Ok I know you screwed up and would like to repend and suffer but why make Kripa suffer as well. You lost your love and child fine but so did she. You can't give her back her child but you could tell her why she went through all that. And try to give her back her love.
Instead of putting her and yourself through private hells you could make her happy by going back and begging. She wants to destroy you well guess what dude you are already there so show her and give her satisfaction. I don't think she cares about the fame and destroying your career that much.
He is going to make Kripa suffer just because he wants to suffer aswell. Even if he steps back from her life she will never be happy. Since she can never feel the same love for prithvi as she did for Angad.
She might not forgive you but atleast ask for forgiveness so she can feel a little bit better.
Anyways that was me being devil's advocate(this time I don't know who the devil is. Before it was angad but know ...)
Gagan (fermat)