EPISODE 16
NARRATIVE IS RANBIR
It had been around a week since I left home and came to this jungle ...i have reached to manali ..and the snowfall here made me calm down my anger ...and today i had a whole day thought of that girl abhya...and right now i am also thinking that whatever happened that day was not her fault it is all mine ...what's wrong is that i cannot control...aur mai darpoko ki tarah yahan bhag aaya..apni family ka bhi dil dukhaya...infact she must was scared of me..i was so rude to her...this was not i was most known for ...always minisha spoke of my softness when i talk to others , then what happened that day...i lost it all...there was no fault of abhya..she was not to be blamed...the fact was i did'nt have the courage to face this situation...i was never so coward..i always fighted for my never settling human thirst...my family always supported me with everything and this time i did'nt gave them even a single chance...i was so rude to them also...i cannot do this...i have to do something ...i will have to fight for myself...my family..to prove my thirst is getting better...i will return , i am coming minisha, karan , mom, dad...now no more cowardliness...mini said i had always been brave ..i will be brave this time also...i will learn to fight back abhya's tempting smell...i will control myself..and keep up the values of my family...of raj...he did so much for me and i never paid that back..though however amount of sacrifice i do for raj are less...now is the time to prove that i am capable to be his son...i will prove that raj...adah..your son is returning ...your family will be united again...i started running from manali back to dehradun and while running i gathered my courage to fight back that smell...and i became stagnant that i will and i will win this fight held within myself ...and after 5 hour of running i rang the bell of our main door to make it humanly because i am sure everyone would have smelled me. and from there came running mini
"bhai..." and she hugged me "thanks for coming" i droped my bag "i came for myself mini...i will fight back"
"i knew you would not be a full coward" and there came the rest of the family
"welcome back ranbir"raj said , i hugged him "it's all because of you...your values raj"
"i am glad you came back ranbir" he patted my back
"welcome back" adah gave her pleasing smile
"i could'nt resist staying with you all" i smiled her back
"hey dude ...i am proud of you" karan gave his manly hug to me.
"ranbir sorry but mujhe aur adah ko zaroori kam se jaana hai clan ki meeting hai...meet you in morning"
"okay dad..." raj and adah went outside and mini, karan and me came in the drawing room, i sat on sofa , mini on table , and karan prefered standing.
"so bhai ab aage kya karna hai...will you go to the college?"
"hmmm...soch kar toh ye hi aaya hoon mini.."
"par fir uski smell kaise control karoge?" karan questioned
"voh hi toh challenge hai bhai...mai control karoonga"
"nahi ranbir ...tum kaise karonge...it's difficult for you"mini had a small eye contact with karan
"bas aisa smajh lo mini ki mai coward se courageous ban kar aaya...aur mai yeh prove karoonga" i clarified
"par kaise ranbir?" mini was too much
"maine iss bar thoda insaano ki tarah socha hai...mai abhya se ek friend banooga taki mai uske itne alag hone ki vajah jaan pao aur agar voh meri dost hogi to mujhe ek vajah mil jaegi ki so that i would not kill her..." i told what i thought in manali
"bhai insaan se dosti karoge?"she looked worried
"mini...come on ..i have to talk to her at least i would not tell her that why i am talking to her...and ofcourse mai usse deep friendship nahi karoonga..."
"perfect...yeh idea to tumhe pehle aana chahiye tha"karan always took my side.
"okay then ranbir apni thirst ko control karne ki practice karo and saas rok kar baat karna bhi" mini stood up "kal college mai tumhe dikhana hoga bhai that you can do what you think"
"yeah i will mini"