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That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I remember how everytime we usd to have our notorious eye-locks… how we wlud catch each other while doing so and then bush immensely…. But now I guess its just me who misses them… I cant help but just smile in front of you so that you wont know the truth behind my fake smiles… how I wish these smiles of mine would be from my heart… *sigh* I wish we could still have those famous LLHH… but I guess its just too late now…
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Arh!! I hate it…. I hated it then, now and am sure will hate it forever… I hate it when you just talk about THAT girl in your life… I wish I was that someone… but I know I cant be… but I also cant help being jealous of her… why wont I be… when I know shes got YOU… My WORLD…
Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
And I can't even see anyone when he's with me
I still remember when everytime I was low, how you would simply cuddle me in your arms, tickle me and make me laugh till the pain became invisible… I cant stop but say that the world did seem invisible, atleast for me, whenever you would be there with me… only me… and not with her or anyone else…
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
How colud he..??? didn't he know that he was the one I have been waiting all my life?? Didn't he know that I keep dreamin about him every second of my life evn though im this far from him… still he has the guts to publically announce about his relationship with THAT girl… im so happy that none of our fans approve.. but still I cant help but be happy for him… wish I was not this weak… wish I was strong enough to get back what I deserve… and that's simply YOU…
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He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Yes… you are only the reason for me being away from you… you are the only reason for my tears… you are the only reason for my hopes to rise and come crashing down… yet… you only are the reason even for my happiness…
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
I remember our late night walks, our mischiefs, our pranks on everyone and anyone… how everytime you would make me breathless by just standing by my side… how I would start drooling over you… gosh!!! And you??? You were always the MR. PERFECT!!! Ugh!!! How I hated you for this… wonder how you fell for HER and not me… am I that bad???
She better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cause
I am jealous of her… yes I am.. but I have already warned her… hurt him and that will be the last day of hers on this planet… I swear… she is definetly the luckiest girl on this planet… afterall… she has HIM…
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So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
Finally am back home… my home…. To rest… to stay in peace… I guess…. Atleast today… after reading that article this heart will stop remembering him… I ocan only wish cause I know that's never gonna happen… atleast not in this life… coz am already his… even though he is someone else's…
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
Yes you were, are and will be the reason for my happiness and sorrows forver… you are the only one who has the permission to break as well as mend my only heart that belongs to you… only you… even though I know that I can never get you back… that you are no more mine… that you belong to someone more deserving than me… I have to admit that whenever you come in front of me… I always fall for you… again … again… and again… I donno why but its always feels like it felt the first time… and I promise to smile in front of you always…. To hide my tears, my incomplete love and my never ending pain…
Even after all this I cant stop but say… I LOVE YOU KUNWAR… I MISS YOU more than anyone in this world….
And with that she closes her diary, takes a shower, dresses herself up, plasters an artificial smile and goes out in the world just to fill her loneliness… as if that would help….
P.S. samjh nai aay toh its in shakti's P.O.V.
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