The smile which was in Arnav's face when he had read the first part about "him & her", faded away as he read " He loves me" ... Static, That how Arnav was when he read "he wants to marry me" !
He was shocked after reading what happened in Khushi and Mohan's meeting. He didn't expect that at all!
He thought that this Mohan would try to flirt with Khushi, would try to fool her or hurt her. but telling her that he love her, and want to marry her, and also that he is ready to wait for 4 years !! That was out of his thought.
He read the e-mail again, And he felt that his anger increased. Yet, he was relieved that Khushi has no feelings for him and don't want to have a "relationship" with him..
but he was angry at that Mohan who didn't understand what has Khushi told him time and again, and insisted to his damn stupid suggestion!!. Why cannot he understand that Khushi don't want to even hangout with him, forget marry him !!
He wished if he was with Khushi, so he can help her on that trouble, and make that obtrusive Mohan understand that she don't want to be with him !!
He should reply and told her to not meet him, to ignore him..
He clicked -- reply -- , and quickly typed:
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You should not agree to his suggestion. You don't love him and don't want to be with him so just don't meet him. The fate of this so called relationship is known.
DON'T MEET HIM
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Before he could click Send he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
He remembered her words of the last night's mail : "I trust you .."
Is that what he will do with her trust!?
There was already some guilt inside him that she is talking about him to him without her knowledge. and he cannot increase it by exploiting what she wrote for him beside her trust that made her ask for his opinion, not according to what he wants.
He don't know whether Mohan was a good guy or not, or if this relationship will be good for her or not. But he don't have the right to take advantage of her trust and respect for him as a mysterious friend. He don't know much about love or relationship, and he is not in a place to advise her or take a decisions on her behalf!
" But how can I let her go, and establish a - relationship- with that guy.. What about me"
He shake his head and told himself: " Let her decide herself. I'm sure that she will take the right decision, by not meeting him!!"
He took his phone, erased what he had written before, and wrote :
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Dear Khushi,
I cannot help you on this matter.
Do what you feel to be right.
Regards,
Your mysterious friend.
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-- Send -- He clicked quickly, before he would change his mind!!
***
He was driving his car, his mind in a muddle state. From one side, he was nervous as he thought that Khushi will give Mohan a chance, and then will fall in love with him gradually!!.. from the other side, he was convincing himself that she will not meet him and will never love him love him !, she already said that she don't have any feelings for him, cannot imagine that she will spend her life with him, and she is not comfortable at all around him.
He reached AR group's building. Walked directly to his office and closed the door.
He sat on his chair and leaned back. He felt a heavy feelings in his chest. He was worried, yes worried that Khushi will meet Mohan, and thing will progressed with them after that , he was worried regardless of how many times he tried to convince himself while he was in the car !
He regretted sending her that mail asking her to decide by herself.
He shall exploit every chance. " All is fair in love and war!!" he mumbled angrily !!
" Love !!" He was numb for long moments, his heart was throbbing dangerously!
After these long moments , he argued with himself : " I don't know what is love is. But I know that I like her presence in my life ... I know that I want to see her all the time, I miss her ... I know that I cannot tolerate her tears and sadness ... I know that since I met her, my happiness and smile are depend on her ... I know that -though my teasing- I always want to see her happy ans smiling... I know that I want her, I desire her ... I know that I cannot imagine her with another man! '. If this is love!, then yes .. I .. love her!"
He closed his eyes, enjoying the wave of pleasant emotions that devastate him with his new realization of love.
"What should I do know ?!" .. He was clueless!! he loves her and want her. But her decision, What she want is important too..
He wished if he have someone can help him in this matter, he was really clueless about love! but he cannot ask anyone.. He remembered some lines Khushi's last night's e-mail:
"If you ever felt that you want to tell someone, something you cannot tell others, you can share it with me. Don't worry, You can share anything with me without mentioning names as you don't want me to know who you are."
He smiled . For sure he will not do it today .. but maybe.. he will do it in future! He may ask her for her help, to win her own heart.. !
Now, he just have to wait and see what will she do about Mohan " Suggestion", and then he will think about what to do next.
***
It was 6:15 pm. He walked inside his house, nervously! He badly wanted to know if Khushi went to meet that guy, or not !
If she wasn't in the house, then it means that she went to meet him - He clinched his fits to control his anger as he thought about that!!
But If she was in the house, that mean that she refused his offer - and then he can start his mission .. He smiled softly as his heart's pluses increased.
He opened the entrance door, and saw all his family's ladies, Nani, Mami, Anjali, and Payal were sitting in the living room. His eyes were searching for Khushi, but he couldn't find her !
- Maybe she was in her room- he consoled himself.
" Khushi ji ! .. Woow" Said Anjali as she looked at the stair.
He closed his eyes, relieved that she was in the house, he was eager to see her for the first time, after he realized his love for her. He slowly turned toward the stair, wanting to see his beloved.
His smile faded away as he saw her. She was ... gorgeous, breathtaking.
She was dressed in beautiful peach Churidar that suits her skin color and perfectly fit her body.. her hair was flow opened, he wore a light make up which just enhanced her natural beauty, and she was carrying her bag..
She will go to somewhere, it was clear!!
He was hurt ! and what hurt him more than she is going to meet that guy, that she is prepared herself very well for this "Date!" with that guy!!.. Her beauty today, was dedicated to another man.. which mean that she serious about considering his suggestion!
His jaw and fit clinched at the same time.. Anger took him.. and pain was clear through his eyes.
He walked up the stair while avoiding looking at her, but he couldn't do it for so long, when they were very close, he looked at her! . she too was looking at him, confused and worried !
He increased his speed, he walked to his room and slammed the door shit behind him..
***
His legs were shaking up and down. He was restless, he felt a sting on his heart!
The thought that Khushi was in a date with that guy, the thought of what will they do during this thought - will he hold her hand ?! will they dance ?! will he try to kiss her ?!
He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to stop all these thoughts. He opened his eyes as he remembered how Khushi describe that guy determination to meet her ! Was he planning for something bad for her ?! will he hurt her or try to take advantage of her when they are alone ?!
There was no time to think, he immediately took his key and headed out of his room!
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There he is !
He entered the restaurant, his eyes searching for Khushi! The waiter greeted him and kindly asked him to follow him. Arnav told him that he prefer to choose his table himself. Arnav was walking and his eyes skimming the restaurant, trying to find his Khushi!. By each passing second, his worry about Khushi increase!
Finally he saw her. He walked away not wanting her to see him and knew that he stalked her. He chose an empty table in which he can see Khushi from the back, and Can see that guy's ugly face !!. He sat and ordered his dinner randomly.
He was glad that Khushi was fine till now, but he was fuming seeing that guy expression. he have to admit, he was good looking guys- as Khushi said on the morning e-mail- but not that handsome.. He looked happy, he was talking with a smile in his face, it was obvious that he was enjoying!
"Of course he will enjoy!" He thought angrily as he wished to pull out his eyes that were enjoying his Khushi ! He wished if he can see Khushi's expression too!
However, he found some relief , because unlike the couples who were in the restaurant, Khushi and that guy weren't close to each other, weren't holding their hands, nor they were feeding each other.
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He saw them standing, then walking out of the restaurant. He took some money out of his wallet and put in the table , before following them out the restaurant. He know that he was ridiculous doing what he is doing now, he never ever imagined that he someday, will stalk people !! but he worried about Khushi and that's all what he can think about now!
He walked toward them, making sure that Khushi will not see him, and he heard them talking:
" Let me drive you to your house"
" No.. no .. no need for that .. The taxi will come now, I called him"
" Khushi .. It's late, It's better that I drive you, it's safer than a taxi, Am I right ?!"
" Ermm .. but.."
" Khushi please .."
He saw her opening the passenger's seat's door, and sat on that guy's car. He wanted to go and pull her out of the car! But he didn't ! It will just complicate things between them.
He was having a serious doubt that this guy have a bad intention, and that's why he insisted to drive her ! it was all doubts and he should make sure that nothing bad will happened to Khushi !! He walked fast to his car, and followed Mohan's car.
He know men ! They start with acting so nicely and politely, just as how Mohan was acting in the restaurant, and at the end their true color and intention reveal!
He followed them, he stopped his car as Mohan's car stopped.. and he found him self in Shanti Van, in front The Raizada Mansion, his house...
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