Arnav singh raizada walked into his room.
His wife of 3 months, khushi gupta raizada looked up from what she was doing.
She walked out of the room.
Arnav did not like setting his eyes upon her face, the face of a woman he had once professed his love to, and the face of the foster daughter of his late ma's sautan.
Khushi re-entered the room when arnav was freshening up in the bathroom and placed his tea on the table.
Then she moved out again.
She would join him for dinner with the family.
Then She did not come in again until arnav slept at night.
This had been their routine , ever since the day of their re- marriage...the day they both knew that they were not supposed to fall in love...or at least arnav did...but they were too far gone.
Khushi never knew , why and what arnav was punishing her for. She maintained thatv her amma was not guilty and she herself certainly wasn't.
Her every need was catered to ...everything money could buy...except her need of his love...her husband's.
She endured...endured until she realised that the love she had trusted in , the man she thought she belonged to, did not really love her as much as she loved him. For him his di, his dead ma...and everything else would have to be put before her. She would be blamed again and agin...for everything bad in his life...she would be punished for everything which had hurt his ma and di...
She would never be first priority for him.
He would never bother to fathom how much he had hurt her...no, he would obsess about how much her amma had supposedly hurt his ma, how much his di's husband lusting for her had hurt anjali.
No, her hurt would never matter to him.
One day she simply left.
She never left a note... no address...no nothing.
She just vanished from arnav's life.
He had said he loved her.
She loved him.
Both had wanted, coveted nothing more than being together at one point of time...the only days thay had been truly happy.
But love was not enough...they could not be happy together...she figured if their togetherness brought sorrow, better was being apart. after all what was the need of love where everything else always intruded between their happiness i being together? he let all else destroy her unconditional love...block his feelings...break his trust...and pain her and himself...what love was this? was it love at all?
no her love for him was not so flimsy...but if his was...then ...well she had tried but this was too much....
Garima was not at fault.
It had been proved beyod doubt that ratna malik had been mistaken.her husband had never cheated on her, and garima was never his mistress...a huge mistake...a presumption of a biased hot- headed lady had led to the disaster.
Garima had been arnav's chacha's lover, but the similarity between the two brothers were such that ratna had seen the man's side profile and doubted her husband.
...
One year had passed...arnav had tried finding khushi everywhere...but she had vanished...no one knew where she was.
Khushi was lost...so was arnav.
He had married her, emotionally tortured and punished her by being aloof, treating her like vermin for reminding him of how her mother had destroyed his ma supposedly,
He made out he hated her...but he loved her too.
But she had left...not knowing one thing however much arnav might have hated her...he could not breathe without her near him.
Or maybe she had known, really.
Maybe that was khushi's revenge on arnav.
Arnav had denied her his love, his support, their togetherness.
He had been disgusted to be near her...a talisman of his past horrors.
But he had not let go of her dupatta...he had held on because he needed her ...to live.
Khushi had clung desperately hoping for a life with him...eventually everything would get better.
But it wasn't worth it.
Arnav existed as an empty shell...everything had been so meaningless...and not khushi's fault anyway.
Arnav had died from within the day khushi left him.
For what is life without happiness...without some khushi in it?
guys i felt mad at arnav today...maaa and diii...gracious this guy needs medical treatment. if he treats khushi like what i described, which the sadistic CVs wud do probably...i am gonna bash him left and right and left again. i seriously think khushi deserves better. the concept of arnav is much more appealing than arnav himself...ek chis ka redemption hua nahi ki dusra shuru.he is a douche bag.š”