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I've never written for this forum before, so if you're interested great, if no that's ok too.

I'm not familiar with the ins/outs so no pm's but will try to update at least weekly if not more often.

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Khushi Kumari Gupta. That was who she was, she was the daughter of Shashi and Garima, and sister of Payal. Payal Raizada. And now she too was a Raizada. She shook her head as she sat poolside unsure how all of this transpired. Just three days ago she was flirting and having fun with Arnav, and now he was her husband. He was so angry and threw her out of the room after they had ambushed their respective families with news of their marriage. While they had disappointed everyone her life was likely the most altered. Her in-laws couldn't look at her, her parents wouldn't even take her calls and her aunt even said she proved she wasn't really theirs. All that for some damn whim. Six months and that was it.

Arnav stared at his wife sitting outside. Wife. Shouldn't that word hold some meaning behind it, have some emotions stirring in him? Well it did have an emotion attached to it, anger; nothing but pure unadulterated anger. How could he have ever fallen for her, he of all people should known better. Trust no one but his Di. He would get through the next six months and never see this home wrecker again.

"Chotey?" Arnav snapped out of his thoughts when he heard his sister approach. "Hey Di."

Anjali walked through the door, "Where's Khushiji? We are having company for dinner and I thought she could make jalebi."

Arnav stared at his sister, hoping she would finally make eye contact, however she continued to avoid him. "Di."

"Chotey. I need to talk to Khushiji."

"No." Arnav walked to his sister and pulled her to the bed, sitting her down, he did what used to do as a child, rested his head on her lap. "I'm so sorry Di. I never meant to hurt you, I just –"

Anjali wiped the tears that were falling, she knew her brother was hurting, but to get married like this, when he never really believed in marriage didn't make sense. "Chotey, why? Why couldn't you wait? Not just for us, but for Khushi? Her parents won't talk to her, we barely acknowledge her, and she's hurting. She deserved better, you deserved better, we deserved better."

"I'm so sorry Di, I did what I could, I'm sorry." While he rarely cried seeing his sister in pain always brought out his tears. He raised his head and shook his head, "I never meant to hurt you."

"CHotey, it's ok. We love you. Ok? We just need time to adjust." She wiped his tears and slowly stood up, "Now where is my bhabi?"

"umm outside I guess."

Shaking her head Anjali moved to the patio, "Khushij."

Wiping her tears, Khushi faced her sister-in-law, "Di. What can I do?"

"Actually the Sethis are coming for dinner, their son and daughter as well, and they love sweets, so I thought –"

"Jalebi?!" Khushi asked excitedly, any excuse to make them.

"Yes. Any any other lucknow sweets you want to make."

"Oh thank you Di!" Khushi threw her arms aroud her sister in law. "I'll go see what supplies we need."

Anjali watched Khushi run downstairs, she looked at her brother before leaving, "in the few days you've been here, the most excited she has been was when I told her to work. It's a strange thing, no?"

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Khushi inhaled the fragrance of the sweets that now surrounded her. Ever since she moved to SHantivan she never felt so at home than she did in this moment surrounded by the sweets that she grew up eating and making. The fact was the sweets were done awhile ago, but sitting here meant being away from Arnav, and that was something she needed. That's when it hit her, one way she could leave without leaving any traces and still survive on her own. She would do this and give everyone the peace they needed.

"Well well well all alone, where's your husband?"

Khushi jumped hearing that sinister voice, "He's upstairs, he'll be here any minute."

"Are you sure, I'm pretty sure he just left."

"No he's here." Khushi looked around trying to find an exit her heart was beating so fast and loudly she couldn't even hear what this man was saying. 'Get out of here Khushi.' She instructed herself.

"Deciding there was only one way out, she noted the pot of now lukewarm oil sitting on the stove. Feigning anger she threw her arm out and 'accidentlaly' dropped the pan right on his feet. "OH NO! Shyamji… Are you ok?" In addition to cooking Khushi was a master at playing dumb, somehow people seemed to fall for it.

"I'm fine!" Shyam yelled and ran out of the kitchen to clean up.

Shrugging Khushi bit back her laughter, unable to contain her laughter. It felt so good to be laughing, she was finally getting back to feeling normal. Her plan just made her feel lighter already.

Arnav walked to the house and stopped hearing a strange sound, laughter. It had been days since the house heard such laughter. Moving towards the sound, he saw his, no he saw Khushi laughing like a madwoman. "what are you doing?"

"Nothing." She stood up and faced him like a student in front of an angry teacher. "Sorry." She turned around and went to the stove and cleaned up the mess she had created. She refued to let him get to her, she found it was best to just apologize and remain quiet. Along with her plan she had decided it was not worth arguing or even borhter to find out the truth as to why he forced her into this marriage. No, she would save herself. NO fairy tales needed, prince charming need not apply.

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I don't know if anyone actually wants me to write this SO if I don't hear anything I'll stop.

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Khushi sat quietly next to Arnav as the families reminisced about their past adventures. She couldn't but feel like a tenth wheel or whatever unable or unwilling to participate in the conversations unless she was spoken too. She already felt like a fool when their daughter who just a year older than her asking her about her education. While she had done some college, the state of her parent's business forced her to quit school and focus on keeping the business afloat. Rather than share any of that she simply shook her head and spoke the truth, leaving the reason behind it out of it. No one really cared and if she spoke more of her life then the lump in her throat that was forming would certainly create the tears she refused to allow to fall in front of him.
As she stood up to bring out the sweets she noticed that woman making odd eyes at her husband. Not that it mattered, if she wanted him soon she could have him. As much as it pained her heart it wasn't worth fighting for a man that wanted nothing to do with her. Raina was her name. Raina and Arnav. Hmm it could work. Shaking her head of such thoughts she placed the sweets on plates and carried them over to the living area where everyone had migrated. Her sister was serving the tea and coffee as she served the various sweets. She pulled the last plate and put it in front of Arnav, when he looked at her angrily she said ever so softly, "they're sugar free."
"I don't want them."
"then don't eat them." She responded.
"what?" he asked her surprised at her gall.
She decided it was best to ignore him, when Raina spoke up. "Arnav can you even eat those, I'm surprised your wife would even try to entice you with them."
Arnav looked at Raina, "They're sugar free." Khushi looked at him in surprise, she figured he would have seized the opportunity and make some smart remark, rather he defended her. Deciding it was just a moment of weakness she smiled as the rest of the family continued their lively conversation.
"So Khushiji, how do you spend your day since Arnav is such a work a holic?" Raj asked her, trying to engage her in conversation.
She shrugged and smiled and answered with the ever so generic, "I spend time with my new family. Naniji and Anjali Di and I go to the temple and there's always functions around here that keep us busy."
"Oh yes especialy in this neighborhood."
Raina glared at this woman Arnav had married, she just didn't get it, there was no way the Arnav Singh Raizada she knew would ever marry this girl. Something was a foot. It was in her best interest to figure out what it was, because she always hoped one day she would become a Raizada daughter in law.
Khushi noticed the glare she was getting from Raina, this girl really wanted Arnav. Shrugging she decided to pick up the plates and take them to the kitchen, she knew Om Prakash would have gladly taken them, but she needed a break from the niceties. When in the kitchen she heard Raina ask Arnav for a tour and he complied.
Smiling Khushi watched as he took her around, she was pretty sure that Raina had seen the whole house, but if he was willing to give a tour than ever the better. Maybe he liked her too, and he could be happy with her. That lump that was threatening her during dinner finally made it's full appearance, her eyes no welling with tears. Deciding that no one needed to see her like this she walked out of the side door and leaned against the wall. She felt pretty certain no one would find her here, and was grateful for the starry night. Sliding down she tilted her head up to the stars and talk to her parents.
"Amma? Babuji?" She quickly wiped her tears even though more kept falling. "I'm so sorry. I couldn't say no, he was threatening Jiji. I'm sorry for what I did to Buaji and Mausi and Mausa. It wasn't on purpose. I know I hurt you, I never wanted to hurt you. Please don't be disappointed in me. I'll figure it out. I'll restore your faith." She couldn't speak any more as sobs wracked her body, she was finally reacting ot the situation.
"Wow, you guys made a lot of renovations here." Raina gushed, "And all very high end , of course."
Arnav nodded, he paused when he felt Raina's hand on his arm. "What are you doing?"
Raina looked at Arnav with concern, "Are you happy Arnav, I saw you with Khushi and I could tell you were very angry and unhappy, why did you marry her? Did you feel pressure, is she pregnant? I can talk to her you know about options if you want. A lot of these middle class girls don't realize they have options."
"WHAT?!" Arnav pulled her hand off of him, "This is my wife you are speaking about. Watch your words Raina, or no one will be worse than me. And don't forget my bhabi is also from the same family." He walked in past her towards where the families were still chatting.
"Chote do you know where Khushi went?"
Arnav looked around to see that she wasn't around, "I'm sure she's here, I'll go get her." He smiled to the crowd and went to the kitchen, "OM Prakash, have you seen Khushi?"
"I saw her go outside."
"Damnit." Walking outside he heard her before he could see her. When he reached her, he couldn't help but wince in pain, there she sat sobbing uncontrollably saying she was sorry to her parents."
"Khushi."
She turned her face up to him, "What?"
"What are you doing, I told you if you said anything to anyone, I will force a divorce."
Khushi shook her head, sucking in a deep breath said"I was talking to my parents. Don't worry they can't say anything, they're dead." Without another word she stood up and wiped her tears, "You weren't supposed to see this. Sorry." She moved past him without another word and back inside the house.
That night while the whole house was asleep, Khushi pulled the blankets and pillow outside and onto the patio. She had nothing to say to her husband, she simply for the second time that night just walked past him. She was too tired and weak to even fight with him. Once she had laid everything out, she closed the patio door and settled into the comfort of the warm blankets. She could feel him watching her from inside the room, but her exhaustion took over and she fell asleep.
Arnav watched her while she had pulled the blankets outside onto the patio and them fall asleep. She had barely uttered two words to him that whole day, and he was beginning to feel her absence her liveliness that once brought the whole house such joy. None of this mattered, she looked sweet but she was a homewrecker, so easily she would take on relations with a married man, a man married to his sister. IF it meant she slept outside so be it, that was a nice judgment on someone like her. Shaking his head he moved to the bed and laid down. He needed to sleep and not think about her.

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