Folklore
often relates a lot to karma; how every piece of work we do somehow relates to
the good and bad done previously by us. Every seemingly innocuous happening of
our life comes back to us manifold as our karma; be it a good deed or bad, its
implications are the same. So if we were good to someone, that someone will be
good to us. If we were bad to someone, they'd be bad to us too. Well, unless of
course that someone happens to be in love with us, then the concept of karma
flies right out of the window.
*
[Khushi's POV]
Hum to
soch hi nahin sakte the ki aisa kuch hamare sath hoga. Abhi to hum uss sadme se
baahar bhi nahin nikale the. Arre, Arnavji ke ghar aakar Amma aur jeeji se
maafi maangne wala sadma. Aur phir rasoi mein unka humse uss tarah baat karna,
hamara haath pakadna, aur fir apna sar hamare sar par... Khushi! Tu uss din ke bare mein sochna band kar! Haan to hum keh
rahe the ki, woh TV par jo kuch bhi dikhaya hum uske liye bilkul bhi tayyar
nahin the.
Humein
to 440 volt ka jhatka hi lag gaya ho jaise. Aur ye sab kitne galat samaye par
ho raha hai. Humara matlab, abhi abhi to hamare beech baatein sudharne lagi
hain. NAHIN! Humare nahin, unke aur humare parivaron ke beech. Haan. Ye sahi hai.
Aur ab ye sab achanak se ho raha hai. Aisa lag raha hai maano pichle saal ki
baat fir se dohrai ja rahi hon. Humein aaj bhi uss samaye ki takleef yaad hai.
Kitni beijjati hui thi humare parivar ki. Jahan bhi jaate the, humein sirf
taane sunne ko milte the. Sab hum par ungliyan uthate the. Aur hum bas ek hi
cheej kar paye the uss samaye ' lucknow chodna. To kya iss baar bhi humein wohi
karna padega?
Humne
kamre ke charon aur nazar daudai to khud ko akela paya. Humein to pata hi nahin
chala ki Jeejaji aur Nanheji kab nikal gaye, aur Jeeji bhi pata nahin kahan
chali gayi. Khushi, in sab baton ke bare mein abhi itna mat soch, khud ko yahi
dilasa dete hue, hum kamre ki doosri aur bane darwaje se bahar verandah pe
chale gaye. Itni suhani hawa beh rahi thi. Door taaron par dhule hue kapde hawa
ke jhonkon ke saath hil rahe the. Ye ghar kitna sundar hai. Yahan apna bachpan
bitana kitna achha raha hoga. Kya Arnavji bhi ghudsawari karte the? Aur woh
badi lakdi ki seedhiyan... kya woh unki reling par se phisal ka neeche aate the?
Arnavji...
na chahte hue bhi, unka khayal phir se humare dil-aur-damag par chha gaya. Hum
phir se unke uss gusse ko yaad kar rahe hain jab unka phone aaya tha. Itni baar
unko gaaliyan dete humne pehle kabhi nahin suna tha. Par unko kahan pata tha ki
hum sab unki baatein sun rahe hain. Waise, humein nahin lagta agar unhe pata
hota bhi to unhe kuch farak padta. Pata nahin uss Aradhna ka kya haal ho raha
hoga abhi. Arnavji ke kaam karne ke tareeke ko jitna hum jante hain, ya to ab
tak Aradhnaji abhi tak TV ke office chali gayi hongi ya to apna isteefa khud
type kar rahi hongi. Arnavji ke kaam karne ka tareeka yahi to tha; gusse se hi
to unki poori duniya chalti ho jaise. Par chalo iss baar, unhe gussa us insaan
par zyada aaya jisne ye poora kaand kiya dharaya hai.
Aur
phir humare vichar Arnavji ki awaj mein dikhi chinta ki aur gayi, jab unhone
jeejaji se poocha tha ki kahin humne news dekha hai ya nahin. Woh chinta hi thi
na? Unki awaj mein badlaav to humne jhat se mehsoos kiya tha jab jeejaji ne
unhe bataya ki humne wakai mein news dekha tha. Kitne gusse mein aa gaye the
Arnavji. Aahhh! Kya ho raha hai humein? Kyun hum un baton ko sochna band nahin
kar pa rahe hain? Aise lag raha hai maano humare dimag ke dono hisse aapas mein
ulajh rahe hon.
Woh ek aise insaan hain jinhone
tujhe bahut dard diya hai Khushi, ye mat bhoolna.
Haan, par ab apne kiye se woh
maafi bhi to maang rahe hain na?
Haan, woh tumhare liye chinta kar
rahe the. Par tum dono uss frame mein the Khushi. Aur agar uss din mahaan Sri
Arnav Singh Raizada tujhe seedhiyon ke paas uss tarah kheench ke nahin le gaya
hota to kya aaj jo kuch bhi hua woh hua hota?
Uhmm nahin. Nahin hua hota.
Bilkul! Kaun jane, ye sab kiya
dharaya usi insaan ka na ho?
Kya? Ye to bilkul hi behudi baat
hai! Unhe sach mein humari chinta ho rahi thi. Woh yeh sab nahi kar sakte hain.
Nahin kar sakte hain, but pehle
yahi karte the, hai na? Har baar to woh yahi karte the; tumhe aisi
paristhitiyon mein daal dete the jahan tum khud se kabhi na jaati.
Woh sab bahut pehle ki baat hai.
Humein nahin lagta-
Accha? To tumhe poori tarah se
yakeen hai ki ye sab Arnav Singh Raizada ki chaal nahin hai?
Nahin... matlab... humein...
humein nahin pata...
Aur
yeh soch kar, humara dimag phir se kharab ho gaya.
*
[Arnav's POV]
Everything
that I had worked up so carefully in the past few days now seems to be
eternally threatened. I thought apologizing to Garima Aunty and Payal was a
good starting point to give Khushi some time to think in peace, but with this
new shit hitting the ceiling God only knows how many steps I've fallen back.
This
was so bloody unfair; something nasty like this happens and I'm not there with
Khushi to take care of her. I couldn't help but feel exhausted by this whole
debacle. And that too once I had taken the necessary steps for the effect of
this fiasco to be patted down. She was so vulnerable... how could she deal with
all of this on her own? She must have been so distraught at all this happening
again. I sighed and leaned back on my chair in my office. Maybe, I shouldn't
have come to Delhi today at all. Had I been there...
Well,
what would I've done in any case? Khushi wouldn't have let me near her, I
thought wistfully to myself. And what was it that Aakash had said? Khushi
wanted to tackle the reporters all by herself. I couldn't help the chuckle from
escaping me. She thought herself to be so tough didn't she? She could just take
on the whole world by herself. I smiled as I thought about her tall claims that
she always used to make. Hum woh har cheej kar sakte hain jo aap kar sakte
hain. Khushi was a strong woman, I reminded myself. She could take care of
herself at every step of the way. But this time, I'll be there to help her, to
support her, to be her anchor. Whether she wanted it or not.
The
phone started ringing. It was Aakash.
"Ya
Aakash?" I asked immediately. There was no time for pleasantries right now.
"Bhai,
I've had a talk with Mr. Gupta. Unhone investigation shuru kar di hai. Maine
unke account mein paise transfer kar diye hain taaki jo koi bhi iske peeche hai
uska pata jald se jald chal jaye." Aakash narrated. I felt my distraught nerves
calming down.
"Good.
But woh insaan itni jaldi nahin milega," I countered. "The bas***d must have
run away already. I'm guessing this will be a criminal proceeding."
"Well,
Bhai, humein aaj shaam tak positively pata chal jayega." Aakash replied. After
a pause he continued, "to aapne kuch socha hai? About the damage control?"
"Haan.
Maine Aradhna ko kaha hai ki aaj raat ko ek press conference organize karwaye.
I'll be addressing the press. Tab tak agar Gupta ki reports aa jati hain then
nothing like it. I will be able to use those inputs too."
"Sounds
good Bhai," Aakash replied. "Waise I can't see the footage any more on the
channel."
"Aradhna
got it off the channels," I muttered, thankful for at least one thing to have
happened right since the urgent phonecall from Aakash in the morning.
"Okay
Bhai, I need to leave now. Payal, Khushiji aur Amma ko ghar wapis chodne jana hai.
Woh Bauji ko aaj shaam hospital se discharge karwa rahe hain." Aakash replied
much to my surprise.
"Oh!
I thought they were staying the night over?" I asked in confusion.
"Nahin
Bhai. They want to return home." Aakash negated. I sat thinking for sometime.
"Khushi
ka iss time ghar jana theek nahin hoga Aakash. You can understand right? If her
neighbours would have seen the footage then woh ghar mein chain se baith nahin
payegi." I muttered never doubting for a moment what would await her if she
returned home.
"To
Bhai, aap kya suggest karoge?" Aakash asked me.
"I've
an idea."
*
[Purani Haveli, in the evening]
Garima
had spent a wonderful day with the Raizada family. She felt more at ease now
with all the misunderstandings out of the way. Nani had been a delight to talk
to and so had Anjali. Manoramaji had been her usual frigid self, but then
Garima hardly ever minded her behaviour. So all in all, she had been pleased to
have been invited to their home. Which is why her eyebrows furrow as she
observes her two daughters descend down the giant staircase, the older one
holding the younger by her arm.
Alarm
bells start ringing instantly in Garima's mind as her motherly instincts kick in.
Something isn't right. She can tell because a cloud of distress is hovering
over Khushi's eyes which she is trying too hard to cover up with her exuberant
chirpiness. At the same time, Payal keeps stealing worried glances at Khushi
like she always did when Khushi was going to get into trouble for something.
Garima walks to Khushi and holds her by her arm.
"Khushi?
Kaa hua bitiya?" she asks concernedly.
"Haan?
Kuch bhi to nahin Amma. Sab theek hai," Khushi replies hastily. Garima looks
towards Payal enquiringly but Payal's look of worry has disappeared from her
face as she serenely smiles back at her mother and shakes her head reassuredly.
What
Garima and the rest of the Raizada family don't have a clue about is the
happenings of the afternoon. The two Raizada brothers and two Gupta sisters had
promised this to themselves that they will not involve the other family members
into this unless they absolutely have to. Payal had been slightly sceptical
though, seeing this was something that had aired on national television, but
Khushi had made her promise nevertheless.
"To
phir hum chalein bitiya?" Garima asks both her daughters. Khushi and Payal nod
their heads in reply. Aakash starts walking out of the door leading the Gupta
family when Nani suddenly coughs from behind. The entourage stops and turns
around in concern.
"Nani,
aap theek to hain?" Anjali hovers concernedly over Naniji.
"Hum
theek hain Anjali bitiya," Nani slowly nods her head at her granddaughter who
understands the gesture and surreptitiously nods back. Nani turns to Khushi.
"Khushi
bitiya, aap jab humre ghar aaye rahi, tab aapan hums eek wada kare rahi. Yaad
hai aapko?" Naniji asks Khushi. Khushi creases her forehead trying to remember
the promise she made. Then suddenly her eyes become wide with recollection.
Naniji smiles at Khushi.
"Aapan
wada kiye rahe ki jab hum chahein, aap humse milne aavat rahengi. Aaj to aap
aapan parivar sang aayi. Par hum chahat hain, ki aaj raat aap humre saath yahin
ruk jayen," Naniji requests. Garima looks happy at the prospect, however,
Khushi looks at Naniji uncertainly.
"Naniji,
rehna to hum chahte hain, par," Khushi looks towards her mother, "aaj Bauji to
ghar wapis lana hai," she mumbles bowing her head down. Garima instantly steps
in.
"Arre
to unko hospital se lane ka kaam hum aur Payal nahin kar sakat hain kaa? Aur
Aakash bitwa bhi to humre saath chal rahein hain na," Garima replies caressing
her hand on Khushi's head lovingly. "Naniji agar chahat hain ki tum aaj raat
unke saath raho to bura kaa hai Khusee? Unki seva karne ka avsar mil raha hai
tumka, mana naahi karo." Khushi smiles at her mother and hugs her in reply.
"Amma,
humein phone kar ke batati rehna ki sab kuch theek chal raha hai ki nahin,"
Khushi says to her mother as she sees them off at the main door. Garima nods
and gets into the car. Payal stops for a moment and holds Khushi by the arm
again.
"Khayal
rakhna apne aap ka Khushi," Payal says concernedly. Khushi hugs her too and then
Payal too gets into the car. Khushi and Aakash merely nod and smile at each
other, obviously not accustomed to hugging each other. Khushi waves her byes
and slowly Naniji and Anjali come out and stand by her side, and exchange a
knowing glance with Aakash. He shakes his head once and smiles to himself.
As Aakash
pulled out of the driveway, he wonders how much do Nani and Anjali Di actually
know. But knowing his brother, he figures Arnav would have found a way to avoid
telling them the entire truth. His Bhai always had great plans and Aakash knows
Arnav Singh Raizada always executed them with indisputable accuracy.
English Version
Chapter 17 Scene 1
Folklore often relates a lot to karma; how every piece of work we do somehow relates to the good and bad done previously by us. Every seemingly innocuous happening of our life comes back to us manifold as our karma; be it a good deed or bad, its implications are the same. So if we were good to someone, that someone will be good to us. If we were bad to someone, they'd be bad to us too. Well, unless of course that someone happens to be in love with us, then the concept of karma flies right out of the window.
*
[Khushi's POV]
I seriously
didn't foresee something like this could happen. Hell, I hadn't even gotten
over the shock of him coming to our house and apologizing to Amma and jeeji
like that. And then talking to me in the kitchen with the arm holding, and the
head resting... Khushi! Stop getting
distracted! Yeah, so I meant I just didn't see the whole TV footage fiasco
coming.
I
was shocked to say the least. The timing was completely off base; things had just
started becoming normal between us... NO! Not between us, I mean between his family and ours. Yes. That is right. And
this happening out of the blue. It felt like history repeating itself all over
again. I can still feel the horror slowly creeping up to me that I felt post my last
year's two minutes of fame. It had been so humiliating that time. I can still remember
the public ridicule and the stares and whispers that used to follow me
everywhere. The only way I could escape from it last time was running away from
my home. Running away from Lucknow. Will I have to do it all over again?
I
look around the room to find myself alone. I didn't even realise when Jeejaji
and Nanhe ji had left, or when Jeeji had walked out of the room. In a bid to
divert myself from brooding again about the TV fiasco, I walk to the door
leading out to the huge verandah. It feels so peaceful outside with the breeze
flowing gently. I can see the laundered clothes hung on the thin wires fluttering
lazily in its wake. This is a lovely house indeed and it must have been such a
wonderful experience growing up here. I wonder if Arnavji had actually ridden
the horses in the stables or slid down the parapet of the huge wooden staircase.
Arnavji...
Unknowingly, my thoughts are drawn to him again; to him and his angry outburst
about the whole incident. I had been surprised to hear him curse so many times
on the phone. But of course, he didn't know we were listening on his
conversation. Although, truth be told, I don't think that would have made a
difference to his cursing. I wonder what is happening to that Aradhna woman.
Knowing the way Arnavji worked, she would either be on her way to the TV
production house right now or would be typing out her resignation. I sigh. That
was how he always worked; anger governed everything with Arnavji. But this
time, it seemed to be channelled towards nabbing the person who was behind this
notoriety.
And then,
my thoughts drifted to the concern in his voice when he had asked Jeejaji if I
had seen the news. Well it was concern wasn't it? I could recognize his tone
changing instantly when he jeejaji told him I had. Arnavji had become angry
again. Ahhh! What was happening? Why couldn't I just stop myself from thinking
about it? The two sides of my brain were tugging against each other.
He's someone who's caused you
immense pain Khushi, don't forget that please.
But what he is salvaging himself with
his actions now isn't he?
Yes he was concerned about you.
But you both were there in that frame, Khushi. And if that day the great Mr.
Arnav Singh Raizada hadn't dragged you unceremoniously into the staircase
landing, would anything of this have happened?
Well, no. No, it wouldn't have.
Exactly. Who's to say it wasn't
him who did this?
What? That is insane! He was
really worried about me! He couldn't have.
He couldn't but isn't this
something he'd normally do? Isn't this what he has always done in the past?
Forces you into situations when you don't seem to want to come wilfully?
That... that was a long time ago.
I don't think-
Are you sure, Khushi? Are you absolutely
sure that this isn't one of Arnav Singh Raizada's many tricks?
No... I... I don't know...
And
with that a frission of frustration ran through me again.
*
[Arnav's POV]
Everything that I had worked up so carefully in the past few days now seems to be eternally threatened. I thought apologizing to Garima Aunty and Payal was a good starting point to give Khushi some time to think in peace, but with this new shit hitting the ceiling God only knows how many steps I've fallen back.
This was so bloody unfair; something nasty like this happens and I'm not there with Khushi to take care of her. I couldn't help but feel exhausted by this whole debacle. And that too once I had taken the necessary steps for the effect of this fiasco to be patted down. She was so vulnerable... how could she deal with all of this on her own? She must have been so distraught at all this happening again. I sighed and leaned back on my chair in my office. Maybe, I shouldn't have come to Delhi today at all. Had I been there...
Well, what would I've done in any case? Khushi wouldn't have let me near her, I thought wistfully to myself. And what was it that Aakash had said? Khushi wanted to tackle the reporters all by herself. I couldn't help the chuckle from escaping me. She thought herself to be so tough didn't she? She could just take on the whole world by herself. I smiled as I thought about her tall claims that she always used to make. I can do everything that you can. Khushi was a strong woman, I reminded myself. She could take care of herself at every step of the way. But this time, I'll be there to help her, to support her, to be her anchor. Whether she wanted it or not.
The phone started ringing. It was Aakash.
"Ya Aakash?" I asked immediately. There was no time for pleasantries right now.
"Bhai, I've had a talk with Mr. Gupta. The investigation has started. I've had the money transfered to them so that the person behind all this can be nabbed as soon as possible." Aakash narrated. I felt my distraught nerves calming down.
"Good. But I doubt if we'll be able to find that person so soon," I countered. "The bas***d must have run away already. I'm guessing this will be a criminal proceeding."
"Well, Bhai, we'll get to know by today evening positively." Aakash replied. After a pause he continued, "so did you think anything? About the damage control?"
"Yes. I've told Aradhna to have a press conference organized tonight. I'll be addressing the press. If I get some intel by Gupta by then, then nothing like it. I will be able to use those inputs too."
"Sounds good Bhai," Aakash replied. "By the way, I can't see the footage any more on the channel."
"Aradhna got it off the channels," I muttered, thankful for at least one thing to have happened right since the urgent phonecall from Aakash in the morning.
"Okay Bhai, I need to leave now. I need to take Payal, Khushiji and Amma back home. They are getting Bauji discharged from the hospital today." Aakash replied much to my surprise.
"Oh! I thought they were staying the night over?" I asked in confusion.
"No Bhai. They want to return home." Aakash negated. I sat thinking for sometime.
"It won't be good for Khushi to return home right now, Aakash. You can understand right? If her neighbours would have seen the footage then she won't be able to sit at home in peace." I muttered never doubting for a moment what would await her if she returned home.
"To Bhai, what do you suggest we do?" Aakash asked me.
"I've an idea."
*
[Purani Haveli, in the evening]
Garima
had spent a wonderful day with the Raizada family. She felt more at ease now
with all the misunderstandings out of the way. Nani had been a delight to talk
to and so had Anjali. Manoramaji had been her usual frigid self, but then
Garima hardly ever minded her behaviour. So all in all, she had been pleased to
have been invited to their home. Which is why her eyebrows furrow as she
observes her two daughters descend down the giant staircase, the older one
holding the younger by her arm.
Alarm
bells start ringing instantly in Garima's mind as her motherly instincts kick in.
Something isn't right. She can tell because a cloud of distress is hovering
over Khushi's eyes which she is trying too hard to cover up with her exuberant
chirpiness. At the same time, Payal keeps stealing worried glances at Khushi
like she always did when Khushi was going to get into trouble for something.
Garima walks to Khushi and holds her by her arm.
"Khushi?
What has happened?" she asks concernedly.
"What?
Nothing, Amma. Everything's fine," Khushi replies hastily. Garima looks
towards Payal enquiringly but Payal's look of worry has disappeared from her
face as she serenely smiles back at her mother and shakes her head reassuredly.
What
Garima and the rest of the Raizada family don't have a clue about is the
happenings of the afternoon. The two Raizada brothers and two Gupta sisters had
promised this to themselves that they will not involve the other family members
into this unless they absolutely have to. Payal had been slightly sceptical
though, seeing this was something that had aired on national television, but
Khushi had made her promise nevertheless.
"So shall we leave then?" Garima asks both her daughters. Khushi and Payal nod
their heads in reply. Aakash starts walking out of the door leading the Gupta
family when Nani suddenly coughs from behind. The entourage stops and turns
around in concern.
"Nani,
are you alright?" Anjali hovers concernedly over Naniji.
"I'm fine Anjali," Nani slowly nods her head at her granddaughter who
understands the gesture and surreptitiously nods back. Nani turns to Khushi.
"Khushi
bitiya, when you came to our house, you made a promise to me. Do you remember that?" Naniji asks Khushi. Khushi creases her forehead trying to remember
the promise she made. Then suddenly her eyes become wide with recollection.
Naniji smiles at Khushi.
"You promised me that whenever I need you, you'll come to visit me. You did come with your family today, but I want you to stay back here for the night with us," Naniji requests. Garima looks happy at the prospect, however,
Khushi looks at Naniji uncertainly.
"Naniji,
I would love to stay, but," Khushi looks towards her mother, "we need to bring back Bauji home tonight," she mumbles bowing her head down. Garima instantly steps
in.
"Arre, can't Payal and I bring Bauji back home? And as such Aakash is also coming with us," Garima replies caressing
her hand on Khushi's head lovingly. "If Naniji wants you to stay with her then what is wrong in that Khushi? You're getting a chance to take care of her, don't say no." Khushi smiles at her mother and hugs her in reply.
"Amma,
then please call me and keep telling me if everything is going well or not okay?"
Khushi says to her mother as she sees them off at the main door. Garima nods
and gets into the car. Payal stops for a moment and holds Khushi by the arm
again.
"Take care of yourself Khushi," Payal says concernedly. Khushi hugs her too and then
Payal too gets into the car. Khushi and Aakash merely nod and smile at each
other, obviously not accustomed to hugging each other. Khushi waves her byes
and slowly Naniji and Anjali come out and stand by her side, and exchange a
knowing glance with Aakash. He shakes his head once and smiles to himself.
As Aakash
pulled out of the driveway, he wonders how much do Nani and Anjali Di actually
know. But knowing his brother, he figures Arnav would have found a way to avoid
telling them the entire truth. His Bhai always had great plans and Aakash knows
Arnav Singh Raizada always executed them with indisputable accuracy.
Writer's note: Arnav's one sneaky man huh? But I love him so!! At least it shows that he has been to Harvard! π
So my dear darlings.. feedback please! and make it a large one π
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