Originally posted by: kheya-mayur
LOOK SUJA FINALY I DID A BIG UPDATE.HOPE HAPPY NOW (THOUGH M PREETY SURE U GONNA ASK DAT chotoi valo silo :P😉)
Part 8 :
Mayank was standing on his room's window all lost in his pain ,in his love .suddenly her cracking voice reached to her
"mayankkk '''." she was standing on the door of his room as he turn she just rushed to him n hugged him tightly
"mayank ,you ok na ,plz don't do any such thing again .i don't have courage to lose my ''."
Mayank was not able to blv what was happening .he hold her arms and made her look at him
"to lose your what nupur "
By then nupur was back in her sence , With all her strength nupur pushed him away n looked at him
"you ,you are perfectly fit and fine then that call ?????? "
"what call?"
"it said you ,you tried to commit '."her voice choked
"n you got panicked????? Why nupur ?"
"yes I was ,if u did any such thing I would have been blamed na!! n .n ..i don't wana lose shilpa aunty .i don't have courage to lose my closest one again" nupur looked at him controlling all her emotin.
Mayank cpontroled a havoc of emotion .so this was the reason and he thought may be '
"come on mayank 'you know its impossible .she can never but why she hugged me that way!!!" mayank was about to ask her the question then shilpa sharma entered
"nupur beta ,I need to talk wid you ,plz come wid me"
Nupur just took that chance n went with her .they sat in shilpa sharma's room .
"nupur beta ,plz mujhe maf kar dena .wo 'that was me who called you"
Nupur lokked at her surprised
"wo ,mayank told me everything NUPUR ,I did that to bring out your inner feelings" she said looking deep into nupur eye which was widened by her remark "you love him ,don't you ?"
" I love only raj" nupur said stubbornly
"nupur ,maine dunia dekhi hai .mere ankho ko dhoka nahi ho sakta!!! "
"that's only bcz ,he has raj's eyes and I cant help but get attracted to those eyes"
"eyes,cornia ''.and what about the holder of them?"
"those eyes belong to raj only and I love him and I get attracted to him only " she was losing his temper
"cornias are only material things nupur,hum logoke ankho mai dekghte nahi hai hum ankho mai logoki dilki n emotions k jo reflection hote hai use dekhte hai.mayank k ankhe agr tumhe attract karta hai to uske matlab its his heart to which you are being attracted only .why are you avoiding beta? Bcause you are widow? "
At this remark nupur broke down and hugged shilpa shama tightly
" I promised him I will love him till end of my life ,how can I break that promise? How can I feel attracted t some one else,how can I hurt him,how can I give his place to some one else .i cant " she was shobbing
"so you agree that you are attracted to mayank "
"I donno ,I cant understand myself ''I love raj ,I still love him and mayank ,initialy I thought its only bcz of his eyes and now I donnoo ,I just dono"
"nupur beta you love me ,respect me as your mother na"
Nupur nodded yes
"does that mean I have replaced your mother ,that heavenly bonding of you n your mother"
Nupur looked at her surprisingly as she failed what shilpa sharma was trying to say
"no na beta ,you loves both your mother and me then why you have to replace and forget raj?its not sin beta ,and there is no need to forget him .he and his memory will always be with you.keep his memory in a safe place of your hart n open the other parts of your heart for new relatin .raj too will be happy seeing you smile again ,seeing you moving on in life but still remembering him ,keeping him in your heart ."
Nupur looked at her astonished
"is it realy possible?? Loving both mayank and raj? Wont it be wrong deed with them"
"are not you doing it now nupur? You still love raj but you falling for mayank .are not you? "
"but I feel myself a disgust who broke her promises,who made a sin" she was shobing ''
" sin 'paap'.hum insaan hi paap n punne banate hai nupur .its depends upon our points of view only .kisiko lagta hai sarab pina paap hai ,kisiko pagta hai serif limit cross karke peena paap hai and kisiko lagta hai sab peete hai to ye paap kayse hua!!! Matlab hota khudse .if ur heart ,ur family supporting u hen ofcrs there z no sin"
"but there is a religious and social point of view too na"
"you know there was a time when young widows were sent to pilgrim to prevent them from falling in love again but in most of cases they were sold to brothel by tricks.was not that bigger sin than falling in love again?there was time when widows were burned in chita wid their hisband bcz they though their life ended wid the end of their husbands life .was not it sin? Phir society and religious jo sikhate hai jaroori nai hamesa serif wohi thik hai!!! M not against society and its rules!!! I just meant k jaroori nahi k hum paap and punne k bichar serif uishi definition pe chod de.and those definition of sin too have changed nupur!! .now life ,colour and love all are welcomed in a widows life nupur .those ritual changed bcz with passage of time man learnt the actual meaning of sin .why still you have kept your mind in that old days ?"
"its not about that .its about our love .i realy love him maaa ."she shoobed again " we took promise na in every life we would be each others .those vows of saat janam.how can I take that same vow again with some one else?"
Her remarks brought tears in shilpa sharmas eyes .this innocent girl was realy madly in love with her late husband but she has started falling for her son too .and she would make her move on .none can live this way .she deserves colous of life .she stroked her hair affectionately
"let god make the decision of after lifes .nupur the way you are living alone .do you think raj would be happy .he too might want your smile anf happiness .if you fail to love some one else then its ok but when love is trying to poke your life ,welcome it nupur"
Nupur hugged her tightly ."thx maaa ,you sure na ,raj will be happy and I don't need to replace raj,n its ,its not a sin?"
Shilpa sharma smied n nodded "hmm ,society and religious points of view se to nahi but from your point of view I dnno 'm not forcing u nupu .just ask your heart.the answer is there only"
"ok ,me going now ''"
"wait '''mayankkk ,give nupur a lift ,its quite late" she glance at nupur from the corner of her eyes and found her being embarrashed .
Drive was all in silence . mayank in deep pain n nupur was in deep thought.
"I love your smile nupur ,I want you smile like this always '''''.tumhe pata hai agr mai kabhi mar gaya na to kisi aur mai sawar hoke aunga tumhari smile dekhne ,mai to vagwanse bhi lad lunga tumhare pas ane k lie ,pata hai kyun ,kyunki mujhe pata hai mujhe kuch ho gaya to tum to rote rote dusre ganga baha doge '..dekho ab is batse rone lagi ,are mai mar thodi na raha hu.mai to yehi hu tumhare pas aur hamesa rahunga bhi ,ab smile dedo ,only dats expression suits u '.haila mai mar jawa 'accha sorry sorry .ab phir nahi karta maut k bat"
Nupur was all in tears ,wid a painfull smile .closing her eyes she clutched the sit to control her hicpus .
"we have reached nupur"mayank sayed looking at her .he wanted to remove her tears but he could not .he felt vulnerable and helpless.
Nupur came back in present .and looked at mayank iin daze!! She came out n stepped towards her home in a daze .mayank brought her back from rajs memory was dat any sigh .and then raj's word stucked he " mai kisi aur pe sawar hoke aunga'.only dat suits u '..hamesa haste rehna" controlling her teares she turned
Mayank was hoping she would say something ,atleast a byeee but she just went on .he looking at her in disappoint but suddenly nupur turned
"mayank ,can we go out tom eve?ummm for coffee ?" she looked at him n wipping her tears tried to smile and found mayank all lost n surprised and numed
"are ,are ,you asking for '''."he was unble to speak or scared to say what he wanted
"ya m asking for a date ,would you mind" she said in looking way wid a shy smile
Mayank was still loking at her dreamily ,unable to utter a yes he just nodded
"well ,at 7 pm ,I will b waiting for you"s he smiled at him and left .
P.S : i wrote some hindi lines here .m realy poor in hindi .so plz beg perdon on my errors .
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