Arhi FF: Judai

I sleepily slid out of my bed, eyes still closed.

"Isha don't make me come up there! I have a meeting to go to. "

He was so irritating. My dad never had time for me or my sisters.

I went and lay back down again. I slowly closed my eyes and there she was once again, arms open, just waiting to embrace me. I ran into her warm comforting arms.

"Amma, now you see! Papa is always ordering us around. He never has time for us. I'm sure he has a meeting or something else to rush to." I looked up at her with a complaining look. She smiled and her eyes sparkled.

"Soon meri jaan, just be patient. Your Papa needs your love and patience. Go get ready and have your breakfast beta" She spoke in her sweet gentle voice. She kissed my hair. I could almost smell her lovely jalebi smell.

"He needs you the most Amma. Papa hasn't been the same since you left us. He is always busy and he never plays or spends anytime with us!

Please come back Amma." I pleaded.

She had vanished. I let her loving, kind, face hang in my memories for a minute as a single tear slid down my cheek. I knew she could never return to the four of us.

She was gone forever!

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~ Maira~

I ran down stairs and slid into my chair

"What were you doing up there" asked Arnav.

"Talking to Amma" I mumbled.

Papa came and sat next to me. "Isha, you know that she is gone. You have to accept that."

I nodded in agreement staring down at my plate.

"I know that she is not coming back, I have accepted that, but when I close my eyes she's always there. She calls me and asks me, what's wrong with that? She fixes everything for me. If I could stop I would . . . but, but I can't Papa."

The words tumbled out.

Arnav closed his eyes. He missed Khushi just as desperately as Isha. Just like his daughter, Arnav could also sense Khushi's presence when he closed his eyes. He desperately wished Khushi would come back.

Arnav had to stay strong for his kids. He had to get Isha to stop her madness. Khushi wasn't here. She wasn't talking to them and she couldn't fix anything for them.

"Isha please honestly try to stop, Your Amma is gone. It is unhealthy to miss someone so desperately.

Do you need me to stay with you?" He asked me

I wanted him to stay, but if he was here he would still be doing his meetings. Probably on his webcam, or stuck to his laptop typing away something. I would be stuck in my room all day.

"Um, No dad it's okay. I was anyways going to Maya's house today."

"Isha, Sara can't come today. You have to stay and babysit Asha and Usha."

"Papa, I can't change it. It is for our school project." I explained.

"Call her to our house." he suggested.

"But you know Aditi and Riya will bother us. Papa come on!" I pleaded

"Sorry Isha, but I don't have time to find another babysitter."

Tears flowed with no hint of stopping. It was unfair, an injustice. I had a life too. If he can't find a babysitter why do I have to pay the price for it! The anger flowed from every grain of my being. After all I was ASR's daughter.

"What the Hell!"

"When are YOU going to accept that Amma is gone! I am not going to take up all her responsibilities. I just can't. I am losing my mind because I think of Amma? You run away from us because you can't stand us remembering her."

"Learn to live with her memory because Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizaida is DEAD! Amma is DEAD!"

"Enough" yelled Arnav