the long perspiration drops on her for head, she glanced at the table clock and saw it was just 6.30 a.m. and she closed her eyes only to saw his face in front of her eyes she immediately opened her eyes as once again the words start ringing in her ears

R:''armaan mallik''

And her lips just whispered his name and she don't know why she remembers him so much at this time, she agreed she remembered him so much but why now so much that she even start seeing his face when she just closed her eyes and he sighed and get up from bed as she knows now she will not be able to sleep again and she changed herself in her tacks and went outside to take a walk in fresh air it may help her mind to fresh her memories and maybe she can able to get out from this whole Armaan Mallik issue this is all she wanted right now.

Riddhima comes back from her jog when she saw it's almost 9 and her parents must be back at anytime from their new year eve party and sleep over at there and yes she is right as soon she reached the house her parents come back right at that time and she after wishing them a new year and enveloping her in their arms she for a minute do forgets her worries and after spending few hours with her family, her dii as always they ate some sweets made by riddhima as new year riddhima visited temple like every year but today she is not at all peace she is reminding him only.

She has to go to a party in evening that's a New Year party as they did not have a New Year eve party they are partying on the very first day of New Year for a change that's what their group decided something different thinking everybody did new year party on new year eve they should do it on the very first day of new year and that's it they all agreed and the party is not only their group it's all their friends in whom they are in touch and they have to call them and the venue of the party is none other than their school campus, till the previous evening riddhima is s excited as everyone for attending this party as she loves to met her old friends and that's why she and nikki almost shopped all evening yesterday finding their selves beautiful dresses and riddhima herself purchase a beautiful red frock for herself that ends right above her knees off course she can wear this kind of dresses now as she is not at all chubby now which she used to be in her school and almost she wore these stuffs and she is way too excited to attend the party and she is always excited when it comes to cherish and memorize her old days and she did not agreed but somewhere deep in her heart knows that she is excited and a very small hope may be she can get him there just to saw his face once and she will be over from him seeing him with someone else this though literally sank her heart but still she thinks may be this will help her feelings to see him happy so that's why she is excited but right now all her excitedness is just flew away from the night she did not knows if she wants to go even or not if it's really him who called her then how will she able to face him what will she going to tell him what she is speaking in night on the phone what about her feelings so right now she just feels not going to party so she laid on her bed preparing herself not to go in the party as she has no courage to face him just with the thought that maybe he knows about her feelings gives her goose bumps, satisfaction, gloomy and sad thoughts that they never meant her first love is one sided gave her heartless and helpless feelings at the same time and its evening riddhima is sitting in her balcony when her mom comes giving her the landline phone saying it's nikki and she just take the phone then only she comes back to reality she is sitting in her balcony from hours doing nothing just thinks about him and now she closed her eyes ready to take nikki's wrath as she must called her on her cell phone but she did not know where it is so can't picked up that and now she knows nikki must be angry and like every time yes she is right as she spoke up on the phone

R:''hello nikki''

N:''where the hell are you riddhima tuu hai kahan pata bhi hai kab se mai tere cell par call kar rahii hun kahan hai tera cell tuu ose ootha kyoon nahin rahii hai yaa humesha kii tarah pata nahin kahan rakh kar baithi hai tuu god riddhima jab tune cell phone othana nahin hai tou kyoon itnein paise waste kiyye uncle kee ose lekar kharida hii kyoon hai jab tue ose kabhie oothana nahin hai seriously had hai yar I wonder jab armaan tujhe call karega tab ooska kya hogaa yar''

She said scolding her as well teasing her but then nikki bites her tongue taking his name and she knows how must be riddhima feels just at the mention of his name and yes riddhima is shell shocked hearing the teasing line of nikki and she did not even knows when she start imagining these things that armaan wills surely scolded her if she did not picked up her phone like this as she is one of the person who can't takes care of her things and well she is not that gadget kind of people and she thinks how armaan will scold her and how she will manofy him saying cutely sorry to him she does not know when she start imagining these things and nikki hearing her quietness

N:''riddhim yar sorry mera vo matlab nahin tha pata nahin kaise aisee hii muh se slip kar gayya yar''

Nikki immediately apologized thinking how must her friend feels she literally smacked herself for spoiling her mood as she knows she does not want to remember him and still she brings his topic little did she knows riddhima is thinking about him only from the night about the person whom she resolution that she is not going to think about him but her resolution breaks on new year night only and when riddhima still did not speak anything nikki again speak

N:''riddhima yar seriously I am very sorry mera tujhe hurt karne kaa koi intention nahin tha''

As nikki again apologize riddhima comes back to reality from her dreams and she immediately said to her best friend

R:''its fine nikki aur tujhe kabse mujhse apologize karne kii zarurat pad gayyi leave it achaa bata kyoon yad kar rahii hai mujhe aaj new year par jeej nee tujhe kaise akela kar diyya that kii tujhe time mill gayya mujhe call karne kaa han''

She said diverting nikki's mind too and teasing her as she knows nikki did not take his name deliberately

N:''you wish madam abhii-abhii tere oos jeej ko nahane bheja so that we can make up for the party on time aur tujhe isiliyye call kiyya hai kyonki poochna tha kii tuu gharr se kab niklegi party kee liyye madam as you see I am excited''

And now riddhima sighed she somewhere knows nikki must called her for asking about the party and she knows

R:''nikki actually umm actually umm mai naa umm vo party meiin nahin aa rahii hun actually''

She said fumbling with her words and then nikki who is shocked with her reply as she is damn excited till the yesterday night for party now what happen with her or to say what's wrong with her so she just shouted as expected

N:''what riddhima?''

R:''han nikki actually mera man nahin hai aur tabiyat bhi kuchh theek nahin lag rahii hai so please you and jeej go enjoy''

She said trying to makes her understand but next moment she heard nikki's voice

N:''jii nahin kuch nahin hua hai tere man ko achaa bhala tha aur terii tabiyat bhi theek hai i know paty meiin aakar poori theek ho jaayegi aagar kuch kharab hai bhi tou aur what is 'you and jeej enjoy' there is no ways me and abhie is going without you so you better right there on time samjhi tuu nahin tou mai tujhse baat nahin kar rahii hun aur aaj new year hai so I am leaving you but kal jab hum milenge tab mujhe poori baat sunani hai kii kya tujhe pareshan kar rahaa hai aur don't you dare say to me that you are fine and blah-blah so sweetheart see you at party bye sweetheart''

R:''nikki lekin''

But the phone is already hanged up and riddhima knows she has to go nikki would not leave her in peace and moreover if she did not finds her in the party she literally comes to her home and will drag her with her in whatever clothes and conditions she is so she did not wants to take a chance as she herself did with her and so she with a little heart gets up from the bean bag where she is sitting in balcony and after admiring the night as its winters the evening is surely looks like nights and she went inside and start getting ready for the party with a little heart as she missed him.

After two hours or so riddhima is standing in front of her school building just her dad dropped her there as nikki and abhie tells her that they will picked her but she said she comes with her own as she did not wants to disturb them, and she looked the building so many memories here her big part of childhood is spend here and a smile come son her lips remembering all those days, when no tension is in their hearts just the peace and fun and then she looked at the cycle stand and once again his thought rushed in her heart he used to ride his bicycle with his brother to school, she knows when she comes with her school bus she saw him almost every morning in her way and remembering her a smile adored on her face and then she went inside after listening the rock hard music the arty is surely going to fun just straightening her dress as she is claded in red small strap dress that ended little above her knees tighten till her waist and was lose from her waist flouring there and her long hairs were left opened as she pressed them while putting favourite hair band and then no makeup just highlighting her big green eyes with her eye-liner and mascara and her lips gloss making her red luscious lips more tempting with her red lip liner and red lipstick and she is wearing a bracelet matching with her dress having red flower in it in her wrist and completing her long 5 inch heels and then she walked inside looking so much hot and sexy yet innocent and beautiful at the same time and as she entered in the auditorium where the party is held all the eyes glued on her and she looked at them as she saw some known and some unknown faces there having a appreciated look for her and she smiled and then as she just moved a inch step she was engulfed in someone's arms and she was surprised but then as she realized after breaking the hug it's her one of close friend gunjan she smiled and hugged her back and as they start catching up she moved to the group recognizing some new faces and remembering all the memories as the auditorium has a clear view of the section of her 10^th standard unknowingly her eyes glued to her class and she could not help but his face flashed in front of her as she remembered how her groups makes noises in morning and in recess standing there on railing and he and some other guys looked at them passing them the look how noisy she is and remembering this a smile comes on her lips as she feels if she feels he is irritating he also feels she is too irritating and she smiled and then remembered how gunjan once asking him about his marks so that they can find their positions getting an idea but he did not tell them instead asked their marks and then one day she remembered how they found out he shared birthday with her favourite teacher and just after one day of her birthday his birthday is there and she remembered how she gets all excited on her birthday and almost everyone in her class knows it's her birthday and his birthday no one knows he is some kind of serious and she smiled remembering each and every small thing of him and she is still looking at the class how he used to sat on first desk and she is looking still the door of her class when her trance breaks with nupur's voice as she asked her about nikki's arrival and replied she is on her ways as she and abhie has to stop for wishing abhie's taya ji's family a new year and riddhima thanked that she comes on her own otherwise she will be bored and soon enough she again engaged with gunjan and nupur with chatting as gunjan's fianc samrat and nupur's husband mayank also joined her and she enjoyed herself meeting all the people she did not see from long time and then suddenly she heard

V:''riddhima gupta''

And she turned to saw a tall guy first she did not able to recognize him but as she looked closer to him and makes pressure on her memory she recognized him he is none other than Siddhant Modi one of her classmate and she met him warmly while hugging him and then all teased him saying that he still comes to ask notes from riddhima as Siddhant is one of spoil brat in the class no one gives him notes if he ever missed class it's always riddhima who did that and he smiled hearing this and riddhima also smiled remembering those days how they said these things and one day when she is handling notes to Siddhant in morning so that he can do his work before class starts on as he missed school yesterday she saw armaan comes early in class that day and seeing her with him he stormed out of the class just putting his bag and giving her a disgusted look and she did not able why he looked at her like this buts he shrugged her thoughts thinking he is mad nothing else she still remembering the incident when siddhant's voice

S:''hey riddhima tum armaan se milli yaa nahin he was asking about your group from sometime''

And that's it as she heard these words from siddhant's mouth the time seemed to stop that moment and she looked at him armaan the name just only managed to arise goose bumps on her skin and her heart start beating fast but still she

R:''kaun Armaan Armaan Mallik Siddhant?''

She asked once again confirming and as siddhant nodded she did not know how to react but she could not help her heart cheated on her and her green eyes start scanning all the place to have a glimpse of him and her heart is beating so fastly that she can clearly heard her heartbeats and she is sure of the loud rock music is not playing other people her friends too can heard her fast heart beats and she is so much deep with her own feelings at the revelation that he here that she becomes oblivious to all the presence here and she is so involved in searching him all over the place with the longings in her green eyes is so much that she even did not realize when nikki and abhie walked in the party and met all the people their friends and introduce each-other their fianc and spouses respectively and as now nikki hugged her she responded them but her heart and brain is somewhere else nikki finds it weird and abhie too nudged her asking with his eyes what happen to his sali sahiba but she shrugged her shoulders she wants to ask what is bothering her but actually before she can ask her anything there is loud music caught their attention and they all are invited for dance and as riddhima saw nikki and abhie's face she knows they are worried for her so she just said stopping her eyes to scanning whole of the place again and again she does not wants to spoil their mood so she just

R:''nikki yar aur jeej you both are looking absolutely made for each-other and rocking and nikki you look hot in this dress I bet jeej you have tough time around with my hot friend and obviously you complemented her so well jeej''

She said not even let them ask what is bothering her as she teased them abhie smiled and put his hand on nikki's waist as she dressed yellow and white dress looking so much beautiful himself complementing in white suit and then he just

Ab:''don't even ask sali sahiba ise aisee dekh kar I want to go on honeymoon again''

He said and nikki blushed and then she just warned as both abhie and riddhima hi-fived and grinned seeing her

N:''abhie shut up aur bas karoo dono chalein dance karne hum''

Both abhie and riddhima nodded as they knows she is distracting them her red cheeks stating all this and they wants to tease her but as everyone start approaching the dance floor they did too and riddhima smile she managed to escape from her questions

N:''jo bhi ho mai jaan kar rahungi tuu pareshan kyoon hai riddhima''

Nikki whispered to her as they made their way towards dance floor, and riddhima looked at her retreating figure she knows nikki caught her like every time but she did not wants to spoil their mood because of her feelings and what she has to say to them that she is missing him again and was finding him and still could not find her as he is in party himself and she sighing moved to dance floor with a smile little did she knows she is going the best dance of her life.

As soon she reached the dance floor the dance floor lights dimmed and the song start playing and she has closed her green eyes as she feels lights flashing in her green eyes as the music started she saw one boy's back facing her and

And she is shocked seeing that sight in front of her as she saw that blue eyes in looking in her green eyes as he faced her and before she can even returned from her shock gaze she finds herself was pulling by abhie and nikki as they start dancing and next moment as the music start getting high they were pulled by partners as abhie and nikki paires up she looked at them from the corner of her eyes and the another pairs admiring all of them but her eyes is continuously wanting his gaze and her heart

(As nikki points to armaan looking at riddhima with her eyes)

(Armaan pulled her more closer as he caressed her back and she looked in his eyes feeling he knows her that she love him completely)

(Armaan makes her holds against her back facing him and he clutched her waist making her numb and whispered in her ear again Happy New Year)

And she did not know when she is spun in his arms as he wished new year near her ear again and the song finished as she is numb after hearing those three words how she can forget the voice yes now she believes its Armaan Mallik himself who called her in night to wish her and as well the reality stuck to her making her numb he knows that she loved him she moved from dance floor and the dance is also stopped just the slow music going on and now riddhima and abhie is at the food corner along with nikki and just taking their plates and then as they stand at one corner while munching their food riddhima tries to avoid armaan as she does not have capacity to face him actually now when she knows it's none other than him she told him her feelings that she loved him so she never wants to face him though her heart keeps on looking at him from the corner of her eyes she does not have any courage to tell him that she loved him in all those years he will surely makes fun of hers too and she did it and finds him busy in talking with some persons and she sighed may be he takes it as joke and would did not wants to ask about this from her and she thanked her stars for this though she wants to engulf in his arms and tell him that she is waiting for him but she stopped herself and let herself busy with her friends as maybe this will distract her but she knows it will not going to help her as from so many months when he is not even in front of her eyes now tou he is in front of her eyes how she will ignore her, her heart keeps on cheating on her looking at him still she tries to get herself busy in pulling nikki's leg about food as she heard abhie jeej is pulling his wife her leg about related to food as she is saying that she is damn too much hungry as she does not eat properly sice morning and now the dance too so she too joined him by saying that

R:''nikki tuu bhi naa yar aab tujhe bhookh lag rahii hai aur pata hai jeej ek time tha kii ise kuchh khane kaa man hii nahin karta the because of you aur pata hai sookh kar kaanta ho gayyi thi mujhe dar tha kii kahin ud hii naa jaaye yeh''

She said while hi fiving with abhie as they both grinned as nikki makes a face as they pulled her leg and

Ab:''oh sweetheart sachii meiin par pata hai sali sahia aaj kal yeh madam itnaa khati hai kii I wonder raat ko dinner par mera wait kaise karti hai bhookhe you see sali sahiba kyoon nikki''

N:''very funny tumhe tou mai bad meiin batati hun (she said to abhie glaring at him and then turned to riddhima) aur madam tuu tou aisee bol rahii hai jaise aaj kal tuu bahut khati hai see kitni kamzor ho gayyi hai bataon armaan ko''

She said while teasing riddhim and riddhima's eyes opened in shock she did not expected this and she shouted

R:''nikki tuu''

But riddhima is cut short with a deep husky voice as she heard him saying near her ear that makes her breaths sharp But riddhima is cut short with a deep husky voice as she heard him saying near her ear that makes her breaths sharp

A:''so still shouting nothing has changed yet han i guess so''

And riddhima nearly stumbled on her feet as she heard his deep husky voice near her ear as well she is trying to moved towards nikki to smack her but that one voice is enough to stop her in her tracks as she stumbled a little armaan holds little from her shoulder to let her not to fall and she is on her feet looking towards him and they shared a beautiful eye-lock as armaan too looked at her and seeing this nikki grinned while abhie looked confusingly towards them and then their beautiful eye-lock as both blues and greens were speaking emotions breaks with voice

N:''ahemm ahemm''

And that fake cough of nikki's enough to break their trance and riddhima moved forwards coming out from his hold and armaan too leaves her though he does not wants to but still leaves her shoulder but still standing near her and

N:''so Armaan Mallik right''

She said and armaan nodded looking at her giving a warm smile in return as she smiled too

A:''yea Nikkita, Armaan Mallik how are you''

N:''well very well thanks you so much and meet my husband Abhimanyu Modi''

A:''oh hii abhimanyu congratulations to you and nikki you too''

He said while shaking his hand with abhie and congratulated them and all the time his eyes were on her he is looking at her from the corner of his eyes as she is looking on floor only and then nikki's voice breaks his trance

N:''thanks and abhie this is Armaan Mallik riddhima's biggest competitor hai naa riddhima''

She said deliberately to see the reaction of her bestest friend and as expected riddhima glared at her instantly

R:''shut up nikki jeej its nothing like that and nikki you just shut up''

N:''haw how mean kyoon tuu hii tou hotii thi naa jise sabse pehle janana hota tha kii armaan ne kitna score kiyya hai''

Ab:''really sali sahiba mujhe nahin pata tha you are so conscious about these score kind of things''

And before riddhima can say anything its nikki who starts while looking both armaan and riddhima's faces first face was showing so much confusion as well smile yes armaan did not this thing and the latter one is giving her all deadly glares

N:''han abhie you should see her how she feels when armaan did not tell about his marks unless he asked ours and her face is like something to be seen as she has to waited for the day of the result declared sachii meiin she is so desperate to know about his marks only, only his marks bothered to her sachii''

She said and that's it riddhima just boiled in anger she is telling all the things which he does not know and off course should not be knows either especially after the yesterday's incidence and here her own bestest friend is doing things to makes her life more complicated as it's not enough complicated and she knows she did that deliberately

R:''just shut up nikki abhie jeej aisaa kuch nahin hain its just you know the curiosity in school days and you just close your mouth otherwise i will not think to stop talking with you at the new year itself''

She said threatening nikki in her voice the loud voice which armaan never forgets and at one stage irritates like anything about her loud speaking habit and so now right on he again commented

A:''so i guess riddhima gupta is still the same nothing is changed still shouting on top of her lungs hann''

And right then riddhima looked at him as she received his same comment in this evening and she glared at nikki who just put her in this situation but before she can speak to her armaan again speaks

A:''am i right nothing is changed right miss riddhima gupta''

He said and that's it riddhima turned to him while looking at him she just

R:''so you have any problem mister armaan mallik still the same attitude of yours showing all the years back''

She snapped back as she just boiled with anger first all her feelings, then the yesterday night's call to be precisely says his call and the lack of sleep and now with him the dance and then now she knows he is the one who called her and with all these teasing and all she does not have any control over herself so she just snapped back to him even and he

A:''no not at all and by the way thanks for the compliment''

R:''you are most welcome''

She said sarcastically and nikki grinned her plan work to put her on ease in front of him otherwise she will not be able to talk with him with all her shyness and in all those her feelings which she didn't even wants and now she speak up

N:''ohk ohk guys please hum itnein salon baad mille hain so no harsh comments allowed and all vaise armaan you are changed so much not that glasses and looks handsome not bad Mr.Mallik''

She said praising him and armaan smiled at her and went to hug her which nikki returned and

A:''well things do changed but some things never changed aur vaise bhi insan bahar se chahein kitna hii badal jaayen aandar se ose vaise hii rehna chahiye naa yar kyoon abhimanyu''

He said meaningfully while looking at riddhima from the corner of his eyes and riddhima looked at him then

Ab:''yea right bilkul sahii kaha tumne armaan i agreed with you''

He said while giving him hug and he returned that too and then he looked at riddhima and she knows while just looking in his eyes that he wants to hug her too and same was with her too but her feelings makes her all shy and

A:''well riddhima happy new year to you too and you also changed riddhima''

He said near her ear while pulling her in a hug taking her in shock as start but then as she feels his arms wrapped around her waist her hands too went around his back hugging him and this is the time when riddhima feels she is at home. And armaan's condition is no less than hers he feels that he gets some puzzle piece back of his life and the unsolved puzzle of his life will be soon solved and he hugged her tightly not letting others known about his tight hug except her as she feels his hands gripping her waist and then their hug breaks with some people of staff and as he

St:''excuse me sir''

And as armaan heard those words he reluctantly leaves her though his heart does not wants to leave her same was with riddhima too she even does not wants to go away from him she is in his arms the dream which is haunted her every night from the time she comes to know that she loved him and armaan looked at her while gives her the small smile and the expressions in his eyes did not went unnoticed by him well saying everything to her then he turned and

St:''i am sorry sir to disturb you''

The staff member says to armaan as armaan looked at him the staff member means the person who is arranging the party

A:''its fine Mr.Shukla batayiye kya bat hain Mr.Shukla''

St:''sir vo actually the dj wants to ask you something so please sir''

A:''yea i am coming give me a second''

Then his staff member nodded and leaves from there and armaan turned to riddhima, nikki and abhie who was looking what is going on here and armaan gives the answers to their questions

A:''umm sorry guys for the interruption you guys enjoy i will be back''

And all three of them nodded and armaan went towards the dj after giving a loving look to his riddhima yes his riddhima he will makes sure that she will be his only and then riddhima too looked at him admiring him with blush. And soon armaan is busy with some preparations and all as he spoke to dj but his eyes were glued on hers he so wanted to go back and engulf her in his arms tightly but work and riddhima too was gazing at him from the corner of her eyes with a smile playing on her lips thinking their hug does that means he has some feelings too for her suddenly her trance breaks with one voice and she turned only to find siddhant standing there with some girl accompanying him and as he introduced her with that girl as his girl friend all their friends start teasing them that may be siddhant needs here too riddhima's notes in his love life and all giggled hearing this and siddhant do tells his girl friend tammanna how riddhima is saviour in the school always helped him and then he hugged her too and riddhima returned the hug too he is such a sweet person and good friend of hers and only then she feels one arm around her shoulder and she heard

Ar:''off course riddhima ka tou humesha se hi kam yehii hai sabki help karna naa''

He said as he comes back and joined them again and then as riddhima looked at him well she deep understands the meaning of his words everyone smiled and agreed on it but riddhima feels a possessiveness too in his words and hold and then he

Ar:''hai naa riddhima aab bhi sabki help karogi na especially siddhant kii naa yar''

He said and everyone giggled while riddhima just lowered her eyes with a smile as she feels his hand still around her shoulder and then everyone enjoyed a lot and armaan was with nikki abhie and riddhima, they chatted, ate together and have fun with each-other reliving the moments of their childhood and then as nikki asked about armaan why he called by the staff workers he told them that he organized the party actually he has his company and he is there in town and his company branch received contract of his school so he organized the party as its his school excitedly and all the time armaan sometimes holding her hands in his without letting anyone noticed, this is something she never expected this kind of thins especially from this person the armaan mallik and then as they were sitting on one table talking with each-other armaan was holding riddhima's hands under the table she does not know what to say to him and then they were joined by their once Maths Teacher and she praised armaan for his preprations whule armaan smiled saying its his duty after all he has wonderful time here and its his school after all riddhima admired him and a sense of proudness too comes as she heard of his praise and his answer makes her feels that she is love with him again down to earth person in all this time riddhima did not know that she is observe by two pair of eyes while she is busy in admiring him and finally the party comes to its end, all their friends were going after bidding bye to each-other and with the promise to remain in touch with each-other, riddhima also has to leave with nikki and abhie jeej but she don't want to leave she wants to talk with him don't know when they will met again may be she gtes married and just the mere thought of getting married with another person breaks her heart in pieces and tears were about to come in her eyes which she immediately rolled on her cheeks making anyone worried then only she heard nikki's voice as she said

N:''armaan i know you both needs to talk so please here is riddhima go and talk aur riddhima ghar kii chinta mat karn i already tell aunty that you are staying at my place tonight so talk with him happy new year armaan and bye armaan''

And armaan nodded riddhima was too shocked to react when did this happened actually when she called at her home

Ab:''par nikki sali sahiba''

But nikki shushed him by pulling him with her and they were out of their sight now they both were alone there armaan

A:''riddhima''

As he called her softly first time she heard her name with so much passion true he called her so many times in this evening but this time so softly his voice filled with such intensity and emotions that her heart skipped even a bit and

A:''umm riddhima''

And as he again called her her trance breaks as she is so busy in admiring his voice with her name sounded so much sweet from his mouth and she finds him smiling she while giving him a smile replied to him slowly as he called her that

R:''han''

A:''kya hum please yahan thodi der ruk sakte hain i want to check myself that things are going fine if only it's fine with you''

He asked as riddhima looked at the surroundings as he means the party winding up his colleagues were doing this she smiled he said truth some things never changed a bit he is still that dedicated person to his work she nodded and then

A:''thanks so much chalo let's sit here tab tak yeh log aapna kam bhi finish kar lenge what's say han''

Riddhima again nodded as he points towards the two chairs and armaan smiled and both walked towards them and sat on them, both were quite as let their silence speaking moreover both were finding the words to talk and then finally

R:''armaan''

A:''riddhima''

As finally they both end up speaking at the same time both looked at each-other and smiled hearing each-other calling at the same time and then again both go silent and both were nervoused completely and then after few minutes finally

A&R:''vo kal raat''

And this time actually they both were stunned looking at each-other they did wants to talk about the thing happened at night and finally end up asking the same question at same time again and armaan saw that blush coming on her cheeks as riddhima rembered how she already confessed her love for him to him only and this very thought makes goose bumps arises all over her skin and then suddenly she feels so much shy feeling his desire gaze upon herself as he heard her words that she did not know what to do so she quietly stands up with her lowered eye-lids start walking not wants to face him she is so much shy feeling and the fact that he knows her she loved him makes her more shy and she does not know where she is heading she just could not met his gaze feeling extremely shy and right then she

A:''mujhse shaadi karogi?''

And his just one question makes her stop in her tracks as her heart beats stopped hearing his words and she thought she heard him wrong and she just stand there still numb with her back against him digesting his words when she again heard his words as he finds her not turning he knows her what must be she is feeling right now so he just said again

A:''mujhse shaadi karogi?''

And this time while holding her wrist making her turned and believed that she heard right and as armaan holds her wrist with so much authority and passion taht she feels a shiver ran down in her spine and then armaan turned her

A:''bolo naa Riddhima Gupta mujhse shaadi karogi?''

And as this time she is facing her she looked at his face and his face speaks all the things his face is showing how much serious and honest he is and riddhima looked at him just when armaan holds her hands kissed her hands and riddhima feels this is the moment which she is waiting to come from the time she realized she loved him and some where let her think herself that this moment will never be comes in her life heck just few hours before she thinks she will never able to see him in her whole life but what a surprise her almighty god planned for her here he is not only in front of her prposing her for marriage itself her heart is beating so much fast and she looked at him with tears in her eyes as she finds him staring at her with so much expressions and love in his eyes yes that's love only how she can misunderstood that emotion what if he still did not confessed his love well technically she does not even confessed too he still will unknown about her feelings if he does not called her in night and she thinking of nikki doesn't blasted at him well these can be think later on right now she thanked her almighty god and then looked at his face which is full of expressions she so loved his expression full face always states his emotions whether he expressed or not and she looking at him in his eyes which were full of so much hope she while lowering her eyes just nodded her head in agreement and as soon she nodded her head in agreement she is engulfed in his arms tightly wrapped in his arms first she is startled with this sudden hug even stumbled a few steps but armaan's hold is so much tightened around her that she does not fall and right at that moment in her life she feels she will never fall and he is the one who will never let her fall what ever the circumstances maybe and as soon riddhima feels his hands tightly wrapped around her back making her hands around his neck and she hugged him back engulfed him in her arms too she did not bothered if anyone watched them she so waited for this moment in her heart always though she tried to strong but she waited and this is the truth she is hiding from herself too and now in his arms she feels completed and armaan's condition and happiness has no bound just after saw her nod he so actually waited for this moment he did not even remembers the time too from how much he is waiting for this moment and here it is with god's grace

A:''thanks so much riddhima you made me the happiest and luckiest person in this whole world''

He said while still hugging her and riddhima's lips curved into a deep and very big smile hearing him she did not say anything just let themselves enjoying the warmth of each-other's arms questions can wait so they just enjoyed and

A:''you know maine is din ka kabse intezar kiyya hain riddhima''

He said while detangling her from himself and cupped her face in his palms making her looked at him she still has tears in her eyes feeling her dream which she herself frightend to see is coming true in front of her then she just

R:''maine bhi armaan bahut intezar kiyya hain iss din kaa bahut intezar''

She said making him smile and he cleared her tears from her cheeks making her smile as well shivered with his touch

A:''ohh really tabhie aap kal raat ko keh rahin thi kii aap mujhe bhulne kii kitni koshish kar rahin hain aur kisii aur se shaadi bhi tou karni hain naa aapko aap tou aage badh rahin hain naa aur now you are waiting for this moment too ahan''

He teased her as he remembered her night's outburst which she did thinking he is nikki and hearing him riddhima pouted but she avoids looking in his eyes dropping her eyes to floor not looking at him yes she tried to moved on and

A:''areey riddhima i was just teasing you yar kyon''

He said as he knows she feels bad he can find that guilt in her eyes but he is just teasing her he doesn't means to hurt her so but he is cut short with riddhima's words as she cut him in between while saying to him still not looking

R:''i am sorry armaan i am really very sorry please''

And her tears made their way flowing from her eyes thinking she hurt him and armaan immediately takes her in his arms engulfing her let her secure in the wramth of his arms he didn't knows that his teasing will hurt her like that so

A:''riddhima i am sorry mai sachii meiin just tumhe tease kar rahaa tha yar nothing else''

He tried to makes her calm while rubbing her back but riddhima just cried and her tears were soaking his shirt he can feels this but riddhima is taking all her out her feeling her grief which she is feeling when he is not with him and when she comes to know about her true feelings about him all moments how she covered and hides all her feelings trying to strong in front of everyone and she succeeded but today she wants to failed and right now she is just doing this crying her herat out in his arms the moment she finds armaan is with him she knows she does not need to be strong in front of him she can weekend and tell him the truth which she successfully hiding from everyone and armaan can understands what she must be going through so he keeps on caressing her back her hairs trying to calm her in between and when her sobs decreased he detangled her from himself and wiped her tears away from her eyes and then as he makes her settle on the chair and holds her hands riddhima holds his hand too and she looked at him armaan finds her staring at him then her eyes still filled with tears but she smile and she while saying in between too

R:''nahin armaan meri galti thi mai sachi meiin aage badhne kii koshish kar rahii thi armaan par nahin ho paaya mujshe sachi meiin armaan bahut try kiyya pata hain mere pas koi option hii nahin tha armaan nahin jaanti thi kii tum ho kahan jabse tumhare pyaar kaa ehsaas hua naa mujhe tou pata bhi nahin tha kii mai tumse pyaar karti hun armaan naa kabhie school time meiin is bare meiin socha naa kabhie college meiin socha tumhare bare meiin armaan par armaan yeh bhi sach hain ek tarah se main tumhe bhull kar bhi kabhie nahin bhulli thi armaan tum humesha mere sang hii rahein armaan, itnein salon meiin almost 10 sal armaan ho gaye hain tumse dur hue, mujhe humesha tum bas irriating lagte the maine kabhie oos tarah socha hii nahin armaan par armaan jab bhi hum school kii batein yad karte mai tumhe humesha yad karti thi mai hii hotii thi jiske muh se pehle tumhara nam nikalata main yehii bolti hii kii tum kitne bade irritating the par armaan that was just my stupidity jis din shaadi kii baat hui mere gharr meiin sabse pehle tumhara khayal aur bas fir oos din se tou tum merii zindagi meiin aisii laut ayie jaise kabhie gayye hii naa ho vaise yehii sach hai tum gayye hii kahan the mujhse dur humesha se ek Ansooni Mohabbat jise mera dill kehna chahta tha jaane kabse maine hii nahin soon aur Ankahi Mohabbat kii tarah jise jab maine kehna chaha tum nahin sun paaye oos Ansoon Aur Ankahi Mohabbat kii tarah armaan aur pata hain jis din yeh ehsaas hua kii i am in love with you oos din nahin samjah aya kii hanson yaa royun oos din bahut royii thi aur dill meiin 1 ajeeb tarah kii khushi bhi tou thi mere man meiin sachii armaan pata hai oos din abhie jeej ne kaha kii jise hum bahut pyaar karte hain naa vohii humare dill meiin aise chupke se base hue hotein hain armaan aur oos din pata chala kii kyoon tum din raat mere saath meiin rehte ho kyoon mai aapne saari dark fantasies tumhare saath share karti hun armaan pyaar jot ha tumhare liyye kyoon kabhie kisii aur ko nahin dekh paati pehle darti thii kii yeh galat hain par jis din ehsaas hua naa kii i am in love with you oos din yeh sab sahii lagne laga armaan aur fir armaan tumhe dhundhne kii koshish bhi kii armaan jahan jahan hum kar sakte the par tum nahin mille fir maine aapnein dill ko samjhana shuru kiyya kii tum merii kismet meiin nahin ho nahin tou mujhe mill chuke hotee aur naa hii humara saath hai pata hain kabhie mera dill nahin maana aapnein dill ko manane kee liyye maine naa sab tarah se socha kii tum tou mujhe bhull bhi gayye hoge humari nahin nibhegi tumhe yad bhi nahin hoga mere bare meiin aur tum tou itnein ache padhai meiin aab tak bahut successful hogee kahin bahar hoge aur mere maa-papa merii shaadi bahar nahin karenge kyonki vo mujhe aapnein saamne dekhna chahte hain aur main bhi tumse pyaar nahin karti aur yeh sirff 1 attraction hain merii tumhare liyye mai aapne aap ko mana rahii thi armaan actually jaante hue bhi kii yeh pyaar hain par ise qubool nahin kar rahii thi qubool karke bhi andekha kar rahii thi jab kii dill tou cheekh cheekh kar kehtta kii i am in love with you aur pata hain new year par resolution liyya tha kii tumhe ose sal meiin chod doongi is sal meiin yad nahin karungi aur i fail on first day itself armaan sachii meiin aur pata hain aapnein aap ko manane kee liyye maine yeh tak soch liyya kii tumhari tou aab tak shaadi bhi ho gayyi hogii aur 2 bachein bhi ho gayye honge abhii tak aur you are very much happy in your life par armaan in sab ke baad bhi main fail ho gayyi aur humesha bas baat yehii rahii kii i am in love with you''

She completed with so much emotions and with a smile too as she said that kids and marriage part and armaan smiled hearing her deep feelings for him and he prouds how much she loved him and he wiped away her tears and then he

A:''itnaa pyaar karti ho mujhse riddhima tou kabhie kaha kyoon nahin''

He said while joining his forhead with hers and riddhima smiled seeing his loving gestures and then she

R:''arrey pata hotaa tou kya tumhe bata naa detii tabhie''

She said like in total riddhima style making him smile too

A:''achaa aur aagar mai mana kar deta tou han tab riddhima''

He asked just to know what she will do if he did not loved her back

R:''kuch nahin armaan then I will let you go mai tumhari khushi kee raaste meiin kabhie nahin ati mujhe tumse pyaar hua yeh koi reason nahin hain kii tum bhi mujhse return meiin pyaar karoo vaise bhi pyaar tou hota hain armaan karvayan nahin jaata kisii se zabardastii so bas I will let you go off course I let you go without any regrets and grudges mujhe koi regret nahin hota kii maine tumhe aapne pyaar kaa ikraar kiyya atleaset mai aapni poori zindagi kash tou nahin kehti naa I cherished that atleast I confessed my love to aur the consequences I will surey face armaan and I really will aur aagar tum nahin milte tou let's say it's my destiny but I will never love anyone else like that because first love is always first love and I will always loved you armaan I will armaan for my whole life I will do armaan as much as I do now armaan and this is the truth I never changed and I can't even changed if I tried too''

Riddhima said and armaan is not at all surprised with her answer he can expect this from her though he gets irritated with her loud voice and her mischievious nature in childhood but still loved her caring and her understanding nature.

A:''you know riddhima mai humesha tumhari isi baat ke liyye tumse impressed rahaa hun kii kaise tum koi negativity nahin leti kisii cheej ko lekar bhi aur you know i so loved this chracterstics of yours riddhima sachi meiin riddhima yar''

He said and riddhima smiled and then looked at her armaan too gives her his best smile and then riddhima just asked

R:''kyoon mujse pyaar nahin karte kya tum armaan merii sirff yeh chractertic se kya matlab''

She asked and armaan smiled she is back to her mischevious tone and armaan smiled and then nodded in disagreement and riddhima's face fell seeing his head nodded in disagreement and then he just whispered near her ear saying that

A:''kyonki main tou humesha se hii tumse pyaar karte aya hun riddhima''

As he spoke up riddhima looked at him with her eyes popped out from her socket as she registered his words and

R:''kya matlab armaan tum mujhe kabse pyaar karte ho armaan kya''

A:''han merii jaan humesha se shuru se hii tumse riddhima''

He said while kissing her hands and riddhima looked at him armaan

A:''jis din tum ne mujhe vo syallbus handle kiyya tha in 9th class tab maine tumhe pehli bar closely observe kiyya tha you know otherwise I know because of the noise which you and your group use to create it's so much irriatating I tell you and I hates it breaking all the concentration of mine completely and I am irritated''

R:''what do you mean by that it's not our fault if you keeps on studying all the time''

She said cutting him and armaan smiled hearing her words and

A:''yea right jaise khud tou padhti hii nahin tha naa tum humesha mere saath compete kar rahii hotii thi one ya two mark ko lekar aur abhi nikki too tell sabse zayaada tumhe hii interest hotaa tha mere marks janane meiin naa riddhima''

He teased her and riddhima just whined saying his name na

R:''kya armaan''

A:''achaa baba ohk no more teasing yar par riddhima sachii meiin at that time mujhe kuch smaajh nahin aya I just love your eyes which almost hidded behind your specs yar and then in 10th too same situation we never talked and all but you know jab tum oos sid ke saath baat karti thi naa I so don't like that thing jabki tum doosre ladkon kee saath bhi lagii hotii thi pange lene meiin but I never mind yea I use to irritate seeing your cold attitude but seeing with siddhant I just want to lock you in some room so that you didn't able to talk with him riddhima at that time I don't know why na riddhima''

R:''armaan mallik you are jelous are you I mean tabhie oos din subhh when you come early you gives me that glare naa''

She asked as she is thrilled coming to know this piece of information she never knows that some glare of his has this meaning

A:''umm han actually sorry riddhima oos din I feels so disgusted to see you guys I feels like kii tum kyoon ooske itnein pas khadi ho matlab jaise oos time baaki couple boys and girls jaldi ate the milne ko mujhe tum par bahut gussa aya tha''

He confessed and riddhima looked at him and then she immediately asked he thinks she and siddhant have something

R:''armaan tumhe lagta tha mera aur Sid ka koi relation hain han?''

A:''nahin riddhima trust me oos tarah se nahin socha mujhe pata tha tum vaise nahin ho aur na hii main kabhie tumhare bare meiin aisaa soch sakta hun sachii par pata nahin I can't stand Siddhant near you riddhima if feels somthing you know at that time mujhe isiliiye bhi boora lagta tha kii tum itnii achii ladki aur you know that Siddhant's reputation mischievous and all mujhe boora lagta kii kahin ooski vajah se tum trouble meiin naa aa jaon aur moreover hum sab meiin bhi boys kehte thi kii riddhima hii Siddhant kii help karti hain yar pata nahin kaise she helped him this pissed me so much yar completely''

He said and riddhima looked at him well she knows he is speaking the truth and moreover that time they are children at teenage stage so no one knows what they are doing and the deep meanings behind their actions and she do knows he must be heard that things too as girls too said to her that why she is helping siddhant he is always punished student but still she did thinking he is good one just did mischiefs more and right now getting this piece of information she

R:''oh so mr.armaan mallik ko itnii jalan ho rahii thi kii vo mujhe ooske saath khada bhi nahin dekh sakte the han naa aur rehne do armaan I know tumhe bas jalan hotii thi aur vaise I don't know kii you are so much possessive for me hain''

A:''riddhima yar it's nothing like that just you see I meant''

R:''yea yea I know what do you meant you are jelous Mr. Armaan Mallik''

A:''yes riddhima fine I am possessive for you I agreed fine''

He said while pulling her hand lighty that landed on armaan's chest and that riddhima doesn't expect this move so

R:''kya kar rahein ho armaan koi dekh lega armaan naa''

She said while getting aware of suuroundings but armaan replied

A:''koi hai hii nahin riddhima yahan jo dekhega riddhima''

R:''armaan kya''

He said and riddhima said but armaan tells with eyes to watch and as she looked here and there indeed there is no one they were all alone actually armaan sends them his staff when riddhima is crying with his hands movement only and well off course riddhima did not knows this as she is busy in him and her face is too buried in his chest and then only armaan moved closer to her making her herat beats sharpen as she feels his hot breath on her face and then only armaan pulled her more closer and with in swift movement of his riddhima landed is is his lap and riddhima is startled with his actions she never ever expected this and armaan winked at her seeing her face and armaan holds her in his lap while his arms made their way around her waist riddhima looked at him sideways as his cheeks were near his nape making her much more shivered she doesn't feels this kind of thing before so new to her but still she loved this feeling and happy she is sharing these moments with him only but still with so much shyness he called him while saying

R:''armaan please chodo naa''

A:''jii nahin main tou bilkul bhi nahin chodunga maine bahut intezar kiyya hain tumhara riddhima''

R:''armaan please naa armaan chodo''

A:''maine kaha naa mai nahin chodunga riddhima you know i am so ziddi''

He holds her tight when he feels her wriggled in his hold but he knows she loved this too her body telling him

R:''armaan par''

A:''koi par var nahin''

R:''fine armaan''

A:''that's like good girl''

She said giving in as she knows he will not lisntened her and armaan pecked her cheeks and she is surprised

R:''armaan yeh kya hai armaan''

A:''well yeh mera pyaar hain riddhima''

He said kissing her again on her cheeks making her blushed

A:''oye hoye''

He said and making riddhima blushed even more so she try to change the topic

R:''umm armaan''

A:''mmm riddhima''

R:''tumhe kaise pata chala kii you loved me i mean kab ehsaas hua''

A:''thoda thoda tou school meiin ho gaya tha par naa tum aisii thi naa mai kii hum ek doosre ko poochte as a boy friend and girl friend I know you hate these kind of things you thinks total waste of time especially at that time aur even I am not at all exception too naa riddhima so I didn't ask you''

R:''i know we are even not like those people who used to do time pass''

A:''han bas tabhie nahin poocha aur vaise padhai par bhi concentrate karn chahta tha main yar aur then we seprated I mean mai non-medical meiin aur you are in commerce meiin you know that time I start missing your presence in class na''

He said revealing one more truth and riddhima is surprised and looked at him armaan kissed her cheek

R:''what you start missing me around you armaan''

A:''han riddhima that's why I come in recess out to see your face and hear your noise''

R:''oh my god armaan tab tumne kuch kyoon nahin bola mujhse''

A:''khud ko hi samajh nahin aya yar tab tumhe kya kehta main riddhima''

R:''armaan tum na sachii meiin kuch hint hii den dete atleast itnaa intazar nahin karna padta humein''

A:''yea right sahii keh rahii ho bol dena chahiye tha kyonki tumne tou merii shaadi bhi kara dii thi''

He said and riddhima chuckled as she rembered her words and armaan frowned and seeing her smile he pulled her more closer to himself as if it's possible while he tightend his hands grip on her slender waist and riddhima shivered

R:''armaan kya''

A:''kya armaan vaise bhi tumne tou merii shaddi hii karva dii hain not only shaadi even i have kids too hain naa madam''

He said and riddhima shivered under his touch his closeness affects her so badly making goosebumps arises all over her skin and

R:''armaan please''

A:''shh riddhima''

Armaan shushed her while placing his finger on her lips making her more shivered and then

A:''vaise idea boora nahin hain riddhima par you see tum sahii bhi keh rahii ho if I am very much married man now I surely have babies if not your wish seenot two but surely one is surely playing in my arms you see I loved kids naa''

He said making her blushed as he kissed her fingers of her other hnad which he is holding in his another one

R:''armaan kya''

She blushed as she feels her cheeks gets heated up with his comment and more over his intense gaze is on her only

A:''yes i am saying the truth riddhima merii shaadi ho gayyo hotii abhie tak aur babies bhi par sirff tumhare saath riddhima tumhare''

He said as he placed his head near her shoulder and riddhima's heart flattered with his honesty and his words and

A:''han riddhima aab tou you know jab mujhe ehsaas hua tha naa college meiin completely that I am in love with you tab se maiin bas har sapna tumhare saath hii dekhta aya hun riddhima you know I so wanted to get you back in my life yar''

He said as he looked at her riddhima too glanced at him with her face turned to him little

R:''par armaan fir tumne kabhie mujhe dhundhne kii koshish nahin karii kya''

She could not help but to ask from him if he loved her from so much time why he doesn't try to find her

A:''nahin riddhima pehle jab ehsaas hua tab tumhe isiliyye nahin dhundha kyonki pehle tou mai yahan tha hii nahin (as riddhima looked at him with so much questions in her eyes) han riddhima mai Delhi meiin tha aapni studies ke liiye aur vahin jaakar mujhe poora pata chala tha kii I am in love with you because jab vahan sab date karte the yaa girlfriends kii batein karte the I always remembered you in my girl friend's place riddhima (he said and riddhima cupped his cheek in her palm seeing the intensity of his love) aur fir maine bhi 1 ladki ko date kiyya tha riddhima vahin collge meiin riddhima main (and as soon he tells that he saw riddhima's eyes grews opened in surprise and she tried to let his cheeks leaves when armaan holds her hand at its place) but I swear it was nothing riddhima mai just try kar rahaa tha tumhe bhullne kii aur in the way mera yeh affair turned good for me riddhima (and riddhima hearing this try to even moves out from his grip feeling extremely bad but armaan holds her in hold more tightly) means maine oos affair meiin something realized that is very important for me osmein i don''t feels anything for her and then i realized I loved ony you riddhima sachii meiin I love you I realized (he said and kissed her cheek making her smiled and as well blushed and then he continued) aur fir maine jab mujhe ehsaas hua kii main tumse pyaar karta hun I broke up with her aur after that it was just you only for me sachii meiin riddhima seriously (he said while looking at her and she nodded and then he) aur fir mujeh jab ehsaas hua is baat ka tab maine socha aab jab bhi tumse saamna hoga kuch ban kar hii tumhare saane aaonga at lease kuch tou ho mujh meiin jis se atleast koi bhi parents aapnein beti mujhe den sake aur fir aapni riddhima ke case meiin I don't wants any mistakes yar after all you are my life(he said and riddhima out of blue pecked his forhead making him smile) aur fir bas 2 years lag gayye sab settle karne meiin aur abhie bhi I am there after finishing the training I am in Delhi doing my business (she looked at him proudly he is the person she desired for) bas aab peechle kuch mahino se soch rahaa hun kii aab time aa gayya hain tumhe dhundhne kaa (he said while tightening his hold around her waist and she shivered) bas yehii samajh nahin aa rahaa tha kii kahan dhundhun main kisii se bhi touch meiin nahin tha itnein salon se Delhi meiin honein ke kaaran har pal dar laga rehta tha kii kahin kho naa dun tumhe (and his hold tightened around her as riddhima feels his fear and she overlapped his ahnds understanding his fear what must be he undergo as she is in same position) par i guess mujhe tum milni hii thi so here I am with my first love sitting in my arms aur yeh sab god ne kiyya aur is se better gift new year start nahin ho sakta naa (he said pecking her cheek and riddhima nodded in yes) aur pata hai kal jab vaapis aya tha naa Delhi se bilkul mood nahin tha but them i thought iss bar school se pakka address nikalunga hi tumhara main (he said and riddhima looked at him then she moved little away from him seeing those determination in his eyes and in his voice) but you see mujhe kuch karna hii nahin pada mujhe kya pata tha tum tou merii bahon meiin hogii naye sal meiin vo bhi itnii hot and sexy lagte hue hai naa yar seriously i didn't even imagine to have you like this riddhima seriously you know this is far way''

But he is cut short in between with riddhima's hands on his lips as she is now feeling extremely shy feeling him so close and his words suddenly made he conscious about her looks and then nervous too armaan smiled seeing her lowering her eyes lids and armaan kissed her hand and then riddhima blushed too and them she just gets up from his lap moving away from his hold and armaan smiled seeing that she is conscious and nervous and this makes her much more shy and armaan stands up and moved near her and riddhima while hearing his foot steps which she acn clearly heard because of the lonlieness and she takes few steps back and her heals too clicked in that silent hall room and as she backed up and armaan is moving closer to her riddhima backed up till she hit with the stage and armaan looked at her as he now blocked her way and riddhima did not looked at him well her eyes completely glued on floor armaan holds hr from chin and makes her look towards himself and then pecked her for head making riddhima closed her eyes

A:''ridhima yahan dekho naa''

She did not open her eyes feeling shy and armaan smirked

A:''mat dekho main tumhe batane vaala tha kii meri vo girlfriend shagun kitni beautiful hai''

And that's it riddhima immediately opened her eyes and looked at him with her eyes widened and her nostrils flared with anger armaan can saw that he knows how easily she gets angry like 'gussa tou humeha ooski nak par baitha rehta hai'

R:''kya kaha tumne tumhe abhie bhi aapni girl friend ka yad hain aur she is so beautiful naa tou tum yahan kya kar rahien ho han mere saath wasting you time jao naa osi kee pas tum armaan you are such a shameless jerk go to her''

And next moment riddhima is shushed by armaan but this time she is not at all shused by his finger or his hands but she feels something very hard yet soft against her lips and yes his lips were on hers and riddhima is startled and numb with his sudden unexpected move and she did not know when she stumbled a bit more but armaan holds her from her slender waist tightly and protectively not letting her fall and his lips never leaves her and she just feels his lips on hers his many lips were on her soft ones and armaan just smiled he still did not kissed her but just feeling his lips on hers and he just want to feel her lips only then riddhima put her hands around his neck without even knowing herself as she feels his lips on hers giving goosebums all over her skin as well as all she feels new sensation in her body and armaan feeling her hands start loosing his control and slowly start sucking her lower lip making her gasp and slowly he start kissing her slowly rubbing her lips, sucking her lips, riddhima was not responding either nor was resisting, as she does not how to kiss she is so new to in this all kind of things but as soon armaan start probing her lips she slowly start sucking his lips too as the way he is sucking her lower lips she sucked his upper lips armaan takes her upper lips and riddhima switched to his lower ones and all the time armaan's ahnds were wrapped around her petite waist and riddhimas ahnds were now completely wrapped around his neck try to pull him more closer and seeing and feeling her behave so armaan continuously kissing her, and his grip on her waist was tightened and he deepened the kiss he then bite her lower lips making her moan in pain too as he chewed her lips completely and then armaan pulling her more closer tried to enter his tongue inside her mouth as he probed her lips to open her mouth riddhima did that feeling his tongue probing her lips to let her open her mouth and she parted her lips a little and armaan instantly rolled his tongue inside her mouth exploring her mouth with his tongue sending shiver ran down in her spine and her hands wrapped more tightly around his neck and armaan's ahnds were pulling her more closer from her slender waist with passing moment and each second he is busy in deepening the kiss and finally after kissing her like eternity he finally breaks the kiss and looked at her riddhima is panting very badly after the kiss and she is blushing very badly her cheeks were in total red colour matching to her red frock armaan pressed his forhead with hers and riddhima's eyes were closed she doesn't have the courage to look at him after their kiss and then armaan still joining her forhead with hers catching his breaths too as he too is panting badly while he whispered her

A:'' I so love you riddhima''

He said finally whispering those three magical words and let riddhima open her eyes as her ear registered his words and

A:''yes riddhima I love you''

He said again while whispering against her lips only after pecking her forhead lightly making her smiled widely at his words

R:''i love you too armaan''

She said while hugging him and putting her face on his chest and armaan wrapped his arms around her hugging her back and they stayed in each-other's arms like this for some time feeling the love of each-other when riddhima finally whispered

R:''armaan I love you so much''

She said again and armaan has million dollar smile as she whispered those words with the smile curved on her lips and then

A:''vaise merii girl friend shagun bhi yehii kehti thi''

He teased her and that's it riddhima detangled herself from him and looked at him with anger and then she speak with anger

R:''oh yea that means armaan tumhe abhi bhi ooski yad ati hain naa then go to her mujhe kyoon kiss karii tumne''

She said while letting come out from his grip and turned her face he is so bad ruining their perfect moment agh he is bad and

A:''hmm well off course I owed her a lots yar ooski vajah se I realized my feelings for you and admitted too''

He said while holding her from her waist as her back is facing him and riddhima tried to get out from his hold typical herself

R:''achaa fine man liyya par I am damn sure ooske baad bhi tumhare bahut saare affairs hue honge naa armaan yeh dekhne ke liyye kii tum mujhse pyaar karte ho yaa nahin aabhi bhi aagar believe nahin hain naa tou go and have some affairs more''

She said in complete angerness and irritated voice though she knows he is telling the truth but why he has to ruined their perfect moment he can tell these things later on after all whole life is there but he is armaan and she knows he is not of that persons who can be fake so he truly said but still she feels bad and irritated and her words indeed alarmed armaan and he knows he maybe hurt her with his words but he wants to tell her the truth and he tightened his hold and then he just starts

A:''riddhima yar I am sorry sachi meiin she is my only affair riddhima mera ooske baad kisii ke saath bhi affair nahin hua riddhima I am telling you the truth bahut saare dost hain par affair nahin i swear on you sachii meiin riddhima trust me yar''

He said with so much honesty in his voice that she can just hearing his words knows he is telling the truth and she knows he is not like that if he has any more affairs he will tell her right this moment straight and she knows but still she is riddhima so

R:''sach bol rahein ho na armaan''

She asked while titled her head a bit so that her face is facing him sideways an armaan smile an then kissed her shoulder as

A:''han riddhima sach bol rahaa hun main''

He said and riddhima smiled and then he kissed her shoulder while wrapping his arms around her slender waist again this time riddhima did not struggled at all while just enjoyed the moment with him only and then after few minutes riddhima comes aware of the surroundings they are still in school they now needs to moved from there its not at all good option to stay here for much more time and moreover it's not very safe too someone might catch them not that they did not let anyone showed their relation but still it's not the good thing right now especially at this hour of night it's not the good impression on anyone as they are off course not in any relation and that though does not matters to them but society off course so she slowly whispered to him

R:''umm armaan''

Armaan did not responds at first as he is very much busy in caressing her arms and feeling her so close he is in his own world forgetting everything and he even did not wants to come out from his own world after all it's his world where he just dreamt to be with her only and just when she is in his arms he does not wants to think anything else and just wants to be there only feeling riddhima so much close in his arms the days he has waited for so long riddhima knows this and she smiled too seeing him so much drowned in her that he did not even reacted to her words she too wants to remain like this but still she

R:''armaan soono''

And then armaan breaks his trance though not completely and just whispered to her that still not leaving her still holding her

A:''mmm riddhima''

And as soon riddhima hears his words she moved little from his hold and this breaks armaan's trance and he looked at her as

A:''kya hua riddhima?''

He asked and then riddhima with her lower eye lids whispered

R:''armaan aab humein chalna chahiye bahut der ho gayyi hain naa''

And then armaan looked at the surroundings yes she is right he almost forgets the surroundings and he nodded and

A:''han riddhima chalo kaafi der ho gayyi hain sachii meiin''

And then riddhima too nodded and they both start walking outside when armaan holds riddhima's wrist and as she looked at him with confusion written all over her face and then so much questions in her eyes armaan gives answers to all her questions by putting his coat to her shoulders after unbuttoning it from himself and riddhima blushed and then armaan makes her wear the coat completely and buttoned the two buttons and then he whispered near her ear in deep husky voice

A:''tum itnii hot aur sexy ho gayyi ho kii mujhe tumhe sabse bacha kar rakhna padega sabse dur 1 room meiin band''

He said making her blush with his comments and her bretahs sharpened too as he nibbled her ear and armaan wrapped his arm around her waist pulling her closer and he head instantly leaned on his chest and they walked towards outside like this armaan pecked her forhead as well her fingers and as soon they lead outside armaan makes her sat in his car while opening the door for her like a perfectly gentleman and then kissed in her hairs and then moved towards the driving seat and holding her hand putting his seat belt he start driving riddhima is looking towards him admiring him with happiness on her face and

A:''aisee mat dekho mujhe nahin tou pakka mujhe gadi yahin roukni padegi''

He said making her more blushed with his words as if possible she just whispered his name feeling extremely shy

R:''kya armaan''

She said and they both silenced ad riddhima leaned her ehad on his shoulder and then armaan after few minutes

A:''riddhima kahin aur chalein mujhe tumhe ghar chodne ka man nahin kar rahaa hain''

He said and riddhima looked at him while giving him the look she is in dilemma what to say to him

R:''armaan kya keh rahien ho tum i mean mai poochna chahti thi kii''

Armaan looked at her damn she is nervoused and then armaan looked at her and then just

A:''its ok riddhima aagar tumhe yeh sahii nahin lag rahaa hain tou i understand''

R:''nahin armaan aisaa nahin hain that i don't trust you aur aisaa bhi nahin hain kii mai tumhare saath nahin rehna chahti i want too spend time with you too par dekho bahut der ho gayyi hain hum kisii ka vishwas nahin tod sakte naa so please naa''

Armaan smiled and pecked her forhead and her hairs he expected this from her he knows her she has her values in her life though she is so much modern in her views but still respected their culture and values moreover no one in both their families knows baout this so he understands her and has respect for her and then riddhima

R:''sorry armaan''

She spologized thinking he must feels bad as he rejected his offer but armaan smiled and kissed her hand bringing it to in front of his lips which he is holding earlier and then he

A:''no riddhima mai gussa nahin hun i understand fully hum intezar kar sakte hain pehle ghar par sabko batane do fir haq se tumhe long drive par lekar chalunga main tab tou tumhara mana karne par bhi nahin manoga main''

He said and riddhima smiled as well blushed he is so much understanding and she is lucky to have him and feeling his love she leaned more closer to him while armaan smiled seeing her satisfaction in her eyes and then the happiness too and then he

A:'' aur vaise bhi tum itnii hot and sexy lagne lagii ho kii i have really very hard time to control myself''

He said making her turned red with his comment and she just

R:''kya armaan''

A:''kya kya armaan aab jaldi se nikki ke gharr ka address batao nahin tou you see mera irada change ho gayya tou you will be in trouble fir you know me kii mai tumhari bhi nahin soonuga so better jaldi se batao sweetheart you see you looked ravishingly hot in this sauce vaala red sweetheart so please oblige''

He said and riddhima smiled and just tells him nikki's address and armaan droved towards nikki's house and soon they reached nikki's house as armaan dimmed the light of car after stopping the car in nikki's house's porch and riddhima is about to went out from the car when armaan pulled her to himself while holding her wrist making her fall on him completely she is stunned with this and her hands landed on his chest with his finger tips touching his bare chest bbare due to his shirt's front buttons opened and as riddhima fall on him her few starnds come out from her hair band and armaan placed them behind her ear and

A:''aisee nahin jaogi tum maine tou abhie tak tumhe bataya hii nahin hain naa how much you looks beautiful riddhima baby''

Riddhima shivered as he holds her from waist and consicous too bcause of this dudden moved her frock too lifted up making her frock more short must be giving complete view of her thighs to him armaan smiled seeing her face all red completely he so wanted to kis her right at this moment only but he control his desires and did that for which he just stopped her he tied a chain around her taking in surprise as she feels something cold bbrushing her neck and she looked at him he pecked her for head

A:''yeh merii riddhima ke liyye mere pyaar ka pele tohfa aapni riddhima ke liyye vo aaj itni khoobsoorat lag rahi hain kii meri nazar oos par se hatti hii nahin she is looking just like mine riddhima pata hain pehle tou maine tumhe pechana hii nahin iss bahut sexy aur hot sii riddhima meiin merii riddhima mujhe dikhi hii nahin merii riddhima thodi chubby sii chashmish sii thi naa par fir jab tummhari hansi sooni aur tumhari aankhein sab bata gayyi kii yhe beautiful aur pyaari sii ladki merii riddhima hii hain sab badal gaya merii riddhima meiin par vo ootni hii masom hain aaj bhi aur ooski ise masomiyat aur hansi par tou main aapna dill har baitha tha naa i love you so much riddhima love you so very much''

He said confessing his love again and riddhima looked at him she changes but she does not know armaan will missed her that part which she somewhere missed but as she changed and looked more beautiful she noramally forgets that riddhima the main reason is that from the herat she is still that riddhima only and as she heard his words she could not help and kissed his cheek making him smile wide and then before she can moved armaan captured his lips in a sweet kiss and kissed her and then riddhima went outside and just rushed towards the house with her cheeks turned red completely and armaan too get out from the car and he looked at her as she is walking with her eyes lowered he knows she is blushing and then riddhima is

A:''i so damn love you riddhima''

And as soon riddhima heard his words she stopped in her tracks and just turned to him only to finds him with his arms opeed wide and she rushed in his arms wrapping herself in his arms and armaan hugged her back and kissed in her hairs.

R:''i love you too armaan''

And she confessed with a kiss on his chest and armaan has a million dollar smile on his lips hearing her and her lips too curved into big smile as armaan hugged her more tightly as she hugged him back tightly and they engulfed in each-other's arms like this indded first love change the lives completely either for happy or for sad ones and they are lucy that their first love is going to change their lives for the good ones and they loved this feeling and could not help enough to thanks their almighty for such a beautiful change in their lives. Finally riddhima leaves inside the house leaving ahpy yet reluctant armaan who does not wants to leave her and then he droved towards his home only after seeing riddhima is inside the house and here seeing riddhima wrapped in armaan's coat nikki teased her to no extent even abhie jeej joined her while teasing her and riddhima is blushing like anything she never thinks that she the strong riddhima will blush like this and well she is so in love with that thing it's feeling so much beautiful and after getting all the details from riddhima nikki and her called it for night here armaan too reached at his home with smile never leaving his face and as soon he moved inside his room after opening the house with his spare key not wanting to disturb his parents and brother and as soon he gets inside he mesaaged her and riddhima who come just after changing herself hearing the beep first is surprised who should be at this time but then as soon she picked her cell seeing his message she smiled widely and she is still thinking to reply him when her cell phone buzzed and he is calling and as soon she picked up the call she heard a long kiss which makes her blushed and well the rest of the night went like this their talking riddhima even did not know when she sleep while talking with him and armaan when he did not received any reply from her knows she is sleep and he too drifted to sleep that was the best sleep of their lives from the time they comes to know that they are deeply in love with each-other.

Next 3 days just passed quickly as like the pages of book riddhima's life is pure blissful with armaan her First Love as hers only and armaan's happiness has no bounds at all having his riddhima his First Love for himself, these 3 days they enjoyed fully, talking countless times on phone, meeting in malls and beach for walks then and coffee places sharing the coffees and their kisses armaan always needs one and he managed to grab at least two kisses from her when ever they met, they were living in most romantic phase catching each-other's lives, sharing their desires and dreams and having all the time for each-other, they are completely in their world in Armaan-Riddhima's world where no one is there except them and now riddhima is upset as following day is Friday and armaan has to leave back to Delhi for his work, his vacations ends and he has to go back and they decided they soon tell their families abou themselves and today they were meeting abhie jeej and nikki in mall as nikki is now adamant to having a treat from them as she did not disturbed them from three days and they agreed happily as riddhima and nikki is shopping armaan and abhie is in food court and as soon riddhima and nikki joined them they heard

A:''thanks yar abhie aagar tune mujhe oos din riddhima ka number nahin diyya hota tou hum aaj saath meiin nahin hote''

Ab:''off course yar armaan mai sali sahiba ke liyye itnaa tou kar hii sakta hun after all ooske kaaran hi mai aur niki saath hai''

He said and both hugged each-other and seeing then two pair of eyes urprised like anything they never aware of this and right that moment armaan and abhie's hug breaks with hearing of their names and they looked at the source and they just

N:''abhiie yeh''

R:''armaan tum''

But before anyone can reply nikki shouted on top of her lungs at abhie seeing this and

N:''abhie tumne yeh kaise kiyya kisii ko bhi merii best friend ka number den dogee tum aagar yeh armaan naa hotaa tou''

R:''nikki tuu jeej ko kuch mat bol oonhone jo kiyya mere liyye kiyya''

She stopped nikki to scold abhie jeej but she ran from there and armaa followed her as she gives him hurt look he knows he hurt her and nikki wants to go but abhie stopped her and then he narrated all the incidence why he did that and here armaan

A:''riddhima soono''

As he finds her in the parking lot as she didn't stopped armaan holds her tightly in his arms and seeing her tears he tried to wipe them but

R:''armaan chodo''

A:''riddhima please soono''

R:''kyoon armaan tumne mujhe kyoon nahin bataya kii abhie jeej ne tumhe mera number diya''

A:''baby i am sorry yeh koi plan nahin tha mai aur abhie by destiny mille the in Mumbai and we clicked and I just tell him about my Love for you and as he heard he feels reacted to yours he asked me your name and then discussing things we concluded kii you are my riddhima and he helped me riddhima just like that hum tumhe aur nikki ko batane vale the sorry baby par abhie kii koi galti nahin hain yar he trusted me after inquiring everything baby please trust me i love you baby''

He said and riddhima smiled in between her tears he knows he is telling a lie and then as armaan wiped her tears armaan

A:''I think I am forgiven now''

R:''han but only on one condition''

A:''kya''

R:''aage se kuch nahin chupaoge mujhse''

A:''off course not baby''

And they ugged each-other and then armaan kissed her forhead and riddhima kissed on his chest and abhie nikki smiled seeing them with each-other happy and then armaan detangled her from himself and seeing her he slowly pressed his lips on hers and kissed her with all the love and passion he holds for her and riddhima kissed him back with equal love and passion she has for him and they knows this time they met for forever as they are destined to be one for each-only and their First Love did it's charm by bringing them together with almighty god's own ways and they are one of those whose First Love completed.

A:''i love you my riddhima mera First Love merii riddhima''

R:''i love you too armaan mera First Love mere sirff mere armaan''

They whispered to each-other after breaking the kiss and sealed their love with one more kiss and they knows their first Love changed them for good and their life for good and just their love is with them now and they are detined with each-other well.

Well yeh tha armaan aur riddhima ka first love jinhone oonki zindagi ko humesha ke liyye abadal diyya sirff ache kee liyye kyonki kahin naa kahin oonhone aapne pyaar ko khula choda tha bandha nahin tha tabhie onke pas aya vo hmesha ke liiye.

Your first love can change your life for either good or for bad but its upto you how you actually takes it as love can never do wrong of anyone so if you love someone express it maybe he/she too is in deeply with love you like armaan did for riddhima and riddhima is in too with him but if your first love does not love the same way you did never feels bad or regret that ou loved them because it's not your fault neither theirs that they did not Love you back it's love and its feeling you can't force them but try not to take your life affected with the rejection even if you faced in your first love just be happy that at least you will be able to feels the most beautiful emotion created by almighty god and you wil always be happy like riddhima tried to do when she is not with armaan and she has no hoped of them togetherness don't do stupid things because it's always insult of your first love and this beautiful emotion and your first love always in your memories like a silen wind which blows with you and gives you always happiness and you will never let down in your life so just believe in your first love and do love someone but never put the condition that he/she must be yours because in that way you insulted love by putting conditions.

Here is the os for madura's birthday completing almost 10 days after her birthday so sorry Madura hope you like it once again wish you a very-very happy birthday to you may god bless you with all the happiness and prosperity in the world may all your dreams comes true will waiting for your views on this ... oh han ha maine kuch nahin kaha madam.

Aur aap sabki bhi yeh os achaa laga ho i hope you enjoyed too i hope it turned out a good one maybe just hope

With lot of love and regards

Nikita