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It was indeed a sad episode.
Kunal - unshaven face, painful teary eyes, unhealthy posture, depressed affect, head down and overall dejected sense of being. It simply set what is going to be.
Kunal's dream exposed his state of mind better than any words could have.
Siddhi calling Kunal with extending her hand - Siddhi's confession..
Kunal too trying to hold her - his acknowledgment that he too loves Siddhi very much
But before he holds her - goes to confess his feeling to Siddhi
Siddhi is taken away - Kunal realizing Siddhi wanted to be with him, asking for an answer
Abhay's face popping up - before Kunal can go confess to Siddhi, Chakram grabbed the opportunity and beat him to it. Now it appears Siddhi too has accepted it (as Chakram said it) and he can't do anything about it.
Later his talk with AC1 sheds more light to what he thinks. Seeing Siddhi accept flowers and Chakram's words, Kunal really thinks Siddhi said yes to marriage. He feels he was too late to respond, hence tired of waiting, Siddhi said yes. He is not questioning Siddhi's love for him, but given his own delay, Siddhi said yes to A. So now he must RESPECT Siddhi's decision and step back. It sure pains him too much, but Siddhi has made her decision.
Later when Siddhi comes to house, he avoids eye-contact as they say a lot, stands in back robbed out of life just catching glimpse of Siddhi, unable to move forward.
Since he thinks Siddhi has made her decision, he must keep up his stupid charade as part of staying away from Siddhi, or that Siddhi will stay away from him.
But upon reaching party his eyes do search for her, even though he says good she's not here. Yes or it will be hard to stay away. When Siddhi does come, again pain filled eyes, dejected posture trying hard to resist looking at her. again catching pain filled stare.
Also what the hell is wrong with š¤¢, who wears such clothes at Puja? Before it was at 9 years old's B'day party and now here? Also hated the way whole Ravan dahan and song of Ravan still alive. evil winning (A-š¤¢) and good suffering (SINAL)? that's dusshera?š”
Then comes dreadful announcement. SINAL sensing what is coming, already feeling scared. Once it is out, Siddhi very much shocked; Kunal closing his eyes - hiding his pain, absorbing sheer agony beside him just hurting himself. Another pain-filled stare.
Kunal trying to control himself, shaking with pain. If that's not enough, both burning within themselves, teary eyes while other enjoy their time? is everyone blind? š”
Siddhi couldn't take ti so she leaves but Kunal still stands in fire, eyes closed taking all the heat.
Last part was just too painful. Another stare exposing their pain, Kunal taking heavy steps to come close to Siddhi. With heavy voice, low tone, pain filled eyes he says hardest words just to show he respects her decision and wishes her good. But once those words came out, it appears as if he will break apart into pieces.
Just this week, we saw confident, happy and content Kunal after such a long time. But again sad dejected, self-destructive Kunal. Kunal, why do you take your self for granted or consider you are not worthy enough? This is similar, but worse than divorce track. there too Kunal thought his love is not right and he must let Siddhi go as she loves Anand. Now he feels he is too late, so must accept Siddhi's decision even if it hurts him? Dude look back at your trip, Siddhi expected you to take care of her. Why do you sell yourself so cheap? Look from Siddhi's eyes, you are her universe. See from her eyes how worthy you are dude.
This guy will continue self-destructive behavior, each day killing himself; until he realizes it is hurting Siddhi too. you think it may benefit Siddhi, NO. Siddhi dear, I want you to slap, kick, do whatever you want with him for being this way. Tell him he has no right to hurt himself this way as it's not his decision. You are the one who owns him and that's that. Please Kunal, show your attitude, take your Siddhi away, be selfish, be happy...
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