Hello Everyone!
Did anyone survive the charm of Jai today😳? I don't think so! It was a cute episode… went on well considering the fact that our jodi wasn't in a frame together… not even in a flashback… but were with eachother in every thought. How sweet.
Coming to the straight to the episode…
Standing by the window the winds engulfed Bani with by the memories of the night! Of THAT night! She still could feel the warmth of the night… just then she is interrupted… by her darling sisters😡!
Then came the most indigestible scene… they get Pia to talk about the importance of Phagphera😕. I had a scowl plastered through the original and the repeat, that my cheeks began to ache! I didn't follow anything she said! It looked so out of the place to get a girl, who till date hasn't valued rituals to give a lecture on not only a ritual but about marriage itself! Whatever… do I care? Then there was an usual scene of sister bonding… followed by an avoidable flashback. The lady Kiran Dixit bugs the hell out of me… or is it the actress? I had this image of a aristocratic feel about her a quiet dignity and class… this lady is nothing like that🤢! They should have got a know face. And there was a lecture of darkness… I tried my best to understand…but trust me to be sulking to even pay attention😕. I heard it bits and parts… didn't understand it though…All I could make out was that she was glorifying darkness. I couldn't have expected more from her. Very typical of the dixits… run away and hide in darkness than have the courage to face it and fight it! All grade one escapists😡🤢! Bani, is different… atleast her grades are lower😕! And by the way that lady was scaring the kid more than comforting her.
By the time Bani finished her sisters had gone to sleep on her lap. Uff ho… wasn't Bani the one who needs to be taking rest😕? With her memories refreshed about her desolated family… she cursed herself to be thinking of Jai😭. She cant forgive Jai for snatching their childhood and her father's happiness. Her dad was never happy after her mom died. She concluded that the moment wasnt only indicative of the Love he brought into her life but also the darkness he pushed her family into. But she is destined to hate the man whom she loves the most😭! Bani, Jai is no different… even he will left in a lonely world and his happiness has gone with you. You are making the same mistake, Bani!
Sometimes I wonder why is Bani so stuck up on that night… I understand the obvious reasons and I also understand that the moment was the pinnacle of their relationship… but then why is she stuck on that😕? Not today…but always… she keeps saying that the moment is enough for her to live her life. I mean her relationship with Jai has had many more defining moments… and has gone to make it stronger than before. She has spent some memorable time with him… then why is it that she relates her relationship with Jai to only that one moment. Actually I am not able to put it in words… not getting the right words. 😕
Now Jai had called for another assembly…it looked like an assembly with the principal handing over responsibilities to the prefects😆. Anyway… it was nice. Mamu was in full form👏. Loved the fact that he wanted Rano to join business and gave her a big project right away. This jeeju-salli relationship is damn sweet. What I liked the best was Jai asking Rashi what she wanted to do… and when she said she is fine at home… he smiled and said 'jaisi tumhare marzi' All I can say is Jai's army is getting bigger… Bani u don't stand a chance. Look at the people on Jai's side… Massi, Aditya, Dadi, Rano, sahil, Anu (may be Rohit) and now Rashi… if that is not enough… have u heard about Jai's IF following? WE are always ready to back him.
Aditya is on a break with Jai to give him company… what do u guys plan to do? Aditya take him out somewhere… go golfing… he can take his mind off his loneliness. Stuck at home only makes him Bani sick😭. Got an idea…Massi why don't u go and stay with bani for a few days and then persuade her to come with u to chandigarh? U can get ur Munna there aswell. Mumbai se dooor… just to be around eachother. Do something u people...
Now for the cutest scene…
Sahil and Rano talking on the phone. I was cribbing yday that Bani didn't bother to ask about how Jai was doing and today she seemed to have asked rano. Rano calls Jai… Jai uncle… so Bani becomes aunty… ok let me not get into how weird the relationships are at the walia mansion😕. Sahil told her mamu was around and Rano decided to play cupid. Yippeeee Rano! Here is an official welcome to Jai's fan club👏. She asked Sahil to give the phone to jai and she gave the phone to Bani. God these two were being so difficult… what does rano want to talk to me… why does sahil want to talk to me… I was like duffer log just answer the phone.😡
Bani's heart skipped a beat when she heard Jai's voice… Jai's heart stopped when he didn't hear anything… it had to be Bani on the other end… he knew it, he just knew it! 'Bani!?!' was followed by another moment of silence.. . and Jai said 'phone math rakna' and Bani was stunned to see Jai so fine tuned to her thoughts… he at times had never understood what she used to actually say… and now being far away from her, he can identify her silence and gauge her thoughts perfectly! A bit confused she asked him how he knew… he said just the way she knew it was him. 'Hum ek dusare ke bhare mein zyada na jante ho, lekin ek dusare ke kamoshi ka ehsaas tho hai' again silence. There was no way Jai wouldn't have identified her silence. Her silence has something overwhelming and strong about it. If it could put him at rest and ease him into comfort when he walked into their room shattered, it could rip his heart when he needed an answer from her to sustain his faith. If it faced his fury with its strength, it surrendered to his love just as gently. And more over the last few days with her gone and the silence that has surrounded him had the very essence of Bani in them… He FELT her silence. He knew it was her. Who says u need words to express ur heart... silence can do much more. It had to be the defining moment of the day! Full marks to the creatives, Ram, Prachi and Rano👏
For once Jai told her in exact words what he felt… that he missed her, their home missed her. I was so glad that Jai spoke up…varna they would have held the phone for eternity listening to eachother's silence. 'Es ghar har ek cheez mein tumhara ehsaas qaid hai... wo pen jo mujhe har subah dete te, wo chai jo tum 2 chamach sakar ke saath mereliye banati te, Meri dawayein jo tum kabhi nahi buli…. Sab tumhare lautne ka intezar karrahe hain Bani' His voice so soft, loving yet so disturbed, choking only made Bani wonder for a moment why was she not there with him? Unable to continue the call she cut off… Jai looked sad, sahil asked what Mami said for which Jai with an overwhelming sadness said 'phir uski khamoshi uski har bath kehgaye'😭 He understood what she wanted to say… 'I want to come back to you… but u know I cant!' Oh God, someone save us from these two people. As if trouble in our respective lives aren't enough that we have to go through this with them. Sometimes I just get to fed up with my addiction to a fiction like this… but then come 9, come Jai-Bani and I go back to square one😡😕!
Bani, my heart really goes out to you… after hearing Jai, I am sure u are feeling cruel about leaving him alone. Yeh Jai hai hi aisa…. He can make all go weak on their knees by being baby like… so vulnerable and wanting to be taken care of. Yeh tho shuruvath hai Bani… he wants you back… and he wont stop till he get you back. If u plan to stay away from him… get ready to resist his distress calls... else it really wont take Jai more than a few more minutes to get u back with him.
They say it is true love when u dare to be Vulnerable. Look at both Jai-Bani… they are so vulnerable when it comes to eachother. They really bare their hearts out to eachother… probably knowing very well that the other one will hurt them. But I am glad they know they aren't doing it intentionally the circumstances are such.
Rano has become a Jai campaigner👏! She coaxed Bani to get back to Jai… coz they love eachother then what is it that is keeping them away. Bani spoke in absolute riddles to confuse Rano… ultimately Bani's verdict was 'The past cant be changed… that doesn't mean it can be forgiven!' Bani, this is not the way to live… u cant put urself through this torture. You said it... the past cant be changed… but that definitely doesn't mean you let it affect your future. Don't confuse the past and future… your Love and Hate for Jai. Jai is def responsible for making ur family miserable… but then he didn't intend to. He was a mere pawn to what the fate had planned for your family. If he was responsible to take away the happiness and security from the lives of your family… then he is responsible to restore it back…. Give him a chance to redeem this mistake. More than that give yourself a chance… u deserve it… u deserve to love and be loved and Jai is the only one…and u need to look ahead coz u have a new life in you. Let Go, Bani! Let go for good, for the Best!
Yeh lo phirse aagaye Pia ma'am😡! What is your god damn problem in life? Cant she see that her sister is in love? Didn't she hear Rano saying it is evident that Bani loves Jai… and still she is stuck with her version of the 'drunken sleepover'. I am seriously not interested in your definition of Love… so spare me. I am fine if you don't want to persuade Bani to go back to Jai… DON'T you dare to brain wash her to sever her relationship with Jai. And today at the party u do any nautanki… I will kill you myself😡!
Ranveer, jigyasa boycotted the party only to be bullied by Anu to attend it! I loved the way Ranveer called Pia nautanki😆. I must say it really sounds weird to see Pia-Pushkar playing hosts to the Walias. It is going to turn into quite a nautanki. I am feeling apprehensive for Jai😕.
Jai is pacing up and down the hall, dressed up and ready for the party, cribbing why cant people get ready fast. Look whose talking😆? Who used to make a late royal entry to each and every party he hosted. Sach mein… he looked so adorable and restless to go to the party😳. Mobile bhi bulgaya. Rashi is such a sweety, she happens to keep a check on him… got him the mobile. He thanked her and looked at her freaked out. 'Tum tayar kyun nahi huhi abhi tak' it was as if she is going to delay him further😆. She said she isnt coming coz her 'Wo' is not coming. And Jai was like 'Ranveer?' It startled him coz she was eing so timid. He very sweetly as the head of the house told her…that she is free to do whatever she wants to do… nothing should tie down her freedom. 'Ab jao, Rashi' He was like go get ready fast… I have to go meet my wife. It was very sweet of Jai to say that… infact he himself never stopped Bani from doing what she wanted to do… she went to work as she pleased, stopped going without telling him… she managed the house the way she wanted to, she went to meet Pia-pushkar and Jai never stopped her. But yes Bani drew the limits herself.
Arre yeh Ranveer kahan se aagaya😡? He knows when to get his work done… he knew if she asked signature from Jai now, Jai wont bother to read the papers. Jai did the same… signed it. Btw had a closer look at the papers when they zoomed into show Jai's signatures… I saw only one word, 'Mortgaged'! Now the million dollar question is what did Ranveer mortgage and why will he want to mortgage? coz why do Walias need money? He can might aswell sell it! He really doesn't have the guts to mortgage the Walia Mansion! I wonder if it is the Mt. Abu house😕. He is handling the main projects I guess… and I bet Jai has stopped work on the Mt Abu project.
So people relax it isnt a deed of divorce nor is it Jai's will! If what Jai signed are the papers they are going to use in the future, rest assured that it is a Mortgage deed... see the repeat... u can see the work Mortgage pretty clearly. It some property issue, mostly Mt. Abu… and Jai can set it right any time… but I do think rashi will do something. I don't know why… but I think Rashi will dare of outwit Ranveer on this front.
Prachi is slowly getting back into the grove. Bani looks young and pretty in salwars… but have to admit she looks nothing like Mrs. Walia we are so used to… the salwar does take away an air of elegance that accompanied the Lady Walia.
It has become like a habit to see Ram beat his performance everyday… or was it Jai today? I don't know but me loved both the men.
Jai's bacha party(mind u Ranveer is not on the list!) was absolutely sweet… lets see if they can get their Mami back to their Mamu.
Big day today… but why do I feel I am not going to like the way Jai is going to be treated at the party… he looks far to excited going there… which is why it is making e more anxious considering it is Pia-Pushkar's place. Agar aaj ke party mein kuch bhi galath hua Jai ke saath… God save Pia-Pushkar from my wrath.
That's it from me… Will wait for ur replies
Lots of Luv😃
Anu.