The Tragedy of her Fate....My Thoughts

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Posted: 19 years ago
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Just what i think...of Bani and her love.
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The deepest emotion in this world can make your heart fuse with life but it is also the same which can destroy you in seconds...it is none other than ...
Love.

To feel betrayed and lost in a world where no one can understand you, doesn't your life succumb to an end? Loosing your love in a twisted battle of fate, you have no other option but to remain silent as they shed an ocean of tears, which you have brough upon.
Knowing every day of your life that you cannot live without their existence in this world, yet also knowing that the heartache you cause them...kills you itself...every day....with your every breath.
This is Banis pain.

To live knowing the agony which you are causing your very own soul is the geratest torture in this world. Yet even more when you are forced to be without them.

Blinded by our own love we seethe in agony of despair lost in our own misfortunes just crying for our lost love.

This is Bani's tragedy...her agony, her pain.
Fate being so cruel that even though wanting to help her husband she cannot as truths of the past hold her back, yet still she helps him secretly...weeping for him and her own love which remains unknown.

How can she love him so deeply so profoundly, to me itself it is an explict mysetry. As to love someone to such an extent would surely mean death, yet here itself lays the beauty of her emotion...her love. Explaining to us all that this lady would even welcome death with open arms, if it meant saving her husband from the fires of the non-existent.
She has proven twice, once with the bomb and now recently, a little more discreetly, in the fire.
I was amazed at her bravery, she just kept on walking towards him, even though people tried to stop her steps, she did not alter them as her heartwas crying out for him. She was as if in a trance, a daze...brought upon her by none other than her very own love for the man.
Had she not had to put this fake mask of "anger" then I am sure that this lady would have very well hugged the man, pushing him out of the fire...allowing herself to burn.

To love someone so deply...is truly the most beautiful thing in this world...you are joined to their sould, and it kills you to see them in any distress...even if it is the very same that you are causing.

Love so profound that it cannot be put into any words....as no words can do full justice to such a strong emotion, as who can describe something which rests amongst your soul in your heart...no one.

I myself weep for this woman's misfortune and cruel fate, which has brought her upon such a crossroad where a decision is necessary in order for her to live on, but either path she takes...she's killing herself.

This is her pain her agony which she cannot tell anyone of. Stuck at such a crossroad, that either path she steps upon death instantly awaits...death of love...death of reliving all.

Love for mother one way and the other, Love for her lover. Either was she'll kill herself slowly...remembering all. (when i mean kill..i mean rembering all memories)

Such cruel fate lust won't even let her drown in her own agony.
How can she, when she lives for him.

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Jut thought i'd share..what i thought.
Luv
sweetu

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Posted: 19 years ago
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It is so well crafted, so well said. Love plays games with us when u least imagine it.
I mean look at Jai and Bani two people when they began their journey were so near to each other yet so far apart. And look at them today, they are so far away from each other yet so near.
They can read each others mind. It happened to both of them both miserably, madly, head over heels in love with each other, each trying to look out for the others happiness in the bargain both torturing themselves. Not knowing both their heart and soul beat for each other.
Hope one day they realize otherwise what is the point of life...........
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Posted: 19 years ago
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Originally posted by: mk727272

It is so well crafted, so well said. Love plays games with us when u least imagine it.
I mean look at Jai and Bani two people when they began their journey were so near to each other yet so far apart. And look at them today, they are so far away from each other yet so near.
They can read each others mind. It happened to both of them both miserably, madly, head over heels in love with each other, each trying to look out for the others happiness in the bargain both torturing themselves. Not knowing both their heart and soul beat for each other.
Hope one day they realize otherwise what is the point of life...........



Thank you so much for replying. I had about 45 views(now 51) and no replies😭, ah well just glad at least one person replied!
Thank you so much am extremly greatful that you took your time to read what i wrote and even reply🤗!
Yes their hearts do beat for one another...they may be so far from one another...yet they are still so close...as how can you be far from someone who is in your heart. I do too hope that Jai and Bani realise to what extent they both love one another!
Thank you once again, i cannot begin to tell you how much i appreciate you replying to my post!

Luv ya
Sweetu.
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Posted: 19 years ago
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hey.. 1 more phrase!!

if love is not trust than what is love??

found it on a newspaper article LOL! 😃
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Posted: 19 years ago
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wow sweetu! that was so beautifully written! 👏 👏
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Posted: 19 years ago
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Wow..Sweetu..well written 👏
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Posted: 19 years ago
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Originally posted by: FizuLki

hey.. 1 more phrase!!

if love is not trust than what is love??

found it on a newspaper article LOL! 😃



Heya,
Thank you very much for reading my thoughts, glad that you replied....was starting to think that no one liked what i wrote😭.
Thank you once again
Nice phrase, my phrases written in bold...i made them up😳!
Thank you once again🤗!
Luv ya
Sweetu
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Posted: 19 years ago
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Originally posted by: inavars

wow sweetu! that was so beautifully written! 👏 👏


Heya,
Thank you very much for reading my thoughts, am glad that you replied.
Thank you for thinking that i wrote it "beautifully" even though i myself think that it wasn't written well at all!
Thank you once again🤗!
Luv ya
Sweetu
p.s. love your ff, you write very well!
Edited by sweetu144 - 19 years ago
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Posted: 19 years ago
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Heya,
Thank you for reading my htoughts, am glad that you replied!
Thank you once again🤗
Luv ya
Sweetu.

Edited by sweetu144 - 19 years ago
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Posted: 19 years ago
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thank you..that was soo well written!

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