WO TERA NAAM THA..ANGAD/KRIPA prt 17 pg 6 - Page 2

part 10

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after an year,kripa was 19 n angad was 23...angad came to india for celebrating diwali with his family though he wasnt much fond of traditional occassions n festivals...he was watching some movie despite to b a part of diwali pooja...naina,dadi,laksh n aliya every one tried to call him down stairs but he wasnt much intrested in it...n then kripa came to his room...she was shock to see angad in a messy condition...he was in shorts n in tshirt...kripa said:"angad!hum sab tumhara wait kar rahe hai pooja k liye...or tum abhi tak ready bhi nahi huwey...".angad doesnt bother to move his eyes frm tv..he said:"let me inform u kripa sharma!im not pandit...jo sab mera intezaar kar rahe hai pooja k liye..u ppl can go ahead".kripa frown n said:"shut up angad!mai tumhey leney aayi hoo...naa k tumharey stupid jokes sunney"..this time angad looked her n forgot to take off his eyes...she was looking damn gorgeous in lehnga blouse...her beautyfuly curved figure was getting prominent in her fitted blouse..pink colour of her dress blooming on her skin...he silently took off his eyes after few moments n said:"but yaar!this pooja n all r so boring...im not comming...i think sleeping is the better idea rather then going for pooja".n then he raise the volume of tv...kripa came forward n bend down on him to snatch the remote of tv n she did...for a moment angad was lost in her mix fregrance of shampoo,perfumes,body lotion n cosmatics...his heart want to hug her immediately but he cudnt...then kripa pull him up n push him toward wardrobe...angad was so mesmorized by her ...he silently selecting his kurta when he ask her:"kya pehnoo???"kripa look at him n smile,she ask him:"can i select??"angad grin n said:"sure...".kripa walk toward his wardrobe n starts selecting his kurta...angad was silently staring her...when his eye stuck on her beautyful belly...his hands iching to touch her belly n circling it but again he cudnt do that...when kripa handed him a kurta n said,smillingly:"u will look great in this".angad smile n said:"thnx...but not more then u...u r looking beautyful".kripa blush n abt to went frm his room when angad ask her,confusingly:"lekin mai pooja mai aa kar kya karoonga..."kripa turn bak to see him..she was amaze on his stupid question...she said:"wahi jo sab kartey hai".angad said:"kya??"kripa said:"bhagwaan ki pooja or kya...or aaj tum un sey jo bhi maango gey wo tumhey zaroor dengey".angad said carelessly:"mai kya maangoo???i already hav every thing...itna acha ghar,itni achi family or tumhari jaisi khubsurat dost.."last 2 words he said mischievoiusly...n then said again:"ab bolo kya maangoo??"kripa roll her eyes n said:"apney liye naa sahi...meri liye to maang saktey ho na..".angad smile n said:"tumharey liye to mai poori dunya bhi maangoo to kam hai..."kripa smile on his crazyness n said:"come fast..."kripa went to his door to leave his room when she heard him:"kripa!tum dekhna..ek din ye dunya to kya...chand ko bhi tumharey aanchal mai daal doonga"...

after pooja...every one was enjoying ...they all were having fun...all girls were enjoying fire crackers n all...mean while josh n angad other frnds will also came...kripa greeted them hapyy diwali when josh gave a diwali present to kripa,kt n aliya...all girls thank him..when angad ask kripa,amazingly:"mai to bhool he gaya gifts lana tumharey liye.."kripa said:"its ok".but angad really feel bad...kt n aliya already snatch his all money which he had till morning...that time he didnt knw y kt n aliya took all his money...he remember that aliya said him:"aap hamarey liye gift jo nahi laye.."that time angad thought that they were anoyed bcoz he cudnt get time to buy thr gifts frm london like he bought every year...but now he understand..

it was midnight n angad was standing in balcony...kripa came n said:"abhi tak jaag rahe ho??"..angad look at her n said:"kripa!im sorry...i shud bought a gift for u"kripa smile n said:"o common angad!its ok..".then angad came closer to her n softly kiss on her lips...kripa was stunned ...angad said after kissed her lips softly:"happy diwali.."kripa felt blush n so awkward but didnt show her feeling to him...that kiss changed her all life...she thought that might b angad was also in love with her

angad was going to london for his finals..this year was his last one...kripa said:"im so happy angad!after an year u will come bak forever..."angad smile n give her a frndly hug n left for london..

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part 11

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angad went for london for his final year of mba n kripa again started counting days for his return ..this time forever...she didnt hav an idea of wat fate has store for her...she didnt knw that her wait for angad will never finish...kripa's love for him getting deeper n deeper n then after an year when angad was 24 n kripa was 20 years old... angad tell her on phone that he has top in his university n comming bak to india in few days...for kripa it was like dream come true...she was happy like anything...

angad came to india..this time forever...he completed his mba n now joined his dad bussiness...kripa was waiting for the day when angad realize his feelings for her or realize her feeling for him...she tried so many times to tell him abt her feelings but everytime she lost words...

n one day her every dreams was broke..her heart broke...it was a day when angad n kripa both went in party at josh place...when angad met "mishty bose"...after met her..angad forgot that he came with kripa...he was attracted by mishti's smartness,by her sensiblity n her confidence...her personality took angad in her trance...n with in a game of few moments angad n mishti get so close to each other...in the whole party they never went away frm eachother...angad forgot abt kripa that he left her behind...kripa was so amaze by angad's behaviour...she didnt getting him ...after party angad offer mishti to drop her at her home ...n mishti happily eccepted his offer...kripa was walking behind angad n mishti..angad open the front door of his car for mishti..n kripa didnt believe her sight...she thought:"how it cud b???i was the one who sit beside him everytime ..how can angad do that??"..kripa was hurt...she silently sit at bak seat... n then the never ending chain of pian statrs for kripa...angad was getting closer to mishti by every singal day...n getting away frm her...she felt that she was loosing him...n the pain of loosing him was unbearable for her...mishti n kripa was in same college..n it was hurting her that angad came to her college not for her but for mishti...angad n mishti both went for long drives.,for lunch, for evening walk..initially when angad came to pick mishti frm college..he offer kripa to drop her at home..that time kripa wasnt aware of thr plans of lunch n long drives...kripa felt bit confuse when angad drop her first at home ,she ask him:"mishti ka ghar to pehley ata hai naa.."n then angad said while giving a naughty smile to mishti:"actually kripa!me n mishti went for a lunch so i thought i drop u..first"that time kripa felt so humiliating n insulting n after then she never accept his any offer of pick n drop..though angad didnt force her too.

kripa's dreams..her emotions...everything was scattered ...her first crush,her first love,her first date n her first kiss everything was worthless...bcoz these things never mean anything to him...she spend all her nights in weeping n crying...even after two months of angad n mishti's relationship...kripa didnt stop crying...when ever she found her self alone..her eyes automatically get filled with tears...even after two months..kripa was unble to believe that she lost her love...angad had no time for her...his ignorance killing her...

whole khanna family got worried for her when she was burning in high fever ...doctor came n check her...dr said to dilip n naina khanna:"i think she is dipress...n bcoz of dipression she wasnt paying attention to her health"...laksh ,aliya n kt was very worried abt her n try to please her everytime..kripa was very dear to them..every one is taking care of her ..but thr was only angad who didnt came to see her till two days...n after two days angad came to meet her,he said:"omg!kripa!wat u hav done to ur self...i didnt knew abt ur illness...".kripa look at him n disblief ,she was hurt again..how it cud b possible that angad didnt knew abt his best frnd"..she didnt reply him...it was a first time when kripa didnt like his acompany...its hurting her...when his cell phone rings..it was mishti's call ...n dnt knw wat mishti said to angad that angad got up n said to kripa:"i hav to rush now...other wise mishti will get anoyed"he said in a frndly tone but kripa felt that he knead her heart...he hardly spend 5 min with her...

after a week or so...kripa got well..she decided to avoid him as much as she can...it will definately an other painful journey for her to avoid him n face the reality that angad isnt her...n it was a last option left for her if she want to live...she has to make strong herself...she has to move on...

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part 12

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kripa decided to move on in her life...but she didnt knw abt wat her fate has decided to bring her...she spend her mornings in colleges n evenings in libraries...she wanted to concentrate in her studies...when she met karan malhotra..he was her senior n in last year of college...kripa knew him as a senoir but never met him...karan was a nice guy,smart n intelligent...most of time,karan found kripa in library...karan offer her help in studying...initially kripa hesitate but after few meetings in library they became frnds...kripa discuss her subjects n assignments with him...karan help her in her studies n in btw they do some casuall chit chat too...

angad came to pick mishti frm college when he saw kripa with karan..he didnt knw karan...he ask to mishti abt the guy who was with kripa...mishti said smillingly that he was karan n kripa n he became a good frnds these days...mishti told angad,smillingly but angad cudnt make himself smile...he felt restless frm deep inside...

after then angad tried to talk kripa ...he didnt knw that wat he gonna talk abt but he wanted to ask abt karan malhotra... but kripa was not giving a chance to angad to talk abt anything...after comming bak frm college n library..she hardly came out frm her room before dinner time...kripa wasnt avoiding him only ...she was running frm the fact of her life...n after few days angad became really iritated by her behavouir...he said her that he want talk but kripa refuse him while saying:"im busy right now...or im tired..will talk later...or i hav to go at my frnd place.."she made every excuses which came in her mind...angad get that she was avoiding him...but y??he didnt knw...he never realize his behaviour toward her..he never thought abt how he had avoid her...angad went to kripa room after dinner ...she was studying ...angad said:"kripa !y r u avoiding me??"..kripa smile n said in a busy tone:"im not avoiding u...im just busy with my studies...thats it".angad smirk n said:"but u never avoid me like this before ...it just bcoz u hav an other frnd??"he ask sarcastically...kripa hardly control herself to argueing him...she said calmly:"whom u talking abt??"angad said while munching his words:"karan..karan malhotra...who is he??"..kripa said:"oh...yes he is my frnd...y do u hav any problem with it??"angad look at her in a rage but said nothing n wat wud he said...he didnt get his own feelings...

it was a christmas party in kripa's n mishti's college...mishti came with angad...n kripa was all alone...when karan came to kripa n offer his acompany..kripa eccepted his company with little smile...angad became really iritated when he saw karan with kripa...dnt knw y???but he want to push karan away frm kripa...angad didnt like the way karan was getting frndly with kripa..infact he hate him...after a while ..when every one join dance floor..angad n mishti...kripa n karan also came on dance floor...n starts dancing in slow romantic song...angad wasnt feeling the closeness with mishti but the closeness btw karan n kripa was hurting him...he didnt take off his eyes frm kripa n karan for a singal sec...while dancing...kripa was lost in her own thoughts...but karan eyes was on her beautyful face..karan's eyes was praising her n apriciating her...n angad can see all that in karan's eyes...every singal step of dance btw karan n kripa..enrage angad...the way karan hold her...pull her in his arms.. circle her ...after a while when an other song starts...angad excuse himself frm mishti..mishti was observing him very deeply...she didnt argue n let him go..kripa n karan was dancing when angad came n said to karan:"if u dnt mind ..can i dance with her".karan smile n said:"sure"...angad took kripa in his arms...pull her closer ...kripa felt her heart raising...his warmth making her nervous...she felt shivers in her body by his touch...it seems like her all effort of avoiding him was drain...when angad wishpers in her ear:"so u n karan r dating or wat???"kripa look at him in amazement but didnt reply him...kripa's silence made him mad...he ask again:"tell me ...wat is going on btw u n him...".this time kripa said:"he is just a good frnd..."angad smirk sarcastically n said:"oh yeah! just frnds...so will u explain wat kind of frndship u hav with him...n does any limits exsist in ur frndship..."kripa give a dirty look n said:"how can u talk like this,angad!..how can u humiliate me like this...u hav no rights to ask all this..."kripa is abt to go away when angad grab her tightly n said:"i hav a right...n no one can snatch my rights on u..."kripa push him n said:"no angad!u dnt hav any right to interfair in my personal life...bcoz u never give me a right to interfair in ur personal life..."she said with teary voice n then she run away frm the party...

angad follow her ...leaving all things behind...kripa didnt knw that where she was going ..on which street she was walking...which road she was crossing...in wat area she was...she just wanted to escape frm every one...angad was blindly follow her...n screaming her name...but kripa starts running when she heard him...she was crying like hell...when angad succeed in grabing her...he said:"wats wrong ..kripa!y did u say that u dnt hav any right on my personal life..."they both were standing in the middle of lonely road...when sky starts raining...kripa was so much scared by thunder strikes that she quickly grab him...angad took her in some cottege which was on the end of the lonely road...he ask her again...n this time kripa said:"u doesnt knw ..that how much i was hurt when u ignore me for mishti...angad !it was u who finish our frndship..i thought we were best frnd but u proove me wrong...i mean nothing in ur life...it was u who throw me after mishti enter in ur life..." angad yearn by her tears n her complains...he hug her n said passionately:"im sorry,i didnt knw that i hurt u that much..,kripa!but no one can come btw us n our frndship...how can u think that ...u hav a special place in my heart...kripa!u r sooo------"n then he kissed her...he put his lips on her...n this time he suck passionately ...he explore her mouth by his tongue n suck her mouth...kripa was unble to speak...she was mesmorised by this moment...he kiss her...n squeeze her in his arms...n then angad kiss her neck... n suck her neck passionately...kripa was moaning n angad was all seduce by her moans...he slid her top frm her shoulder n start sucking n kissing...his hands was moving on her each n every curve...he was so passionate...that kripa cant help herself for resist him...he take off her top when kripa came bak in her sense..she quickly put her hands on her chest n went away frm him...she bend down to take her top frm floor when he hug her frm behind ...he move his hand,his lips on her bare bak...he put his hands on kripa's hands which was on her chest...angad slowly remove her hands frm her chest n start kissing her once again...

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part 13

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he lay her down underneath him...he was giving her soft kisses on her body...brush his face while kissing her every where...kripa totally surrender herself to him...she wasnt in a condition to protest...it seems angad occupy not only her body but soul too...she felt her leg go weaken by every single touch of him...but she still hesitating to hold him who blindly loving her right now...kripa made fist of her palm to control her sensation when angad hold her hand open her fist n put it on his waist by his own self...n then kripa hold him bak tightly ...he lift her skirt n start caressing her bare legs n then he cant stop himself for going further...he was making love or just making physical relationship???he didnt thought for a sec...he knew just one thing that he need her the most right now...he cant leave himself incomplete...n kripa was the one who can complete him...but while love making(or making physical relationship)he knew that she was so pure...she lost her virginity on him...angad didnt knw abt his heart but kripa definately touch his soul...tears fell out frm her eyes but the pain of love making giving her a intense pleasure too...n they both had been continue all this for whole night...

it was a very early morning...when she got awake in that cottege..but after getting up...she found herself all alone...angad wasnt thr..she scream his name so many time but he wasnt thr to reply her...she felt scared n left the cottege immediatly...she cudnt believe that angad can leave her like this specially after last night...she reach khanna house by herself where every one was looking worried for her...her eyes was searching him but he wasnt in her sight...kripa ask naina:"angad kaha hai??"..naina said:"apney room mai hai...pata nahi kya huwa hai ussey...itna frustrated or disturb lag raha tha kal adhi raat ko jab ghar aya tha.."kripa was shocked...she cudnt believe that he left her alone in the darkness of midnight...in unkown place..that moment she hate him...she felf disgusted...she went to his room ...she need answeres of her questions...she just speak his name when angad went out frm his room like he didnt saw her or didnt heard her voice...n then angad avoid her like she didnt even exsist in front of him...she hate her self for loving him but she cant stop loving him...he hurt her,he betray her,he gave her pain but still she has feelings for him...dnt knw y??

kripa who wanted to move on in life ..now never able to go on...her life stuck with that night when she n he became one...once she got a chance to talk him...but angad one line made her speechless,he said:"plz kripa!those were just weak moments...i didnt knew wat happened to me that night...hope u forget all this...".

angad was confused with his own feelings...he has the feeling of betray her...but at the same time he dnt want to acknowledge his love for kripa...according to him he loved mishti...but his soul was restless...his soul already accepted kripa...he was in great confusion when he said all above things to kripa...days r passing silently...when he decided to propose mishti...he decided to propose mishti after a day...but that day never came as kripa left his house that night...n then the all veils remove frm his heart n frm his mind...his blurry thoughts were got clear...he realize his lost when she left...n secrately put a latter for him under his pillow...n frm that day he start hating himself...cursing himself...he cursed himself for not letting her speak her feelings...n not let her say of her heart...angad khanna who claim to b a best frnd of her ..who claim to understand her...actually unble to understand her n her love...he felt himself a big looser...

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it was a late evening n kripa was locked in her room ..when she heard diya's crying...she came out frm her past n run to open the door for diya...diya was glued with her door n weeping badly...kripa took her in her amrs n hug tightly...diya was sobbing n said:"diya ko pehley godi mai kyu nahi liya."said cryingly but sound stubborn...diya said further:"diya ko dar lagta hai..mumma k bina..aap ney door der se kyu khola...??"diya was speaking non stop,inocently...when kripa said:"im sorry..beta!wo mumma ki tabyat theek nahi thi naa to-----"kripa lied just to divert her mind...when diya speak:"mumma!diya naughty hai ...aap ki achi beti nahi hai"kripa kissed her n said:"diya to bohot achi..bohot pyaari..."diya smile on her praise n said:"papa ney bhi diya se kaha k diya achi hai or pyari hai.."the word papa frm diya's mouth took all peace of kripa.

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ok frndz...flask bak is end now...in the past angad was confused with his own feelings for kripa n kripa loved him silently ...but thr actuall love story starts now...

part 14

the word papa frm diya's mouth took all her peace away...but she doesnt say anything to diya...kripa knew abt diya's stubbornness...she kept quite...but now she start thinking abt angad's presense in nainital,she think:"y he came here??n wat he want,now".

diya had her dinner ,happily...she continuesly sharing her hapiness with pinky ,secrately...she put her tiny hands on pinky's ear n wishpers:"u knw pinky!aaj papa aye the diya se milney...wo diya ko bohot pyar kartey hai...papa ney diya ko kiss bhi kya..."..kripa knew that wat diya was telling to pinky ...n kripa was tolarating diya's excitement,hardly..kripa want to scold diya...for her non sense of "papa..papa"...but she kept quite..she dnt want to hurt her daughter...after having dinner,kripa went to her room n starts doing some office work when kanan came n said:"kripa!some one is came to meet u.."kripa ask:"who??"kanan said:"well..i dnt knw but diya is calling him papa".kripa was shocked...she rush toward living room...n saw him sitting on sofa n diya was on his lap...with in a secs kripa went in front of him...angad look at her n got up frm sofa...he said:"hi.."kripa didnt reply...she said to diya:"diya!go inside.."diya said:"lekin diya ko papa k paas bethna hai".kripa gave diya an angry look n said:"diya!just do wat i said..".but diya didnt want to go away frm her papa...she grab angad's pant tightly...angad smile n said to diya:"diya!dnt bother ur mumma...go inside...papa is not going any where".n then diya went in her room.

angad look at kripa n said:"kripa!i need to talk..."he said while sitting on sofa again..kripa aslo sit in front of him with great calmness..she didnt say anything ..angad speak:"i knw i hurt u alot ..n its not forgiveble...but believe me ..frm the day u left..i doesnt get a peace...i realize my mistake...i realize how much i love u...i was yearning to meet u..but ur written words made me stop...n when i came to knw abt our child----"kripa who was listening him silently cut him n said:"diya is only my child...n plz stop meeting her...".n then kripa get up like she finish all disscussion...angad got up too...n said:"i cant do that..she is my daughter...i love her...n love u too kripa...".kripa look into his eyes...her eyes was blank..thr is not any singal expression ..not hate...not anger..not love..no complains..nothing...she said calmly:"i told u..diya is only my daughter..."..angad said:"tum mujhey us ka papa accept nahi karna chati...its up to u..lekin tumharey accept naa karney sey sach nahi badlega..."kripa look at him n ask her final question:"kyu aye ho yaha??"angad said with love n hope:"tumhey or diya ko leney aya hoo...tumsey pyar karta hoo kripa...tumhey pyar dena chahta hoo".kripa smirk sarcastically n said:"tum dhokey k ilawa kuch nahi dey saktey..or naa he mai tumhey kuch dey sakti hoo...naa pyar,naa dosti...or dhoka dena meri fitrat mai nahi hai..."last line she said sarcastically ...angad said:"mujhey apni galti theek karney ka moka to dey sakti hoo".kripa said,calmly:"nahi angad!tumhey deney k liye mere paas kuch bhi nahi..."n then she left him alone in living room...n then diya came runningly to angad..diya was waiting for her mumma to leave n she will get chance to meet her papa ,again..angad carry her in his arms n kissed her...kripa came after diya to took diya frm him...kripa took diya frm his arm..when angad voice stop her:"jhoot kehti ho tum,kripa!tumney mujhey itni pyaari beti di hai...tumney mujhey papa honey ka haq diya hai..".kripa said:"kisi ka papa hona kya hota hai..ye wo insaan kaisey samjh sakta hai jo mera istemaal(use) kar k aadhi raat ko chor jaye...khud se poocho angad khanna kya tum is haq layek ho??"

part 15

angad went bak to hotel where thr he was staying in nanital..he was heart broken but he knew that wat ever has happened he deserve that..he deserve kripa's hate,he deserve her ignorance .but now he dnt wanna loose her at any cost.he want her bak in his life...but how??he was not getting anything...after an hours...after spending the whole night he decided to meet her again...

next day,he went to diya skool when kripa came to pick her.kripa pick diya frm skool n abt to walk on her way when angad came n make her stop.diya happily scream:"papa"diya got all excited to see angad in front of her..though kripa gave him a disgust look.angad said while look at her deeply:"i wont go frm ur life,kripa!u hav to accept me..."he said with stubbornness.kripa smirk n said:"look angad!ur all effort will b useless bcoz i dnt trust u...i dnt love u".angad smile n avoid kripa's words,he took diya frm kripa's arms n said to diya:"meri princess pizza khayegi??"diya ask inocently:"diya papa ki princess hai??"angad said:"haa"n then he kissed her soft cheek.diya look at kripa n said inocently:"mumma!diya aap k bina nahi khayegi pizza...aap bhi chalona papa k saath".kripa frown n said to angad:"go away frm our life,angad!we dnt need u...".n then kripa tried to take diya frm angad's arms but his grip on diya was quite strong he didnt let diya go..he said with great confidence:"i dnt knw abt u kripa but my daughter needs me".kripa look at him with those eyes which emphasize him that"yes angad khanna..i never need u".angad steal his glance as he cant face her aloofness n said:"it just a lunch,kripa!i hope u wont refuse our daughter's wish".kripa look at him n said:"fine!infact i wanted to clear u everything..".

angad,kripa n diya were seated in some resturant...diya was enjoying her pizza n angad order two cup of coffee for him n for kripa...n a juice for diya.kripa was waiting for diya to finish her pizza when angad speak:"kripa!i came here to take u n diya with me..plz give me one chance ...apni galti sudhaarney ka ek moka de do..mai jaanta hoo mai ek acha dost nahi ban paya...but i promise i will proove myself a good father n a good husband.."kripa smile sarcasticaly n said:"husband??i will never accept u as my husband ,angad!u r biological father of my daughter but that doesnt mean i will give u right to calling urself a father of my daughter...".angad felt disgrace but he knew he deserve that.

mean while,diya who was unaware of everthing...silently took out the strow frm her juice n put it into angad's cup of coffee n abt to take a sip of it when kripa caught her n scold:"diya!wat r u doing...coffee isnt for u...finish ur pizza n juice ".diya said cutely:"mumma!diya ko coffee taste karni hai...diya ko papa ki coffee taste karni hai...only one sip"diya said while showing her index finger for one sip.kripa said frowningly:"diya!" n diya got her mumma's anoyance..then kripa took diya with her n abt to go when angad said:"u cant do this to me..kripa!u cant take away my daughter to me...".kripa avoid his words n went out frm the resturant.

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