"mujhe munne ke liye kuchh karna padega". Oh my god when I heard this sentence, my heart was completely filled with pain for jai. Guys you agree or not but jai's life become a totally rollar coster ride with the entry of bani. this guy is never rest in piece. Everything happen with him in a extreme measure whether its love, hate, joy, happiness, sadness or pain. poor guy….one can say that bani too go through from similar experience but if closely think, she suffer for her own decisions and action while jai suffer becoz of other's decision and action like bani, pia and pushkar.
Take his situation right now. For the past few episodes, we are seeing jai going through a lot of pain. physically and mentally becoz of bani. He already realized his love for her and that's why was trying to hide the truth from her. But eventually truth came out and on whose forced? His darling wife. again decision of revealing the truth was bani's. her goody goody lecture on love and trust made jai motivated to reveal the truth with hope that if he is going to tell her the same, she will not leave him. With the hope that as she knows that truth is very much related to her and painful and it involve him but she once told that "agar such jan ne ka matlab hai ki hum ek dusre ko kabhi nahin dekh payenge zindagi main. Jo such hame ek dusare se dur le jay, to mujhe wo such janna hi nahi hai" so she will not leave him. But happened totally opposite. Both got apart. Bani once again prove that her decision not always but majority of the times leads jai to go through a tremedeous pain. I m not saying that she is in a happy state of mind. She too go through a pain but root of the pain is always her. Karta koi hai (bani) aur bharta koi hai (jai). sometimes I feel like to slap her and give advise that stop behaving like a super woman. She behaves like SARI DUNIYA KA BHAR US PAR HI HAI". One more so called super woman from ekta's factory.
Why is the need to gave jai's gifted bengals to pia's sister in law? Just to give more pain to jai? you know that you love jai so much, you can't live without him, then why this drama? I know that you are badly hurt with the truth. But at the same time you should realize that that was an accident. Jai opologised for his act. What you want him to do bani? want that he give his life for his act? He actually did that for u. what else you want from him? When he needed most, you are away from him. Stop this bani and go to him. Don't streatch it to bit far.
We IF members can't see jai in pain for a long time. Oh forget for a long time. Not for a single moment.
Love,
surahi