KR Anniversary: OS contest !!!*post ur os* - Page 9

NEVER LET ME GO

Part 1:

Those lips curved up again, smiling widely. As the vision went clear she saw him standing quite at a distance from her all smiling, that million dollar smile! His hands were on his hips, he winked at her slightly biting his lips. He then crossed his arms over his chest and stared at her with a smug expression. Rey..she felt her inner conscience say. She felt herself smile as her cheeks heated up. But her smile suddenly vanished when she saw a woman behind him, the figure of the woman wasn't clear. But she saw rey look at his side, which only signalled he was elated by that woman's presence. She felt her nerves stiffen as that woman came front all smiling and stood beside rey, looping her arms with his own. He was obliged to loop their arms. she felt them share an eye lock, the woman turned towards her with a smirk on her face as that woman pulled rey closer to her. it was like slap on her face, or rather her heart. She stiffened again and tried to see rey's expression. First he saw at her in a pitiful face and then grinned followed by a laughter. Later that woman too joined along with rey, laughing. "I am marrying sheena" rey said. And they laughed again.

She shrieked and opened her eyes abruptly, she screamed "NO" but her voice didn't aid her. she was way too tired to speak. As she blinked twice she glanced around to find herself in a dark room, not much of a dark that would scare the hell out her. beeps of few machines made her realize she was in hospital, numerous machines where connected to her body. She closed her eyes again feeling the burning sensation on her head again. She wanted to touch her forehead so that would reduce her pain, but she realized her one hand was swollen because of the needle inserted on her nerve that supplied glucose to her pale and weak body. Consciously she tried to mover her left hand and found someone was already holding it tightly. That's when she finally looked to her left, only to find someone sleeping on the chair, head lazily placed on her bed, his hand was tightly holding hers. She tried to shift so that she could see the face, wait! whom was she fooling ? didn't she know who it was? Did she really want a confirmation that it was rey ? holding on to her like is whole life was depending on her!

She shifted again this time her abdomen pained too. but as soon as she shifted she felt him stiffen. She swiftly closed her eyes. she could feel what he was doing. He got up groggily and suddenly stared at her, trying to analyse whether she was alright. She felt him touch her forehead and then check the drips of glucose. After a pause she felt him affectionately caress her cheek, she felt she would melt under his touch. His palms were so cold that it sent chills down her spine. She then felt his hot breath on her cheeks, she had to fight hard not to show any emotions on her face. Her toes curled, there were numerous butterflies running around in her stomach, she suddenly forgot her burning head because all she wondered was the proximity they were sharing and the anticipation of what he would do. he kissed on her cheeks, lingered around for much longer indeed. Her breath was caught on her throat. There was a pause again, but she could clearely say he was staring at her. a drop of tear fell on her cheeks slowly moving towards her ears.. she knew he was crying.. and then he hugged her sleeping right next to her. it was a single bed, so obviously he clinged onto her. his legs crossed around hers, his one hand carefully but tightly wrapped around her waist, his another hand under her neck, his head was dumped on her hair. she felt him nuzzle closer, his lips nibbling on her neck and then he let a sigh.

After a brief of few moments she opened her eyes. he had hugged her like her own kid, so possessively wrapped her in his arms, never to let her go. She smiled as her own tear escaped from her eyes. she snuggled a bit, so that she was now comfortably sleeping on his arms, her nose was touching his hair, she smelled them. She so wanted to caress his face, kiss them, kiss those tears away. She hated when he acted like a vulnerable kid scared to lose her. as she stared the ceiling, she realized what her life had become. Even today she saw those dreaded dreams of him marrying sheena. Years had passed away, yet even today somewhere in heart she felt the same fear she had 8 years ago.

She feared he would let her go again.

He feared she would go away from him.

Part 2

She tried to recollect that awful day of her life, no matter how much she tried to forget it, it would haunt her down anywhere and everywhere!

Kria had left him. left him shattered, she betrayed him. she had her reasons though! her mom was against their love, she didn't have a choice! It wasn't a freaking movie, where a female protagonist would run away from the house to her lover's den. It was reality! In reality we are bound to relationships. Especialy her mother! How can she forget how difficult was it for her mother to bring her up ? being a single parent isn't easy, one has to go through physical and emotional trauma. Those tantrums, those over night jobs, those happy and sad moments! Her mom was her best friend. She couldn't help but break rey's heart. But wait ! she didn't just break his heart and run away like that. She thought he would follow her, she thought he would stop her, she thought he would pest her for answers, she thought he would not let her go so easily. She had just said that "I never loved you. it was just an infatuation" and threw his Vday gifts. That's all!! He cursed her without any abusive words, he accused her for breaking his heart, he said to her and himself that she wasn't his anymore. and then ? he left just like that. Not even once he looked back! She was broken seeing his own behavior. At one side she thought he would hate her, then he would move on. That's good for him. and her other half said he would follow her, he would stop her, he would look into her eyes to spot the lie. Unfortunately the former happened! It wasn't him, it was her who was betrayed. And she left, even at the last moment she wished he would come up from nowhere saying he loves her. but no he didn't. he didn't come! She waited.

When she was back after their graduation, she found herself sitting in big hall. Infront of her marriage rituals where going on! Firstly she didn't know why she agreed to come, but swayam had called her non-stop until she agreed. And when she finaly landed in Mumbai she was taken to the marriage hall where she found countless people walking in and out, and thousands of them seated to watch the marriage. She sighed and asked swayam 'whose marriage it is ?' silently praying let it not be rey's. but swayam answerd "my sister, sheena's" he said as he made his way inside the mandap. She froze. sheena was the same girl whom reyaansh was in relationship with. She couldn't read the name printed next to sheena on the hoardings, it was too crowdy, but she read the surname "singhania" and her heart stopped beating. She felt nausea and was about to faint when neha took her inside the hall despite her numerous pleas. Neha her another best friend. Neha pulled her "come lets meet sheena.." neha said. Kria had enough. She jerked her hand off yelling "I don't wanna see her! I am going.." she stormed off only to bump at someone. she murmered sorry, but as her eyes met his eyes she froze again. He stared at her with a surprised expression and then frowned. She didn't expect to meet him like this. Both had gone numb, neither of them uttered. Swayam came in "neha, sheena ko bulao, I will get the groom.. rey chalo.." swayam said oblivious to the two of them who were drowning deep inside each other's eyes. swayam called out rey again "rey ???" finaly when swayam shook rey, both came out of trance. "pandith ji ne dulhe ko bulana ke liye kaha hai... So chalo.." swayam said pulling rey. rey was wearing golden coloured classy sherwani which exposed his chest more than needed, it clung to his body perfectly, his strong muscle tigtly wrapped up under those sleeves. Kria let out a deep breath trying to her hold her emotions in control. "congratulations rey.." she mumbled and took few steps towards the door. "excuse me ?" rey said. She looked at him trying her best not to show her tears which were already welled up in her eyes. "your marriage ? congratulations.." and then again she left leaving rey baffled. Images of rey smiling, sheena holding his arms came to her vision as she drove off. She thought 'he didn't follow me. he didn't stop me. he don't want me. again he let me go..' she cried harder. Tears were streaming down her face making her vision blur. She heard continuous horns from a vehicle which was trying to overtake her.. she tried to go in higher speed but that vehicle or SUV over took her car and stopped right infront of her car making her pull the breaks suddenly. "W*F!" she mumbled a bit louder. But she stared wide eyed when she saw him get out of his car in a haste. He came, opened her car doors and grabbed her arms pulling her our and dragging her to a quitter place. She couldn't utter a word but just stare at him in awe.

"what the hell is your problem ?" rey said frustrated. "rey.."she started, he came close to her standing right infront of her, breathing his hot breath right on her face, looking deep into her eyes and thus stopping her from uttering anything. "first you leave me just like that saying you never loved me, then why did you come back ? why ?" he asked her clutching her arms tight. "swa.. sw.. swayam.. ca.. cal.. called me.."she stammered. "you really came because swayam called you ??" rey asked moving closer, she took a step back ward. She wanted to say 'yes' but her voice had dried off..she took a pause and asked "why are you here ? isn't its your wedding..?" she asked him with all her strength. "so what if its my wedding ?? why do you care ?" he asked taking another step.. "I .. don.. don't.. care.." she lied. It had affected her so much that she was in verge of getting her self murdered. "you care or you don't ??" he asked again coming closer to her.. she moved a step back again and hit the broken wall behind her.. "I don.." she stammered. "you care or you don't ?" he pressed again. She gave up. She couldn't hold it anymore.. "I care!! I care you get that!! I care for you because I love you rey!! I have always loved you. I still do and I am afraid I will forever!!" she said. And fell down on the floor crying. Rey was dumbfounded but smiled. He smiled and kneeled infront of her.. "then why did you leave ?" he asked her wiping her tears off. She explained everything. she asked him "why didn't you stop me rey ? why didn't you ? rey I thought you would hold me back, I thought you would follow me.. you could have stopped me rey.. you had that power.." she said crying.. he cupped her face "im sorry kria. I did.. I did want to come behind you but when u said you don't love me I was broken, may be my ego was hurt.. I don't know I had to fight back the urge to not to meet you.. kria I am so sorry.." kria cried a bit more and She told him everything how she stayed like a good daughter and tried to convince her mom. seeing her die everyday her mom finaly gave up after a year and kria visited Mumbai the next day..but then she had come to know rey was in relationship with sheena, swayam's sister. She had come to Mumbai, but left without a word.

"in that case I am afraid I love you too.." he said smiling at her. her heart skipped beat, inspite of the confusion erupting inside her she hugged him, he pulled her close to him as tight as possible. "you.. you dint get married ??" she asked him between sobs. He laughed at that.. "who told you im getting married to sheena ?" she looked at him confusedly. "my elder brother Rehan Singhania is getting married to her" she felt relief "but I saw you with sheena & also heard u dating her ?". rey went serious. Taking deep breaths "yeah I did. I wanted to get over you. I thought dating another girl would help. I tried by best, she loved me, so I thought I would love her too but when I saw you in airport 2 years before I fell for you again. I couldn't help myself from falling to you even more. I know first you broke up with me and left the town. I thought you would never return, but when you did I didn't know what to do. I thought I would come up to you and tell you how much I loved you and ask you to stay back with me. but then my ego came in between. I made you see me and sheena together. I made you hear stories about us, so that even you feel the same I felt. So that even you would get hurt the way I did.. that's why.. and after you left once again i realized how stupid I was.. how stupid we were!! Kria I tried to live without you thinking its over but I couldn't , coz I still love you.. sheena fell in love with rehan after knowing I cant love her ever..." "don't leave me again kria.. I cant live without you.." he begged her..

They opened up their hearts, they confessed.. they were back again. He kissed her fiversly. He wished that she would never go away from him. she wished he would never let her go. With those promises they entered a new life..

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Her head still burned hard, but the warmth feeling she was getting of rey being near to her made her fly in could nine.. wasn't she the luckiest girl in world ??

She grimaced as she couldn't feel rey next to her anymore. she opened her eyes groggily to see rey standing near window. It was morning already.

She shifted uneasily, he turned and rushed towards her "baby ? you okay ? do you need anything.. ?" he asked her.. she nodded no.. she pulled him close and he confusedly looked at her "I want a kiss.." she whispered in his ears. He started smiling like an idiot, she knew exactly what should be done to make him blush at times or make him act like a kid. He leaned closer pressing his lips delicately on hers. Sweetly he nibbled on her upper lip making her moan, caressing her hair he slowly made her sit. She tried to lift her hand, after few attempts her hands involuntarily clutched his shirt. He broke kiss and slightly hugged her "how are you feeling today ?" he asked her. she nodded " I will always feel better when im in your arms rey.." she said smiling. He kissed her nape and slowly placed her back on the bed.

It was his fault that he had brought them to such a situation, kria was 8 month pregnant, he had taken care of her like his own baby, it was their second child. Though her first one was a boy, he so wanted a girl child this time! rey was at his work, when kria called him saying she wasn't feeling good. After her last delivery she usually got this abdominal pains and this baby was huge for her, she felt tired every now and then. She did have few complications though, but rey always made up to it. but that day was different. He was so busy with his work he couldn't make himself free to back to home. Kria while chasing behind "Ansh" their first boy child, to have his food slipped from stairs and landed on the living room. she had brusises all over due to the sharp railings on stairs and she cried in pain. Just on time rey had rushed home to find his dear wife crying in pain. He felt as if his heart stopped beating. He took her to hospital instantly. Kria had an immediate operation, the foetus was kept in observation, for doctors it seemed like an experiment inspite of being sure that child wouldn't make up to it. rey didn't have any hopes but kria did. Kria was told she could never conceive again after this incident, but it didn't break her she confidently said "I have two kids. I guess im blessed.." no doctor could beat her confidence, that's why they tried their best to save the child.

Part 3 :

Kria tossed on her bed again, searching for his face. She tried to spot him next to her, when she didn't succeed she sighed. But smiled when she found a hand wrapping around her waist pulling her close.. she snuggled close to him turning around, he smiled in his sleep. she closed her eyes for some sleep. again she saw his image smiling, sheena holding his arms and him saying "I am marrying.." kria winced. "I wil be with you till the day after forever, kria" that was what she heard instead. Suddenly sheena's figure was replaced by her own! Rey pulled her close pointing at something, it was their children- 8 year old Ansh and 4 year old Angel fighting over a silly topic that girls cant play basket ball. Kria smiled and said "girls can play!". Rey looked at her "yeah ?" moving closer.. "but I don't like basket ball" rey said in husky tone. Their proximity made her sweat. " I like this better" he said touching her lips. She was pushed back to the wall, rey's palms on either sides of her head. his hot breaths on her cheeks. He made his way towards her lips kissing like never before. As kria was totally engrossed in their wild kiss she heard giggles, she looked behind rey. there ansh and angel were standing and giggling. Kria pushed and jerked up "REY!" she shrieked. Rey woke up at the instant. Kria found herself in their bedroom. Rey placed his palms on her shoulders "same dream again ?" he asked, whipping her sweat off. "she looked at him horrified. He cupped her face saying "don't worry I am here.." she held his collar and said "shut up and kiss me idiot!!" for few seconds he stared at her before they started kissing passionately.

Now she knew, those dreams will never haunt her again. Their two children 'angel and ansh' were their life now. Never was she happy in her life like this!! She had successfully moved on from those dreaded dreams and those dreaded past.

Yet again the two hearts keep beating the same thing "never let me go" says kria's heart, "don't leave me ever" says rey;s. with a promise to be together till day after forever

section 5

Marry Me..

She looked up when she heard the knock at the door, her eyes were swollen, the mascara had spread all over her face.. she rubbed her eyes trying to clear the stains that made her feel as though her skin had dried up.

"Kria madam.." her maid called her slowly opening, she came in scanning the room.

Kria slowly tried to peep from her place, sitting down on the floor at the farthest corner of the room. her knees brought up to her chest, hair her was a big mess. The bed covers were blocking her vision to see the maid, her voice had long dried up.

"kria madam ?? are you inside ?" her maid called again.

She tried to get up, but slid on the floor grabbing her maid's attention. Her maid, an unmarried and past 30 years of age was not just a maid, she was like her own sister. She rushed over to the corner from her where kria was still trying to get up.

She bent over to pull kria up on her feet, kria held her maid's shoulders and tried, though she slipped a bit but she made herself stand on her own feet. Kria looked at the maid who was looking at her with pitiful eyes.

Kria let a sad laugh almost mocking at her own condition, as her maid made her lie on the bed she saw the bottle of beers that was spread on the floor and the number of small cigar buds that was lying in ash tray, she chuckled again.

"madam aap yeh kya haal banaya hai apna ??" maid asked her concerned.

Kria let another sad laugh but soon tears tickled on her eyes. she touched her tears and giggled "muje toh laga my tear glands had stopped working !!!" she laughed again.

"madam.. mei abi saab ko bulathi hoon.." maid said as she grabbed the phone.

Kria sat up straight on her bed with a stern face and said "NO"

Maid looked at her helplessly. "don't even dare to tell him whatever happened you got that ? and anyway I am leaving today.."

"par madam.." the maid tried to protest.

Kria stopped her "I have had enough here! I am going back. And kal raat ko wo nahi aya tha na ?" kria asked her maid with a strong pain in her eyes.

Maid went silent not knowing what to answer.

"he didn't even call ? am I right ?" kria asked again sternly. The maid nodded her helplessly.

"I am leaving today. If ever he comes back here tell him 'GO TO HELL!!!" saying that kria stood her feet dragging herself agresseively to the washroom.

She banged the door with all her strength taking the frustration.

She stood infront of the mirror placing her palm on the sink. She breathed heavily calming her nerves.

She looked up how messed her face was, those shattered mascara from crying like hell, the skin looked like it would rip off any moment. The dark circles under her eyes feared her. she closed her eyes trying to recall the last night events how dreadfully she gulped one after the other countless beer bottles along with cigarette. She was never alcohol slave, she never smoked in her life! but last night it was as though that all her lines had crossed their marks and went a miles ahead testing her patience! She had to give in after what he had done to her. he was a coward little bas***d she thought.

She shook her head not wanting to worsten her situation more, she frantically splashed water on her face removing those stains and dread skin. When she looked up her whole face had turned into a messy black tarnish.

She splashed some water and closed her eyes taking deep breaths.

She took a long cold shower and acted as normal as she could. Finally when she saw herself back in mirror she noticed her face wasn't glowing but it was surely clear. Just like her life! no more awsum fantastic life that it was, just plain and clear! She came out of the washroom glancing at room, candles shattered on the floor, roses dried up, those decorative stuffs ripped off. She had taken all her frustration on the things she decorated herself, trying to make it special. but sigh.

***

"sir ??" peon tapped his shoulders, he got up suddenly screaming "KRIA". the peon looked confusedly at him. rey calmed down and exhaled deeply.

"sir aap teek ho na ?" peon asked again.

Rey looked around, he was on his chair in his cabin. The files where shattered on the table like a huge mess, his fingers were numb. He felt heavy eyes and HELL tired. He tried to keep open his eyes, "I am fine.. what do u want ?" he asked him not politely though.

"sir its morning 9am. you had slept the last night here in the office. boss is calling you.."

He got up from his seat rubbing his eyes and tired face. His suit was shuffled up due to his sleeping position, he straightened himself and went to his boss's cabin.

"Reyaansh Singhania. Come in my boy.." his boss called him inside.

As rey entered his boss kept down the file he was looking at and dropped his specs on the table looking up tentatively at rey he said "come sit down.."

Rey agreed without a word. "whats the matter beta ?" boss asked him.

Rey felt a bit uneasy and guilty. He gathered himself and said "nothing sir.. I am fine.."

"but you don't seem to! Look at you have been quite disturbed lately and yesterday you slept at the office only.."

Rey looked up apologetically "im so sorry sir. I was working last night, I didn't realize when I dozed off.."

"but I do realize.." boss said smilingly.

"listen son. I know what your going through. Kria is like my daughter, just the way how your close to me, even she means something to me. and I love both of you when your together. I do realize something is going wrong between you both. But I suggest you both to speak and sort it out. bringing ego in between the relationships can only spoil it further, you gain nothing but you do lose. Correct it before its too late.."

Rey sighed knowingly.

"I am trying to.." rey said in a low tone putting his head down.

His boss smiled at him again "really ?" he asked half sitting on the table in front of rey.

Rey looked at his eyes confusingly trying to defend himself "have you ever put yourself in her shoes and thought about it ?" his boss asked. Rey didn't have words. He never thought like that, all it mattered was how she was treating him, what she done, what she wanted. But he never thought, what they wanted, how he was treating her, how much pain he was giving her.

His boss read the expressions on his face "think about it.." he said getting back to his seat.

Rey kept on thinking without uttering the word. His boss glanced up at him from his files, "I will give you a month leave.." his boss said. Rey looked up surprisingly.

"yess take some rest for yourself and for the love of your life..!"

Rey didn't know how to thank his boss, surely he did want a break from his work and his boss realized it so soon.

Rey sat on his car asking the driver to take home.

***

Kria placed her bags inside the car, hugging her maid she gave her the house keys. "these are my set of keys do give to him.." tucking her hands inside her coat she went to sit inside the car.

"kria madam. Please aise mat kijiye.." her maid requested her. she smiled at her innocence and said "its his decision not mine.." she said just like that and left on her car.

On her way towards the airport she recalled the moments she spent in Canada.

Kria and rey were college sweethearts after the graduation they moved to Canada building their career. Both got job in same company with different posts though.

Kria wasn't regular employee she was in the design team, she just had to visit the office once in two days. Hence she got a lot of free time which she spent in on her favourite hobby of writing novels or painting.

5 years had passed after shifting to Canada, being in a living in relationship was never her choice. She preferred married or commited more than this. But she could never think about rey cheating her! he was such a sweetheart. He never failed to surprise her, every moment she was upset he hugged her like his own kid, he consoled her by pampering all her idiotic demands. She was crazy for him neither was he less. Even in office, the time she would enter he would welcome her hugging and then leave to their duties. They wanted more of each other every day. The moment he would come after work, he would just hug her tight kissing feverishly as though that was his oxygen. He often hugged her when they were asleep like his own skin. She loved to nuzzle in his arms or stare him how cutely he slept. He would never be tensed whenever he was around her, he often told her how his worries runs way just by seeing at her once..

Then what had gone wrong ?

***

Perfect it was! Then what had gone wrong ?

He thought as his car came to the sudden halt due to heavy traffic. it was a sunny day. He rubbed his face and looked out. their car was right next to the pavement, he looked at the couples who were fighting. The couple were sitting on their table on the roadside restaurant. He observed them carefully. The boy frustratingly ran his hands down his head muttering something, while girl looked betrayed and was about to cry. He saw himself in that boy's figure. Few days ago he too had done something similar.

"REY!! please listen to me once.." kria pleaded. She never saw him so annoyed.

"what to listen kria ? didn't I make it clear ? how can I meet your parents ??" he asked her irritedly as he entered his room, and brushed his hairs frustratingly.

"why cant you ??" she shot back.

He turned looking straight at her eyes "we met them two months before kria! monthly once we have dinner at your parents house, weekly once or twice you keep visiting them, but you and me both know whenever I come along with you they taunt us to get married."

He said wrinkling his nose at the name of marriage.

She sucked in the temper that had boiled her nerves, keeping herself as calm as possible she asked "its high time rey! face it. we cant be like this like forever without getting married..".

He pushed her to the wall by caging her through his arms, his palms rested on both sides of her face he breathed in and out aggressively "didn't I tell you that I don't believe in marriage?" he looked at eyes straightly. She lowerd her gaze at the instant, there was heat erupting in his eyes as though he was bursting fire. He captured her lips aggressively making her lips swollen and bruise, later that night he made love to her twice or thrice she didn't know. Because it was out of anger not out of love! She knew it that she had just given invitation for the animal that will be hidden inside every human. Just that some things make them wild like they aren't human beings. Marriage was one such thing for rey. he had seen his own dad and mom fight like enemies after their marriage, in spite of the fact they knew each other from childhood. he had seen his own sister who came back home after 2 months of her married life claiming the love between them had vanished. Hell his own best friend, even today calls him up saying how bored and f**ked up his life has become after marriage.

If the animal side of rey was so aggressive then the real rey was more than a sweetie pie. She was sore the next morning, realizing what he had done he asked sorry first, then took leave. The whole day he didn't let her move out of bed. he took her in his own arms gave her the sweet bath making her moan and giggle, pampered her with feeding food like his own baby, kissed her to make her feel how important she is in his life..!

He had made up for her, but the problem didn't sort out. her parents invited them for a marriage of kria's cousin. In spite of rey's protests kria dragged him along.

It had just happened the way he feared, many of her relatives taunted of them turning into western, they taunted them that a couple who stay in same house without a marriage isn't gud in terms of family values. They even fired constant questions on them asking whats the reason. Rey had to just shut their mouth saying its their wish and dragged kria out of the function. He wasn't angry on her, but he just couldn't bare that gloomy look on her face.

Once whom she cried and begged him asking why cant he just marry her. he tried to ignore to his best, but when it crossed his limits he just shouted at her his decision would never change.

Kria cried a bit more in living room and went to guest room to sleep. he had closed the door of his room, she assumed he didn't want her near him, with broken heart she slept in guest room.

But when she woke up she saw him hugging her the way he did always, it made her proud because it was his way of saying he owns her. she smiled and turned around to see his sleeping figure. there was mixed emotions. His eye brows where knitted as though he was cautiously guarding something. His nose was a bit red clearely showing his pout. His lips where pursed showing the anger. But his cheeks slightly pink saying her was happy. years with him she knew him so well, she could make out what he feels with just seeing his skin.

He realized her stare at him, he opened his eyes, he looked her smiling face and a smile formed on his face too. she felt a sigh of relief seeing those knitted eye brows vanish to a clear ones. His lips curved upwards to a smile and his cheeks looked calm and sweet. He pecked her lips, then a he kissed her forehead lingering there for a bit longer he made her snuggle near the crook of his neck.

"why did you sleep here ?" he asked her sadly like a 5 year old whose toy was stolen.

"you closed the door, I thought u didn't want to be near me.." she said with a pout and hugged him even tighter fearing he would do that again.

"I didn't lock it!!! And don't you know I cant sleep without hugging you ? I cant open my eyes just like that ? I need u to be infront of me when I open and close my eyes! dare you do that again" he warned.

She was silent. She always loved the way how he made her feel how special she was in life.. !

***

"No matter how many times we fought we always made up to it.. he never slept without me.. he never woke up without me being infront of him, then whole night he didn't come home! What does that mean ? when he loved me so much why so harsh words last evening ?" she thought as her car stuck in traffic.

Last evening was bitter one.

They often fought for this topic but at the end of the day they were always in each other's arms.

But that evening her mom had told her a story of her life. how her mom had been in love with a guy and he dumped her after realizing she was pregnant. Kria shivered imagining her mom in such a situation. Her mom told her she had a miscarriage by not taking care of her baby. When her mom had married her dad everything changed, marriage isn't a responsibility, it's a beautiful feeling. It isn't a formality its bond that would make them into better individuals. Kria was amazed, she knew how much her mom loved her dad. What she didn't know was her dad loved her mom even after knowing what her mom had went through. Somehow these made her thoughts firm of getting married.

When rey came home she pressed the topic again. When he went annoyed she told him either they would get married or shift to different apartments.

Those mere words made rey look like his life was shattered. Once he felt like his heart was stabbed hard and the other moment it looked like the test kria had put up for his love. The anger filled in thinking about the latter. He felt she didn't trust him anymore. after listening to her mom's story he felt that kria thought he would leave her and go, run away from responsibilities which made rey broken. He screamed at her. they fought and it had unknowingly slipped from his mouth "you can leave from here if that's your decision!" he said and dashed out of the house.

After sometime when kria calmed herself down seeing their pictures, seeing at their life, she knew their relationship was different. It was sacred. She knew he didn't mean those words, she knew he would come back to her arms, she decided not to talk about this topic anymore until he himself ask for it. she smiled between the pain.

Hence she waited for him. decorating her room wid candles and flowes.. making the apartment look like a palace she waited for him. when the clock stuck 7 she excitedly waited for him to come home. But as seconds passed, as minutes rolled and hours skipped she gave up. She called his office at 11pm after getting no response on his cell for her 55 miss calls. The manager told her rey is doing over night, on asking to connect him, he had just spat at the manager saying "I don't want any f**king person to disturb me anymore!!" she heard him on the phone, she knew those words were for her. but those words said it all.. she had realized how much she had hurt him and how much hurt he returned back. She couldn't take it that's why she drank, she smoke thinking he would come home.. but no sign of him..

Her car halted at the aiport. She climbed down taking her bags. Her mom called, "mom.."

***

"im so sorry sir.. madam left.." the maid said again.

"WHERE ??" he yelled. But maid looked down, she didn't know the answer herself. "I don't know sir. 30 minutes before she left to airport.." the maid said.

Rey dashed out of the house with tears streaming down. He took his car abruptly on the highway reaching the airport.

once he reached there, he looked around. seeking help from his friend who works as a police guard inside tha airport he got approval to search in all possible places. But she was no where found. Everytime he wanted to give up he just couldn't he knew she wouldn't leave him like that. But he had done it all. He slapped himself making everyone notice him. he fell on his knees screaming "KRIAAA"

but again no response, he made announcement from the micro phone yet again no response. Someone told him she might have taken flight already. he didn't have any clue where she headed since her parents stayed in same city, he had no idea where she would go in such case. He felt betrayed as he stepped out of the airport his friend assured him saying he dig out some info.

He came home. The door was open.

"didi I am home.." he said slowly. He remembered how he had yelled at his maid. He wanted to apologize, he went to kitchen but no one was there.

He searched in other rooms again no one was there. he called out at her. no response, he then glanced at the time it was 6pm past.. which meant it wasn't her working hour. But then again the door was open. In the side table kria's keys where there in which maid had left him a note "kria madam asked to give these to you.." he took the keys and kissed it.. I wish you would come back kria.. I wish.. he said..

He heard some shuffling sound from the bed room before he could open the door knob his mobile rang "sorry bro.. kria hasn't taken any flights from Canada yet.." the caller said. His phone crashed to ground and he jerked the door open.

Kria was there.. his angel was casually setting up her room, just the way she usualy did before he was home.

She looked up to meet his eyes. he didn't know how to react, she smiled.. "your home ?" she asked and he rushed to take her in his arms. he almost made her bones get dislocate with his grip. It was breath catching hug, but she reciprocated the same back. With tears dancing on her eyes she kissed his ear lobe, his side of the neck his shoulders, his hair. she took his face in her hands and smiled.

"you wanted to leave me ?" he asked her about to choke.

"it was tit for tat for not coming home last night.." she said trying to joke. His serious face made her straighten.

"you said it.." she responded.

"I am mad, I am bas***d, I am stupid idiot jerk! I will tell you hundred hurting things .. so ? you just leave me like that ???? don't I have the a little right on you ?" he held her arms and she shrieked.

"you have all the rights on me rey.." she said slowly.

"I will never leave you again even if you kill me.." she said. Rey glared at her.. "bhoot banke tumare saath rahongi but will not leave you.." she hugged him again..

"I am sorry.." they both said together and laughed. Soon their lips claimed each other and their bed welcomed the love to happen. Sleeping in each others arms he asked "how did u get inside ? you had given your keys to maid right ?" he asked her. she chuckled "you had left your keys in my bag dumbo" she laughed. He kissed her making sush and made love to her again, this time out of pure and passionate love they shared.

"mom.. ?" she said over the phone..

"where are you ? why didn't you receive the phone yesterday ?" her mom asked worriedly.

"umm nothing.." she said trying to ignore..

"tell me did you fought with him ??"

"yes.. we fought.." she said..

Her mom sighed.

"kria.." her mom called her slowly.

"yess ma.." she said almost to tears.

"you love him more than anyone else don't you ?" she asked her daughter. Kria nodded between tears.

"I cant live without him mom.." she said sitting on the bench outside the aiprot..

"then live with him.." her mom said..

"huh ?"

"live with him. the way You both want.. don't impose others thoughts on him. if u want to agree with him then do so, just because I tell you or your relatives or this world don't hurt him. don't think what you want or what he wants when you both actually are like two souls, think what you BOTH want and go with it. may it be bad, may it be wrong, may it be good or may it be right. It's the choice of your both's life not just one.. remember that.."

Kria stayed slient.

"and I am sorry. I couldn't bare what others talk about you two. But when I actually thought about it being in your shoes I realized how wrong I was. Beta its your's and rey's decision. Never force anyone or anything in a relationship. Sorry beta for all the chaos.."

"it… it.. its .. o okay mom.." she stammered.

"is everything all right ?" she asked.

" I will make it alright.." kria said determined and disconnected the call.

Kria looked at rey's sleeping figure. caressing his face she said "I want to get married. Its my wish. But my wish isn't bigger than your feelings. My wish isn't bigger than our relationship. I love you so much that I cant lose u to anything. You know im soo over possessive.." she chukled. "I know you cant hear me. but remember one thing rey, this is first and last. I will never ever leave you again. Not because you cannot live without me, because im selfish! I cannot live without you rey.." she pecked his lips and slept on his arms..

***

"KRIAA!!!!!!!" rey screamed from bathroom.

"uuugggh rey!! wait I am coming.." she took the towel from the closet and knocked his bathroom door. He caught the towel from her hands and then pulled her inside..

She crashed on his chest and both fell on the tub. With kria glaring at and struggling and rey being naughtiest as ever, they continued to fight in the bathroom.

"Kal pura din you avoided me!!" rey shot at her.

"Kal Karwa chaut tha rey…" kria cribbed.

Rey held her hands tightly "that's why I said lets not get married.

Kria punched his arm. "meine kaha tha tumei propose karne ko ?" she pinched him. still trying to get out of tub, but his whole wait was upon her she couldn't move..

"haan!! Tumne!! Remember that day you told..you want to get married, when I was asleep ?? I couldn't help myself but propose you!" rey retorted with fake anger.

Kria forrowed her eye brows "I dint ask you to listen to my confession! jerk!!"

"but my ears where open and I wasn't asleep!!!" he said.

"why didn't you open your eyes that time only then ?" she wrinkled her nose.

"my mind was blank.. my heart had stopped beating when you were confessing" he said looking at her lovingly. She blushed.

"and waise b, you should be lucky enough, I proposed you infront of Eiffel tower on our trip to paris.."

Kria went to retort but remembering the moment she shrugged. It is the dream of every girl, he made it true in every sense.

Right infront of Eiffle towers, as she admired the beauty of the tower she saw some of the crowd walking in all directions, crowd was more than ever!

As she turned red ballons flew up the sky making the sunset more beautiful, every ballon had a small light inside them wich kept the ballons glowing. Kria was astonished. When she turned to see the tower there was lightings in them which kept blinking and suddenly fire works stared.

As she turned to see rey, everything went dark with a spot light on him, he kneeled down infront of her "Marry me ?" he said with innocent look and the cutest smile plastered on his face, he bit his lips seeing her reaction.

She was spell bound. Voice didn't utter from her mouth, she chose to nod her head, as rey smiled she screamed "YESS" taking rey by surprise. He slid the ring on her finger. She rejoiced like a child. He couldn't believe a small act would bring so happiness in her world, he knew this smile wasn't for all the effort he had taken but for the few words he had uttered.

As they hugged she saw their pic reflecting in Eiffel Tower through lightings..

One mesmerizing moment of her life.! today she is waiting for another, when she would give birth for her 4 month old who is budding sweetly on her womb.

THE CONFESSION

"Aap mere..."
She couldnt say it further she was going through mixed emotions such as tense,Fear,Excitement,Happiness etc.
She knew him very well and she also knew that he wont let her go without until she tells what he wanted to listen.
She thought that she should do it ,its TIME! now even God cant stop him nor God can save her from his question.
She closed her eyes tight ,Breath hard and chanted few "Universe ji" in mind ,Took a deep breath and opened her eyes
ready to face him.As soon as she opened she said "Aap mere..." But was stopped by his intense gaze on her.He was looking straight
at her ,this made her shiver a bit.By his face expressions its clear that he was so eager to know the truth.He signalled her to continue
with his eyes.Finally she gathered courage and said it "Aap mere ache dosth se kuch zyadha ho".
This is it !she said it finally!His face lit up like a 1000 watts bulb or more than that.He had a wide smile plastered on his face ,actually we call it
as a grin.She can find the relief ,Happiness on his face.They shared an intense eye lock.
He gave his Million Dollar smile..Now she wanted to hide herself somewer,her cheeks became coz of blushing.
He moved forward to hug her but she ran away blushy blushy and stood outside the fire escape leaning to the wall.He here was jumping like a maniac in the fir escape
and thanking universe ji and giving him a lot of flying kisses.After coming to his sense he came out and found her standing leaning to the wall.He came towards her
without breaking his gaze for a second.She was blushing and shivering under his gaze ,she was about to escape when he caught her and crushed her between him and the wall.
Now she couldnt escape from him and after saying that he would surely make sure that she wont escape.He inched forward to kiss her,He wanted to make it Official.
While he was about to kiss her something stuck his mind.
He doesnt wanted to make his confession so simple just by a kiss that too in the college ?NAH i dont think so!He wanted to make it special for her,she deserves it.
He jerked back and folded his arms across his chest and was staring at her..Here she was having butterflies in her stomach,she expected a kiss from him as his part of
confession so she had closed her eyes to feel his love..but wait she couldnt feel anything..Soon she opened her eyes and found him staring at her..This made her face flush.
She ran away from him smiling all the way long..he followed her..Soon he was distracted by going into a dance battle with opposite team .After winning the battle he tried
to find her everywhere in the college but there was no sign of her.He tried calling her but she wasnt picking the phone..He tried asking her friends but nobody have any
clue about her.He thought that she would have reached her home to follow some instructions of his sasuma the great Rani laxmi bhai.
As expected when kria was at the college she got a call from her mom and was ordered to come home as soon as possible.As it was emergency she had to rush
and didnt have time to inform Rey neither her friends..She thought of informing rey but he was too busy giving deathly glares to the opposite team.So she rushed without informing.
After reaching she found that her mom called her as she was leaving to dehradhun for somework,so she wanted kria to be present at the house to take care of it.Kria was busy giving
send off to her mom,she was so involved that she dint check her mobile.At night she thought of resting and had checked her mobile and found 50 missed calls from rey.
She was shocked seeing that.soon she called him back and he had lifted in the ring itself.Now he has turned into baatuctter.
"Kria kaha ho?Arey you okay?kaise ho?why are you not picking up my calls?anything wrong?if i did anything wrong then am extremely sorry .Please dont ignore me.
Kria are you alrite?any problem?"He was going on asking...
She just could utter "Rey...Meri...Mer...Meri...Baath toh suno".But he was not in a mood listening to her.

She shouted "REY!".

"Haan!haan baatcuter bolo"

"Rey meri baath tho suno pehle..actually jab mei college mei thi thab muje mom ka call aya aur.." she explains him everything what had happend.When he heard her saying
that her mom is not at home.Soon millions of ideas stuck his mind.He however cutted the call saying he was busy and was thinking of a romantic plan to surprise her with his
grand confession.Soon a brilliant idea stuck his mind.He took his miblie called someone... Here she was going restless he suddenly cutted the call and was not lifting her call nor replying to her messages.

He had a perfect plan set in his mind...He rushed towards her house without delaying anymore.he thought of climbing the pipe which leads to her window but he again thought it would be better taking the stairs.
He knocked on the door twice ,as soon as she opened she was shocked seeing him standing with a grin on his face.

"AAp????" she shouted which could be hear by all the people in the apartment.he closed her mouth tight with his hand and pushed her in locking the door behind.

"Ssshhh!!dhere se" he said still his hand on her mouth..

She was signalling him to remove his hand but he couldnt understand her sign language he was continuously asking her whats the problem.finally he removed his hand when she bit it

"aah!!" he was about to shout in pain when she placed her finger on his lips saying "ssshhh"..He was lost in her ...they shared an eye lock..They were brought back by ringing of rey's cell phone

He picked the call

"Swayam?" he answered ,it was more likely a question

She instantly looked upto him in shock as if swayam was standing at the door.

"swayam can i call you later?" not wanting to waste his time with his baatcutter..it was precious for him.every single second

He cutted the call and saw her

"woh swayam kya keh raha tha?aur aap yaha kya kar rahe ho?" she asking raising her eyebrows

"Swayam kyun call kiya woh muje pata nahin..I came here to discuss about the matter which just happend few hours ago..actually mei yeh kehne aya tha ki..."by saying every word he inched forward snd she backwards
at last sentence..he was soo close to her that his breath was hitting her lips,she was shivering .

"actually mei kehne nahin ,puchne aya tha ki do u hav terece?" he smirked

"Kya?" she asked confused..

"haan do u have terece for ur buiilding?"

"Haan.par kyun?" she asked confused.

"kuch nahin tumhare terece pe daily ek ladki aathi hai meine suna ki woh khubsurath hai.aur meine yeh bhi suna ki woh raath ke 11 baje athi hai.so its 11 now so i thought of meeting her"
he said trying very hard to control his laughter..

"Uss ladki se hi milna hai tho directly terece par jaoo na mere pass kyun aye ho?" she shouted..She was red with jealousy

"Not a bad idea" he said and left ,leaving a shocked kria behind.

He was waiting on the terece,actually he was hiding behind the pillar and waiting for arrival...

first she thought of ignoring but she couldnt belive how he could do this to her..she went to the terece to check out on the so calle B***h for whom he went up that at this time.

When she went she dint find anyone..she was casually looking here and there when there were firworks in the sky when she saw she was hell shocked,her heart beat stopped for a minute

"I LOVE YOU BAATCUTTER" it was written in the sky with fireworks..

As soon as she saw that he grinned and signlled swayam a thumbs up who had a hand in this plan.swayam smiled back and left away..

She was just staring at the sky she dint have words to say..he hugged her from behind and whispered "I Love u baatcutter"

Soon there was rain!Perfect timing!

She was about to run but he pulled her back and she came crashing straight into his chest.a few mms of gap was present between them

"Will you marry me?" he said holding a ring and waiting for her approval..

She was stunned

"Rey but marrige...?" she stammered not understanding what to say..

"Ssshhh!" he placed his finger on her lips..

"I just want to make you mine forever ..i just couldnt stop myself from asking this..We wont get married rite now but i just wanted to make it this way..So will you stay with me forever?" he said looking deep into her
eyes.

"Yes" was her only reply.HE smiled wide and placed the ring onto her finger and kissed her hand..she blushed..

"Can i finish my pending work which i left it in the middle at college?" he said like an innocent kid..

First she was confused but she understood what he was talking about.He was talking about the kiss which he was supposed to give outside the fire exit.

she blushed giving him green signal...He slowly moved forwards and took her lips into his and both shared a passionte kiss.

He expressed his love through the kiss and she responded equally...

"I LOVE YOU TOO" she said in between the kiss to which he smiled and deepend the kiss..:)

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Originally posted by: kriyansh24

payal i loved ur OS...

Originally posted by: kriyansh24

ismein kill karne ki kya baat hai?????

mazaak mein le na ki main kinni badi antaryami hai...

it isn't like i am sharing the contents...