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Me also waiting for update 😊

Originally posted by: ritzy09

Kids are doing ok...just busy with office and home...

Thanks...even I was surprised with his effort😆. Then I realised, currently in this term they are focusing on writing poems and songs as part of their study course...

sorry i was left whirlgig by palin... did u check her new os... the gr8 msk son of shakthimaan... cool na... i just love her super brainy!!!! kaise sochthi hai yaar yeh sab!!!

dear did you ok with haLF POEM

Originally posted by: -lakshmi-

sorry i was left whirlgig by palin... did u check her new os... the gr8 msk son of shakthimaan... cool na... i just love her super brainy!!!! kaise sochthi hai yaar yeh sab!!!

Originally posted by: 9n9i9s9h9u9

dear did you ok with haLF POEM

as it has just maan feling

geet feeling left

Thanks dear for the poem.

Originally posted by: ritzy09

Thanks dear for the poem.

I will use Maan's POV for next update and you can share Geet's POV later 😊

That was so wonderful update.. Again sorry di for late comment...
Dargah scene was just so serene.. i felt like i m in a new world where only love exist. so calm.. and the song played a very imp role to feelings. but after reading rahul's part i felt that complete serene feeling going away from me. Ur words are so powerful di.. Hats off..!!

Thanks Shruthe and Ash for the banner

Thanks friends for the comments. Most of you wanted Geet to share Rahul's behavior with Maan or Pinky. I want to clarify few things.

Maan is an MD and he was her boss. Though comfortable but it will require a very strong relationship with him and confidence in her own beliefs for her to take that step. If Rahul out rightly misbehaved with her, she could complain. But she is not even sure of what is happening around her.

That is also the main reason for her not able to talk to Pinky. She has faced distrust and pain in past which compounds her self confidence issues.

I will share a small incident which can explain this better.

I had my team working very closely with another team situated in a different city. Few days later I saw two girls in my team huddled together on their comp screen and looking little upset. I asked them about it but they just said they were struggling with something at work. Few days later, I again saw the same and I took them out to the tea stall and told them to tell me if something was bothering them as their manager and friend. Even it was technical challenge I could help them.

After some persuasion, they told me that they were getting these joke emails from two guys in other location (very common in most IT companies) and sometimes they were crude. The other day they had got a very vulgar joke and today they got a collage of pics of funny commercials and some were of undergarments making them uncomfortable. They were not sure of the intent of these emails but were upset and did not know what to do.

I took it to my manager, formally lodging a complaint but I had to convince these girls hard even for that. They did not want any work issues or any troubles. Those boys said it was unintended fun and were given a warning to not send such emails and to let in no way affect the work because of this incident. After that I kept a close eye on their performance to ensure there was no outward animosity.

Now these are well educated people working in two different locations with a female boss. Just imagine if this was within same location with a male boss or worse boss himself doing the damage which would mean going to super boss or HR. I am just trying to say that these things are difficult to share and prove especially when there is no concrete evidence of intent.

Rahul is being a jerk but not out rightly. I personally find it more realistic that a girl like Geet who has a traumatic past, is new to working environment and has trust issues will find it very difficult to open up and share this incident with anybody. She will blame herself more and recede in a shell instead of confronting the issue. It may not be the right way and she will suffer because of this but my experience tells me that even brave girls get cold feet in these situations.

Having said that, I am going to wrap up Rahul's existence very soon so don't get discouraged. This may be not the right way and not the only way but one of the many options I have chosen to portray an average girl's dilemma and pain.

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Chapter 16 – Meri Bebasi

After A Month

yeh hai maana ,

ke sabse alag tha uska meri zindagi mein aana

uske aane se ,

dil ke darwaaze par aahat hui

khayaalo mai koi aa basega ,iski sug-bugahat hui

hal pal usse bas mein hi dekhu,

yeh chahat hui

uske jhumko ki jhnak dil ko chui

uski sahmi shaksiiyat se bhi meri baate hui

aur ab to uski har uss julf se hai mujhe ,

nafrat si hui

jo khud to chue usske surkh gaalo ko,

aur kahe mujhse ke mein

yuhi bas dur se dekhu usse

ooh mere khuda ,

bata mujhe zaraa

kya yeh sab tere ishaare hai ,jo mujhe pukaare hai

ke yahi hai woh ik phool , jo hoga mujhe mere daaman mein qubool

By 9n9i9s9h9u9

In few days only Maan missed her so much that he realized that he can never be the same man. Geet had changed him irrevocably and he was in love with her. It was not only because of his dreams or his weird imaginations. But he was sure because of the immense happiness which filled his heart once he accepted the fact that Geet had made a place in his heart. Yes, he was in love with her and suddenly life without her just seemed inconceivable to him. He was looking forward for this project to complete eagerly so that he could have her back where she belonged - next to him

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Link - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w7lNCCSFowk

Meri bebasi ka bayaan hai
bas chal raha na iss ghadi

It is not like he did not see her at all. Rahul may have many shortcomings but he knew exactly which side the bread was buttered. He had a sharp mind and managed to design even with all his distractions. He had regular meetings with Maan and once a while Geet would accompany him for presentations.

Maan looked forward to those days but they filled him with dread as well as anticipation. Anticipation of seeing Geet and listening to her sweet voice. Anticipation of getting lost in her eyes and have some solace to his otherwise restless heart. But anticipation was always also accompanied with dread of making a fool of himself. Dread of Daadima teasing him again as he will be more lost and restless on those days than usual. Dread of not listening to what anyone was saying as he would be drowned in her. Dread of not able to hide his feelings anymore. But then his anticipation will win over his dread.

And why not? Ok, he knew he was almost stalking her but then it was never enough. He chuckled at his own thought – "enough"…how can seeing her coming in and going out be enough. Yes, he had started coming early just to see her board the bus near her new PG. He had given up his driver and drove himself and on some lucky days she will be sitting on a window seat giving him a glimpse in the bus. He would pray for red signal so that he could savor her jhumkas kissing her cheeks. His hands will itch but he will just see in awe as the strands of her hair fluttered around her face.

Ras hasrat ka nichod doon
Kas baahon mein aa tod doon
Chaahoon kya jaanu naa
Chheen loon chhod doon

Iss lamhe kya kar jaaun
Iss lamhe kya kar doon jo mujhe chain mile aaraam mile

Aur ho.. Aur ho
Saans ka shor ho aanch bhi aur badhe

Aur ho.. Aur ho
Aur mile hum aur bhi jal jaaye

Occasionally, he would see her in pantry and talking to Pinky in her break time. And then in the evening, he would wait patiently at his large office window till he would see her walking out. But it was still hard to just see her from so far away. Once he accepted his feelings his need for her was like a need for a drug. She was the only thing which gave him a high and the only thing which kept him sane.

It is not that he didn't think about changing the organization in such a way that she will be with him. As a matter of fact hardly any day went by when he would not think about it. Staying whole day in office without seeing her was torture and then nights were even more restless. But in the end, his faith in his love would make him rooted to his decision. It was a challenge he had thrown to himself and he was all out to prove himself that no distance, for what ever length of time could lessen his feelings for his Geet.

Tujhe pehli baar main milta hoon har dafaa
Meri bebasi ka bayaan hai

Tujhe chheen loon ya chhod doon
Maang loon yaa mod doon

Iss lamhe kya kar jaaun
Iss lamhe kya kar doon

Jo mujhe chain mile aaram mile

Aur ho.. Aur ho
Saans ka shor ho aanch bhi aur badhe

Aur ho.. Aur ho
Aur mile hum aur bhi jal jaayein

Only if he knew in what danger his Geet was!!!!

Rahul could not keep his calm anymore. Encouraged by her silence, he was getting bolder everyday but not bold enough.

Today Geet was looking exceptionally beautiful in a lemon anrkali churidar. It had a collar neck dipping into a "V" and so Geet had taken a side dupatta. Her waist was also accentuated as flares started just below her navel. To Rahul's eye that was a feast. Her neck was bare and he itched to taste her skin where the neckline ended just above the point where her valley started. He wanted to rip of the cloth from her waist and loose himself in her. Shape of her thin legs filled his mind with images of her bare legs wrapped around his neck.

He was aroused by her looks and devil inside him roared with hunger.

Geet, as normal routine by now, entered his cabin with files. Rahul's complete attention was on her and he conveniently dropped the files on the floor. Instinctively Geet bent down to pick up the files. Rahul smirked at the oldest trick in book as he stood so close to her that just by leaning a little he could see her entire cleavage as she bent forward. He rolled his tongue on his lips, looking hungrily at the top of black bra which was now visible as Geet picked each and every paper to put back in the file.

Main hasrat mein ek uljhi dor huaa
Suljha de ho ho...
Main dastak hoon
Tu bandh kiwaado sa
Khul ja re ho
O bebasi mann mein basi
Aa Jeete jeete jee le sapna

Aur ho.. aur ho
Saans ka shor ho aanch ki aur badhe

Aur ho.. aur ho
Aur mile hum aur bhi jal jaaye

As Geet put in final paper she became aware of Rahul Sir standing close to her. She felt conscious and her intrinsic fear made her cringe. She stood up abruptly with her breathing getting a little shallow with fear. With her downcast eyes she kept the file on the table waiting for sir to say something.

But Rahul was gone too far to pull back now. Geet could not even fathom when she felt him opening her hair.

Her eyes widened as she turned around asking him - "Sir!!!"

But Rahul was a veteran player at this. He smiled and caressed her hair gently – "You have such beautiful hair. Inhe baandh kar inhe kyon chupati ho sweet heart."

Geet panicked and fear engulfed her. Tears prickled her lashes as she stepped backwards to create some distance – "Sir I have kept the files"and she started to leave.

But Rahul caught her hand "Arrey yeh kya…why are you crying. Are you scared because of dropping files. Don't worry yaar."

Saying this he pushed her on the seat. "Here…have some water."

He gave her water glass and caressed her arm as his other hand gently rested on her thigh. Even through clothes Geet felt his hand pressing onto her soft skin on her leg and she desperately want to run away. Her mind was fuddled and confused with his caring words and uncomfortable touches. If only she had met his eyes, she would have clearly read his disgusting intentions. She hastily drank the water and managed to only ask "Please sir, can I take a break."

Rahul smiled slyly as he nodded seeing her run away.

Rahul licked his hand in appreciation – "Wow those breasts deserve some serious attention."

Geet ran into the washroom controlling her overflowing emotions. Tears made way out of her eyes as she felt claustrophobic with the intensity of her own fear. She was scared and it took some time to calm herself as once again her past merged with her present. Though office environment was new to her but Rahul's antics reminded her of her not so distant past. Those lustful eyes and dirty touches. She closed her eyes fighting her demons.

"Tusi yahan?"

(You here?)

"Kyon ab mein apni kitchen vich bhi nahi aa sakda. Paani de."

(Why, can't I enter my own kitchen now? Give me water.)

"Ji Bhaisahib."

Geet gave him a glass of water but instead of holding the glass he held her hand. She struggled to remove her fingers without dropping water – "Bhaisahib"

"Kyon itne nakhre kar rahi hai…haan. Raat ko akela pan to mehsoos hota hoga tere ko. Kya karegi is husn ka."

(Why are you throwing so many tantrums. You must be feeling loneliness in the night. What will you do of so much beauty?)

"Bhaisahib!!!"

Finally she had managed to remove her hand and with a thud glass dropped on the floor. Maaji entered hearing the clatter and slapped her with so much force that she fell down.

"Ek kam thik se nahi hota. Manhoos kahi ki. Ab mera muh kya dekh rahi hai…chal saaf kar yeh sab."

(You can't do one thing properly. You are a bad omen. Now why are you standing looking at my face…go and clean the mess.)

"Kya Maa…sir pe chadha rakha hai isko tune. Kabse pyaasa khada hoon. Tu hi pani pila de."

(What mom…you have kept her on your head. I have been standing for so long all thirsty. You only give me water.)

Geet gulped down her saliva as maaji made a face and gave water to Rajinder asking him to sit outside.

Geet slipped onto the floor crying trying to hold herself together. After what seemed like ages, she finally controlled herself and came out of washroom. Remaining of the day she just stayed with others or in her own cabin. Later she went to Rahul Sir's cabin only when Vidyut and Romeo were present and told them that she was a little unwell and was leaving early.

Ruke se naa ruke
Ye naa thake

Aandhi si jo chale inn saanso ki
Pata bhi naa chale kahaan pe kya jale

Hai darr se, tann-mann ki, siharan se
Hasrat ki, sulgan se

Bhadke aur shola shola
Jale bujhe dhuaan dhuaan
O dhuaan dhuaan
Lage mujhe dhuaan dhuaan o

Meri bebasi ka bayaan hai

Maan waited at his window looking out for her even past her usual time but he did not see Geet going out. He got worried when it crossed 8:30 PM and finally entered her floor. Almost all lights were dimmed as everyone had left. He asked security if anyone from the project was available but he denied. Maan was perplexed and asked him again

"Geet?"

"Ji sir Geet madam toh aaj jaldi nikal gayi thi."

Maan frowned but there was no way he could get more information without going out of his way. He just left with a decision to call for a status meeting tomorrow so that he could see her face to face.

Precap - Kaliyug Ki Sita Ki Uljhan

Nice update

Maan accepted his feeling for Geet n wanted the project to finish soon

Hope maan come to know before any mishap happen wid Geet

Grrr Rahul - want to kill him from eyeing Geet