Hey there lovelies... Something new.. Dont judge.. The rest of the SS's will be updated most probably tonight.. But this I first wanted to get out of my system... Do comment..
Kria OS - Tides and the Moon
Dil luttiya ae mast nighawan
Dil luttiya ae mast nighawan
Tera naam japdi phiran soneya
Main tera naam japdi phiran
Dear Rey,
Kaise ho aap?
I know this is another pathetic attempt from me to write to you. But what else option do I have? Every single day, I wake up with a new hope to wipe you from my life.
But every single day, I end up with this.
For almost a year now, every night I think of you. And here I thought I had all the strength in the world.
How have you been Rey?
This, I know for a fact, that you are happy now, my love'
Ask me how??
Tere naam toh sadke main jaawan
Tere naam toh sadke main jaawan
Tera naam japdi phiran soneya
Main tera naam japdi phiran
That is coz I have seen you' Smile, laugh, love'
Your happiness had always been the world to me..
No matter how much I have tried to hide it all even when I was with you, your smile was all that mattered.
And now, after a whole year, when maa let me come to you just once, I will regret all my life that I didn't meet you'
But what was I supposed to do?
You were with her' gently carressing her tresses' Holding her hand on the canteen table..
You were busy' So much so, that you didn't even notice me standing across the room'
Tere saath seekha maine, jeene ka saleekha re
Tere saath seekha maine, jeene ka saleekha re
Dukh ko bhulaane ka bhi, aaya hai tareeka re
Dukh ko bhulaane ka bhi, aaya hai tareeka re
Though I never admitted this to anyone, but' I'll gladly accept this before you' You were the one who actually made me feel alive.
That's why it had hurt.. At that time.. leaving you so lifeless..
Trust me, no matter how many times I have written this' I still am sorry for leaving you. With all what is left of my heart, I never wanted to do it.
The amount of hurt I have caused you, will always be a burden to me. And despite of everything, I am elated to know you have found love again.
So, inspite of all the pleas by Swayam to meet you at least once, I didn't.
I couldn't bear hurting you, or for that matter confusing you. So I left. Again.
Nach nach ke main
Nach nach ke main
Nach nach ke main
Mauj manawan
Nach nach ke main
Mauj manawan
Tera naam japdi phiran soneya
Main tera naam japdi phiran
I still dance. The days I miss you the most, I still dance. To say that it makes me feel better, wouldn't be right. It's just that it keeps me going. Gives me strength enough to live another day.
I still try to justify everyday to myself, that what all I sacrificed, was for the best.
When I try to think practically, wasn't our relationship meaningless??
How could I think a future for us would exist??
You, being a business tycoon's son. And me, not even knowing who my father is.
A match not quite made in heaven right??
So when Swayam told she was his sister, somewhere it pricked. Yes, to be honest, I felt jealous. Not because you loved her now'
It was just that I wished with all my heart to be born in her place. Without a worry in the world. With a silver spoon. Just like Swayam. Just like Sharon. Just like her. Just like YOU.
Maine toh khushiyaan saari, tere naam laayi ve
Maine toh khushiyaan saari, tere naam laayi ve
Meri yeh khushi hai ke main tere kamm aayi ve
Meri yeh khushi hai ke main tere kamm aayi ve
But what is the use of being jealous??
I'd rather be happy.
You moved on. That's what I had fervently prayed for every single day.
And finally, seeing my prayers answered, I could not thank god enough.
Atleast some of life's happiness I was able to give you when I was with you.
That is more than enough for me to live by.
Rahe hasda tu mangdi duawan
Rahe hasda tu mangdi duawan
Tera naam japdi phiran soneya
Main tera naam japdi phiran
Tere naam toh sadke main jaawan
Tere naam toh sadke main jaawan
Tera naam japdi phiran soneya
Main tera naam japdi phiran
I had really felt like home in your arms, Rey. And I hope and pray that she makes you feel at home too..
Someday, when I finally get over you, I will come and meet you' And even though my heart bleeds on imagining such a scenario, I hope you don't forget me'
I hope you remember me, even if it's just as a ruthless ex' Still, a small remembrance is all I hope..
Forever yours
Kria
She folded the letter neatly, and put it in an envelope. Sealing the envelope securely, she placed it into a stack. A stack, which consisted of many such envelopes, one after the other.
Wiping her eyes, she made her way downstairs, to the small party her mom had thrown on her finally graduating and landing herself into GIM, Goa' One of the prestigious b-schools in India.
Her mother had slobbered her down with kisses, the day acceptance letter had arrived home' And she, she had faked all the happiness she could muster.
She sighed' A new chapter. A new beginning. Tomorrow, she would burn the letters herself. Hoping it would burn away the past.
Rey moved a little on his bed' Covering himself with the bedsheet that Taani had been hogging up'
"Mumbai mei bhi toh Management Colleges hai naa Rey' Aapko toh kahi bhi admission mil jaaega'"
"Haan love' But this is something that I have passed on my own calibre' I don't want to miss this oppurtunity'"
"But I will miss you' Why can't you stay in Mumbai'" She had pouted'
And he had kissed that cute pout away' One thing had led to another, and here they were' lying next to each other in all there naked glory'
He moved away from the bed. Covering himself in the sheet..
He opened his study table drawer, and took out the acceptance letter..
Welcome to Goa Institute Of Management.
So, how was it??? Good, bad?? Completely atrocious??
I know... It has the ability to be continued.. To be made into an SS... But that I have left to your reactions... Want a little dark twisted KR kinda triangle story?? Do comment!!
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