MAANEET OS-Pehle Pyaar ka pehla gum!!! Sequel's link-pg 142. - Page 38

She was doing her homework in her room.. But her thoughts were filled with him. She was remembering his attempts to irritate her at tution class that day.
She was already finding it difficult to concentrate & trying to solve those questions...which their teacher had given them, before going outof the room. They had 15 minutes to solve it...she had already lost first 5 minutes to her staring session.. And when she realised what she was doing.. She tried to focus her attention back on her book.
But thats become imposible for her when he decide to do some "time pass" as he was done with his questions. He kept irritating her...taunting her that why it was taking her so long to solve them...or telling her that her answer was wrong... And when she didnt reacted the way he wanted.. He tried to take her note book..but she didnt let him..giving him an irritated glare..she again got busy in her book...

She was too lost in herself to notice anything around her... Just then, she felt a hand snatching her book. She was ready to shout in irritation.."Maaa..." but
She stoped suddenly..looking around, she realised that she was in her room, not at tutions. What she was about to do? She looked at her younger sister...who was standing few steps away from her with that book in her hands..making faces. Uff..one more person to trouble her.. She shouted at her faking anger to hide her real emotions.."maaarr khayegi tu..rukk!" and ran behind her to teach her a lesson!

Though, she very successfully covered up & hided her realstate from her sister..that incident had shocked her so much. She was scared with...what was happening to her and a fear always lingered in her mind & heart...that what if someone realised her changed behaviour? or findout about her feelings for him?

Everything was same..yet it felt totally new & different. Her relation with him was always special...but now it felt more special...more deep. She looked at it differently...with different emotions now. As if searching a new meaning of it..didnt know what was she actully searching for...but now his simple talks felt more special.
She started to search something more in their usual talks..something more in his words.
There was always a carving in her to hear something from him about herself. She wanted to know what was she for him...was she also special for him..like he was for her?

Whenever, he would talk about her...taunt her or even comment on her habbits...instead of getting angery...she would feel thrilled with the realisation that he observed her...that he noticed those little details & habbits of hers!
He had many times complimented her for her intelligence...but now it felt so good to hear that from him! That apriciation from him...was really special for her!

She didnt know when & how...but he has become very important for her...his view...his thougts..his opinion...matters to her so much.
With these feelings...there was always a wish/carving in heart to get his attention. She wanted to be the center of his attention like he was for her.
She didnt know how to do that? What should she do for that? She wanted to be in his thoughts..just like he used to be in hers all the time...she wanted to be the most important person for him...someone more than a best friend!
She didnt realised when her heart started to expect sooo much from him!