ohhh...samjhi!!!!!!๐
woh dard main moun se nikal gaya senior...๐
ohhh...samjhi!!!!!!๐
woh dard main moun se nikal gaya senior...๐
Part 15
Arjun
caressed her skin softly. Arohi shuddered under his touch. he smile
but kept on going with his sweet torture and when she was full red on
her cheeks with blush, he stopped and holding both of her hands, make
her stand up as he stood up himself. Looking down at there entwined
hands, he saw the magic of how her soft fingers fits perfectly between
his hard one's. He looked up at her down cast lashes and said soft.
"You are ok"
In reply Arohi just nod her head as she was unable to say anything
with this proximity. His single touch can burn a fire inside her.
"Arohi..." He took her name with such a sigh that ensures her that he
feel something for her, so deep...so beautiful...
"I
am sorry If you think I crossed my limits...But its just that, I
couldn't stop myself" Arjun said giving name to his feelings. Arohi
just look up at him and keep looking at him for few seconds before
saying... "After last night, do I still need to assure you about my
feelings?" Her question make him look into her eyes and he gave a soft
smile. "No...I know about that...But I don't want us to feel
awkward...I don't want anything to go wrong between us Arohi" He needs
to assure himself that this relation that he wanna make is going to
stay forever. "Will you promise me something?" As Arohi nod, he pulled
her a little close to himself still looking deep into her eyes.
"Whenever, you feel that something that I did or said to you was
wrong...you will tell me straightly...anything Arohi...having
misunderstandings is the worse part of a relationship" He said softly.
Fear was truly evident on his face. Arohi just moved her hand up and
cupped his face. She need to assure him that this thing, this relation
that they are gonna share will stay forever so she moved up on her toes
and gave him a lingering kiss on his cheek...
Arjun just smiled as she moved back with flushed face. Her boldness was something new for herself too. "Ok,
I am feeling too much hungry now...Can we eat something?" Arjun said
trying to make her comfortable and still holding her one hand, lead her
to the table placed in a corner. He took off the lids from the food,
he ordered from a nearby restaurant by his peon and it smelled yummylicious.
Arohi served him as per routine and they enjoyed there first office
secret lunch date. The time they finished, it was just 15 minutes left
for the lunch break to over. Arjun want to spend sometime more with
her, in order to know her. The lunch was a silent affair but the
silence was peaceful. But he have to go to the canteen to enjoy the
party given by two of his best friends who have always supported him
through thick and thin of his life and now, when they are going to step
in a new relationship, he have to support them. He was truly happy for
them so he and Arohi went out to attend the party after trashing the
boxes into the dustbin.
It
was indeed fun. Aditi and Nitin brought a cake for Shaina and Aryan as
a gift but that was more smeared on there faces rather than eat and
above that, Nitin and Aditi didn't miss the chance to took there
pictures in that conditions. Aryan was sulking while Shaina gave a kiss
to her sulking man on his cream filled cheek and Nitin took the
picture right at that moment. Everyone was back to work after that and
the day passed on just like a routine.
On the end, Arjun sms
Arohi to wait for him outside the office as they will go home
together. Arohi felt butterflies in her stomach with the thought of
going home all alone with him. She smiled and biting her lower lip,
collect all her things. Putting the bag on the shoulder, she gave a
last look to her cabin and taking the other door that opened outside in
the corridor, went down. Arjun was soon out with his car and stopped
beside her. Getting out, he gave her one of his trade mark smiles and
came around to open the passenger side door for her like a true
gentleman. Arohi just smiled and sit in and he closed the door for her.
Getting back into his seat, he look at her and started off the car, to
go towards the house.
Arohi
was playing with her fingers as the silence went on. It surly was
bothering her so she turn to look at him who was concentrating on the
road infront
but feeling her gaze turn to look at her. Arohi pointed towards the
music player with her index fingers and ask question through her eyes
as if saying CAN-I-PUT-IT-ON and Arjun said "Yeah sure"..Arohi put on
the radio and a song romantic tone filled the car which was later
replaced by the melodious voice of Udit Narayan
"This
song is one of my favorite" Arohi said as she started humming the song
along with it. Arjun's fingers automatically started tapping on the
steering as he smiled. "I was listening to this song from the last
week...to try to get a hold on myself and to stop myself to express
what i feel for you" Arohi heard him and was confused when the voice
again boomed
Arohi
suddenly get quiet as she realized what this song meant and why he was
listening to it. She knew it that he was scared to attach himself to
someone but in reality, he don't wanna face that heart-ache he already
went through. A lot of thoughts run in Arohi's mind just with this
idea. "What if i failed him?" "What if he will loose his trust over
me?" "What if any of my mistake will hurt him?" And she got worried. He
was the most beautiful dream she ever saw, and she don't wanna loose
him at any cost.
Reaching home, Arohi get out quitely
and wishing evening to Bi and her mother went straight to her room.
Arjun was a little taken back by her sudden change of mood but he can't
go behind her now. He know that something is disturbing her. She was
OK, till she was sitting in the car but later, she was all but
attentive to him. "Is she having 2nd thoughts about 'US'?" A fear
creep over him as he enter his room and loosen his tie. He sit on the
bed half-heartedly
and look up into space. "Do she have any doubts? Or like others, she
is also disappointed in me?" His heart bleed with these thoughts and he
hold his head in his hands. Life is surly not a easy ride for him.
On
dining table, Arjun who was called twice by Bi, joined finally with a
sulking face. Arohi was not yet present on there. Bi saw his eyes
searching for her so she asked Smriti as she knew, Arjun would never
raise this question. "Smriti, Where is Arohi?" Arjun ears were fixed on
the discussion while his eyes and hands were fixed to serve himself. "Samiya...she
wasn't feeling well...so she just took medicine and is now laying in
her bed" Smriti replied. Bi got worried. "Something serious??" She
asked again. "No just a minor headache" Smriti cleared. Arjun's heart
fell down with the thought that she is ignoring him thats
why avoid this dinner. He wasn't in mood to eat anything, but for the
sake of bi so that she will not arise a question out from it, he ate a
little. His heart was beating fast and was irritated. He need to ask
her, hear her. It seems like just last night, he again need to confront
her.
After
having dinner, he cleared his mouth with the napkin and left. He paced
in the room with restlessness, went to the window of his room...to
inhale the freshness of the air when he felt a shadow in the corner
moving. His eyes were fixed on that for a moment and then he saw Arohi
coming into view and taking turn, went back into darkness. "I need to
talk to her" He said to himself. Just a day to there confession, and he
was already feeling like loosing her. No matter they spend just a day
of there togetherness, but just the thought of her leaving him was hard
to digest for him. he felt a pain in his chest with these aweful
aweful thoughts. He turn and without making anyone see him, make his
way to the backyard of his house.
Arohi
was worried. Too much worried. No at any cost she wanna give him any
ache. But she is a human-being. She will make mistake. What if any of
her mistake will cause him distrust her. What if she would become a
reason for his tears. She herself would never be ale to bear that than
how will he take that. He was already been through so much. She tried
to give 100% to her relationship she had with Samar, but when he
changed and just thought of her as a person of body and bone, not a
person of heart and soul, she lost trust in him. But this man, in whom
she found her true love, love her for what she is...and is closed to
his heart that it feared her. Tracing her trembling lips, she was so
engrossed in her thoughts to feel Arjun coming close to her. Right when
she was about to turn, Arjun hold her from her arms and startled her.
Her body jerked as she felt the hold, but seeing Arjun she took a
breath of relief.
"Why
are you ignoring me?" The question came straight without any delay
from him. "Are you having 2nd thoughts Arohi? a man having a bad
history and with an extra baggage of a baby, is this what now making
you back off?" Arjun asked in an aggressive tone. He was on the edge to
have a heart failure if he just don't get some answers right now.
Arohi looked at him with a confused and stunned face. "How can you even
think that i must be having second thoughts about you..." She
asked with a disbelief expression. "Then why are you running away fro
me...Did i do something that embarrassed you...or you felt
wrong about...You promised me just today that you will tell me
straightly" He demanded. Arohi sigh and hold his hands in hers. "there
is nothing like this...You haven't done anything that i felt
wrong about...its just that..." she stopped. She was finding it
hard to explain. "its what?" he asked. Arohi turn around and lead him
to a bench in the far dark corner of the backyard. The freshness of the
air from the plants was soothing and the moon was shinning above,
providing a soft glow. "I am afraid of myself..." She said a
moment later looking ahead while his gaze was fixed on her face. "What
if i failed you? What if any of my mistake will hurt you
badly...What if you loose trust over me?" She turned her
face to look at him, just to see his reaction but he was plain. No
expression was readable out there just a little frown over his forehead
could indicate that he was processing some thoughts. When he didn't
answer for sometime Arohi shook his hand. Arjun looked at her worried
face. She moved closer to him and cupped his face in her hands. "You
have been already through so much...you have been sentenced to
bear all that pain, you didn't deserve a bit...you loose the people
you love the most...But I can promise you, you will never loose
me..." She said with pain evident in her voice and a tear escaped
her eye. "I can't think of my life without you anymore...but i m just
scared, what if i will not be up to your expectations? What if..."
Before she could say anything more, Arjun covered her lips with his
index finger, silencing her. "SSShhh"
he said with a smile playing on his lips and his finger moved away
from her lips to her cheek to clean the tear. "How can you speak so
much? and thought so unimportant things" He said with a chirpy voice as
Arohi looked at him with a wide eyes. This side of him, she was seeing
for the first time. He definitely has stunned her and to make it even
more, he pulled her closer from her waist and now they both were
sitting side-by-side, eyes fixed on eachother
faces. While Arohi's one hand was now placed on his chest where his
heart was beating, her other hand was holding the bench underneath.
"You are a fool to think like that Arohi...If i let you enter
in my life, its that because after being hurt, after going through so
much, I found someone in you, i can depend on...You can never
disappoint me...or better if i can say, I can never be
disappointed by you cause the love, the light you brought in my dark
life will always keep me in debt of you...You own me...completely"
He said with truthfulness in her tone that make Arohi heart filled with
love for this amazing man to the brim. She moved forward and placed a
kiss on his cheek "I love you Arjun" she said in a deep tone, totally
overwhelmed with the love he showered on her...Arjun gave his full
enchanting smile. "I love the way you take my name..." He said and
pulled her into a side hug as she smile and they both look up into the
sky. "I need to say something else too" she said sometime later. He
looked down at her as she moved a lil back. "Ananya
is not a burden on me Arjun...I loved her from the start and now, I
love her even more as she is a part of you...so please don't ever
think that she is just something i have to bear...she is an
angel and i will be blessed to be a part of her life" Arjun's heart
felt peace hearing her as she say those words "But I want
more..." he said with a serious face. "What more??" She asked
with a perplexed expression. "Kids..." and that brought a red crimson
blush on her face as she hide her face in his chest as he chuckled and
caress her soft silky hairs.
Arjun
and Arohi's lunch dates became a routine now. Every day they both will
make an excuse and have there sweet lunch in the silence of his cabin.
There friends start to wonder as what's going on. "Guys, what's up
with Arjun now-a-days...he is giving to much work to Arohi...Poor
girl can't even have her lunch properly" Aryan said. "Yeah, I have
barely saw her twice this week...what's wrong with Arjun"
Shaina too said. "I wonder why is he pressurizing her so much" Aditi
added. "Friends, I think its time to talk to Arjun..." Nitin said
as all agreed and get up leaving there unfinished lunch plates on the
table not knowing how surprise they were going to be to see them
sharing the food being alone in his room.
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