Destiny, Fate & Love Thread 1. Chapter 1 - 42. - Page 39

Originally posted by: dona86

loved the update...

awesome...

Thanks for the review!😃

Originally posted by: suhaaana

awsome update
geet getting nighmares about her past
and arnav khusi romance full on
lovely 😊

Thanks for the review!

Originally posted by: kvarsha

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Originally posted by: spvd

part 27
awesome part...
Maan Geet
oh no Geet is injured...
who is that person?
she had that dream i mean the incident...
is she gonna get her memory back?
their fights are going on he he he...
Daadima yeh nok jhok entertainment nahi hai just a shock for Maan to get that kiss from dear Soni...
NT's method was so funny that she had given the suggestion to Geet too but Maan saw through it...
Arnav Khushi
OMG Arnav Singh Raizada is MISSING Khushi to this extent...
he needs this punishment he listened to his ego hai na...
good good...
come on Khushi show the man that u too can have ego working at its best extent...
cont soon dear...

PS - so the truth is the only thins that will change the course of the characters i mean the change of the attitudes...Maan and Khushi are ke din aane waale hai...Geet and Arnav ke bolti band hone waale hai but i think that will be for only a short time...

I was waiting for your review eagerly! Thanks for reviewing!

Now to my replies:

The person who hit Geet is another one of those goons. He is like those chamchas; the main boss is someone else!

She won't get the memory back till Payash engagement! She will just have flashes and some secret will be out but not the whole thing. So, the Payash engagement will open the Pandora box!

Nok-jhok is going to get less because now there is some serious scenes. But the nok-jhok will be back soon!

Arnav is a very possessive fellow. And I always thought he was obsessive; remember the way he used to hold Khushi in the serial as if she was his property and always bothers her. I always found his behaviour a bit amusing. I used that factor here in this story.

Khushi to Arnav ka band bajaayegi. Poor Arnav!

Yes, truth will change the equation of the story.

Next update tomorrow, thanks for the review!

I just finshed the 27 chapters and I am in LOVE with this FF!!!! I have never watched Geet but now I wish I did!!! This got me hooked because of ArHi😆 I have a feeling when Khushi finds out who Arnav is their relationship will take drastic turn...and I'm intrigued to know more about Geet's past...

Originally posted by: nazibah

I just finshed the 27 chapters and I am in LOVE with this FF!!!! I have never watched Geet but now I wish I did!!! This got me hooked because of ArHi😆 I have a feeling when Khushi finds out who Arnav is their relationship will take drastic turn...and I'm intrigued to know more about Geet's past...

PLEASE add me to your PM list I would really love to read more!!!

Hi,

CHAPTER 28. ARNAV REALISES HIS LOVE FOR KHUSHI

Place - Arnav's Room at Shantivan

Arnav sighed. It was Wednesday morning and from the time he woke up he had been trying to call Khushi but she still seemed miffed at him. He must have called her at least 30 times by now. And that was only today's count. He forgot how many times he must have called her yesterday. But it seemed his heart was going to pay the price for his mind's actions and he will be deprived of her voice till she comes back.

Arnav had just taken the bath after finishing his jogging session when he got a message. It was from Khushi. "Hum aapse abhi bhi baat nahi karenge. Par humaara farz banta hai aapko yeh bataana so bataa rahe hain. Humaara mark sheet humein mil chuka hai aur humaari admission bhi ho chuki hai. Bas ek mahina aur kuch din, phir humaara last year start ho jaayega. Kal hum waapis aayenge aur phir hum aapko barabar dekh lenge. Aapne humein ignore kiya, ab dekhiye hum aapko kitna sataate hain." Arnav tenderly smiled at her dhamki. I am ready to take any punishment Afreen as long as you come back. All I want is you back. He sat down on the bed happy that she atleast messaged. Was it only 20 days before when he met her for the first time? Suddenly, it clicked. It was already May ending then June and then July, and with July the start of colleges. She was right. He barely had one and half months with her, then her college started in Lucknow and then he would meet her only next year or his brother's wedding whichever came first. No! No! NO!NO!

Anjali sighed as she entered her Chote's room. He generally came for breakfast by now. Why was he late? She looked around for her Chote only to notice him on the recliner by the pool. She worriedly walked towards him. He seemed lost and he was not even dressed for the office. What was wrong? She sat beside him and placed a hand on his shoulder. Even though Arnav did not look at her he knew it was his Di. "Di, pata nahi aaj Mujhe Office jaane ka dil nahi kar raha. I feel very disturbed, Di. I am feeling mentally uneasy." Anjali sighed. Yeh to hona hi tha! The way Chote was working ek din mental breakdown to hona hi tha! She patted his shoulder and told him, "Aap ek kaam kijiye. Aaj aap Office mat jaayiye. Aap ghar par aaraam kijiye, hum Chutke se keh denge sab sambhaalne ke liye. Theek hai. Aap naashte ke liye aajayiye." Arnav nodded and she walked away. She went down the stairs and told the family of Arnav's plight. Akash agreed to take over today for his Bhai and they all sat to eat with Arnav joining them later.

Breakfast was over and Anjali sat on the sofa with Arnav lying on it with his head on Anjali's lap. She was threading her fingers through his hair with motherly affection while he was staring at a distance lost in his own thoughts. Nani was grooming her Laxmi while Maama Maami had left for attending a function nearby. Naani was to join them in the evening. Akash and Shyam had already left for Office with Shyam instructing his wife that he might be late and she should eat up and not wait for him. Naani looked up at Anjali and spoke, "Waise Anjali Bitiya subah aap kisse baat karat rahi thi itna has-has kar?" "Woh Khushiji thi." Arnav's eyes focused as his ears automatically tuned into the conversation as if his brain was programmed to tune in the moment Khushi was mentioned. "Woh keh rahi thi ki unka admission ho chukka hai aur woh kal waapis bhi aa rahi hai.", Anjali said and Naani nodded. "Humri bhi kuch din pehile unse baat hui thi aur shaayad Manorama se bhi baat karat rahi. Uu kahat rahi ki uu poore kaalej ma pehila number aayat rahi. Manorama aur Akash bitwaa toh party bhi maangat rahi." Arnav fumed. She speaks to everybody except me. How dare she! He got up and walked off. "Arre! Chote!", Anjali called him but he did not respond. Anjali shrugged and turned towards her knitting. Nani spoke, "Aapan ek kaam kariye Anjali bitiya, Khushi bitiya waapas aajaaye toh aap unhein yahaan bula lijiye. Hum sab mil bhi lenge aur uu toh Arnav bitwaa se bhi naahi mili na, uuse bhi mil lengi." Anjali nodded.

It was after lunch time and Arnav was seated on the recliner staring at his laptop screen. He could not understand why he was feeling so weird these days. He could not understand why his world seemed to revolve around Afreen these days. He decided to turn towards his trusted partner, a companion who supported him throughout his life; his beloved laptop. He opened the google and stared at it. But what to write? What to search for? How can he explain what he was feeling now? He shut the damn laptop and sighed. If only someone would explain why he was so obsessed with Afreen? Why his life seemed to revolve around her? And why living without her seemed so scary and bleak?

It was evening time and Akash entered the house. He looked around. Where was everybody? He noticed his Di sitting on the sofa applying oil to her hair. He smiled at her and asked her, "Sab kahaan hain, Di?" His Di smiled at him and gestured him to sit by her. He sat down and she replied, "Nani, Maama aur Maami aaj ek satsang mein gaye hain. Aur Chote upar aaram kar rahe hain. Aur Yeh aaj late ho jaayenge." "Di, Bhai ko hua kya hai?", Akash asked with a frown. "Chote thak gaye hain kaam se. Dimaag ko itna mehnat karwaayenge toh dimaag toh ek na ek din jawaab dedega hi na. Ab yeh baat Chote samjhe tab na." Akash nodded. Yes, Bhai was true workaholic. Infact, it was a running joke between him, Dev, Arjun and Shyam that if someone checked the meaning of Workaholic in the dictionary, they would find Maan Singh Khurana and Arnav Singh Raizada written as the answer. Akash noticed the bottle in his Di's hand and smiled at her, "Di, Mere baalon mein bhi tel lagaa dijiye na." Anjali nodded and he sat on the floor right in front of her. She applied some oil in his hair and spoke, "Aaj kar rahe hain par aage se nahi. Ab yeh haq Paayalji ka hai. Ek baar shaadi ho jaaye toh unse kahiyega yeh karne ke liye." Akash blushed and nodded.

Arnav was descending down the stairs when Akash asked his Di, "Yeh pyar bhi kitni ajeeb cheez hai na, Di? Duniya kitni khoobsurat lagti hai ismein." Arnav rolled his eyes. Ya right! "Arre Waah Chutke! Aap toh kavi ban gaye." Akash blushed again and Arnav shook his head. Anjali was messaging Akash's head as she remembered her and Shyamji's beautiful moments; their marriage, their honeymoon, him declaring his love, she declaring her love, getting the news that they might be parents. Those were the most beautiful moments of her life and she wished that both her brothers have those moments in their life too. Lost in her own world, she started speaking, "Pyar mein unke siva kuch aur nazar nahi aata."

Arnav who was getting down the stairs stopped right there as he heard his Di.

"Pyar mein unke bina dil nahi lagta."

Arnav's eyes widened.

"Unhein kuch ho jaaye is darr se mann kaanp uthta hai, saansein rukh jaati aur aage jeene ka mann nahi karta."

Arnav closed his eyes as he remembered how he had felt when the truck was about to hit Khushi.

"Woh jab aapke liye pareshaan hote hain toh achcha lagta hai."

Arnav remembered how he had felt when she worried about his sore throat.

"Un par haq jataana achcha lagta hai."

Arnav remembered how possessive he felt about her.

"Unki aawaaz na sune toh mann paagal ho jaata hai."

Arnav sighed as he remembered how he had been feeling for the last few days when Khushi refused to speak with him.

"Aap unhein har jagah dekhne lagte hai."

Arnav remembered the drenched and wet Khushi in his pool and the jalebi holding Khushi by the dining table.

"Unki har ek baat aapko achchi lagti hai."

Arnav remembered how she told him about seeing stars in her parents.

"Aur jab unke aankhon mein aansoon hote hai toh dard aapko hota hai, theek aapke dil mein."

Arnav remembered how pained he was when Khushi cried.

"Unke bina duniya adhuri lagti hai. In short, Mr. Akash Singh Raizada, your life revolves around that person and your life happens to be incomplete without that other person." Anjali Jha finished her lecture with an impactful line.

Arnav staggered back in shock. No! No! NO! He ran upstairs to his room, slammed the door and sat on his bed. No! He can't fall in love. It is not possible. It is just not possible. How can he fall in love when love does not exist? No! Love was just a foolish notion created by people deluded by their fantasies. And Arnav Singh Raizada is a practical man who refuses to accept that their exists an emotion called love. NO! He will not believe in such foolishness. But then what do I feel for Afreen? Nothing except obsessiveness and attraction. Yes, I am just attracted to her because she is different from the girls I have met and I am obsessed with her because she is the only person outside my family who cares for me. Yes, Love does not exist and he was not in love. Arnav, satisfied by the explanation provided by his mind, relaxed and took a deep breath.

"Chote?", he heard his sister calling and she entered his room. He looked at her and stood up. "Chote, hum soch rahe the ki ghar par aap, hum aur Chutke ke siva koi nahi hai. Toh kyun na hum sab bhai behen saath baithe neeche. Waise bhi aap dono ke saath waqt bitaakar bahut samay hogaya. So, can we have some sibling time?", Anjali looked at her brother hopefully. Arnav smiled and nodded. Anything for his sister! Both brother-sister duo wandered off downstairs.

For another half hour, Anjali asked her brothers to tell her about their office work. While Arnav spoke in terms of profits giving her view of how well AR Industries was improving, Akash spoke in terms of employees, their behaviour, their loyalty towards the owners. Anjali was amazed at how different her brothers were; one who viewed the world in terms of money while other viewed the world with humanity. Soon, Akash got a call and he looked at the mobile screen. It was Payal's house number. He realized that he had forgotten to call her today. Oh Shit! Akash excused himself and Anjali giggled as she realized who had called up. Arnav started asking about the baby and Anjali happily discussed about her dreams for her baby. Arnav smiled as he noticed the dreamy look and the glow on her face.

Akash soon came back blushing and Anjali spoke up, "Aa gaye apni Cham-Cham se baat karke?" Akash looked away blushing and Anjali started laughing. "Kya Di, ek taraf aap Mujhe chidhaati rehti ho aur doosri taraf woh!" Akash looked dejected. "Woh! Woh Kaun?", Anjali asked curiously. Payalji did not seem teasing types. "Khushiji, aur kaun? Who Lucknow mein haina! Toh unhonein humein baat karte hue suna aur Sunday se Mujhe aur Payalji ko chidha rahi hai." Anjali started giggling again and Arnav smiled too. His Afreen was a total prankster and would not have left the chance to tease her sister and Jiju. "Haaye! Yeh pyar! Is pyar mein kya kya sehna nahi padta?", Anjali quipped and grinned while Akash hid his face in his hands. Arnav remembered his earlier thoughts about love and spoke up in a bitter tone, "Pyar - Vyaar kuch nahi hota, Di. Sab bakwaas hai." Anjali and Akash stared at Arnav and Anjali spoke up softly, "Achcha theek hai. Pyar nahi hota. Phir aap jo humaare liye feel karte hain, woh kya hai? Aur amma jo aapke liye mehsoos karti thi woh kya tha?" Arnav looked at his Di in shock. He never thought of it in such a way. He loved his Di. His Di loved him. Their mother loved them. They loved their mother. That means love did exist. But…….he was not talking about that love, was he? "Theek hai, Di. Love does exist, I accept. Lekin main kabhi kissi ladki se pyar nahi karoonga, kabhi nahi." An image of Khushi dressed in The Red Saree rose in his mind and he ruthlessly squashed the image. No! Love may exist but he will never fall in love. Akash wanted to quip 'Then are you going love a guy, Bhai? Are you Gay?' but wisely kept his mouth shut. Anjali smiled at Arnav softly and said, "Lekin Chote, pyar toh kiya nahi jaata, ho jaata hai." Arnav looked at her horrified. No! He had not fallen in love. NO!

Anjali turned her attention towards her Chutke, "Chutke, hum kya kehte hain? Aap humein kuch gaake sunaayiye na, please. Arsaa hua aapki aawaaz sune hue." Akash smiled. His Di loved to listen to songs. "Lekin aapko saath dena padega Di." Akash put forth his condition. Anjali pretended to think but soon nodded happily. Akash started singing.

Iss Pyaar Ko Main Kya Naam Doon

Anjali started singing the chorus part:

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Iss Pyaar Ko Main Kya Naam Doon

Arnav looked at his siblings with tormented eyes.

Bechain Dil Ko Kaise Aaraam Doon

Bechain Dil Ko Kaise Aaraam Doon

Arnav closed his eyes telling his heart to stop feeling restless.

Iss Pyaar Ko Main Kya Naam Doon

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Anjali smiled at Akash knowing that he was thinking about Payalji while singing this song.

Arnav closed his eyes and remembered the time when he had hugged Khushi in the rain; when she had kissed him on the cheek; when she let her hair loose just for him.

Anjali nudged Akash from his day dream. Akash grinned sheepishly.

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Tanhaai Betaabi Meri Saugaate Hain

Mere In Hoton Pe Bas Teri Hi Baatein Hain

Arnav remembered how lonely he felt these four days; how he thought about nothing but his Afreen.

Kuch Na Keh Paane Ki Yeh Kya Majboori Hain

Nazdeek Rehke Bhi Yeh Kaisi Doori Hain

Khaamosh Hoton Se Kya Paigham Doon

Arnav was shocked at how the song relayed exactly what he felt. Was he in love? NO! He was not in love. He was NOT!

Bechain Dil Ko Kaise Aaraam Doon

Iss Pyaar Ko Main Kya Naam Doon

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Iss Pyaar Ko Main Kya Naam Doon

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Akash smiled as he remembered the first time he met Payalji; the way she indicated her name to him; the way she had blushed.

Arnav stood up from his seat totally tormented by his thoughts. He walked towards the window and stood by it. He remembered the first time he had met Khushi; the way he saw only her eyes at first. His siblings did not notice him move away. Arnav felt cornered, cornered by the song; cornered by his feelings.

Bechain Dil Ko Kaise Aaraam Doon

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Arnav felt her mirage appear right beside him.

Hadh Se Teri Chaahat Main Karta Hoon

Yeh Pata Nahi Tujhko Main Tujhpe Marta Hoon

Was his obsession beyond limit nothing but love?

Was his inability to live without her nothing but love?

Yeh Intehaan Ko Dekho Mere Deewanepan Ki

Aawaazein Sunta Hoon Main Teri Dhadkan Ki

He turned towards his left and there she stood in that Infernal Red Saree. How can I see you when you are not here?

Iss Aaghaaz Ko Kya Anjaam Doon

Bechain Dil Ko Kaise Aaraam Doon

Am I in love with you? Arnav mentally questioned her and her mirage nodded. Arnav's eyes widened.

Iss Pyaar Ko Main Kya Naam Doon

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Iss Pyaar Ko Main Kya Naam Doon

Rabba Mere Rabba Rabba

Rabba Mere Rabba

Arnav ran to his room and sat on the bed but the feeling of being cornered did not go away. He walked towards the mirror and stood in front of it. Am I in love? He questioned himself.

Bechain Dil Ko Kaise Aaraam Doon

Bechain Dil Ko Kaise Aaraam Doon

He closed his eyes and kept his hand on his heart. He remembered all his encounters with her and he got his answer. He swallowed and opened his eyes. He leaned against the mirror and spoke, "Yes, I am in Love with you, Afreen."

Iss Pyaar Ko Main Kya Naam Doon

"I am in love with you, Dammit. I bloody fell for you.", Arnav screamed as he removed his T-shirt and threw it on the floor in anger. He fell down on his knees. He, the guy who did not believe in love, was in love with Khushi. How was that possible? How did this happen? When did this happen? He could not happen.

"Pyar kiya nahi jaata ho jaata hai. Aapko bhi hogaya hai, Arnavji.", he heard Khushi quip and giggle. He raised his angered eyes and looked at her standing in front of him in that Damn Bloody Infernal Blood-boiling Red Saree. He glared at her but she unaffected by his glare gave him a smile. "Ab kya karoge, Arnav Singh Raizada? Pyar toh hogaya! Aap toh kehte the ki aapko pyar aur shaadi nahi karna. Ab pyar toh kar liya hai. Toh next kya? Shaadi?", she quipped and smiled at him mischievously. He knew she was just an illusion but Arnav was beyond anger now. He walked towards her in anger and she walked backwards. Her back touched the wall and she stopped going behind but Arnav continued his walk towards her. He put his hands on the wall confining her between them. She looked at him with wide eyes and he spoke, "Bahut khush ho na tum. Arnav Singh Raizada tumhaare pyaar mein deewana! Par main tumse waada karta hoon Afreen, main kabhi iss pyaar ko khud par haavi hone nahi doonga. Tumhein mere dil par kabza karne nahi doonga. Main bhale hi tumse zindagi bhar pyar karta rahoon par iss pyaar ko kabhi ehmiyat nahi doonga. Yeh mere liye sirf ek emotion rahega jo main tumhare liye feel karta hoon. Bas aur kuch nahi. I will keep on loving you but I won't do anything about it. I will live my life the way it is. Don't have any expectations of me telling you about my feelings or proposing you or dating you or marrying you, because that won't happen. I won't let it happen." He glared at her. She vanished and he walked off to take a bath to cool his anger.

P.S. The song is from the movie Mujhe Kucch Kehna Hai released in 2001 featuring Tusshar Kapoor and Kareena Kapoor. It is sung by Sonu Nigam. I am sure all of you know this song. If you don't then do listen to it; its beautiful. The music itself will give you the idea of the torment Arnav was going through when Akash sang the song. If you want to enjoy this chapter more then play the song while reading. You will enjoy it, writer's promise!

P.P.S I am kind of nervous about today's chapter. I am not sure whether I justified Arnav's thinking properly. I am not sure whether the dialogues of Arnav were perfect or not. How was it?

Precap - Bin Tere Kya Hai Jeena …….. Maan wants his Geet awake from the coma!

me first yipppeee
finally arnav realises he is in love
nd anjali think due tol work load he is behaving lyk dis lolzzz
loved it
loved the cute bro sis relationship between anjali.anav nd aakash...
awsome