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I have taken out the record ipkknd mode from my decorder...
i cannot believe i have done this...from last year June 6th ...right up to a day back...i had never stopped watching even one episode...and i have rewatched them a 100 times...
but now ...i just feel so miserable...i did not even read the written update on IF...what have i become...
really IPKKND is not for the weak hearted...i feel so lost...
and if Arnav betrays Khushi in anyway with this Shital...i will stop believing in Love Stories...because this wont be a love story anymore...this will turn into a story just about Dhoka ,Nafrat and double standards of the rich who think they can gain anything with money and the poor are just puppets to be used according to their whims and fancies...
i feel so cheated that i gave my 17 months to this serial...weaving all my dreams around it...the pain khushi is going to go through does she deserve it?
Did Arnav really love her or just lusted for her?After all he fell in love with her when he saw her in that red saree...i believe...so...was it really love?
Was Sheetal always a part of his life?Which we were not aware of???I dont know so many questions...going through my mind...
CV's always give us a clue...like in the film theatre...Khushi talking to NK...with a slip of tongue..."kya plan banaya Arnavji ne (salman)...apne pyar ko pane keliye...is Sheetal really his Paar or was his Pyaar...did he marry Khushi for someother reason...?????
In the farm house scene before making love to her he had tight fist(if you watch again you will see...he is holding one hand up tight fisted)...makes me wonder all these stuff...is Sheetal really here by fluke...?or is there something more?so many questions ...wrecking my mind...will i ever again believe in true love stories???
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
Shiv Shakti
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