PART 4
So this is a very lonnnggg update guys... njoy and the next update will be super hot and romantic...!!!!!!!!!!!
virat took a step towards manvi...
manvi : ruk jao virat... ek kadam bhi aage mat badhna... (stop it virat... dont even take s step forward)
virat : manvi...
manvi : kyun ki tumne mujhse shaadi..??? (why did u marry me..??)
virat : tumhe pta hai tum kya keh rhi ho...??? (do u realise wht are saying...??)
manvi : kyun ki shaadi jab tum mujhse pyar hi nai karte...?? kyun meri zindagi barbaad ki tumne..??? (why did u marry me if u dnt love me..??? why did u spoil my life..???)
virat couldnt take it anymore as manvi's words pierced into his heart. he went to manvi but manvi turnes away, then virat turned her around with force and held her shoulders.
virat : so u think that i dnt love you... really..??? cant you see the love in my eyes damn it...
manvi : yes i think so... bcos u have changed... u r no longer the virat i loved... and forget seeing love in your eyes.. i really dnt know after how much time i am seeing your face from so close... mjhe mera virat wapas de do plsss...
virat : manvi... main... main..
manvi : blo na plss... main sunna chahti hoon k aisa kya hai jo humein door kar rha hai... kya galti hui h mujhse...??
virat : tum kbhi galat nai thi manvi... galti toh meri hai...
manvi : kaisi galti...??
virat : yahi k main tumhare pyar mein itna pagal ho gya k main sab kuch bhool gya ... tumhe chahte chahte main apna sach bhool gya... ye bhool gya k jo dil mein tumhe de raha hoon, usme bahut dard bhara hua hai...
manvi : virat mujhe kuch samajh ni aa rha...???
virat : mujhe bhi kuch samajh ni aaya k kab tum meri zindagi mein aai aur kab tum meri ek dost ban gayi... aur kab wo dosti pyar mein badal gai... aur kab main tumhe khone se darne lga... jab hum pehli baar mile the na, usi din se kuch tha jo mujhe tumhari aur kheech rha tha... bhai bhabhi k shaadi k dauran hum acche dost ban gaye... main phir se jeene lag gya, hasne lag gya, aur gaane lag gya... main dheere dheere apna saara gham bhool gya aur itne saalon baad jab maine pehli baar gaana bhi gaya toh sirf tumhare liye... i was really upset thinking how can i broke the promise i made to myself years ago... i was cursing myself whole time when i saw u suffering bcos of me... i didnt know why your happiness and smile meant a lot to me... why each and every tear in your bful eyes started hurting me...??? i really didnt understand why i was feeling so connected to you... why i always wanted to be with you...?? you changed me manvi... that too in a time of few months only...
after the wedding, everything went back to normal but i wasnt... your company was the only thing i started craving for... i started missing you like hell... whole day long i wouls sit and look at yours pictures and think of the time we spent together and our cute nok-jhoks... every morning the first thing i wished to see was you... i badly wanted to see you n your smile everyday... the daily msgs, emails, phone calls, skype were not able to satisfy me... i was always lost in you... bhai was the first one to notice that change in me... he often found me sitting idle and smiling.. he saw me waiting for ur call or msgs, he saw me always busy with only thing on my mind... n dat was none other than you manvi... pagal ho gya tha main... sirf tumko dekhna chahta tha, sirf tumse baat karna chahta tha, sirf tumhare kareeb rehna chahta tha... mujhe pta bhi nai laga kab mera dard aur gham tumne mujhse chura liya aur main fir se khud ko zinda mehsoos karne lga... main apne past ko bhool gya tha, aur tab mujhe sifr ek cheez yaad thi... tum partner. mujhe pyar ho gya tha meri ded futiya se... par mujhe iss baat ka ehsaas hi nai hua tha jab tak maine tumhe aur rohan ko ek saath ni dekha tha.. jab hum sab rishikesh aaye the tumhare birthday k liye... i was the happiest one bcoz now i would see you and be with you... but when i saw u coming with rohan into the house... i was jealous infact i was burning... my eyes were only focused on your entangled hands... seeing you with somebody else killed me at that very moment... i had never thought of seeing you with any other guy... but that day you were with a guy and that too very close to each other... the proximity between you guys was hurting me as if someone has stabbed my heart with thousands of swords... i wanted to pull you away from rohan but i didnt know why i was feeling so... suddenly i felt like rohan has come between us, me and my bandriya... my heart was not able to accept the fact that you two were really close to each other... everyday i struggled manvi... eventhough i knew that you were childhood frnds but i was insecure... i dint want to lose you... and then i realised that i am in love with you... tab mujhe samajh aaya k main jo tumhare liye feel karta hoon woh pyar hi toh hai... fir maine ek din tumse apna pyar confess kar dia aur na jaane tumhare kitne chakar lagae apne jawwab ke liye... jis din tumne apna pyaar confess kia tha na, wo meri zindagi ka sabse khoobsurat din tha... mujhe lga mujhe sab kuch mil gya hai... zindagi se meri shikayat mit gayi thi... i was thankful to god that he gave u to me... tum meri duniya ban gayi thi... aur main apni uss choti si duniya mein bahut khush tha.. wo duniya jo tumse shuru ho kr tumpe hi khatam ho jati thi... main khud ko duniya ka sabse khushnaseeb (luckiest) insaan maanta tha kyunki mere paas tum thi, duniya ki ek lauti one piece... ab meri zindagi mein koi kami nai thi kyunki mujhe tum jo mil gayi thi, tumhara pyar mil gya tha... aur...
manvi was in tears by now... she didnt knew she had that sort of effect on virat...
manvi : aur kya...????
virat : aur phir humne humhare rishte ki sachai apni families ko btai... i was a bit scared thinking what if somebody doesnt approve of us being together... and in case if happened, i would have broken and shattered into pieces.. but surprisingly everybody was happy and they all agreed... i was on ninth cloud at that time... they all decided and planned our roka, engagement, wedding, reception everything... manvi mujhse wait hi nai ho rha tha... i wanted to get married to you as early as possible.. one day after our engagement, bhai and i were to go for some shopping.. i took out my jacket from the closet and suddenly a box fell down on the floor... bhai saw it and
opened it. he was shock to see the contents... it contained my past, my dreadful and painful past which i had forgotten long back... the past which i wasnt reminded of from the time you came in my life... bhai looked at me with shock..
viren : kya hai ye...??? why is it still with u..???
me : bhai... i frgt about it... i will jst go and throw it away...
viren : kya manvi jaanti hai iske baare mein...??
i nodded in negative unable to utter evn a single word..
viren : kya kar rha hai bhai...??? bta de manvi ko...???
virat : nahin bhai... nahin.. main usse kuch nai btaunga...
viren : par kyun...???
virat : kyunki main usse bahut pyar karta hoon... main manvi ko kho nai sakta... main mar jaunga uske bina...
viren : manvi samajh jaegi bhai... wo bahut samajhdaar hai bhai jeevika ki tarah...
virat : aur agar nai samjhi toh... agr usne bhi mujhe chod dia toh... toh main kya karunga bhai...???
viren : vishwas rakh apne pyar par... wo samjhegi yaar... pyar karti hai wo tujhse, saccha pyaar...
virat : manvi pe toh mujhe khud se bhi zyada bharosa hai bhai... par mujhe bharosa nahi h toh apni kismat par...
viren : uss kismat par jisne tujhe manvi se milaya... sach mein...???
virat : main manvi se door nahi jaana chahta... i love her to bits...
viren : dekh... jo main kehne rha hoon... usse samajhne ki koshish kario aur dhande dimag se sochio uske baare mein.. virat tu ek nayi zindagi shuru karne jaa rha hai... aur tu apni nayi zindagi ki neev hi agar ek jhooth se karega toh...
virat : kaisa jhooth bhai...???? main manvi se jhooth nhi keh rha hoon...
viren : jhooth ni kh rha par sach chupa toh rha h na... woh teri hone waali lefe partner h and she has all the right to know about you and your past... baki its up to u... your decision... think what you want to do...!!
saying this bhai went from my room...
i was left confused there... i really didnt knew what should i do - should i just let go off the truth about my past or i should just come and tell you everything...??? i thought for hours and then decided that i will tell you everything... as i didnt want to start my new life with a lie... so manvi tried many times to meet u alone and tell you all this... par shadi tak mujhe time hi nai mila tumse baat karne ka... fir humhari shaadi ho gayi... tab maine faisla kiya k main tumko sab sach bta dunga aur main btane aaya bhi tha... jab main room mein aaya toh main duniya ki sabse khoobsurat ladki ko dekha... wo ladki jo ab meri wife thi... sirf meri... main tumhein dekhti hi kho sa gya tha manvi... tumhare hoothon ki muskurahat ne, tumhari aankhon ki chamak ne mujhe rok dia sachai kehne se... i knew that moment was very sprcial to us both and i didnt want to spoil it...
the next morning, i gathered all my courage to tell u something that i should have told u long back... i saw u getting ready and u looked stunning with the sindoor and the chuda... i went near u and told u that i wanted to talk but you said that u have to rush downstairs as everybody was waiting for u... i tried several times but all in vain.. and slowly as the time passed i was more scared to lose you... so i decided to distance myself from u... main tumse door jaana chahta tha taki sach jaan ne k baad agar tum mujhse door jana chaho toh tum jaa sako... par wo har ek pal jab main tumhe ignore karta tha toh tum samajh bhi nai ki mujhe kitni takleef hoti thi... u dont know how it feels when you have the reason of your existence in front of your eyes but u have to stay away from that reason... u are the reason of my existence manvi... you are my everything...!!!! tum ho toh main hoon, tum nahi toh kuch nahi...
by this time manvi was holding his hands with tears in her eyes...
manvi : aaj bas kehdo partner... bas kehdo...
virat : manvi main... main nahi janta how will u react...?? par i want to tell you first why i was scared to tell you... manvi maine ye socha k agar main tumhe kisi aur k saath dekh bhi nai paya toh tum kaise bardasht karogi that i loved somebody with all my heart... main toh jaanta tha k varun sirf tumhare dost hai, phir bhi whenever i saw u both together i felt like killing him... i wasnt able to think what will you go through when you will face the truth...
manvi : kaun thi wo...??? do you still love her virat...???
virat : uska naam maya hai... aur main usse pyar ni karta ab... jab tum meri zindagi mein aai aur mujhe tumse pyar hua... mujhe tab samajh aaya manvi k pyar kya hota hai aur iske kya miane (importance n all) hote hai... tumhare pyar ne mujhe realise karaya k maine kabhi maya se pyar ni kia... main toh kabhi kisi aur se pyar kar hi ni sakta tha... kyunki mera saara pyar sirf meri sherni ke liya hai... main toh itna kamjor hoon ki soch bhi nai sakta k tum mere alawa kabhi kisi aur se pyar kar sakti ho aur tumhe toh iss sachai ko accept karna hoga manvi...
manvi : sacchi...???
virat : mucchi...
manvi : toh fir kyun laa rahe ho iss maya shaya ko humare beech mein...???
virat : kyunki tumhara sach jaanna bahut important hai...???
manvi : mujhe nahi sunna...!!! mujhe koi farak nai padhta iss maya waya se...
virat : chup raho bandriya aur suno...
manvi : tum kahin ye toh nahi soch rahe k iske baad main tumhara piccha chod dungi... agar aisa soch rahe ho toh tumhara sapna toot jaega...!!!
virat : i really wish k mera sapna toot jaye... manvi jab main london mein tha.. me n my friends formed a music band... me and maya were the lead vocalists... our band was reaching a new height with each passing day... people really liked us as a couple... and we also started liking each other... soon we were the hottest and the happening couple of the whole college... soon that likeness turned into love... i really loved her with all my heart... she became my inspiration and whenever i sang it was only for her... i wanted to marry her , so i proposed her and she denied...
i felt dejected at her reply but somehow i decided to give it some time... after some time i found out that maya along with roney (our lead guitarist) stole all my creations and released the songs claiming it to be theirs... i was cheated and decieved in love... i was heartbroken... i left all the things - my life, my friends, my music for that selfish girl who left me for fame and money... i started hating myself for loving maya... i lost my self confidence, my laughter and my soul... i came back home wishing that my family would stand by me and support me... but dadaji and bua made me feel like i was the biggest loser of this world... this behaviour of my family members, made me even more disheartened and rude... i had only two people who were there with me and they were maa and bhai... then you came into my life and brightened me life... all the gloominess in my life disappeared as if it wasnt there... i forgot all the pain that i felt after maya left me... i was again back to my normal self...
manvi left his hand and started walking towards the door...
virat : manvi... plss ruk jao... u cannot leave me like that... manvi meri baat
manvi : virat... shhh... pls shut up...!!!! dnt behave like a devdas mere pati dev... saying this she closed the door and bolted it...
Edited by naina927 - 13 years ago
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