Every night in my dreams, I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that that heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart and
My heart will go on and on
Love can touch just one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till
We are one
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life will always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart and
My heart will go on and on
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We will stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart and
My heart will go on and on
- Celine Dion (OST 'Titanic')
A perfect song, a perfect love and an imperfect time. That's what Bani and Jai Walia today have in common – Love, the feeling that causes the heart to beat, the pulse to race, the emotions to overflow, the tears to rush and the hearts to embrace. A timeless dedication to pure love.
'Profound desire, true desire to be close to someone. From that point onwards, things change, the man and the woman come into play, but what happens before – the attraction that brought them together – is impossible to explain. It is untouched desire in its purest state' – Paulo Coelho
Much as Bani tries to do away with, her love for her husband just cascades from the waterfall of her heart and it is even against Nature, to try and modify her agents. Nature is not known to be kind enough to take things lying down. And Bani's case is no exception. She feels so strongly for her husband's love, yet she is unable to do anything about it. Rather, it would have been easier for her if she could have had gotten her out of the entangles of her marital state. She couldn't do that also and neither could she forget her husband. She has also been unable to forgive him and that's the catch. I guess it is too early to expect her to be over-magnanimous but I am sure love will definitely help her see through.
It is inhuman to think that Bani doesn't understand Jai's state of heart right now but she is in a dilemma. Mainly due to the reason that Jai had never told her anything or given too much indication about his feelings for her. For whenever there was such an opportunity, the duffer destroyed it by saying something inane about letting her go. And its not amusing, I am sure.
Commitment is a big issue for a lot of people. But for THE Jai Walia, should it have been such a big issue? After all, he did not know Pia for long before he proposed marriage to her. In that case, he was ready to commit probably in a jiffy. But when it came to Bani, the equation changed. He had received a lot of indication from Bani regarding her feelings for him, so much so that whenever her feelings came to the fore, he promised that he would one day let her free so that she could live her life according to her own rules. Hello Jai, try to understand women please, if not in general at least your wife? The baby has actually made him realize the gravity of the situation (thank God for that) and his inner wishes, emotions and feelings has come to the fore – that life without Bani wouldn't make it worthwhile for him to live. And he is trying desperately from his end, to take adequate care of his wife, even when she's not ready to succumb to his endeavors.
Jai is acting like a lover, a husband and a father in full throttle and I love him for that. Its so cute the way he has a car moving all around Bani to take her to office, bring her back to home etc. just as if it is Noddy's Car in the Wonderland. And poor Bani, she is trying so desperately to hate her husband that all these deeds are actually of little significance to her. At least that's what she's trying to show to the outer world, though I am damn sure that she is pretty touched by his intentions. She is fighting a losing battle it seems … my poor honeybun. And just imagine, I happen to her Defence Counsel.
Come on Jai, we know how badly you want to reconcile wih your darling wife. So much so that you forget to recognize the alarm bells that have already started ringing, and please remember for once that our most trusted people are usually the ones to break our trust. Ranveer is now hell-bent on purchasing company shares so that one day he can amass huge number of shares and thus become the ruler of the Walia industries. Ranveer has hit upon a plan and it will take Jai, to be in his complete senses, to outdo Ranveer this time,
Ram was looking wonderful tonight, absolutely delicious ( Pri, I am not his sister) and so was Prachi, looking very cute. I may be wrong but I felt that the two were getting back into the groove slowly and picking up loose ends. The scenes involving Jai and Bani were so sweet and poignant. The way Jai realizes that his driver is trying to lie in front of him is so touching. I am not good at analyzing but the entire sequence yesterday touched my heart. And also the way Jai sat forlorn in his office thinking about his wife and kid. The song 'Kyon Ki Itna Pyaar Kartey Hain Tumko Sanam…' also implied aptly the heartbreak and helplessness of our two fave characters and was a pleasant change. But, I would still not be at ease around Ranveer who is trying to spoil the lulled situation now.
And I am not going to discuss about P-P. what do you think guys Pia was thinking when she went to Jai's cabin with the event management file? I will kill her if she even thinks of goign after Jai. 😡😡😡 Methinks she was thinking what a handsome man I had lost and only if I had not run away.
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