Part-13
Her feelings were getting more deeper day by day. She was changing without even her own knowledge. Her days starts with excitment to meet him. And then she would get ready fast & run out of the house..hoping to have another walk with him.
But it was not possible. That day was just a co-incidence...and co-incidence do not happens all the times.
All the way till school, she would pray to god to grant her wish...she would keep her fingers crossed...expecting him to come & walk with her...and make it special.
When he would not come to join her...she would try to reason herself...that may be he went early today or may be he was late.
Wish.. she could know which one was the correct reason. Her heart would feel restless to see him as soon as possible.
She was going insane with all these emotions & this strange kind of despration to see him.
After reaching her class...she would first look for him or check his seat for his bag to know if he had come or not.
Even in class, her whole concentration will be on him only. She would look at him whenever got any chance...and would think about him, when she was supposed to concentrat on teacher's words.
She would recall each & every moment..she had spent with him...his teasing..his talks...each word he had spoken to her. She can think about him 24*7 without getting bored.
And if he said or did somthing, which will show even a little bit of his concern & intrest for her...she wont be able to ignore that. She would think about "that" again n again...as if memorising each n every thing about him. And the feeling that he did care for her or was giving importance to her...would make her heart to dance in joy.
When he would talk to her or spent time with her in break or share lunch with her...she would feel really special..that outof whole class..she was the one, he has chosen to be with.
At the last period...she would get upset that now she had to go away from him. She would look at him while getting outof the school gates...wishing to go with him..sharing that special walk. But seeing his friends with him...she would feel akward n drop that idea...and would go alone.
Reaching home, she would wait for clock to move fast..so that she could go for tutions. She would be the first one to reach most of the time...and then curse her self for coming early. Waiting for him was becoming tough with each passing moment...but then she didnt have any complains with him...it was her own fault.
Again she would be tempted to concentrate on him instead of studing.
Sometimes, she would be lucky to go back with him. But most of the time, to her bad luck...pinky & meera would stop her and she would have to go with them.
And then, coming back home...she would be busy/lost in her own world. To be honest...her thoughts would be filled with him, him & only him. She didnt had anything else to do...other than thinking about him.
She did not liked this period from evening till morning...when she could not see him. So she would pass her time thinking about him...re-living each & every memories of him.
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Hi!
I really dont know, how would u all find this one... I just wrote wat i felt. So lets see..wat u think about it!
Do tell wat u feel...am waiting.😃
Edited by Shonameet - 12 years ago
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